Varlus :al_green::bl_green::alef_white:

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Varlus :al_turquoise::tl_turquoise: (npub14kp…sq9n)

Artist with the usual nerd hobbies. Dumpster diver and oddity collector/tinkerer. Likes casually listening to science news, pretending to know how to cook and garden

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2024-09-23 22:06:56

I didn't believe family when they told me "You'll want kids one day", but I don't think they had imagined they would be correct by me "wanting" kids one day.

2024-09-21 11:13:15

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It's making threats if I don't get a hold of him for her, she has apparently been trying to talk to him all month but has been ignored. It's a repeat of what she did to me a month ago, which was threatening to "escalate things" until I pulled proof of things I can't prove out of my ass. She's under the assumption I/Bloop have conspired to put her in prison and she's been obsessively trying to prove that. I cannot prove/disprove it, because how? And Bloop refuses to talk about it, I do not control the man. So I can't give her anything

2024-09-21 04:59:18

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Oh thank God she isn't just on my ass. She's also trying to badger me about Bloop.

2024-09-15 22:40:39

As a former AAM, I too had to unlearn the idea that every chat would eventually hinge on being lewd if I wanted someone to stick around. It was harder to realize I was being a door mat here and there because I made the mistake of thinking just because I enjoy most things most of the time, doesn't mean I want it all the time. There's a lot of things you may be tempted to let slide because it's not *that* big of a deal, especially if it only happens occasionally, but you ARE allowed to make it a bigger deal if you find yourself being very bored, uncomfortable, awkward, grossed out, etc. by something. Something being mildly unpleasant doesn't mean it's "not bad enough" to say no to. No one is a mind reader, you might learn whoever you're talking to is happy to change things for you.
You dont have to HATE something to say no to it, you can be only mildly uncomfortable and that's enough for it to be worth speaking up about.
#note1pzp…rldu

2024-09-15 22:06:57

PSA for AAYs/AAMs, you are worth more than your ability to entertain adults sexually. All of you should matter, you shouldn't have to put up with sexts and junk if you dont wanna. Make sure you're happy too

2024-09-13 23:06:34

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pedi meet up be like
https://rape.pet/media/b05247db25afd4cf3210de60a89ed98d829c4353f5a15ddd20d1a5483c5d13f7.jpg

2024-09-10 18:58:55

What makes a nsfw art piece (of any medium) "artistic"? What's the difference between regular porn and an artistic depiction of nudity/sex? General poll.

2024-09-03 20:54:33

"Minor coded adult"
What does that even mean? Other than saying short and/or baby faced people are comparable to pedobait? Is it about saying those with mental disability should be infantize clear into adulthood? Is it the latest way to call adults with "childish" interests failed adults who should be shunned by other adults? Is it about kink shaming littles? It is suggestting we leave young adults to fend for themselves learning to navigate adulthood because they couldn't immediately figure it out?

2024-08-26 04:00:52

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I'm unsure what they meant by cp or even "weird videos" (Lily's words). So I took that one at face value.

2024-08-26 03:55:00

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Two of them were DMs on pedi, those suspicious. Other one offered to talk over matrix. Lily was not involved in these.
Yes, you were being accused of grooming and sexual abuse by one, the other was general "bad vibes" but saying they had no proof so never bothered investigating themselves.
The story was of you asking minors to send pictures of their face and sending unsolicited cp to minors (which could have just been Lily, but again it was vague which made it easy to assume it could have been repeated offenses).
Mobile plebian, but thank you.

2024-08-26 03:43:17

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No I was asking THEM for input on the situation, since I have not been here as long and wanted extra input. Two if them mentioned they had been suspicious of you, the other was skeptical of what I was doing but was open to the possibility of something being amiss. One of the suspicious ones noted they had been warning minors yo stay away from you fir a while, but it's possible the story they shared with me was also about Lily (we were both being vague about who was asking us for help, to retain their privacy).
I am still collecting screen shots btw, the chat was over a few days.

2024-08-26 03:35:07

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Three, fellow pedi users I tried asking for help from about the situation, because I wasn't sure what to do about what I was being told. They know who they are, although one recently announced their departure.

2024-08-26 03:17:51

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I can, I will do privately, allow me to grab screen shots and edit out other's names.

2024-08-26 03:15:07

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She did not leak personal information, nor offered to. Just a single sfw selfie

2024-08-26 03:03:51

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Yes.

2024-08-25 23:28:57

I'm somewhat more available now (not home but no longer out), but still trying to piece together exactly what's going on. I was largely the messenger of things, I wasn't directly involved in any of what was going on. Outside of being asked for helped. Without knowing everything though, I can say I let my emotions run a little too much of the show, I was angry wanting to help others, and my existing poor opinion on Rae fed into that. While talking to others, their own poor opinions and others having a similar story to the one I was hear made it sound like an issue that went beyond the people immediately involved and potentially was happening to several others. I believed it was something effecting a much larger portion of the community, not just those directly involved. I was hesitant to ask too many people for opinions or guidance, because I didn't want to accidentally get others talking about the situation prematurely, I didn't know who to ask what to. I'm not the only one who got a half story, the other admin I was speaking to was also not given the full story. So we each ended up psyching each other up wanting to defend the other admin. I'm not assuming anything was done maliciously, at least not at this moment, but this development does mean I need to look over the situation again, ask more questions, and come to new conclusions.
I appreciate others having mercy on me during this, I have never gotten myself into a situation like this before. I am willing to talk to others more about the situation, but again, I was primarily a messenger under the assumption I was helping others speak up about abuse that was wider spread. I myself have no direct ties to what's happened or what's being accused.

2024-08-25 07:10:03

The funniest itteration of "I am not like other girls" is cis women joking about how they're the rare cis woman in trans dominated spaces. It's finally gone full circle, "I am not like other girls, I am a girl"

2024-08-25 04:11:51

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No, you're a dear. Least from what I've seen

2024-08-23 20:19:50

Tbh if most adults would just treat minors like normal people, pedos wouldn't be able to woo them with basic bitch kindness. The bar is in hell. Stop treating minors like dumb losers and less of them will be smittend by random MAPs calling them smart and cool