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2024-12-16 03:25:59 UTC

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Thank you!
That’s another aspect of it all: they’re so casual about it, it makes me think, “Am I faking? Am I overreacting?”
And then the drs and therapists tell me I’m not taking it seriously *enough*…
Oh that is another thing I think I forgot to tell you: Occupational Therapist brought me a walker and told me I need to practice; I start physical and cognitive therapy in January. She said I may not need the walker now, but I will soon.
I will have to part ways with my Speech and Occupational therapists, and I will be lost without them! They and Josie are the only ones looking out for me on a day-to-day basis! They have gone above and beyond!

2024-12-16 00:49:01 UTC

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I’m so gratified that the therapists reported it to the drs on their own, without me saying anything, because the whole situation makes me feel crazy.
Or even crazier.
I just thought, “Oh, this is her main character syndrome” and I don’t think it’s malicious, but it IS controlling. And I can see how she BELIEVES by ruling with an iron fist, she’s keeping me safe, but maybe that’s me making excuses, and anyway, even if she really does think she’s doing a good job, they say she isn’t.
#Epilepsy

2024-12-16 00:38:17 UTC

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I texted my Occupational Therapist everything that happened today. She is going to look into a home health aide to take me to the store and stay with me while I shop, so I won’t have to be so dependent on my sister.
Which reminds me: My primary told me yesterday that she is changing all my prescriptions to mail order, because the therapists have reported to her that my sister has been withholding medications from me. I hadn’t thought of it in those terms.. i just thought of it as her “being mean”. She doesn’t, like, hide my medicine or anything like that. But she *does* use whether or not she’ll pick up my prescriptions as a punishment/reward thing: “Maybe I will, maybe I won’t, OH I’m too tired…”
They don’t even know that she does that with groceries as well!
But the dr knew all about it, and I hadn’t even told her.
So that is one - and maybe two - less things that I have to depnd on my sister for and that she can control me with.
I feel better about that.
#Epilepsy

2024-12-15 21:41:37 UTC

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I was serious about the tea!
Now I’m mad!
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2024-12-15 20:12:06 UTC

I’m having a hard time.
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