kasdeya

I've moved entirely over to kasdeya (npub1gjc…3grk) so if you want to follow me or ping me, that's where to do it!

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2025-01-19 21:07:41 UTC

for now I'm moving all of my posting over to @npub1gjc…3grk. I'm slightly selective with who can follow that account, but the requirements are pretty much just "don't look like a bot, seem like you're chill"
so go send me a follow request there if you want!

2025-01-09 05:15:25 UTC

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hmm come to think of it, that lack of busyness is an important part of it for me too! because if they were cluttered, or had a lot of motion, they wouldn't feel nearly as calming to me
also I love the thought that NDs are more likely to find them calming. it makes me want to write something about NDs who find a way into extradimensional liminal spaces and just turn them into comfy spots where they can de-stress and unmask while time is paused outside
it reminds me of the Time-Stop Chill Zone CYOA https://www.reddit.com/r/makeyourchoice/comments/zowcvz/timestop_chill_zone_redux_13_interactive/ (NSFW! I can't remember in exactly what ways though, so be careful)

2025-01-09 04:41:26 UTC

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that is really interesting. first of all it's validating that I'm not the only one who felt that way about liminal spaces, but second of all I wish I could experience what it's like to find them naturally anxiety-provoking/uncomfortable/etc.
like I'm so curious what that's like. I wonder if it just comes from a natural sense of anxiety from feeling isolated, cut off from others
(I personally think that this is a big part of why I find them so calming - because to me they represent being alone, in a quiet place)

2025-01-09 04:35:12 UTC

I think it's kind of interesting that liminal spaces have become a horror thing
I've loved liminal spaces long before I even knew the term for them, but they always felt strangely relaxing to me. like I found a little forgotten corner of the world where time had stopped and I didn't have to worry about anything
horror is definitely not an association I had ever had with them. but I can't deny that liminal space horror is really effective at building a tense atmosphere
I wonder if the connection between liminal spaces and horror is one that people naturally make, or if it's a connection of two unrelated ideas that took off culturally

2025-01-08 00:35:41 UTC

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okay I looked into this more and this is actually so much worse than it looks because<li>I got the order of the arguments mixed up</li><li>that means that JavaScript was trying to wait for <code>() => { window.location.reload() }</code> milliseconds before executing <code>60000</code></li><li>instead of raising an error about this, it happily accepted these arguments and then raised an error about how <code>60000</code> is unsafe code for me to be executing (that's what this monstrosity of an error message is trying to say)</li>
"yes hello I am going to wait for () => { window.location.reload() } milliseconds please", "and then I'm going to execute the number 60000" - statements dreamed up by the utterly deranged
like how do you coerce an integer into executable code??

2025-01-08 00:25:51 UTC

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oh, I'm sorry, my mistake for thinking that the modern web would make anything simple anymore. it's not like I've been using this trick since fucking 2012
let me just spend 3 hours reading your shitty documentation about "Content-Security-Policy" so that I can *checks notes* reload a webpage
https://media.tech.lgbt/media_attachments/files/113/789/888/438/793/232/original/048d7133cecbf262.png

2025-01-08 00:19:50 UTC

the ignorant masses: window.location.reload()
me, an intellectual: document.location = document.location

2025-01-06 18:05:38 UTC

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you can learn a lot about a writer's politics by paying attention to which problems are solveable and which problems are Just The Way It Is

2025-01-06 18:01:23 UTC

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Skyrim: *goes out of its way to emphasize that there are homeless people*
me: *tries to help*
the devs: b-but... we just added them for atmosphere! you weren't actually supposed to care!

2025-01-06 03:11:29 UTC

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don't put systemic problems in your roleplaying games unless you're willing to let my character {at least try} to solve them
if there are people begging on the street, you had better be ready for me to give each of them enough money to buy a house
if there's a city whose entire Thing is that it's ruled by a corrupt noble, you had better have a way for me to overthrow them (or at least try to make things better somehow)
stop using systemic problems as an aesthetic. let me help or don't put them in the game

2025-01-05 23:10:57 UTC

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also it feels like these games are designed under the assumption that I need an extrinsic reward for everything, which frustrates me a lot when {the poor person I'm helping} gives me a valuable family heirloom as thanks, and I have no option of refusing or giving them money for their living expenses

