Goiterzan/Amygdalai Lama

I'm Jeff, late hatched Autist invader on the Wet Coast of Canada, child of the 60s and believed it all. I have blogs, and the theory starts with spanking in 2014 and evolves to what, I guess The Antisocialization Theory of Neurodiversity or something by now, the latest is The Spanking Gene Blog.

Pronouns: don't "Bro" me.: Autgender straight male. Sex is not important.
Philosophy blog: abusewithanexcuse.com:
Gonzo Neurodiversity theory blog/book: https://thespankinggene.blog/: terrible music: https://musicians.today/@punishmenthurts

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2026-04-25 21:39:37 UTC

Screams “AGENT!!” at the AI until I get a human, talk to the human for two minutes, then start screaming “OK, fine, gimme the AI”
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between a rock - silicon - and a hard place, a human
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#philosophy

2026-04-25 15:54:55 UTC

Content Warning: what a fuckin’ blowhard 🙄😀
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I’m not trying to claim the Prophet, blessed be his name and all that, but I often feel my mission is at least parallel, he had his visions and developed his philosophy and then sent letters to the world leaders, asking if they would “submit to God,” and I don’t know who to send the letters to, and I’d ask something like if they would begin the journey back to reality, and that seems the same.
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Like we both see a world gone wrong, like we think we know how and why.
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It’s complicated, I think religion is Allism, but it does seem to provide a lot of jobs for . . . aspies, this is not a conversation where I’ll use my self-slur, aspie is enough, again, I may make a general statement that prophets in general are #ND , but I don’t presume to know anything about Islam or its main guy.
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It’s just I would like to challenge to world to change its ways and submit also, to reality, perhaps it is the submission I liked. Of course, submission to reality and submission to God can be opposite things, but then there’s the modern sense that reality adds up to God, so you can read his challenge that way, as long as you stop after the letters. Of course after that, things don’t go the way I would have hoped, and I’m certain war is Allism, and also that it has fewer jobs for the #ND .
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These are the proportions in historical times, one person has a big idea and a bunch of them go to war about it, happens to all of ‘em. But despite inhabiting very different spheres of thought, I think the submission is the insight, the critical bit, FGS, find your place and accept it, stop fighting the world, you’re winning the fight and hurting everybody.
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#Philosophy #ActuallyAutistic #AuDHD #Religion @npub1pce…geep

2026-04-24 15:25:19 UTC

just gotta write this down before I forget
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you know the fox farm, you breed for a little peace and all this other stuff changes, have I not yet written that scenario for people, you breed for war and you get all this other stuff
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#Anthropology #Philosophy

2026-04-14 16:13:06 UTC

when did the garden become the source of all things horrible?
One year it was Paradise and we were thrown out and then along comes Darwent and Wallace and now all the nightmares of the modern world are supposed to come from there 😜😠
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#Philosophy #Anthropology

2026-04-12 21:46:28 UTC

it’s a human world and an evolutionary world, and if five billion parents all “prepare the children for the real world,” that will indeed be the real world
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#Philosophy #Psychology

2026-04-12 19:56:38 UTC

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They’re going to figure how to drug for behaviour and it’s for #ND weirdos for loving dinonuggets and not for the billionaires for shitting on the whole world

2026-04-09 08:24:24 UTC

That heightened, inflexible sense of justice that Autistics often have, that’s an extra organ, another region of the brain that does the actuarial stuff, and plans for the future, a thing that Autistics have and that Humankind needs but has almost lost.
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#ND #Philosophy
#AutisticScience #Psychology
@npub1pce…geep

2026-04-04 21:58:16 UTC

Whatever happened, whatever bottleneck or some such that created Allistic people at the end of the ice age, it follows that whatever else it was, it was a trauma, and they survived and weren’t able to revisit whatever they did and survived, this is NT psychology, Alice Miller, the trauma destroys the data or buries it where it requires a long search to recover any of it.
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I suppose as the water rose and the land shrunk somewhere there was competition and treachery and what they did and they think saved them is paring the community down to one family’s genes and learning to treat every other person as an enemy.
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Another just so story, or a part of one, but I mean to focus on the psychology of that beginning somehow and I just had a flash, realized that trauma is surely a central factor in it. 💜
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#Philosophy #Anthropology #ActuallyAutistic

2026-04-03 17:43:45 UTC

sixty-five years of actuarial sensory deprivation
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#Philosophy #ActuallyAutistic #ND #Anthropology #AuDHD

