still can't work out who i am

Burnt Out. Terrified. Lonely. Took the money to keep quiet. quite old or actually old? #ActuallyAutistic. please ignore my posts as I'm an idiot in a bad place ( apart from pix of animals and food ).Like a beautiful walk in the park and then you feel a dog turd squish underfoot. oh but also warning as I'm a curmudgeon in the wild.