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2025-09-26 00:58:08 UTC

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nope

2025-09-24 13:55:59 UTC

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people who refuse to be christian zionists? people who refuse to egg genocide on? people who refuse rapture?
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christian_Zionism

2025-09-24 13:43:27 UTC

listen, i love melting pots
i love remix i love
i so love

2025-09-22 15:24:19 UTC

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silence & gazing at the hudson
yes
that's why im here
catch ya later nostr ✌️

2025-09-22 15:19:28 UTC

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need? never
want to? sure
i opened to a random page
the words look good
but im not in the mood for a story

2025-09-22 14:19:53 UTC

1,000 numbers in mohawk you can say
but handsome you cannot say
but you can say handsome in farsi

2025-09-19 02:16:44 UTC

7 years or so
on average
for people
in the entire totality
of themselves
what all caught up to speed is
slower music? idk, i dont think so
but il be more observant now & circle back if i observe anything interesting
#note1ntt…p3yw

2025-09-18 16:35:44 UTC

i think people try their very best at all the times
i think their very best is subject to change depending on conditions, environment & circumstances
as someone who has suffered depression for durations long enough that it ate my dream of motherhood because i didnt want my children to ever suffer the fear of a sick mom, & that's a personal thing, that's not, my recommendation or advice,
im simply saying as someone who has been there, while i dont think i would make a good depression counselor or group discussion leader, my offering to these tweets was to immediately think of this song as a poem
ultimately to say: let the perfectionism rest awhile. lay it down here beside me. the very best is not asked of you. nor is the very hard. neither is 'at all times'
try easy for now. simply try easy. rest. before you grind your teeth away to dust.
https://image.nostr.build/3a7bd4727efb26e9034b452b23ed36399a1b22fc7ba1bbb6aadaca4949ee61c0.jpg
https://image.nostr.build/c4ba8763e5f814111dacdfda999cdd92dbd5143835ff217539fd40a5bafcf96e.jpg
https://image.nostr.build/ab03be1ec0c1ab8ce367bd928692a5c728c2a6eaa60380f4c87ab45b5f955353.jpg

2025-09-17 13:19:10 UTC

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i had one years ago. recorded phonecalls & was pretty effortless to upload & edit those files. super easy to make a soundcloud podcast thru the phone that way. only canceled the subscription cos i wasnt in the podcast place. just talking out a couple ideas with friends casually that we wanted to keep hold of.
https://image.nostr.build/a69918b351d48672329a35d3b04f32f9e324dfb15698c13e11b95b3707f71786.jpg

2024-08-23 19:20:48 UTC

https://electronicintifada.net/content/unpublished-genocide-diaries-refaat-alareer/48436

2024-08-01 02:48:43 UTC

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i kinda start to feel like unwell when im not being creative cos everything starts to compress but i dont feel comfortable writing here, at this time, & why is largely a mystery to me & i dont feel comfortable writing on twitter either & so, idk.
by mystery i mean: it isnt a principle, posture, or determination as much as the weather

2024-07-26 12:52:10 UTC

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💜🫂

2024-07-24 23:10:20 UTC

dont have words to even gesture towards the vaguest shape of anything else
cried a lot today idk
a total horror story was a brief respite
the compartmentalization
wont hold forever cos that's not what compartments are made to do
the lancet said 186,000+ & that's conservative & even that isnt stabilizing as a fact of the matter

2024-07-24 23:02:55 UTC

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^ the one above & this one are the two i didnt share this morning that i had to go track down to see again
https://youtube.com/shorts/48WWIwC63lU

2024-07-24 02:38:47 UTC

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like i get too fucked up by the Temple of Dendur & that's right at the beginning cos how do you walk by stuff but then i dont have the stamina like my bandwidth cant do it

2024-07-24 02:31:42 UTC

ya know the feeling of when you look at too much artwork in a day so you feel fucking insane
not quite that bad cos i wasnt in public but i did look at 1200+ images that the website indexed under angel & then if there was even the smallest chance like maybe i went thru the artist's entire body of work on that website & so
it was a lot