2026-04-03 16:59:06 UTC

Honestly I have wasted my life trying to explain the simplest causality and science to them. They’re just too far gone, I mean historically and prehistorically, they seem to have arrived already too far gone. They continue on their divergent trajectory, but it doesn’t look like anything ever could have stopped them, even at the start.
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I see their life cycle, such as it is, I don’t mean it’s functional, but how do you change a life cycle? It’s like asking a caterpillar not to pupate. The first caterpillar that ever did likely didn’t think it had a choice about it.
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I might try my failed life experiment again if I had time and was a billionaire, except this time I’d lose the mother and pack my kids off to Mars to do it. Still, the first failure kind of suggests that wouldn’t work either.
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I know, NT psych even has reasons it wouldn’t work, repression and whatnot, but there’s hints that even without repressed abuse and attitude transmission, that a normal child may be sort of automatically abused and bitter, the way my kid speaks and knowing who I am and what I did, it’s like they can’t imaging a gentle father and couldn’t see one right in front of them. They know my unimpeachable history, they lived with me, but they’re sure I secretly wanted to hurt them regardless. The actual literal abscence of a crime carries no weight, they think they KNOW there had to be malice, this looks like paranoia to me, I can’t put a dent in it.
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And everything I ever felt thought said and did got erased by it.
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#ActuallyAutistic #ND #Philosophy #Anthropology @npub1pce…geep

2026-03-30 18:18:23 UTC

You’re not a species, you’re a speciation. God and evolution are not finished with you yet.
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Just you seem to be. 😠
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#Philosophy #Anthropology

2026-03-30 17:53:48 UTC

Sure to be a popular take: Hannah Arendt is Captain Hindsight, just narrating with nothing helpful to add (I mean, they all are). 😠
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#Philosophy

2026-03-24 21:09:17 UTC

catching up on anthropology dot net, just heard," They didn't come with the farmers," and happy to report it's a story that separates farming from war, tells a story of agriculture beginning and spreading by not conquest.
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It's important to me to separate those things. These moderns talk as if eating and killing were all one thing. I mean they speak of the very opposites of peaceful farming and violent migration together, like both are "civilization." I think it's important to know they do not travel together, that there was an "agricultural revolution," but also a military one and it is not efficacious to blame the war on the farmers
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#Anthropology #Philosophy #ActuallyAutistic @npub1pce…geep

2026-03-23 18:39:36 UTC

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ah.
Yes, I guess so, sorry all.

2026-03-23 18:35:04 UTC

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oh, OK, then I’m out of date. Confused, though. Looks the same.

2026-03-23 18:29:11 UTC

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yes.
I think the story was some bad actir snapped up the fedigroups thing.

2026-03-23 18:23:31 UTC

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all the women in both my families forever treating me as the epistemic/archetypal/stereotypical “strong,” male I have never been for a minute, the me they talk about and to is entirely a projection of their type’s only inner version of a man, against all worldly truth. They only needed a warm body to fill the role, no acting or costume required.
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Their theory has been that I just don’t seem to realize I am the archetype, as you said, they think they know me and I do not. 😠
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[@autistics@chirp.social](https://chirp.social/@autistics )
(I think the fedigroups thing is gone, isn’t it?)

2026-03-23 18:10:52 UTC

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yes, I think the biggest epistemes are neurotype traits

2026-03-23 05:34:52 UTC

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yeah
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I’m embarrassed, I wish there was something I could do to change anything, help anyone, but geezuz, what? I can’t even talk to people. 😢

2026-03-20 17:51:03 UTC

“The Better Angels of our Nature” - this, Children, is the title of a fairly recent popular Allistic science book.
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Not going to spell it out, They who have ears to hear and all that. 😀
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#AutisticScience #ND #ActuallyAutistic #AuDHD #Philosophy

2026-03-19 01:23:59 UTC

light years ahead of this species
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they can’t grasp the questions for the things I’ve figured out despite them
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#Anthropology #Philosophy #ND #ActuallyAutistic

2026-02-21 03:01:24 UTC

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nice to be right in the middle instead of what I’ve been saying, “Last of the boomers” 😀

2026-02-18 00:33:44 UTC

Why do they have to say, “human universal,” why not settle for “human commonality?”
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Why they gotta make it mythological? 😠
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#Anthropology #Philosophy #ND #ActuallyAutistic

2026-02-17 06:27:19 UTC

Know what I just realized, I'm surely the second last to realize it, it must be a common theme, is that the enshittification of the internet is the goddam Tower of Babel all over again - and it wasn't God this time
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#TowerOfBabel #Philosophy #Enshittification

2026-02-12 21:47:33 UTC

“I can’t help but wonder what else we’ve been missing”
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Well then unblock me, Anthropology Dot Net! 😜
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listened to two, one ancient and stupid, about chins, and one, the latest, that I could find some sense in. One for two, not all bad.
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#ND #Philosophy #ActuallyAutistic

2026-02-12 20:55:04 UTC

people on here defending AI like
it’s actually intelligent, don’t be so mean to the AI, it’s just different 😠😜
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#ND #ActuallyAutistic #Philosophy