2025-01-05 23:09:23 UTC

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I'm pretty sure that the point of RPG mechanics is to create a story arc for your character through the game's mechanics. it's always the same story arc every time, though:
your character starts with little-to-no money or power. then they slowly accumulate more and more money and power over time
I have a few problems with this:<li>obviously some games go a little too far when they emphasize my lack of money and power at the beginning</li><li>I don't like the idea of hoarding wealth for my own benefit. I would really like to be able to help others with it, but I've never really gotten this option in a meaningful way in a game before</li><li>I don't like the idea of hoarding power for my own benefit. for example if I have healing magic, I want to be able to use it on people who are sick</li><li>it doesn't feel like my character is getting stronger if the gameplay is functionally the same at every step of the way</li><li>I'm honestly just tired of having this exact same character arc in every game</li>

2025-01-05 22:00:13 UTC

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I honestly think that a *lot* of my problems with ARPGs come from the progression curve being way too tall
because at first I was thinking that I would want to completely remove progression from Skyrim, but I think a lot of great gameplay would be lost that way
even just removing all *combat-related* progression would lose a lot of fun gameplay
I think mostly I just want to know that fighting every enemy (even the final boss) is going to be fair, engaging, winnable, and fun - even at level 1. the difficulty of that fight might vary based on the enemy, but it should never feel like the matchup of my numbers vs. the enemy's numbers is incredibly lopsided (E.G. way too much health or way too much damage)

2025-01-05 20:02:32 UTC

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weirdly enough, I can *vividly* imagine touch and I have a pretty good imagination for sound, taste, hearing, and smell as well (but all of these take conscious effort to imagine)
it's really just imagining sight that I have a lot of trouble with

2025-01-05 19:57:37 UTC

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for me:
it takes a *lot* of effort to understand what the author is trying to communicate to me, in terms of visual/spatial stuff, (and I often just can't :/) so I generally gloss over visual descriptions
if I use a moderate amount of effort I can visualize up to two things (characters or objects) in my head at once, but it's very fleeting and there is almost no detail. it's more like I'm experiencing the general impressions of those objects (general shape and color) instead of really "seeing" them
for example if I visualize an apple, I can "see" the texture of the apple but not the shape, or the shape of the apple but not its texture. I can visualize two apples, but only in very vague fuzzy terms - just two red vaguely apple-shaped objects

2025-01-05 19:44:32 UTC

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when reading fiction, how hard is it to visualize what's happening?

2025-01-05 19:41:40 UTC

when you read fiction, can you visualize what's happening?

2025-01-04 22:49:02 UTC

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don't get me wrong, I would still want it to feel like an uphill battle if all you have is a rusty half-broken sword you found in a tomb, and you're fighting someone in full elven armor with an enchanted weapon
but I wouldn't want it to feel like "hmm I wonder how many hundred times I'll have to click on this fucker's head before he just dies already" or "oops I guess this random weak-looking spider is level 999 and instakilled me with its 999-damage spitting attack" or "huh I guess I'm trapped in the level 999 DLC forever now because I didn't read what the recommended player level was first and I can't fight any of the enemies" which is a form of RPG brainrot that every fucking {Creation Engine / GameBryo} game suffers from

2025-01-04 22:45:41 UTC

I feel like if I were to start Skyrim modding, the first mod I would want to make would be {sharply reducing all progression relating to health, damage, and defense}
like I would figure out "how many sword-hits should it take to kill someone in no armor? how about leather armor? how about metal armor?" and rebalance everything's health, defense, and damage numbers to match. higher-tier armors of the same type would be marginally better, but the difference between the worst and best armor would only be like 1-2 sword swings' worth of survivability. and higher-tier weapons would exactly cancel out that difference
so the progression-curves of defense, damage, and health would be *drastically* flattened out, so that it would still be satisfying to fight a very very high-level enemy at level 1 with shitty iron weapons

2024-12-22 01:15:00 UTC

"I just had lunch"
❌ boring
❌ makes you sound like a human
"my hunger has been delayed for another 5 hours"
✅ accurate
✅ descriptive
✅ conveys the Sisyphean burden of having to feed yourself

2024-12-21 01:31:59 UTC

which of these games are #metroidvania s?