2024-07-24 01:36:46 UTC

https://image.nostr.build/842373530aa1393923db26a45b5b5c5117249e42114cc1c1e81030af4b4521fa.jpg

2024-07-24 01:01:38 UTC

Male Wood Duck in a Forest Pool by Abbott Handerson Thayer, c. 1909
& Peacock in the Woods, c. 1907 https://image.nostr.build/7fcb48dab9928ee513ef87551d9cf62ffdc8cdb2edf7651327d5c212c2e79191.jpg https://image.nostr.build/d4237739864139566be10ca548abfd1081d96a42cda911c095cda47a226de89d.jpg

2024-07-21 21:24:03 UTC

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& that's not even touching the aesthetics of her being quarantined in isolation in some futuristic dystopian prison building but it's ok cos she can somehow control the broadcast

2024-07-21 10:26:11 UTC

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go get it is 3 words

2024-07-18 02:18:22 UTC

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a way to search by excluding terms like:
show me notes from everyone i follow excluding their notes with a word like, for example: "cottoncandy"

2024-07-11 16:16:54 UTC

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https://conservationatheart.wordpress.com/2022/08/02/whose-interest-does-the-kenyan-seeds-law-protect/

2024-07-11 14:55:35 UTC

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this is brilliant

2024-07-08 15:15:55 UTC

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i love that you drew this to share
this is the most wonderful thing that has happened in at least the last 12 hours for me personally ☺️
& i love the further explanation
the S's are such a nice choice & i hear you about the A
🫂🐿️🌳

2024-07-08 04:28:45 UTC

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i dont know what was happening cos obvi that wasnt storage for later like that blueberry is not gonna stay there this isnt a nut in a tree like this wasnt about a cache

2024-07-08 04:26:37 UTC

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man im still thinking about this one time weeks ago when i saw a squirrel bury a blueberry in the ground with their hands & how they were covering it with dirt & patted the ground with their hands afterwards

2024-07-08 04:23:03 UTC

in positive news, garbage pickup in the morning in my town which means tonight the raccoons feast

2024-07-07 13:59:44 UTC

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said in relation to these events https://image.nostr.build/aa6cd3fe4ea103e77f2a4ade642c9803e50cf940430cce1d6370044dc4e51edb.jpg https://image.nostr.build/69ce79771cba47a1e58a4476ff18042bb59bb5d93945763c303577b7f5810873.jpg

2024-07-05 17:06:09 UTC

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im haudenosaunee
i dont know what the rest of what you are saying means

2024-07-02 15:47:47 UTC

Touché Turtle & Dum Dum
https://youtu.be/-ucY4xUzgRw

2024-06-29 19:36:33 UTC

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i am soaking wet cos it was raining so i had to put them in my car & that's why im on my phone for a moment
but yea im really really really pleased like beyond beyond

2024-06-29 14:58:59 UTC

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now it's 7.

2024-06-29 14:21:27 UTC

https://image.nostr.build/c5576171070964f29596595692dbcbae35732187ca84546da437104718c9eb86.jpg

2024-06-29 14:08:18 UTC

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livin like its 1491 is not communism
communism is from europe
& europe isnt even real

2024-06-23 14:42:51 UTC

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anyway, i get it that if really suffering or in a severe bind, someone suggesting like .. in a narrative writer's workshop way.. can you find something you learned? however small? as like.. a little glimmering boon in the madness .. can be so helpful
but the default glass to me like in a camera metaphor cant be transpersonal cos there is so much reduction & distance & dissociation there
people are human beings
a human being is just a person
& what makes up just a person
is incomprehensively very endlessly vast
never in my wildest dreams
would i speak of my encounters & correspondences with them, as one, as a lesson or even series of lessons over time

2024-06-23 13:48:49 UTC

writin checks i can cash w/ courage
not shy

2024-06-23 11:24:23 UTC

if your values arent centered around liberation actually
as in, if you dont care either way actually
but you spin all this stuff as ~for~ freedom
in the transparency of the dissonance between what you say & how you act,
the image remaining means scam

2024-06-23 02:11:52 UTC

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nope
i dont know what u mean
say more?