2026-02-06 02:19:28 UTC

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oh wow, the next episode (maybe just the next one that caught my eye) answers something that came up just a few days ago, the evolutionary adaptations to fire and smoke!
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I was answering some crap about the LA fires causing Autism, and wondered about smoke generally and here it is, we have a human version of a gene that has an improved way of metabolizing smoke ( and a bunch of stuff about burns).
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https://www.anthropology.net/p/the-cost-of-fire-how-burns-shaped
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#ND #ActuallyAutistic #Philosophy

2026-02-06 02:03:38 UTC

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this episode from anthropology dot net isn't about the period I'd be after, but there's some ideas in here that might help something in the story of the Spanking Gene, something to help explain how the modern sort took over, something in the male bonded group business . . .
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https://www.anthropology.net/p/the-people-who-never-left
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#ND #ActuallyAutistic @autistics #Philosophy

2026-02-06 01:16:24 UTC

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I'm sad and frustrated (like any living in their momma's basement incel internet troll) that there's nobody that has to answer this 😠
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Debate me, you unconscious masses 🙄 😂
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#ND #ActuallyAutistic @autistics #Philosophy

2026-02-05 21:56:56 UTC

Everything fits together over here in my world of Autistic history and science.
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If you follow, you know Antisocialization theory, but here’s a part I never spelled out to myself:
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the Allistic kids have the response to early abuse, they survive and get “strong,” it’s an epigenetic response to a violent environment - so yes, they are the ones evolving, epigenetics are part of permanent evolution.
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the Autistic kids fail to respond, so they try ramping it up with the total control of ABA, and still it never happens and so we are “useless,” but again the point is we don’t have the gene, we don’t go through that epigenesis, and it is not us evolving that causes an increase in diagnosis - in labeling - that’s a social function, echoing the Allistics’ evolution.
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it all makes sense over here 💜
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#ND #ActuallyAutistic @autistics #Philosophy

2026-02-03 21:13:51 UTC

I give people too much credit, it takes me a long time to figure someone is stupid, but Good Lord, I mean Lady, I am casting my pearls before a world of stupid.
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I have a lot of deficits, there are a lot of things I struggle to learn, most things really, but I don’t struggle with what the Davids informed me in #TheDawnOfEverything are called actuarial matters like most of the world does. It seems straightforward to me, I’m far too stupid elsewhere to think I’m a genius (and anyway my IQ doesn’t approach “genius,” officially), but Good Lady, it’s either that or the vast majority has a really short spike for that, and in adulthood, often none at all.
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Just like Temple Grandin has a theory of a cow’s mind and could see things happening the regular cattlemen couldn’t, that’s me about people, that’s the actuarial sense, a non-Allistic theory of mind about people, seeing what the environment does to people.
I’m not sure if it’s right to say Grandin’s sense about cows is the actuarial one, or if that word is just for people. It would be cool to ask them.
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I suppose it is right, we don’t have senses that are just “about,” certain things and not others, do we? It’s not the object that defines it.
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So, change of definition, it’s larger than just knowing what the environment does to people, it works with other minds too, I think the actuarial sense is just a non-Allistic (not authority based) Theory of Mind.
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And again, there’s more complexity, because many Allistics have it, and can deal with horses and such. It is mostly only absent regarding people! When we see someone trying to apply the severely Allistic theory of mind they talk about when they’re talking about Autistic people with a horse or a cat, we know they’re being stupid, even they do.
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But mostly, as regards people, they don’t see the stupid.
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#ND #ActuallyAutistic #TheDawnOfEverything #Philosophy

2026-01-30 18:19:02 UTC

the bloody truck ad with Darwin telling us he said evolution takes a long time - that is not the theory of evolution, that it “takes a long time,” that is the argument AGAINST evolution, it doesn’t matter, doesn’t change anything, evolution is neutered, powerless if it “takes a long time,” they can keep living in their lie of a created world.
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People who say they believe in evolution, but are sure that it takes a long time are harming evolution’s absorption, diverting it away from the point and the function, to be simply another creation story, not living science but simply a replacement myth. And I’m pretty worried that’s pretty much everyone.
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#Philosophy #IWatchTooMuchTV #Evolution #ND

2026-01-30 17:56:36 UTC

so to my mind, a different neurotype means we see a different world . . . and the manority sort . . . this is an experiment, not, really sure if it’s going anywhere, but the majority sort sees a fantastically stupid world.
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Everything is stupid. Autistics can exist not knowing other people think, early humans and animals apparently don’t know where babies come from, or that they’re going to die. Only people are smart - until some expert studies one creature and discovers a powerful memory and a complex life - they bust these myths one at a time but there are always more.
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Everything is stupid until proven otherwise, they see a random, mindless world that somehow exists without anything knowing what its doing. I watch a lot of nature teevee and the mythbusting never ends, in fact some of the myths have been “busted,” for generations already, and simply continue to exist busted as zombie lies. I’m on the new Nature of Things, about chickens.
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It’s quite unclear where they think the errors come from. I suppose they think the same thing about their past selves: no-one used to know anything, apparently. Of course it’s currently built into their neurotype - is it on Aristotle’s list? The fallacy of universal stupidity?
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Think I would have noticed and remembered that, I don’t think it is, please correct if I’m wrong.
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It sure needs to be.
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@autistics #ActuallyAutistic #ND #Philosophy

2026-01-28 04:10:30 UTC

#philosophy
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sorry, nvm., that was aggressive. I don't mean to start a campaign against anybody.