2024-12-16 19:47:38 UTC

if I had a nickel for every slow-ass Electron-based chat app I would learn where the creator of Electron lives and throw nickels at them all day

2024-12-16 19:40:07 UTC

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imagine a Ghost in the Shell inspired tactical shooter where you play as punks trying to infiltrate corporate buildings while fighting off their private police forces
each level would start with a short description of your objective like:<li>this server farm holds records of thousands of people's debt, and you're going to blow it up</li><li>somewhere in this office building is the CEO's computer which contains a private key that can be used to jailbreak nanofabricators, and you're going to share that with the world</li><li>this is a for-profit prison used to hold protestors and political dissidents. you're going to burn the whole place down and let the prisoners free</li>
and it could have all kinds of scifi gadgets like in Rainbow Six Siege

2024-12-16 09:33:22 UTC

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anyway I realized that I mostly just post about the games that I *don't* like, so I thought I'd make a conscious effort to post about a game that I like instead

2024-12-16 09:30:48 UTC

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I think one of the coolest things about Hideous Destructor is that despite having a ton of hardcore milsim elements, it's not some greybrown American imperialism simulator
the setting is actually pretty cool (it's Doom), and it's a great excuse to give the player lots of fun scifi tech like remote turrets and energy weapons
which is so much more interesting than playing as an American soldier on yet another generic battlefield and choosing between 17 models of (near-identical) assault rifle
I would really love if there were even one more scifi game with {milsim / tactical shooter} elements, because as far as I can tell Hideous Destructor is one-of-a-kind
although, Receiver 2 is kinda close because it simulates its guns to a ridiculous level of granularity and it takes place in a pretty interesting setting

2024-12-16 09:22:13 UTC

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I really love this game. it's tied with #BrutalDoom for my favorite shooter of all time
also, I realized recently-ish, after watching a Forgotten Weapons video on the H&K G11, that #HideousDestructor's ZM66 was probably inspired by the G11:<li>cookoff problems</li><li>has a very very fast three-round burst, where all rounds are fired before you've felt the recoil of the first round</li><li>caseless rounds are extremely fragile</li><li>jams constantly</li><li>massively overengineered</li>

2024-12-16 09:19:38 UTC

in #HideousDestructor, I love that the enemies follow the same rules as you do
if you don't down them with an attack, you might've still made them bleed, and eventually they can bleed out
if you downed them, you'd better be careful, because they might still be able to get back up again (just like you can) so remember to double-tap and watch for subtle tells that the enemies are still alive
and, if you're fighting an enemy with armor, you'd better be using something that can pierce through that armor. a shotgun, SMG, or pistol isn't good enough

2024-12-15 00:20:57 UTC

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oof that's a really good point - you're probably right. because they'll probably do that Naruto thing of {just before the villain is defeated, we flash back to their horrific trauma so that we will sympathize with them and want them to be redeemed}

2024-12-15 00:15:59 UTC

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oof that sucks! I'm pretty sure that it was this, though
https://media.tech.lgbt/media_attachments/files/113/653/942/920/646/268/original/c773a3dfd9bd111d.webp

2024-12-14 08:54:41 UTC

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hmm - that's fair! honestly that's probably for the best. I'd love for Fedi to stay as corpo-free as possible

2024-12-14 03:47:59 UTC

every now-and-then I'll see a post asking Fedi for help finding tech work. are people actually able to find jobs through Fedi? I've been thinking about making a post like that, myself

2024-12-14 00:32:33 UTC

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omg the concept of storage compartments in synthmorphs is actually really cool, and something I didn't even think about
a lot of synthmorphs aren't meant to wear clothes at all, so they would have to have some kind of storage!

2024-12-13 23:13:11 UTC

shoutout to body-hopping posthuman brains-as-software
gotta be one of my favorite genders
https://media.tech.lgbt/media_attachments/files/113/648/032/300/602/591/original/30fa6b192cc5bdf4.jpg

2024-12-11 20:38:31 UTC

JRPG fans will show you a character doing the most heart-wrenchingly horrific shit and be like "I know you don't like this guy yet but just wait. he'll be one of your favorite characters"

2024-12-10 21:19:01 UTC

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Star Trek has become an artificial flavoring that media corporations are mixing into the content trough whenever they think it will help their bottom line

2024-12-10 21:11:09 UTC

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unfortunately Picard and Discovery were gritty grimdark shock-value scifi schlock with Star Trek branding slapped on top of them. nothing philosophical, no morality plays, they really have nothing to say at all
then they released Lower Decks which is Rick and Morty with Star Trek branding
and now they have a 3D animated kid's show with Star Trek branding (I don't know much about it but it can't be good)
the worst part is that the optimism and emotional maturity are completely gone. they've been replaced with exactly what you'd expect from modern TV shows
and of course now, because Star Trek has been so diluted, the fandom is flooded with generic scifi fans who love the new shows and see the old ones (if they're more than passingly aware of them at all) as boring cheesy prototypes of the newer shows