2024-06-22 14:30:04 UTC

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yes actually

2024-06-22 11:46:49 UTC

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2024-06-22 06:38:24 UTC

gonna make my own film club
thnx for the inspo #note1cq8…r9sg

2024-06-22 05:45:27 UTC

i should read the room rn
cos i am in no mood
but this wouldnt not make a fine tshirt #note18yx…xjjz

2024-06-22 05:42:42 UTC

im so sad
my friend is being held hostage by the
state of nj
& i just found out im terminally online

2024-06-22 05:25:01 UTC

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free palestine 🇵🇸

2024-06-20 17:12:24 UTC

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sat on a bench in a mask outside the arraignment info office for about 45 minutes before i really did insist we had to do the rest of the logistical stuff outside across the street cos i couldnt take the cops all around me
worked out cos a fledging bird was drowning in the pond so i was able to scoop em up
thank you for askin

2024-06-20 16:23:51 UTC

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however, i am not in short supply of time whatsoever
i literally have decades for this shit

2024-06-20 16:19:44 UTC

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r u ai by chance?
not meant disrespectfully, just asking

2024-06-20 14:50:55 UTC

read em & weep but for joy w/ me cos eating too, not sorrow https://image.nostr.build/c766c1979edcecf5c862d265b0da5eba9ff232b051034dceb8a736e56553ee3a.jpg

2024-06-18 00:30:57 UTC

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feelin sad doesnt mean time off from making donuts 😞🫂🍩

2024-06-11 18:50:29 UTC

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an astrology thing
in astrology, everyone has their venus in one of 12 signs. which & where depends on the system or method someone is using to calculate that.

2024-06-07 15:40:23 UTC

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whats a diode gap?

2024-06-06 15:49:20 UTC

veterans for peace rolled thru about an hour ago
they started protesting up in maine
29 days so far i think?
day 37 for us

2024-06-02 15:45:54 UTC

not knockin gnosis
really not
grateful
but wanna cry about it
too

2024-06-02 15:13:22 UTC

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did i make a sock account? no
i literally asked nostr to help me
did nostr help me?
no
so thats that

2024-06-02 15:10:42 UTC

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everyone has a right to privacy
no one deserves to be remote viewed without consent
(in fairness, that isnt really an actual concern like .. remote viewers are pretty shit & its only sensory perceptions & usually way off anyway)

2024-06-02 15:09:28 UTC

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^=> magical intentions like that can be really fun & for the most part, harmless & innocent

2024-06-02 15:07:41 UTC

if people are really bored by this or feel restricted the only type of magic i can safely recommend is the good & frivolous kind
used wisely tho,
that can be pretty strategic

2024-06-02 14:21:05 UTC

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do not be obsessed or fixated on anything
consistently, like narrative hygiene.., check in that you can drop out of all stories, projects, thru-lines, plots
if you cannot drop certain bones
work on it til you can
you gotta be able to drop out of stuff

2024-06-02 14:15:31 UTC

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like it just isnt the time
it so so so seriously is not the time
not the time for personal gains
not the time seize power
not the time to be blinded by vision
not the time for holy wars
not the time for ideologies

2024-06-02 14:05:39 UTC

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if you smell gas where you shouldnt smell gas
if you are an engineer & notice something is very wrong with a bridge or overpass
if there is a single pinecone in the road like it looks inexplicably placed there to be decimated ~> move it

2024-06-02 12:54:53 UTC

stoicism doesnt make sense if you can't see that marcus aurelius was a very emotional man. https://image.nostr.build/f8be9bc749e387be8e891d0eb000b727571110fdca71887995691d91fed2136a.jpg

