lilli

the point of this conversation for me hasn't been to accuse you of anything. i've mentioned the history of why i thought certain things, however i don't expect to control what you post about, let alone throw you out of here (as though i could even if i wanted to, lol). i strongly dislike certain types of edgy posts and wish they weren't a feature of this part of fedi, and i have expressed that opinion. and you've sometimes made those posts. but i don't want to hurt you and am not pursuing any kind of vendetta against you. if that's how it's turned out in the past, i am sincerely sorry. it wasn't my intent and i don't want to keep going like that

2024-07-10 02:54:55 UTC

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i say "nazi-sympathizing" because the first time i registered who you were was right after you deleted your Disqordia account, where the day of you'd been posting about the merits of Hitler's arguments in Mein Kampf. i posted without mentioning you saying that that sort of content was gross and shouldn't be a thing here. but it wasn't personal bc i didn't know who you were, so when you deleted your account, i genuinely assumed you were gone. i truly knew nothing of maija
i've been accused of having been the one to make you anti-semitic for having made that post lol. my influence on you is incredibly powerful

2024-07-10 02:41:37 UTC

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eh, i was just guessing. it's hard to know what someone you've never talked to thinks about you. it's possible you felt i was trying to run you out of fedi spaces and that that's the issue you had with me. and i do feel antisemitic/racist/nazi-sympathizing content is a black mark on this part of fedi. but i don't want to separate you from your friends, i just pray that one day your posts will be less fucking latvian

2024-07-10 02:23:12 UTC

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on two separate occasions your posts inspired me to write sanctimonious rambles about how hating Jews and praising Hitler isn't okay. generally speaking i think we're both repulsed by each other's politics and style of posting. but i don't wish you any ill personally and never have really. clearly you're going through it and don't need more shit from me

2024-07-10 01:55:35 UTC

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well i hope the withdrawals aren't too bad. that's gotta suck to deal with. probably best if you don't try to get even worse, considering

2024-07-10 01:48:10 UTC

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i'm kinda glum for a couple reasons, so i'm trying to count my blessings to pull myself out of it. how are you?

2024-07-10 01:39:07 UTC

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i like that this is technically the first time we've directly interacted. hi maija

2024-07-09 08:03:12 UTC

i'm not sure what i want out of fedi anymore, so idk what i'll ultimately end up doing. but to accommodate a vibe shift and also to keep this account as what it is and always has been, i think i'm gonna start using @npub1k9a…6u0d