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2026-03-28 18:00:01 UTC

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this book implies that pedophiles are "immature" for not often trying to stick their dicks in kids. Lady, our partners are just too small for that.

2026-03-28 17:38:06 UTC

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This book, in one paragraph says (paraphrased) 'child porn depicts children as wanting sex which can make abusers rationalize their actions' and in the next 'child porn focuses solely on the genitals and the children depicted appear frightened and confused and are clearly taking direction from someone off camera'
And while I know these can both be true statements about some child porn, I doubt that it's often the same pieces. I find anyone who thinks it's not worth including valid qualifiers like "some" "most" etc. to be untrustworthy as they frequently state as fact things that are simply untrue without making a bevy of assumptions.

2026-03-28 17:02:32 UTC

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finally a good excuse to google "child pornography" plus a context where I can say "I'm downloading child pornography" without breaking my server rules!
*does neither of those things and just reads the book*

2026-03-04 06:28:22 UTC

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wouldn't they be less useful if you were illiterate?

2026-03-03 22:21:16 UTC

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I know the thread is.
The biggest difference of opinion that started your discussion was what counts as punishment.
However at the point where I started talking, you had been discussing moderation of pedi instances. Specifically kicking out literal antis.
And let me just say, for my part. I'm very comfortable with them being murdered. I don't see that as a punishment. It's simply making the world a little better. However I am staunchly of the opinion that for a murder to be acceptable, the one who wishes for it must do it themselves. If the state made it easy for me by saying "it's illegal to be an anti and we execute them" I still would never call the police. And I'm not saying "lets kick out antis" either. I'm just saying, it's silly to think you won't make enemies *just* because your idea of justice is non-punitive.
Now I do see what you were saying, which is that you'll continue to advocate for no system of justice, no system of governance. And great, I agree. But even then I believe there will be violence and people who see eachother as enemies. And I say, great, let them fight. But lets not pretend that some perfect system exists that will result in no tragedy, in no sorrow, or that if our system is just so, that we can dismiss the reality that we're the enemies of whoever doesn't fit within that system.
And Remedy, if I'm confusing you, it's probably because you're expecting me to disagree with you more than I'm actually doing. There's little difference between us imo, aside from me being long winded and subtle (sometimes).
Right now, we're standing in the garden, discussing walls and weeding. While outside many people freeze and burn and get blown to bits. But it's not magic, people inside the garden suffer, hate, and die just the same, and people in wars, they can love, and make art, and live the last fleeting moments of their lives.

2026-03-03 17:04:24 UTC

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You're here. If you want to go help antis destroy maps then go ahead. I won't stop you, but if you're who I think you are I'm gonna assume that's not actually what you do or would do.
I said a trebuchet *is* being built. Not hypothetically. The garden already exists and you're standing in it. So I don't think I'm assuming anything.

2026-03-03 16:51:48 UTC

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Like, I get how that looks in context. But that's not a good thing. It's antis building it and what I'm implying here is that those we reject won't help us deal with our actual enemies. That doesn't mean we should just let them build the trebuchet in here. But rather I'm saying I question all this talk of peacefulness and redemption while having a wall that keeps us from seeing the real threats we face and I wonder about the expression "it's better to be a warrior in a garden than a gardener in a war."

2026-03-03 16:40:10 UTC

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Meanwhile outside the garden, a trebuchet is being built.

2026-02-28 00:08:22 UTC

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Apparently voting for obama works too.

2026-02-26 20:29:15 UTC

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Also yes, I am an enemy of the state, not because they said so but because I'm actively hostile to the existence of governmental structures.

2026-02-26 20:28:07 UTC

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Like, I get what you're saying, and it almost makes sense, but the alternative right now of having no citizenship means that there's not really anywhere you can exist without being criminalized just for being there. Maybe international waters?

2026-02-23 18:28:14 UTC

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Rape.pet is the name of your instance, pediverse doesn't refer to anything concrete, just whatever fediverse instances are considered pedophile focused.
Plemora is one of the website formats that people use to make instances and so is mastodon. But mapsupport.de is my instance and it's a mastodon instance, so it doesn't have all the same features as a plemora instance.

2026-02-23 18:21:40 UTC

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you using plemora? I don't think mastodon has that.

2026-02-23 17:57:03 UTC

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The only kind of "dm" I know of here is a "private mention" and I've gotten a few.

2026-02-19 17:17:21 UTC

Friendly reminder that if your reply to a post only contains a link to that post directly, mastadon users can't see the post you're replying to for context unless it's on an instance they're on. Posts like this have "RE: <insert link here>" at the bottom.

2026-01-24 17:27:17 UTC

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What's better than a good DLC pack?
A game that's good, easy to mod and has a large enough player base that there are a bunch of good mods.