2024-12-10 08:39:43 UTC

my youtube recommendations are preaching to the fucking choir today
https://media.tech.lgbt/media_attachments/files/113/627/624/730/047/045/original/8e84f863cae2d61a.png

2024-12-10 03:12:44 UTC

https://techhub.social/@rayckeith/113619658071915909

2024-12-08 15:05:26 UTC

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idk - I'm still trying to understand why optimism or even putting forth affirmative values seems to have stopped being a thing in popular entertainment. is there a zeitgeist of doomerism - to the point that optimistic fiction seems laughable to the average person?
maybe the lack of {culturally relevant aspirational worlds} is why people aestheticize and fantasize about dystopian ones instead

2024-12-08 14:59:13 UTC

I think it's interesting how people like to aestheticize dystopian worlds, or even fantasize about living in them
I was just scrolling r/cyberpunk and I saw a confusing mix of people glamorizing cyberpunk worlds, and also criticizing real-world high-tech dystopian capitalism
it seems like a lot of popular media might be trying to balance between making a world seem appealing (generally in a glitzy surface-level aesthetic way), and making it upsetting/disturbing
I wonder if people have a hard time fantasizing about something as positive as a #utopia. if they need dystopian elements to make the world feel believable before they can escape into it. or maybe they have a hard time imagining what a utopia would look like at all
because the thing is, you can have the cyberpunk aesthetic and all the cool transhuman tech and still be incredibly #utopian. those aren't mutually exclusive things. for example the outer system in Eclipse Phase is (mostly) like that

2024-12-07 22:17:37 UTC

>"Stop using our corporate website and get the app instead!"
>*looks inside the app*
>*it's the exact same bloated SPA except now it spies on you*

2024-12-05 04:24:47 UTC

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I have literally stopped watching, told myself "yep okay I'm not enjoying this and that isn't going to change so I can stop here", and then started watching again. multiple times
why am I like this?

2024-12-05 04:24:19 UTC

me slowly watching an entire FFXIV Let's Play without enjoying the story or gameplay
https://media.tech.lgbt/media_attachments/files/113/598/297/103/471/987/original/b5a8eaf97157e9a2.png

2024-11-25 04:58:15 UTC

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I will listen to literally anything if you put breakcore drums on top of it
case in point: Igorrr

2024-11-25 00:09:32 UTC

jazz: I sleep
fast jazz with synths and glitchy drums: real shit?

2024-11-01 21:33:15 UTC

kas's handy guide to operating systems:
windows:
✅ software works
❌ bad UI
❌ spies on you
linux:
❌ software does not work
❓ really mixed UI depending on what you use
✅ doesn't spy on you
mac:
❓ software kinda works
❌ Windows 8 tier UI
❌ spies on you

2024-10-30 20:19:05 UTC

I've discovered that if I watch Smash Ultimate gameplay at 0.5x speed I can actually understand what's happening
unfortunately YouTube won't let me play videos slowly enough for Melee gameplay to happen at a perceptible speed

2024-10-30 01:59:27 UTC

https://kinky.business/@LaurenLeFey/113393554715106211

2024-10-29 06:29:00 UTC

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ooh what manga is it? to be honest, despite using this avatar for years, I have no idea what this character is from

2024-10-26 19:39:21 UTC

javascript should not be able to:<li>cancel any keyboard or mouse events without my permission</li><li>modify my browsing history so that the forward and back buttons don't work as I expect them to</li><li>run after I've closed its tab, for any reason, whether I've allowed notifications or not</li><li>know what my screen resolution is</li><li>know any details about my operating system or browser version or any identifying information at all without my explicit permission</li><li>communicate with other browser tabs without my permission</li><li>be required to run any website unless they have a very good reason</li>

2024-10-25 01:34:10 UTC

just realized that the reason why I love environmental storytelling in games so much is because it's usually used to either {give very short vignettes into an otherwise throwaway character's life (or death)} or {to worldbuild, hint at interesting lore, or otherwise sprinkle in interesting ideas} and all of those are emotionally safe (and very appealing!) to me

2024-10-24 17:46:28 UTC

web browsers should have a feature where they automatically warn:
"it looks like this page has a large amount of JavaScript (>1MB) are you sure you want to load it? this might slow down your browser and could be used to track you"
watch how fast the corporate web would clean up their shit

