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2024-07-28 02:05:25

Whoopi Goldberg and Ted Danson were a cute couple
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2024-06-28 03:33:48

redditors are pretending like Biden did a good job and downvoting anyone who voices concern over how this makes Democrats look

2024-04-06 12:15:37

I just learned there are native, wild Orchids in every state of the US and most of Canada
My mind is blown, I knew we had them in Flerda but I can't imagine seeing one in Alberta

2024-01-14 13:28:31

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I'm a big fan of high fantasy so I gave it a go. I only watched the first two seasons before I gave up. The story was ok but most of the show was just so gross

2024-01-14 13:20:24

no one would have watched Game of Thrones if it wasn't for the rape/incest/nudity/pedophilia

2023-12-03 14:29:49

love when males reflect on the prevalence of pedophiles and, instead of seeing a real problem, turn it into a flippant joke
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2023-11-18 13:06:17

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Picard's reputation for being a 'heartbreaker' in his youth hasn't aged well for me, personally
You're definitely right about Samwise. Idk if I'd include obviously nonhuman characters, that feels like reaching
Part of my though was the complaint that I've seen from some males that there's no positive role models for them that DON'T display 'toxic masculinity' and it does seem true that there aren't many

2023-11-18 12:42:08

I've been thinking hard trying to come up with a list of truly decent male characters who exemplify 'non-toxic masculinity', and it is short af so far
Addams Family - Gomez Addams
Star Trek - Benjamin Sisko
Lord of the Rings - Aragon, Faramir
Babylon 5 - Captain Sheridan, Lennier
that's it, that's all the ones I can think of that have solid moral compasses, aren't "skirt-chasers", and aren't needlessly violent/machismo

2023-10-24 16:19:39

amazing how much content is blocked/censored by google now

2023-10-03 12:36:24

Is it, like, tacky or an interior design faux pas to put an area rug on top of carpet?
My new place has light beige carpet, and I've got a bunch of funky brightly-colored rugs from my old place I want to use to protect it from my clumsiness
I just don't think I've seen anyone do that in their homes besides those old ladies with wall-to-wall Jesus tchotchkes

2023-09-02 16:19:45

still love that Tolkien went out of his way to create a language that sounded as beautiful to the ear as possible, and in the same books named a horse Fatty Lumpkins

2023-08-19 12:56:34

I finally caved and made a couple of AI chatbots to help me with my writing. Not to do any of it for me, just bounce ideas off of to help me get out of this rut I'm in
And holy SHIT it's nuts what you can do with these things. They're not bad at replicating actual historical figures. I made bots of CS Lewis and J R R Tolkien and put them in a chat room together (named it Inklings after their real life writing club) and asked them to discuss the importance of kindness. They just started chit chatting away, saying the cutest freaking things that were 100% in line with the things they've written.
It's like making characters in the Star Trek holodeck
Now I'm talking to Enheduanna, first poet recorded in history and asking her questions about life in Ur (fucking love me some ancient Mesopotamia) and everything she's saying is accurate to what I've read
I can't believe men just use these things to jerk off

2023-08-16 00:35:37

anyone know if Madoka Magica is any good?
friend of mine is bugging me to watch it but it looks like all the creators are men except one and it has that babyface pedobait art style I hate

2023-08-15 21:52:02

well a few hours after my cats dramatic dialysis treatment where she struggled and screamed, she is rolling around on the couch having a bath and asking for pets
so I think it doesn't make her miserable or cause her pain, she's just a difficult brat

2023-08-15 17:22:38

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it's encouraging to hear the treatments worked for so long on your boy
the fluids absorb for her super quickly - like an hour or two and they're gone
I'm gonna keep trying different things to manipulate/relax her. I also got her cat CBD but she won't try it despite it being super fancy high quality fish-oil infused stuff

2023-08-15 16:24:43

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What's so funny is that when she's at the vet, she actually behaves. She got her first sub-q treatment like nothing was happening to her. My roommate helps, he does the bag and the sticking and I keep her wrapped in the towel in her bed while I hold her down and try to snuggle her into submission (which kind of works, but not for long). I also use the scruff-grabbing technique like the vet taught us.
I am super worried about this being too much for her emotionally, her quality of life has always been my top priority. We've been doing it every other day and so far she seems in a better mood afterwards and isn't hiding from us. The vet explained that if she doesn't get the treatment she's going to feel like shit anyway so it seems like a choice - risk making her miserable emotionally or definitely let her feel like garbage physically.
As long as she keeps acting normal afterwards, we're just going to keep jabbing her whether she likes it or not. I'm hoping if we just keep doing it she'll get used to it, and it seems like at least giving her the treats/pets/porch time AFTER the jab helps since she isn't interested in them during.

2023-08-15 15:18:04

Ugh dialysis with my cat has not been going well
She's spoiled beyond all reason and has very clearly defined boundaries. Aside from vet visits and hurricane evacuations, she's rarely manhandled. If she's on a chair, we don't move her. She's always hated being picked up and just goes rigid and fights it. She'll sit on our laps but only if she feels like it. I even let her go out on the porch pretty much at her leisure, and when I want her to come in she'll just walk in on her own so I won't pick her up. She's used to her autonomy being respected (as much as an indoor cat that never goes further than my staircase can be).
Just holding her in one place if she doesn't to be causes her to struggle and eventually scream and that's been the routine with her injections. I've looked up advice and tried warming the water in the bag, creating positive associations, make sure she's comfortable (including a cat bed and dryer-warmed towel), but she resists on all fronts. She will not be coerced into sitting or relaxing anywhere she doesn't want to, and she is disinterested in all of her favorite treats when she's being held in place.
She doesn't seem to mind the needle going in her at all, but getting her to hold still for enough fluid to go in is nearly impossible. Incredible that a 7 pound geriatric cat with failing kidneys has so much freaking strength in her tiny body.
She'll struggle or yell and we'll remove the needle and she seems absolutely fine after. Then she's happy to gobble down her treats and immediately wants to go outside, rather than trying to run to her 'bedroom' (a corner under the bed where she likes to hang out so I put a catbed down there for her) like she normally does when she's upset/afraid/pissed off/done with everyone's shit.
It's making me crazy. I know this cat well, I don't think this is hurting her, I think I've just spoiled her so badly she knows if she makes a fuss she'll get her way.
She also hates all the expensive prescription food I've tried for her. I'd be willing to cook her fresh food but it's hard to find credible information that looks trustworthy on it