nobody on Nostr: this friend called me & said: i know this is gonna really upset you to hear. but you ...

this friend called me & said: i know this is gonna really upset you to hear. but you need to know that this is what this moderator experienced & this is where they are at emotionally

so that heralded the ending of that

not once, not even ~mildly~ did i have a single wish for harm. there was no sentence i wrote where i was like: yea lemme say this & fuck them up

not once
i wasnt writing from anger

i was strenuously advocating for better protections for users in unsafe conditions getting rocked

when pleading w/ power on the backfoot w/ no leverage you can only make a case

i explicitly wasnt writing to activate shadow

& yet

a human being across the atlantic, professionally working. sees clients.
had a bloody nose

& that, to them, wouldnt have been the case without my words

thats fucking nauseating