okasion

Punished developer, aged FreeBSD/Linux hero. old indie gamedev.

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2026-03-27 00:58:31 UTC

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2026-03-25 12:47:28 UTC

a hidamari sketch
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2026-03-23 11:32:49 UTC

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I thought her was Chika, from the old anime, not from Chika Fujiwara, which seems to be the only "Chika" that ever existed for Google.
Maybe I'm phrasing the name wrong, but I remember in the subs, she being named Chika. I can't find a single pic of her, and the girl in the cover of your new "light" novel it's really very very close.

2026-03-20 01:15:00 UTC

[b]Alone on an imperishable Friday night?[/b]
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2026-03-04 02:36:25 UTC

Tomorrow remember
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2025-11-30 22:02:12 UTC

Whatever it's gonna be, it's gonna be, try to take it easy
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2025-10-13 12:01:01 UTC

The leaves are falling in the North, people of the cities are commuting to their works, buses and cars and trains are running, planes are flying, boats are... floating? it's not a matter of emotions anymore, the system only needs motion from us.
Back to Gensokyo, one of the Aki sisters are taking a stroll on her favorite season...
https://hidamari.apartments/media/34/19/36/341936bcca6563da92958354ec7402d0207cf59dd004ab989b6f07c659fa3342.webp

2025-09-20 01:43:42 UTC

Cirno is being serious
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2025-09-11 08:54:41 UTC

Yesterday I finally got submitted to an Endoscopy that I totally didn't want to have due to anesthesia -because of my prior problems, I was super afraid that it wouldn't work properly on me, like it wouldn't be able to knock me out properly and I would wake up in the middle of the procedure. I know, but that really scared me more than anything.
Well the anesthesia went without problem, I barely remember it, but the doctor couldn't finish the Endoscopy to see what was wrong with me, because he found too much blood while going into the gastrointestinal tract with the microcamera due to an [b]upper gastrointestinal bleeding.[/b]
Due to how things happened during the day, I came back home for "rest" until there's a date for the procedure aka surgery. I also got explained why I have been feeling more tired than usual, with some blood going to places it shouldn't (use your imagination), it causes a lack of iron, which causes the sudden tiredness.
I have been going from being so depressed to so angry, this already was affecting my working performance and therefore I'm in a dire economy situation. [b]I'm going to leave my old ko-fi here if someone can help me, for the first time I'm not ashamed in e-begging: https://ko-fi.com/touhoumoot
Please help me so I don't have to worry so much about bills and my mental meds on top of this bloody thing.[/b]
I practically have no family, only my cousin and uncle are left and they always wanted me far from the family.
I will do my best to keep working even when I feel suddenly tired, because that's when depression hits the worse.
The last pic it's a paper napkin from when I woke up and sneeze my nose.
Sorry for the quality of the pics.
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2025-08-11 16:02:48 UTC

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look for something to do or remember a problem you haven't solved yet in order to forget about drinking (but don't forget taking the antibiotics!). You can also treat yourself to nice food for some days too. Just try to don't start smoking.

2025-08-01 18:16:25 UTC

@npub1qfj…v73x the guy made a video on how to GPU passthrough using VMware on Linux, giving direct access to the GPU and API calls...that's really something IMO, are we sure he is a fraud?
#note10ap…7eyh

2025-07-31 04:47:12 UTC

Let's settle this. Which way you shall choose anon?
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2025-05-31 19:46:01 UTC

oh, you again saturday night existencial crisis
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2025-05-14 15:15:10 UTC

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oh yes, @npub1l9v…t9ng it's one of my best friends (as if I would have many tho), we are almost everyday in contact via xmpp.
He asked me before if I knew about cawfee when it was down, in particular if I knew it was gonna come back or not.
I already sent him a copy paste of your previous explanation and a link to your details post.
Also, thanks for the passwd change, seems the account was anokasion@cawfee.club. Even with my comfy apartment here and lovely neighbours, I missed the cawfee club. Hope whatever is wrong with that Pleroma can be fixed.
https://hidamari.apartments/media/c2/15/0c/c2150c081c406e875db9c855bc2cbd7bf378a53bb17d4983ebf20c396c788fbd.webp

2025-05-14 13:03:20 UTC

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If you know who I am and still remember me, I would like to use this chance to ask for a link to change the password of my account, since only for a short period, years ago, the "forgot password" option really worked. I believe my account was okasion@cawfee.club or anonkasion@cawfee.club
Also, you are right about hidamari.apartments being very close to cawfee.club. It's a sort of a more weeb cawfee.club but still with many of the same people from the latter IMO.
I have been lucky enough to know how awesome the admin of this place is. I wonder if the (main) admin of cawfee will even answer to this post.
https://hidamari.apartments/media/7e/52/f9/7e52f93f07dba2e371b28430ab48f7bfadcb54a9b70384f8aff46396f0c54a80.webp

2025-04-28 17:15:08 UTC

I have been feeling very ill these last days, in particular after the painters left and after just 2 days I got this Bronchitis.
Every night I go to bed I pray that I'll feel better the next morning, but so far has been exactly the same everyday...
Because I'm compltely alone I guess, I have felt too depressed and tired to go to a hospital so far. Wish me luck if you can.
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2022-11-14 22:23:25 UTC

But so does culture?
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