2026-01-23 19:38:38 UTC

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I mean if any of these poisons remove a person’s Allism and leave the Autistic underneath unharmed, by all means, smudge the world 😀
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#ActuallyAutistic #ND @autistics

2026-01-23 19:33:46 UTC

RE: https://med-mastodon.com/@bicmay/115940410087497715
oh, piss off. Every sort of environmentally caused brain damage is NOT “Autism.”
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Geezuz, bacon must be SO Autistic 😠😈
#ActuallyAutistic #ND @autistics
#note1dfx…0ry4

2026-01-20 07:29:40 UTC

sudden realization regarding the human self domestication theory - the physical features that indicate it have been there for tens if not hundreds of thousands of years, so they only indicate that we were domesticated a long time ago, and say nothing about the present or all the time in between. Certainly it didn’t happen since the Ice age and isn’t associated with agriculture or civilization. Right?
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#anthropology
#Philosophy
#Evolution
#philosophy

2026-01-18 03:08:43 UTC

I need to write a universally panned opus about how fighting is not how you fight fascism, that fascism feeds on fighting, that breeding fighters is breeding fascists but why and for who
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#actuallyautistic #ActuallyAutistic #ND #philosophy @autistics

2026-01-17 04:41:32 UTC

he’s raving
he’s not what he used to be
he chased it all his life
and unfortunately he’s caught it
and he’ll spend his remaining time spreading it
at this stage all they want
is to speed up the ending
the damage has been done
his time is over
and he knows it
he just wants out
because they always think it ends when they do
there’s no arguing with them
it’s too far along
it’s time to let the professionals do their jobs
it’s about his kids now
they’re sure to catch it too
it’s about prevention
of an early intervention
and perhaps
in seven generations
the family can move on
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Jeff
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#actuallyautistic #ActuallyAutistic #ND #philosophy #Philosophy

2026-01-16 20:09:29 UTC

Man, that format at anthropology dot net where they take turns talking, telling each other the lesson like they’re both instructors with no students - it’s fifteen minutes of two people mansplaining to each other. 😜😠
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#philosophy #Philosophy #actuallyautistic #ActuallyAutistic

2026-01-14 17:46:48 UTC

spanking is group dynamics.
Ultimately, spanking is religion.
You can’t have truth AND punishment.
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You can’t argue away a philosphy that a beating created in a baby. Spanking is dark magic, it changes people.
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#philosophy

2026-01-13 20:52:04 UTC

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isn’t it amazing to be hyperlexic and to know yourself as a born writer and to nonetheless have to accept that you have a communication disorder 🤨😳

2026-01-13 18:27:46 UTC

Newspeak is a neurotype, you try to teach them a thing, they go stealth, learn the word but ignore the thing.
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It’s not abuse, it’s tough, “love,” now.
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Our poor fathers couldn’t show feelings, they just had to be strong. Thankfully, since the sexual revolution, we can have feelings now and we don’t have to be strong anymore - just “resilient.”
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People believed God created them a long time ago and then sort of took a step back, hiding Himself from people. But then we discovered that animals like us come and go through interaction with the environment - so now we “evolved,” a long time ago instead, but stopped, and now we’re unable to adapt to the world we ourselves created with our emotions from, “a long time ago.” We used to be stuck in the Human Nature as “created,”by God over seven thousand years ago, but now we’re stuck with our “evolved,”Palaeolithic emotions instead - mothing changes, words mean nothing to these people, knowledge is a game to them, how do they keep selling new books while learning and changing nothing?
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#philosophy

2026-01-09 20:57:03 UTC

#philosophy 😀
https://autistics.life/@punishmenthurts/115862382897702903

2026-01-05 20:07:20 UTC

I fancy I’ve solved the Gordian knot of all this stuff, but even if anyone did win that lottery, solved it and went to untie it, Alexander the Allistic would arrange to destroy the knot, the riddle, the question before that could happen. That’s what he did, right answered the question by eliminating it.
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#actuallyautistic #autism #ActuallyAutistic @autistics #philosophy

2026-01-05 03:53:50 UTC

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I think I saw it on the Dinah Shore show, a daytime thing. I went crazy for David's haircut and spent the bigger half of my life trying to replicate it. 💜 💜 💜