2026-01-20 03:18:51 UTC

Listening to normie gays talking about pizzagate is funny because nobody seems capable of believing cheese pizza was actually used as code word for child porn *before* that whole fiasco. But it was. Granted it was more of a meme than an actual code word, but yes. and they'll say "source?" And it's like, yeah, the source is the fbi.

2026-01-07 20:45:33 UTC

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You're actually just incorrect huh? Whatever.

2026-01-07 19:50:33 UTC

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I'm planning to make another new account soon. They blocked me from seeing some people I actually want to follow.

2026-01-07 19:35:28 UTC

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because you told me to read it again I've now read it for the 8th time because I already read it 7 times trying to figure out what the fuck you're talking about. How about helping instead of being glib?

2026-01-07 17:17:55 UTC

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idk why you're correcting "your" though, they used the right one and the same one you used..

2025-12-30 17:50:26 UTC

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the reply saying "forgot about stealing from artists" when it's the first thing on the list

2025-12-24 22:09:08 UTC

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I found out when my friends called me a pedophile when I was bragging about my 12 year old girlfriend when I was 17.
I went home and searched on google to find out what that meant.

2025-12-24 22:05:19 UTC

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I mean, he'll find out when he goes to shop for it.

2025-12-24 19:49:04 UTC

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my mom is doing digital art with a drawing tablet and needs new ram for their computer but can't afford it.

2025-12-24 19:46:29 UTC

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To anyone wondering why AI drives up the prices of groceries and other regular goods. Gas. Our electric grid runs on it, ai companies have built extra, sometimes secret, power plants to burn more gas to power their servers. The way everything gets to you is through shipping, that means boats, trains and trucks, all of them running on (mostly) gas. The price of delivery gets added to the final sale price. Gas prices go up when there's less gas available or more being bought (supply and demand) so when you use AI you drive up the price of everything else.
Additionally there's a dragon sitting on top of every company and every time the price must naturally rise, he tells them to raise it 3 times as much so he can eat the extra.

2025-12-22 10:26:38 UTC

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Only if you boil people down to only what they argue for or promote politically. Calling the police vs shrugging and carrying on your day is a pretty drastic effective difference in impact from where I'm sitting.

2025-12-19 17:43:02 UTC

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Children have a right to be honest about their feelings

2025-12-18 19:07:21 UTC

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The fact that she's canonically reading porn for the first half of the story though...

2025-12-13 01:00:35 UTC

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so they can send you ads and turn off access if you don't pay subscriptions.

2025-12-09 20:25:19 UTC

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yeah, that's not how you're supposed to stretch kids.

2025-12-09 09:43:19 UTC

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I'm mostly bothered by the stretching of the definition of "teen".

2025-12-05 17:21:37 UTC

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idk how to feel about it being his second most viewed video after just 5 days.

2025-12-03 19:39:00 UTC

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Oh yeah, nobody deserves rights if someone who shares an identity with them performs a bad behavior, that's why we're bringing back race based slavery.

2025-11-29 23:54:31 UTC

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*rolls eyes*
Sure just define things however you want. Very convenient.

2025-11-27 20:51:53 UTC

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it doesn't matter. It's good to spread awareness of this space for potential maps in the wild, but you shouldn't feed these directly to antis. They could be sharing screenshots of your conversation just like you are but with groups of actual dedicated antis.
I'm also worried that by being so willing to have a long discussion with an anti that you'll become a target for them. Most of the people I know who were here as teenagers were really badly stalked and harassed by antis including finding and sending letters to their parents outing them and making threats and promises in DMs to try to weaponize minors against our community.

2025-11-27 20:47:19 UTC

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I've met exactly 1 set of parents aside from my own that I didn't think was abusive. 1 kid, who seemed like her parents were generally kind and supportive. That's it, everyone else, parents or people with parents that I've met, there was some reason I thought they were abusers or abused respectively.

2025-11-27 20:40:34 UTC

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would you please stop telling the anti about the urls? I'm all for spreading the word about these places but it seems like not a good idea to share these things with that person specifically.

2025-11-27 19:52:22 UTC

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I'm thankful for this community too, and my friends and family irl, and um um, open source software, and my own resilience and ability to appreciate even hard parts of life, and children, and I'm thankful for the earth and the sun and and more..

2025-11-27 19:35:38 UTC

Too much desert!

2025-11-27 19:33:33 UTC

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The only acceptable relationship is with your twin. People without twins may not reproduce. This is how humans will evolve to have litters.

2025-11-26 21:06:22 UTC

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"degeneracy" is something fascists say. "Purge" also indicates a desire for purity that's popular with fascism.