2024-06-02 12:39:12 UTC

https://image.nostr.build/561fd7c3579d1fc5b99701e46095e8235d380ada03781ce9b1f54e63b1345b4b.jpg https://image.nostr.build/37c452c330dd0b1acc3ae5b6a34f23cef31ff796822fdc62684a8b3f2fbc558b.jpg https://image.nostr.build/715b54e4f48e42c04aec76467bb9a87f97bb7646e878c99ed8d7251340dcc927.jpg https://image.nostr.build/12d040220d4b0e803df4210bc2b8ca4ed4d452624721e1003867a215c69b4b3f.jpg https://image.nostr.build/a4d83f5ffcc5a2f2ed97c9e921432d39a7006f0a33dc2043b8cf2e37337755f8.jpg https://image.nostr.build/243523a52b19b103c995105008341631033f792c6fb9276e6baa08c7694ca940.jpg https://image.nostr.build/93affa84b3585e27fbb9a39819a87279de9839867d1bf8aa0311e3b0b49273ee.jpg

2024-06-02 04:15:51 UTC

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^=> i will be back.
it is already too late
i already said im not going anywhere
so im stuck with this fucked up shit

2024-06-02 03:49:20 UTC

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really i mean it.
got very paranoid dudes talking opsec this & that
got trad dudes
got health nuts
like where is this going cos this isnt a good recipe without mega constant intervention

2024-06-02 03:39:01 UTC

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this isnt being thought thru it simply isnt being thought thru

2024-06-02 03:22:12 UTC

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if i had to choose between your life & the life of a hard core drug user i would choose the hardcore drug user.
& i wouldnt regret a thing.
✌️

2024-06-02 00:46:14 UTC

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it isnt weirdo shit
it is having a journey
we are journeying

2024-06-01 15:38:43 UTC

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no one, not even someone on fentanyl, deserves to ever feel like even their very own family & friends dont want to keep them anymore
it doesnt even make sense as a scenario because hospitals & hospices prescribe morphine & fentanyl as medicine as pain relief as best practice
considering that fact, it is like saying, the very same chemical compound is totally fine & not shameful when an authority figure like a doctor decides you are allowed to have it, but if you take this very same compound from a place of sovereignty managing your own pain, you deserve to be eradicated by overdose
that is not aligned with btc or libertarian ideals in general im pretty sure? or, at least, not as im currently understanding them

2024-05-29 13:39:00 UTC

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satoshis ~> toshis ~> tushies

2024-05-21 14:38:50 UTC

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it might be racist
& im only poorer for that
but ya know what?
i feel great about it
on this one?
not appropriating is a deeper held value cos it can actually be dangerous

2024-05-21 14:12:33 UTC

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become a tech person
make an ap
have a whole dumb company
be there cos for work
didnt know you would be

2024-05-21 14:10:18 UTC

a make-a-wish high five isnt even scraping the bottom of the barrel

2024-05-21 13:51:56 UTC

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im sure there is a single word in español for this sentiment
the im at such a loss for words
i only wish there were 4 eyes meaning yours were here too

2024-05-21 13:48:00 UTC

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my rich inner life is entirely redacted from all parties

2024-05-21 13:37:37 UTC

https://image.nostr.build/2d6de389bfc41b03e3d9781e8ea89f4504c3d093a88ef1c6fd167fa829f5ab0b.jpg

2024-05-21 13:26:39 UTC

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in fairness, it is hw
i am still in the midst of learning to sing it
so i sing it whether i feel like it or not

2024-05-21 13:20:43 UTC

not sure ive ever in all my life turned on shuffle in my bed cos its such a car thing only https://image.nostr.build/9ddb73c1988cfe27d9b55c4f7118d7e9979c0d78e8fecf22082fc8dc0cd48c9d.jpg

2024-05-21 13:18:46 UTC

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that it does
does not mean its worth
making sense of
that is not what my words
imply
(clarifying cos it could be taken that way)