2026-01-04 11:43:12 UTC

to my mind the thing about AI and intelligence is, the human world runs on something called “strength,” and nobody GAF about intelligence. If the machine can give orders and shoot it will be “intelligent,” to these raging monsters, and if it figures out a sustainable way for humans to live it will be in the landfill. If they wanted intelligence, smart people would rule the world instead of these strongmen idiots and we’d all be a lot better off already.
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#philosophy

2026-01-04 00:10:07 UTC

OK, I’ve talked too much and made myself sad. I’m going to lose the last one, I think I’ve forgotten what we were laking about, sorry.
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Later.
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#actuallyautistic #philosophy

2026-01-02 16:40:05 UTC

I bought an island
across the rough sea
to have my children
a safe place to be
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But God hides the war
in people we need
and my island had
nurtured the seed
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with blind tolerance
I coddled the beasts
I thought they were mine
or blank slates at least
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But God hides the war
in the people we love
you can’t breed a hawk
and raise up a dove
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😇💜
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#philosophy
#actuallyautistic #autism @autistics

2025-12-26 19:45:28 UTC

#philosophy
next life, not “afterlife.”
(I’d forgotten this enough to impress myself when I saw it again, LOL)
https://autistics.life/@punishmenthurts/114699940184746368

2025-12-22 21:43:03 UTC

https://thespankinggene.blog/2024/08/20/open-letter-to-the-power/
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#actuallyautistic #ActuallyAutistic #autism @autistics #philosophy
#note1zrj…gzr8

2025-12-20 19:46:07 UTC

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Reservoir Dogs Fucking

2025-12-19 20:39:52 UTC

If I have a point regarding the majority sort and evolution, it is this, that evolution is not a competing origin story, as the religious treat it.
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Evolution is how life works always, today, now. By treating evolution as an origin story and by not realizing that people evolve always, they apply, “deterrents,” which are really toxic environments that lead to worse people and their apocalyptic ending stories.
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Whoever had those visions weren’t wrong, that’s where they’re heading.
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Again with a built in premise that is something like creationism, the majority sort’s efforts to improve one another are having the opposite effect from the one they supposedly want. Premises matter, what people are matters, and it’s not a hypothetical question, respect evolution or be selected out of the world.
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. . . have to spit this out
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Don’t treat people for the human being you have, treat people for the human being you want
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(and want good people, soft people, so if you get them they’re not a threat)
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💜
@autistics #actuallyautistic #ActualllyAutistic #autism #philosophy

2025-12-19 04:12:20 UTC

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not intended as a submission, of coarse! 💜
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I wasn't going to post this until the weekend, but funny you should type that while I'm recording this. 😀 https://musicians.today/@punishmenthurts/115744263077399179
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2025-12-18 02:46:16 UTC

So the Allism is Alpha-ism idea, I mean, take social media.
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We’re back to premises and neurotypes here. So the majority type groks the alpha-ist model, makes sense to them, some alpha boss types and a majority of sorts from further down the alphabet, your more get along, do as you’re told sorts.
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So we zetas get on social media to warn our fellow zetas or whatever, watch out, the alpha is coming and he’s raging out -
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except most of the modern people are genetic alphas.
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at some point, somewhere, somewhen, some human alphas had it all their way and most of the world - the majority type - are their children, genetically alphas.
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So we get on the social media to propagate the alpha’s measage: I am coming and I am pissed!, to all of our fellow alphas, what happens?
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Better rhetorical, I guess.
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#actuallyautistic #ActualllyAutistic #autism @autistics #philosophy

2025-12-08 10:04:16 UTC

Your genes are there to adapt when the environment changes.
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So when you create your own environments, you are not subject to your genes, your behaviour is not subject to your “genetic legacy,” genes change, they are not there to be anachronistic, to stop you from adapting.
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Your current genetic makeup is subject to your own environment creating behaviour.
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This is where Allists have it backwards, the way creationism perhaps would have it.
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#actuallyautistic
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@autistics

2025-12-05 22:47:52 UTC

I think I've managed to add the first three appendices to the downloadable pdf of the Spanking Gene blog today.
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I don't want to include this new one, the fourth, it's a very different tone.
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2025-12-03 23:30:21 UTC

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the damned spongestick, though 😬
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Rome must have been an absolute Hell or herpes 😜 I mean, I'm not the worst of germaphobes, but FFS 😘

2025-12-03 23:15:23 UTC

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those bastards, eh? FFS.
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According to the story in the Pesher Technique (possibly echoed in a film called the Passover Plot?), I think they said it was Marianna wine, opiated wine, in order to knock him out, keep him still and looking dead so they could pull him down and revive, I mean resurrect him 😀

2025-12-03 20:52:53 UTC

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that's one where I feel like the Aut man out, I can either freestyle speak or not, rehearsal was never a thing, I'm interactive, I learned that dance, sort of.
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I was/am a stutterer, and I suppose I learned getting over my challenges. That can still stop me, but it's all or nothing for me, I'm talking or I'm not, rehearsal doesn't help stuttering, maybe that's the thing

2025-12-02 23:35:14 UTC

alright, it's not what I'd hoped and of course it's not happifying - but, as they say, at least it's long 😜
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https://thespankinggene.blog/2024/08/20/the-spanking-gene-appendix-d/
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@autistics #ActualllyAutistic #autism #actuallyautistic #philosophy
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2025-12-02 22:09:42 UTC

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with toxo?
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I think after eating infected rats, the cat's feces are full of toxo eggs, it gets into the environment from there? People are supposed to practice good hygiene around the litter box.