2024-10-24 01:38:47 UTC

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why make an SPA when you could just... not? normal webpages make life easier for everyone involved, including yourself

2024-10-24 01:22:49 UTC

making a form autofill userscript for a normal webpage: just find the elements and set their values
making a form autofill userscript for an SPA: [300 lines of the most hideous code you have ever seen in your life and I still can't get it to work]

2024-10-23 19:53:58 UTC

tech job postings be like:
The candidate will use documented principles and procedures to engineer SFLA/GDFT/ABCDE solutions using ZinkoBong! Cloud Enterprise™ tailored to the requested feature-set in accordance with stated specifications and compliance documents while meeting or exceeding all SLAs, BRMQs, and BBQLOLs.
Candidate must have a PhD in SFLA/GDFT/ABCDE solutions and have written at least one (1) dissertation on ZinkoBong! Cloud Enterprise™ or ZinkoBong! Cloud Professional™. Candidate must have 17 years of professional experience using ZinkoBong! Cloud Enterprise™ and ZinkoBong! CyberStatics™ and Knuckles®
Competitive salary range. Entry-level position.

2024-10-23 10:00:12 UTC

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I'm guessing the JS part is a userscript

2024-10-22 21:41:26 UTC

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mhm - exactly! I often like to be very specific with the words that I use, but that can make the grammar really tricky, so I use curly brackets to hopefully make it clearer

2024-10-22 21:13:32 UTC

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oh! hehe - I didn't realize that this could be confusing, but I'm happy to explain it
I generally use parenthesis for asides: little tangents or things that I want to add, that aren't grammatically needed for the sentence to make sense. they're almost like an optional addition to the sentence or paragraph (like this)
but I use curly braces in order to divide a sentence into grammatical phrases/chunks, whenever I think that a sentence might be grammatically confusing otherwise. for example, here's a famous garden path sentence:
the old man the boat
and here it is with curly brackets to hopefully make it easier to parse:
{the old} {man} {the boat}
I mostly use curly brackets when I have a very complex noun-phrase that I want to visually separate out from the rest of the sentence - so that you can understand the noun-phrase in isolation, and then apply it to the sentence like it's a variable in programming
I hope that makes sense!

2024-10-22 10:40:25 UTC

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unfortunately the fantasy breaks down because the world of Eclipse Phase is *dangerous* so even just me visiting would be reckless, I would have to hide any tech I brought back, and I couldn't use any of it to help our world or even just my friends because it's all a potential x-risk if it's discovered. why does my brain ruin everything?
(thankfully Greg Egan's Diaspora is like Eclipse Phase minus all of the bad parts. he just doesn't go into detail about robot bodies or cool mods)

2024-10-22 10:21:04 UTC

not me reading Eclipse Phase books before bed and fantasizing about opening a portal to that world so I can sleeve into a hot immortal robot body that can think at 10x speed, has a vibrating tongue, and doesn't fucking need sleep

2024-10-21 05:38:40 UTC

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oh wow - I had no idea! the person I was talking to made it sound so simple, so I assumed it didn't take much energy at all. I'm not even close to being an artist, so I have no idea lol - but it's interesting to hear what that's like

2024-10-21 05:23:26 UTC

you know those video game textboxes where the text appears character-by-character, like in Pokemon or Zelda?
I hate those so fucking much. you could put the most interesting text in the *world* in those text boxes and I would still hate reading it
you can't scroll up or down. you can press B to make it go faster, but if you're too slow you might skip that part completely. there's almost never an option to make the text appear instantly, either - so you have to wait for it to slowly appear
it's the absolute worst reading experience. and it doesn't help that any time I'm reading those textboxes, what I want most in that moment is to *actually play the game*

2024-10-21 05:15:10 UTC

artists are wild because they'll show you a ridiculously cute and detailed picture of their fursona and when you ask them how long it took they'll be like "I doodled this in an hour during a really boring work meeting" like??? do you know how much I want to be able to make art that good?? and you're just throwing it together casually because you're bored??

