Shadow_Reliquary

Its been a long journey to fully accept I'm a pedophile. But despite losing almost everything, I'm happier now that I've been outed. I'm going to dedicate the rest of my life to MAP/Youthlib and the *Pro-C* cause. Love to chat with anyone. Please say hi!

Exclusive MAP: Boylover
Probably lonely: Say hello!
Pro-C activist: Pro-Relationships
Youthlib activist: 🛑 Age Discrimination

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2026-08-13 18:40:57 UTC

How do you handle map friends who have different contact boundaries without losing them as a friend?

2026-06-13 12:56:04 UTC

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Poorly named group.

2026-05-20 19:46:32 UTC

The term "Non offending" is offensive.

2026-04-07 21:55:22 UTC

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Is there maybe some value in having our own? To set us apart from anti-c's who use it?

2026-04-04 09:41:43 UTC

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I knew about some of that, but thank you! So why did we go with that flag? Just curious.

2026-04-01 21:54:21 UTC

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I don't know a ton about design but I've done a lot of writing and marketing for companies I've worked for. I'd be up for the "secret" pro-c group too if you all would have me.

2026-03-29 10:48:54 UTC

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While they did both go down in a blaze of glory (too soon?), that's Heisenberg, not Hindenburg.

2026-03-28 16:59:55 UTC

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That's St Louis now.

2026-03-28 16:48:59 UTC

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Not arguing your main point at all but going to push back a little on the Chicago hate. It's not even in the top 20 of the worst cities for gun violence. ;)

2026-03-16 10:29:50 UTC

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why?

2026-03-13 19:48:30 UTC

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Crimes were committed and continue to be covered up for and by the rich elite. I get being sick of hearing about it, but you might have stopped hearing about it if justice had been served for the victims. But it hasn't. What Epstein and his friends did was not pedophilia, it was systematic abuse of power, influence and access. Does it make us uncomfortable because of how the media covers it? Yes. But that doesn't obsolve the criminals for their misdeeds.

2026-03-06 21:13:41 UTC

Can one really be "proud" and also feel the need to announce themselves as "non acting"? Is there pride in publicly contorting oneself into what we think will make antis hate us less? I'm non acting, but announcing that while also trying to advocate for acceptance is giving up the argument before it even starts.

2026-03-04 15:49:49 UTC

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I'm only on mapsupport now because all the other instances I join have shut down within weeks of my joining lol. I was starting to get paranoid. So I think I'm probably not getting the full spectrum experience.

2026-03-01 01:15:50 UTC

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Agreed and a good place to start. Count me in!

2026-02-28 05:11:54 UTC

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I'm interested to know what focusing more on pro-c cause would look like.

2026-02-25 00:58:35 UTC

It's always been interesting to me that MAP spaces do seem to be skewed toward those who are attracted to girls rather than boys.

2026-02-21 19:43:05 UTC

How do we coalesce around a movement if we're still struggling with definitions for who everyone is, what words mean, who gets to be in our little club and how pure our members are? It becomes a circular firing squad with unarmed people in the middle still trying to figure out what to call everyone.

2026-01-11 01:21:23 UTC

I was once called, "a stone around my neck" by a life partner and now I hear from another that they had begun to think of me like an "illness". These are very wounding words to wrestle with in the agony of lonely silence.

2025-12-20 15:19:51 UTC

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it'd be amazing if you'd write up a What to Do/What Not To Do post or do a clinic on opsec and how to stay safe on here and on the internet in general.

2025-12-19 03:56:57 UTC

I'm not sure how to describe the feeling of anxiety and fear yet relief and excitement that goes with having someone you know who isn't a map become aware of your mapness. There is a daily balancing act of encouragement and hope that the pendulum of understanding and acceptance continues to outweigh the societal pressure for the individual to turn their back on you. It's a tight rope without a net.

2025-12-12 21:43:50 UTC

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True, real American cheese is cheese but Kraft singles are not real American Cheese. It is processed cheese food product.

2025-12-03 04:41:30 UTC

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You and me both.

2025-11-21 20:19:13 UTC

Cloudflare won't let me log on to cub sex. I keep verifying I'm human and it just keeps saying success and then starts to verify again, over and over.

2025-10-14 01:35:13 UTC

So many talented artists here! Makes me feel totally uncreative... is that even a word? 😂