2025-12-02 21:35:02 UTC

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I find myself unable to do the executive things for this blog I'm writing, and so I just signed and dated it, called it finished, because there is no metric by which one can know an Autistic infodump is "finished," anyway.
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the fourth appendix of theSpankingGeneBlog , I guess
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not just yet

2025-12-02 21:25:40 UTC

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the spanking gene, by me, and you're probably right, it's "caused by," one, it's probably not some group of genes just acting like one, like where I seem to be going with it
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I think they say much of what we're made of used to be viruses and whatnot and now they're DNA, RNA, for all I understand about there could be no difference between being one and having a parasite

2025-12-02 20:33:31 UTC

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Yeah.
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This parasite stuff is taking over the current project, I'm arguing that we look just like the rat or the snail, heading fearlessly into wars against each other, directly like that, and also, marching fearlessly into the climate collapse, the plague. This species absolutely has something like toxo - but all those things are . . . Allism, the parasite isn't a microbe or a worm, it's . . . hereditary
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this is the current state of my mind here, but yeah, not in the future but started ten thousand years ago. 💜

2025-11-27 02:10:03 UTC

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I'm in

2025-11-22 23:14:17 UTC

Try this again:
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Reading Crete Reclaimed, and they don't seem to put two and two together, one thing ends, firmly establishing the "pre-eminence of women," but then the next paragraph says it doesn't mean men were second class citizens, like women have been since - and for me, then it's not, "pre-eminence," is all.
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To me, if social status etc., is tracked via matrilineage, that is simply reality, everybody knows who your mother is - your father could be anyone, patrilineage is obviously riddled with false heredity, and matrilineage would keep any power and property, etc., in the actual family, by blood and genetics – now I’m not looking to support any sort of alphaism or royalism, I’m not sure that those things staying in actual, genetic families is a good thing, in terms of power, I’m a bit of an anarchist, not here to support power, but I’m not clear that the power structure in Crete or in the Neolithic world was the same at all anyway, perhaps what is preserved by matrilineage is not power but traits, and capabilities, things that run in families. Maybe their administrators were good at administration, and so were their children being their actual children and all.
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And for me, Crete’s matrilineage is a clue that possibly the ancient world knew things about heredity, and probably evolution too – and that this knowledge was not a priority among the coming . . . patrilineals.
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They say there wasn't patriarchal sort of marriage, that women chose who to breed with - does this suggest they were optimizing their families and nation, choosing traits to reproduce, and perhaps traits not to? It said, "from other clans," so they at least had a clan system to control for inbreeding problems, and maybe more, as I said. We have seen the patrilineal modern royal families suffer from not apparently tracking traits, but only titles.
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I suppose the unknowns remain, the matrilineals didn’t really know who their fathers were either – this is the thought that had me claw this back last night – but that data wasn’t as power critical, and its quality didn’t so strongly affect the operation of the society, that’s the thing.
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The change, when the world went to patrilineage, destroyed what may well have been forever, Indigenous knowledge about heredity and evolution so that only after thousands of years of patrilineage, people, "discovered," evolution again. Mind you, that was almost two hundred years ago, and they are undiscovering it again, not that it caught on anyway.
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But this is the ancient history story that works for my Autistic mind and my pattern solving daemon, that we used to know things, and now we do not. Every creature evolves some knowledge about how not to just breed with your sibling, every species that exists would have had to evolve something for that, humans not excluded. It is strange and erroneous to assume human never figured that out in three million years, we wouldn't have lasted anywhere near this long. Not inbreeding, but all the knowledge around breeding, lineage, heredity.
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We lost this knowledge, when the normal people showed up and took over and started beating everyone stupid. And it doesn't look like we're going to last anywhere near very long again.
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bleddy autocorrupt knows the male word but not the female one 😈