2024-10-17 19:36:41 UTC

me: it's upsetting how many D&D characters are haunted by unresolved trauma and abuse. I want to make characters who are healing from their trauma, and are doing the things that they do because they care deeply about something
them: adventuring is an extremely dangerous profession, and people who choose to gamble with their lives on a daily basis generally aren't doing well mentally and are often forced into this life out of desperation
me: those are very good points. in that case, I'm going to make my mentally healthy characters in another system because that sounds way too real
(summarizing a conversation I've had in the past. it was about Pathfinder but close enough)

2024-10-16 23:30:08 UTC

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okay that *is* pretty cool - and this kind of weird limitation that you have to work around is exactly what I wish RPGs had more of
like I wish they were about {giving you crazy abilities to try to make sense of} and {giving the enemies really strange, OP abilities that you have to work around}
that definitely helps - thank you!

2024-10-16 23:24:26 UTC

I've been watching videos of people explaining why turn-based RPGs are fun to them, but they're so vague that they don't really help
like people will talk about how each encounter requires them to come up with a new strategy, and that just confuses me because I've never needed a strategy besides "spam the highest attack move", and I'm not sure how a more complex strategy than that (plus maybe healing and a debuff or two) could be possible when the abilities are so simple
I wish they would give specific examples

2024-10-13 02:47:50 UTC

channeling my frustration at every bit of impenetrable jargon-filled documentation I've had to suffer through in my years as a techie, as I work on *thoroughly* and *clearly* documenting my GZDoom launcher
I'm sometimes writing more lines of documentation than there are lines of code, and I think that's probably a good thing

2024-09-30 03:34:32 UTC

how to write lisp code:
keysmash:<code>sdfglkjnbdfslkjnfdsa dkljngs fgd afskjnvckljnasdf afskldjn </code>
1. add spaces, newlines, and parenthesis:<code>(sdf glkjn (bdfsl (kjnf (dsa dkljngs fgd afs) kjnvc)) (kljna) ((sdf afs) kldjn)) </code>
2. put some single quotes in front of a few of the opening parenthesis:<code>(sdf glkjn (bdfsl '(kjnf (dsa dkljngs fgd afs) kjnvc)) '(kljna) ((sdf afs) kldjn)) </code>
3. replace some of the keysmashes with magic words that a cheesy 80's wizard would say like "cadr" or "dribble"<code>(zorph glkjn (defun '(vinkl (dsa dkljngs fgd afs) kjnvc)) '(skindi) ((cons afs) milch)) </code>
4. pepper in some weird combinations of special characters<code>(zorph glkjn (defun '(vinkl (%~dsa~% dkljngs @\"fgd afs) kjnvc)) '(skindi) ((cons &^afs^) milch)) </code>
yep that's definitely lisp

2024-09-30 01:43:46 UTC

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phew okay vent over
do y'all know of a good way that I could get neovim 0.9.5 (this specific version) running in #Debian? it seems like the most recent version in the repos is like 0.7
I tried to set up flatpak but couldn't figure it out and I'm not sure if that's what I would want for this task anyway

2024-09-30 00:54:27 UTC

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why does Linux need so many different types of autorun files? apparently for every single environment variable, there are about six hundred different autorun files where I could set it - and each one is subtly different in ways that make no fucking sense to me, but will probably break something if I get it wrong

2024-09-30 00:49:51 UTC

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I installed flatpak, but it had no repositories configured. (it did not tell me this. I had to figure it out) so I found a repository, added it to flatpak, it told me that I needed to set an environment variable, but not where or how. so I documented that somewhere for whenever I can figure out how to do that. then I added the repository
then flatpak told me to reboot so that the repository would work. so I rebooted. and now flatpak *does* know about the repository, but still can't find any software??

2024-09-30 00:45:55 UTC

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also for some reason when I sudo su all of the color goes away? I think a bunch of .bashrc settings get reset to whatever /root/.bashrc uses but I'm afraid to modify /root/.bashrc in case that breaks something

2024-09-30 00:44:10 UTC

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okay so there are no driver issues and Linux seems to play nice with the trackpad and display, which is more than I was expecting. but omg setting everything up is *exhausting*
for some reason Debian insists on me typing vi instead of vim and I fixed this with .bashrc except now when I run sudo vim that *still* doesn't work. so I'm thinking about symlinking /bin/vim to /bin/vi but I'm worried this is going to break something
also apparently there are five or six different ways of changing caps to control, and all of them have different pros and cons that don't make any sense to me

2024-09-29 23:01:19 UTC

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holy shit - this is the first time that wifi has worked out-of-the-box for me with Linux
I literally set it up during the install for Debian - I didn't even have to install a package

