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idk what to put for this anymore lol

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@nprofile…q0de i'll support you in anything you decide to do, hidden

2024-11-21 21:29:00 UTC

turns out the horror and agony of divine absence is addressed pretty well by eating and getting your blood sugar up

2024-11-20 06:00:10 UTC

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@nprofile…njuv i don't understand what you're saying here at all. it must really be mostly mental noise then in my case

2024-11-20 05:28:22 UTC

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@nprofile…njuv it would be wonderful if i could settle on the idea that everything i experience is spiritual in nature, but a lot of my fixations recently conflict with what i believe to be true about God, so I feel they must be more likely delusional/paranoiac. but idk, maybe the solution is to take them seriously, kind of like how Camus (or maybe it was Nietzsche? i don't remember) said it was necessary to confront seriously the possibility of suicide.

2024-11-20 02:01:07 UTC

it would be cool if there was a name for what was wrong with me, but it seems as if i'm just touched by God

2024-11-20 01:54:29 UTC

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@nprofile…q0de can't argue with doctor's authority

2024-11-19 17:22:01 UTC

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@nprofile…zqs9 that class was also kinda cool cuz my professor had done field work with shamans in china and witnessed miracles and was telling the whole class she really had no scientific explanation for a lot of what she experienced in the field

2024-10-29 15:32:56 UTC

i think the vatican's jubilee year mascot is really cute and i know if i see porn of her it's going to make me feel really bad so i think i might need to stay off the internet for like a month or two

2023-11-28 16:32:04 UTC

i will allow myself to be confirmed into the church when God publicly throws st vincent depaul out of heaven into the pit of hell

2023-11-28 16:30:52 UTC

franciscans and jesuits are the best orders btw and vincentians are the worst

2023-11-22 15:32:27 UTC

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@npub1c4s…aqv4 yeah, i have a same thing with 9 inches

2023-11-22 14:54:58 UTC

lil peep moment (i am listening to lil peep (listening to lil peep in my bedroom moment))

2023-11-07 17:35:54 UTC

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@npub1vhx…sekz @npub1mqp…pvez @npub1lka…jeym seen

2023-11-07 16:51:24 UTC

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@npub1lka…jeym @npub1vhx…sekz seen

2023-11-07 16:33:49 UTC

i think i'm also gonna stop liking other people's posts. idk if i'll actually commit to that but i do think likes are maybe overall pretty bad for people and are in conflict with my bodhisattva vows