2025-11-22 20:51:08 UTC

I can't find a thing on teevee, so I'm going to try a few things on anthropology dot net , and of coarse they're driving me crazy: "Yes. Scholars say - "
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FFS, I'm listening to you, I thought you were supposed to be a scholar.
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I find it so hard to concentrate and take what I want from this Allistic science. my pattern detector daemon keeps screaming at me, "Listen to them, amazed by human cognition 12,000 YA, every thing they say adds to the case that their internal premise is that the end of the recent Big Ice is the beginning of time!"
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Here's another example:
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"Everything they find is the first - except these firsts aren't firsts if they contradict too many old firsts, so these are just 'pre-firsts,' they said, "presaging later revolutions," LOL - lads, if there are firsts before your revolutions, they're not revolutions anymore, are they?"
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sigh.
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Shut up and listen you old crackpot, can't you learn anymore?
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2025-11-20 07:11:23 UTC

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parasites are interesting and horrifying, but they're not really an interest directly for me - except I think Allism is a sort of a genetic parasite 😀
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Maybe parasites have a role in my idea of history and prehistory, maybe toxoplasmosis has something to do with creating these Allistics or something. Yes, things are endlessly complicated. 💜

2025-11-20 03:19:10 UTC

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I'm sorry. There's so much more biology going on than the majority thinks, huh. (Just adjusted the previous one.)

2025-11-20 03:15:46 UTC

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speaking of that, handshaking and kissing and whatnot are exactly parasite sharing rituals. And gesticulation spreads the range of your respiratory ones.
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I love the golf one, the lice sharing ritual at the end of every game: last putt, hat off, hands through hair, everybody shakes, "Counsellor," Magistrate," etc., hair again, hats back on, off home 😂 😂 😂

2025-11-20 01:09:52 UTC

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Weird! I almost referenced #Soap in my personal toot an hour ago - but it would be a spoiler to tell you how, I guess. 💜

2025-11-20 00:45:33 UTC

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I made an error - immunity, but also share the parasites

2025-11-20 00:39:58 UTC

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I read something once, by an unpopular guy these days, Trivers, about how the closer you get to the equator, the more parasites there are, and the increase matches there also being more churches, more denominations. The idea was that's part of what a community is, where you all have immunity to the same local parasites

2025-11-20 00:23:51 UTC

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probably work better if people stayed where they're from , though 😇

2025-11-20 00:03:21 UTC

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oh, wow
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I've heard the theory, people giving themselves hookworms for that effect

2025-11-20 00:02:13 UTC

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thank you, yes, exactly, have you seen my hands 💜

2025-11-19 23:55:28 UTC

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I hear you, but I take the biologic. I stopped it when the plague started, but after a while, the psoriasis got bad again and I went back on it. Apparently I'm lucky that didn't cause me to reject it or something.

2025-11-19 21:17:59 UTC

“contempt for the truth,” is not a moral matter, it’s a disability, and one that kills a species
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2025-11-16 21:25:06 UTC

Do you ever think the myths about stealing fire are literal, that we never should have harnessed literal fire, that we should have simply lived where it was warm enough, left the world of snow alone and not started down this road of burning the planet down?
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#philosophy #mythology #climateCrisis

2025-11-14 19:53:04 UTC

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BTW, do you have an idea why your posts all show up straight into my notifications?
I’ve tried the menus, I can’t figure it.
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If it seems like I reply guy on you too much, that’s why, I see everything like it’s addressed to me. 💜

2025-11-14 19:48:47 UTC

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hard to talk about, but yes, and during the worst times, I can’t, uh, pleasure myself to sleep as men alone do, for exactly that reason, I can’t believe the fantasy. 💜

2025-11-13 04:28:25 UTC

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if Sapolsky is on about Tylenol again tomorrow I’ll send him this inspired if I do say so myself argument 😜😈💜
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2025-11-13 00:06:25 UTC

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yeah
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asylums are rather new too.
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I think were normal in the deepest past, and tolerated more in the far past, God’s Fools were a thing. I assume Allism is also genetic and hereditary, everything is genetic, normal people “are genetic,” too.

2025-11-13 00:00:44 UTC

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yeah.
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I think we’re not quite sure what the play is here, if T just wants an excuse to shut down medicine and prosecute women for seeking relief, maybe more

2025-11-12 23:29:21 UTC

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so I speak up, the conversation ends, that’s one social clue.
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But seriously, do the Tylenol Moms claim to have developed a test or something? Do we owe somebody a fuckin’ Nobel prize?
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How is the entire public debate based on an empty lie all the time?
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2025-11-12 23:16:52 UTC

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in this sense there is no fundamental difference between self diagnosis and “official,” diagnosis. There’s no blood test, it’s all social, interpretive.
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2025-11-12 23:13:29 UTC

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i mean, if they could prove Autism, I could prove it to my goddam family, right?
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We could all know who is who, right? 😳
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2025-11-12 23:08:26 UTC

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there’s no pathogen and they haven’t found the gene - so how do you prove anything did or didn’t cause a thing you can’t identify, except . . . socially?
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I’m certain all their crap studies break down exactly there, I don’t believe the “Autism,” in the studies is really Autism. I think any and every possible sort of brain damage gets called “Autism,” in the studies, and in the culture generally. They had to stop saying “retarded,” so now everything is “Autism.”
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We argue about the causes and the numbers in their studies but I don’t believe the basic “result,” is Autism except sometimes, by accident.
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2025-11-07 04:13:01 UTC