2024-09-29 22:48:06 UTC

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for some reason the x86 version of Debian is called i386 because I guess they wanted it to be as hard as possible to find the right ISO for your CPU
also x86_64 is called amd64 because Linux should be the Dark Souls of computing and you've got to make everything as obtuse as possible

2024-09-29 22:16:53 UTC

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okay I'm thinking about installing BookwormPup which is the Debian version of Puppy Linux
all of the other 32-bit distros are all like "this is an **ultra minimal** setup that **gets the fuck out of your way** and lets you be a **1337 Linux hacker**. we made this thing **as user-unfriendly as possible** because we're **opinionated masochists who hate you personally**"

2024-09-29 22:06:47 UTC

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okay so it turns out that neither Fedora nor EndeavorOS run on 32-bit systems? that's fucking crazy, because Linux doesn't run well on new *or* old hardware at this point?

2024-09-29 21:59:18 UTC

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oh wait no apparently endeavorOS only works on x86_64 or ARM devices and I bet this fucking laptop is 32-bit
edit: yep it's an Intel T2050 which is 32-bit

2024-09-29 21:57:34 UTC

just found an ancient laptop (1 GB RAM and a dual-core 1.6 GHz CPU) buried in the hoarder house that I live in, and I want to experiment with installing Linux on it - since I want to eventually break my dependence on Microsoft's spyware
(as much as I vocally hate Linux, I also hate Windows - I just don't need to complain about it because everyone already knows how shit Windows is)
so anyway I'm thinking of installing endeavorOS since everyone seems to be recommending Arch? but I don't have the patience to use actual Arch lol
or maybe Fedora - I'm not sure yet

2024-09-28 19:25:18 UTC

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that is a *fantastic* way to put it omg. that's much better than I could have worded it

2024-09-28 19:23:13 UTC

"this game is just a blatant [...] ripoff"
you know what? good. I like ripoffs. I like when games get cloned
Paladins is a blatant Overwatch ripoff - right down to the dwarf-coded engineer who puts down turrets. and while Blizzard was shitting the bed with Overwatch 2, Paladins was continuing to be A Very Fun Game, which it still is today
if we didn't have a blatant Overwatch clone, then we wouldn't have *any* fun Overwatch games to play now that Blizzard ruined theirs

2024-09-26 18:13:58 UTC

remember when you could just type a time into your microwave and then press start? I miss that

2024-09-24 20:56:43 UTC

https://media.tech.lgbt/media_attachments/files/113/194/523/596/269/791/original/755ae2d9b138af34.webp

2024-09-23 18:26:32 UTC

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I could do this for like 5 different character ideas I had btw. and I spent *hours* trying to make them work within the rules of 5e

2024-09-23 18:25:36 UTC

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me: okay so instead of being an expert charismatic tinkerer with a dragonfly, I'll be an unskilled charismatic wizard instead?
5e: yes - but also you can't be charismatic or you'll be underpowered
me: what?
5e: this is a carefully-balanced RPG, remember? if you're overpowered you'll overshadow all of the other players and they'll resent you. if you're underpowered you might *permanently die* and even if you don't you'll be a drain on the other players' resources and they'll resent you
me: okay so instead of being charismatic I'll be...
5e: you'll be dextrous and intelligent. that is the only valid character option if you want to be at an appropriate power level
me: anything else I need to know?
5e: 50% of this game is going to feel like filling out tax paperwork to you - and in the other 50% you'll be forced to roleplay as a character that has almost no resemblance to the one you wanted to make
2/2

2024-09-23 18:23:46 UTC

young me: I just got invited to a D&D game and I already know exactly what kind of character I want to make! she's going to be an expert steampunk tinkerer who's really charismatic and has a mechanical dragonfly that eats coal and delivers packages for her
5e: okay so first of all, you're going to be starting at level 3 so you can't be an expert at anything yet. in order to become an expert, you have to level up over the course of 1-2 IRL years - assuming the game lasts that long
5e: also, there is no tinkerer class, but you can be an artificer. they're basically just glorified mages though - they don't actually make anything mechanical or steampunk
me: what if I reflavor the artificer's spells-
5e: to be technology instead? the spells in this game are extremely limited and niche by design, to balance them. if you have technology that can replicate something like Misty Step, that raises a lot of questions about why your teleportation is so limited in so many strange ways
1/?