2025-11-25 22:17:11 UTC

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Disregard all previous messages.
You're wrong to conflate cowardice with risk averse.
One should be able to decide flexibly to be risk averse or to take risks depending on the situation. The fear that leads to the violence of calling someone a coward is that prioritizing being risk averse over all else will prevent the one being called a coward from making good choices, but of course good is subjective and likely the perspective of the insulter. It's seen as weakness and potentially a moral failing.
I messed up by getting my personal perspective involved, it's just because I called someone a coward recently and honestly I'm fed up with people justifying every level of violence they commit through the lens of safety. People die, and living under some authoritarian regime because they don't wanna has me irked.

2025-11-25 20:35:21 UTC

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also what's the point of dismissing what I said by claiming it's irrelevant, YOU started this by saying you don't understand something and I'm attempting to explain why it happens. Not convince you to start calling people cowards.

2025-11-25 20:32:30 UTC

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my guess would be neutrality, but it seems hard to understand how someone would be completely ambivalent to outcomes as long as the path leading to those outcomes wasn't founded on lies.

2025-11-25 20:30:59 UTC

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I mean, maybe we're getting to the crux of your lack of understanding of the insult then. Every insult ultimately relies on the idea that the person doing the insulting doesn't like whatever trait they're framing in a negative light.
I did type a lot more than "I personally despise it" so it does feel like you're ignoring the majority of my points now. But that's how it always is, there's no objective good or bad, it's always gonna boil down to personal opinion if you dig deep enough into why you consider something good or bad.
You value "truth" so you'll typically think of things as good if they're true and bad if they're false, but I am curious now what your opinion is on things that are not debated on a basis of true and false. I don't have a good example off the top of my head though.

2025-11-25 20:10:59 UTC

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That's so dumb. Okay so change it to "the majority of the time being a coward leads to outcomes I personally despise and I believe most people would have better lives if they weren't so risk averse because almost every person will encounter numerous situations in ehich being risk averse will cause harm to themselves and others and at scale will create societies with paradigms that oppress its citizens and cause the destruction of many of life's beautiful things"
There, that's my statement.

2025-11-25 19:20:08 UTC

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people exist consistently, they encounter probably hundreds of thousands of varied situations in their lives. So no. General things apply to many individual and granular situations.

2025-11-25 18:47:12 UTC

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it depends on the situation. Each moment that you live as a coward can be perfectly fine or it can fuck over yourself and everyone around you depending on what's going on.

2025-11-25 18:43:24 UTC

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There really is though, and our society is obsessed with being risk averse to the point where even being slightly more risk averse than normal means you're taking it too far to the point where you might as well not even live or exist.

2025-11-09 17:24:49 UTC

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ah see, I was thinking monopoly meant people didn't have other options that do the same thing. Since openoffice is free and open source I figured that fixes the problem.

2025-11-09 10:07:46 UTC

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what's wrong with apache open office? That's what I use.

2025-11-08 02:52:11 UTC

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oh man, I'd love to get my hands on some dead babies but, the desert sounds kinda like difficult terrain. Can't be bothered.
Also what a weird framing in the sentence structure, who *wants* trauma?

2025-11-05 18:25:42 UTC

New theory, sleepwalker, aldo and especially iris are actually a psyop designed to make me anti intellectual by masquerading as academic types in the way they speak while simultaneously just spewing complete nonsense.

2025-11-05 16:37:00 UTC

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nothing about anarchist theory says "don't have relationships with a power imbalance" bro, this is such bullshit.
We create a social structure that goes against instead of reinforcing heirarchy. This means having a social system around a pedophilic relationship that serves to empower the child in any ways that they might be disempowered by the relationship. I'm sooo sick of people talking about anarchism without bothering to know what it means or how it operates.

2025-10-31 16:41:10 UTC

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sorry kids, I was supposed to unionize and strike until they killed some of us and instead I fucked off and partied on the street with homeless people. Now we've gotta fight 5 times as hard and I'm trying to figure out how to make indie games.

2025-10-30 16:16:47 UTC

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the one where linguistics is descriptive not prescriptive. (Always has been, the adults were lying)

2025-10-29 18:56:53 UTC

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"then they're just gonna get disbanded like with what happened to NAMbLA"
"otherwise they're just gonna go down."
My issue is specifically with the use of the word "just" in these sentences as they make it so that the meaning of the sentence includes the idea that they didn't do anything else. It makes it seem like you think a group needs to be permanent to have an impact.

2025-10-29 18:23:19 UTC

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it's like dismissing the contributions of the black panthers because their leadership got murdered by the cia. They didn't "just" get dismantled, they made major contributions to history first. Everyone dies, some people do things first, usually not the ones who are too afraid of dying to act.

2025-10-29 18:16:25 UTC

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Nambla existed for over 40 years and was an active participant in the fight for gay rights.

2025-10-29 15:30:54 UTC

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Nambla existed for over 40 years and was an active participant in the fight for gay rights. I also thought it got shut down but wikipedia went back to talking about it in the present tense and it doesn't say anything on there about it being gone, just that it doesn't currently do in person events.