. . . because they are all alphas, all children of alphas, they are impossible to lead, they will not be told how to live
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. . . but because they are all alphas, children of alphas, they are all certain that the masses simply need to be told what to do and they just keep trying
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It's a Mex - uh, a southern Turtle Islander standoff 🙄
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2025-11-06 05:43:27 UTC

I finally put that "alpha genes," idea on the book site, third appendix. Took about six weeks and I don't know what happened to make me do it now, but 👍
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https://thespankinggene.blog/2024/08/20/the-spanking-gene-appendix-c/

2025-10-22 20:08:01 UTC

OK, Brain, that's enough for a minute, take five, FFS 💜
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2025-10-22 19:40:04 UTC

just thinking that on the theory that the haters don't like, "cis," or, "hetero," or even, "white," sometimes, I suppose it's only a matter of time before they start complaining about, "Sapiens."💜😀
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2025-10-22 18:34:03 UTC

Another Autistic crackpot with another Single Key to the world, going to give it to you every time you pass my corner. 😜
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The "Human Nature," meme is a deadly genetic virus that destroys knowledge, it is Anti-knowledge, "natures," defy causality. To talk of a human "nature," is to gaslight everyone about the effects of everything we do to one another, to deny all responsibility for ourselves and what we do to one another, what we make of one another and ourselves.
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This part is a copy/paste: you're not what you're trying for with, "atheist," if you don't believe in a god but you still believe in the mythological, "Human Nature," which requires no divinity, but places actual human beings beyond the ken of causality.
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Sorry.
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2025-10-19 17:00:39 UTC

So here’s what happens, a kid is born and before they learn to speak they get smacked around for shitting and for making noise, for not being on the schedule, and this is a traumatic environment, but the child is told, and must believe, This is Actually Good.
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This is what I call Antisocialization, the child is hurt and then pressured to believe it’s Good and cannot respond to the people hurting them, cannot fight and hate the Good People hurting them - and so the hate, the defensive need to fight, the psychological need to feel any power turns outward, where the family and the group will allow it to go, to the Other.
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That is Antisocialization theory in narrative, psychological terms, but there is more, it’s almost certainly not only psychology but an epigenetic change, this all happens during development, it’s the stuff that you cannot be talked out of because it wasn’t only talk that got you there.
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I left out evolution and neurotype still: it grows over generations and not everyone has the antisocialization response.
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Switching gears to the personal:
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I was amazed that when my family of marriage fell apart, the counsellors showed no interest in patching it up, they were the same or worse than your friends, helping us all away from each other, we will all be healthier if we stop wanting and needing each other and just hate them and get on with our lives, this is a solution for antisocial people, Geezuz.
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2025-10-13 15:50:19 UTC

“Here’s what experts say:”
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No, Tylenol or circumcision don’t cause Autism - but something does.
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Which, if you notice, is more fundamentally AGREEING with the evil premise than disagreeing, only differing in the details, the useless fools.
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If you want to help, stop joining conversations set up by people who want to erase you.
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What Autism, “experts?” say that? Allistic psychs?
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The answers to What causes Autism is, Nothing! We’ve been here forever, prove we haven’t!
And, What causes YOU??!!?
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2025-10-11 06:12:00 UTC

@autistim #ActuallyAutistic #philosophy
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A year and a bit on, I'm still rather embarrassed by last summer's book/book report - TheSpankingGeneBlog , free and downloadable from my profile - I mean, embarrassed by the organization, by my general lack of authority to speak, but I find myself still well pleased with the genetic theory of history in it, I like the ebb and flow, or rather, the ebb and tsunami.

2025-10-06 16:55:29 UTC

I’m frustrated because while the population is probably at least 15% ND, the culture and the logos usually seem like 0% ND.
Or if not, they’re lying, or dreaming. Maybe entertainment has a higher percentage, a lot higher - but school and science don’t.
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We keep the ND thought for children and entertainment.
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Artists talk about love while Allistic science talks about hate?
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2025-10-06 00:56:01 UTC

I mean, if you’re stuck on the universal and unchanging Human Nature rather than evolution and change, you are in danger, more than in danger of confusing the present with the past, I mean, they’re building memorials for no-one, the trouble isn’t over just yet 😈
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2025-10-05 17:47:26 UTC

NT world: where there's a book and a film called, "Assholes: A Theory," and the "theory," is, "Some people are assholes."
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A whole film! That's what you learn.
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And there's a whole book?
Did the film miss the theory, should I try the book? 😈
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With theoreticians like this, who needs people who DON'T know or care about the subject?
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Sorry.
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