2024-09-22 21:58:20 UTC

the four subgenres of Japanese game writing:<li>hyperconcentrated unrelenting angst and suffering</li><li>nonsensical pseudo-philosophical plot twist fever dream</li><li>"the beginning is a slog but it gets good after the first 700 hours"</li><li>Nintendo</li>

2024-09-18 23:10:17 UTC

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I fucking *love* your website omg. it's so simple, looks great, and it loads so fucking fast. I miss when the whole web was like this

2024-09-18 22:43:32 UTC

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that's totally fair! I honestly have very little patience for languages that are quirky or that I find hard-to-read, but I can appreciate the value in being able to count on compatibility years down the line. it's such a shame that Python makes these subtle compatibility-breaks tbh - but I guess if they limited themselves to only 100% compatibility then it would end up like javascript. I wish elegance and backwards-compatibility weren't in conflict so often

2024-09-18 22:28:14 UTC

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that is so frustrating - I really wonder what the fuck is going on. I've never really run into that problem with my own code, but the fact that that's even possible is terrible

2024-09-18 22:19:58 UTC

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omg have they really been breaking compatibility within python 3.x? I had no idea that that was a problem - can you remember what kind of stuff they've been removing?

2024-09-18 18:31:02 UTC

#transhumanism #transtrans
https://media.tech.lgbt/media_attachments/files/113/159/962/983/258/008/original/a283ef573425f843.jpg

2024-09-16 19:45:31 UTC

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hm, to be honest I've never really needed to pipe one command into another in my "shell" (actually Python) scripts. usually when I pipe a command into another in bash, it's because I want to do some simple text filtering with something like grep
but now that you mention it, I'm not actually sure if there's a simple way to pipe output from one subprocess command into another in Python. there *probably* is? but I'm not sure how that would work

2024-09-16 19:26:00 UTC

shell scripts:<li>so many footguns</li><li>have to parse text with <code>sed</code> and <code>awk</code></li><li>read-only language</li><li>syntax that was outdated in the 90's</li><li>just why?</li>
python scripts:<li>easy to run command-line stuff with <code>subprocess.run</code></li><li>sane syntax</li><li>you'd have to actually try to make it unreadable</li><li>welcome to the 21st century</li>

2024-09-16 06:10:28 UTC

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in the same vein, this guy's transphobia goes hard
I am my own goddess and thus can create myself in my own image 🔥
#transhumanism #transtrans
https://media.tech.lgbt/media_attachments/files/113/145/726/259/622/967/original/334fd2ed856dc6d2.webp

2024-09-16 06:04:44 UTC

sign me the fuck up for whatever future this guy is afraid of
#transhumanism #transtrans
https://media.tech.lgbt/media_attachments/files/113/145/694/945/231/817/original/ce2ed717351dc110.webp

2024-09-14 22:18:18 UTC

#transhumanism
https://media.tech.lgbt/media_attachments/files/113/138/216/699/504/872/original/c1739ccc67f8b80f.webp

2024-09-13 19:34:57 UTC

I miss when UIs looked like this. everything you can interact with immediately jumps out at you because they're prioritizing visual clarity over aesthetics - and yet it *is* still strangely beautiful in its own way
https://media.tech.lgbt/media_attachments/files/113/131/910/008/849/424/original/9475d3c9712145a3.png

2024-09-10 05:14:29 UTC

this blew my fucking mind. all these years, and now I learn that you're not actually supposed to honk at all?
#ActuallyAutistic
https://media.tech.lgbt/media_attachments/files/113/111/542/347/259/564/original/73c07f852fae936f.jpg
https://media.tech.lgbt/media_attachments/files/113/111/542/985/075/910/original/949a88783ab6054a.jpg

2024-09-07 20:04:32 UTC

just learned something about #DentalHygiene today
when I was young, my literal autistic mind heard "don't swallow mouthwash" and "don't swallow toothpaste" and interpreted them as "these are toxic. do not swallow any amount of these, no matter how minuscule that amount is"
so I always rinsed my mouth out with water, after brushing my teeth or swishing mouthwash. that way there would be no toothpaste/mouthwash left in my mouth for me to eventually swallow
turns out, you're *supposed* to leave some of these in your mouth to mix with your saliva. you're supposed to spit *most* of them out, but leave whatever you can't spit out without the aid of water. the fluoride is ideally supposed to soak into your teeth for around 30 minutes (during which you shouldn't eat or drink) and this will amplify the benefits of the fluoride
and, I guess it's safe to eventually swallow the small amount of toothpaste/mouthwash that's left over after spitting?
#dental