2024-05-21 13:11:51 UTC

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always has it been thus
an immense amount of faith in anything at all from a single mountain to a god to the birds to love being real will do it

2024-05-21 12:50:30 UTC

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have time to get to the bottom of whatever is going on with the local kid re: allergies & when it is out of depth have time to source the ~right~ expert for that child

2024-05-21 12:44:56 UTC

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medical intervention with good outcomes simply takes this
like a farmer growing a vegetable garden
it takes the time & attention over time that it takes

2024-05-21 12:43:06 UTC

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it isnt ok that we used to have that & now we dont
i had that in the 90s
i remember his name. literally why would i ever forget the name of the sole pediatric doctor i had thru out my entire childhood. i could tell you what games were in the waiting room.

2024-05-21 12:40:40 UTC

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that doctor would never offer you a pamphlet about organ donation
that doctor would only only only want you to do what was right for your family

2024-05-21 12:33:57 UTC

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if people had that like many places used to have that the pandemic wouldnt have
happened like this

2024-05-21 12:18:24 UTC

im not talking about human nature
what am i talking about #note1kvw…t8cj

2024-05-21 12:17:46 UTC

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hands down it is exploitation
across the board it is exploitation
remember the women's tears shit?
that was literally yesterday
now imagine what they do with spare dead body parts

2024-05-21 12:12:08 UTC

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"I’ve worked in a hospital before and there would be emails inviting people to organ donor walks in honor of the person that died. It would always make me tear up and I attended as many as I could. Such a bittersweet feeling, that life had to come from death."
bar beneath hell
bar beneath hell
do not be taken by this bullshit

2024-05-21 12:07:34 UTC

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that is what it is like donating your dead organs for free

2024-05-21 11:59:15 UTC

"I wish so badly the U.S. would switch to opt-out. My parents were literally breathing down my neck when I got my drivers' license (I was 18, but was stuck in an unhealthy situation) & did not let me sign up for organ donation. Because of further complications & various circumstances that prevent me from switching citizenship to a different state despite living elsewhere, I still have that same license, & it won't expire until I'm 65. I don't anticipate dying any time soon (I'm only 26), but it continues to bother me so much that if I were to die, all my NOT genetically fucked organs would just... go to waste. I plan to make my intentions clear in the event that I ever know death is coming & can, but even still, I've heard that this is no legal guarantee they'll listen to you over what it says on your license."

2024-05-21 11:48:12 UTC

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sharing for this one line cos crossed my mind when reading post:
"it's just local ingredients simply cooked"

2024-05-18 11:56:41 UTC

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laptop inside we were worried someone was freaking out
we opened it
the notebook inside had his name on it but multiple people have his name

2024-05-18 11:54:37 UTC

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cos even if he is tired he always plays soccer or football or plays the games she invents on the spot like wetball

2024-05-18 11:51:10 UTC

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was the best moment of my entire day
entire day made
not creepy
not scary
not weird
the most beautiful safe feeling coexistence thing

2024-05-18 11:26:21 UTC

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i feel like no
i feel like tism inspo
this is an immoral link

2024-05-18 05:03:51 UTC

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i cannot believe to fathom
all the things
all the work
there is to do
all the resentment
all the broken trust
all the
repair needed

2024-05-18 04:58:38 UTC

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that this messaging is not transmitting crystal clearly
that bitcoin culture has been so unpalatable that people would rather this dystopia then to be associated with bitcoin bros

2024-05-18 04:54:14 UTC

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a sex toy purchase should not be linked to my biometric data

2024-05-18 04:40:06 UTC

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just cos
no thank you
i am in extroverted burnout

2024-05-18 04:39:03 UTC

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30 miles from the nearest road

2024-05-18 04:18:41 UTC

in positive
news:
if you are a father
&
you wouldnt stand for your own son being crucified? ~> you are a better father than the christian father god to me #note1l8j…z8q6