Pawzy

Owner of gimmeloli
Only responds in matrix to instance related technical conversations or pointed inquiries. Not casual conversation or general horniness.

Old man and pedi extraordinaire
(AKA Pawsforjaws circa May 2022)
He/Him amab cis

**Obsessed with tiddies**
(If my entire pedi legacy is people knowing me as that admin guy that made his entire personality tits... I will have succeeded in life.)

Slightly cock averse

**! P A W Z Y !**

*ahem*
send nudes

Element (*MAIN*): (@) pawzy:gimmeloli.cc
GPG Public Key: https://gpg.gimmeloli.cc/

Public Key

npub1ullfhcjmrvk3kynkzums0agd7s4gua95xfxkz3jy7smjhn2m3ensl96cqc

NIP-05 Address

pawzy_at_gimmeloli.cc@momostr.pink

Profile Code

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Publishing to

relay.damus.io

nos.lol

Author Public Key

npub1ullfhcjmrvk3kynkzums0agd7s4gua95xfxkz3jy7smjhn2m3ensl96cqc

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Last Notes

2026-03-27 13:14:59 UTC

Nominate people to put at the top of gimmes explore "pinned users" list. Its literally just me myself and my ego for the past year+
Who are notable enough community members to warrant being at the top of the new users first follow list?

2026-03-23 08:33:35 UTC

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What lol
Idc if you switch but the reason is "block evasion"? :akko_giggle:

2026-03-21 12:32:39 UTC

Pick
https://gimmeloli.cc/files/f03aff19-afca-4540-bc8f-c2caa4b798de.webp

2026-03-16 10:39:07 UTC

As always, and to reiterate, you can enjoy whatever the fuck you want. Go out and shout how much you want to rape babies from the rooftops. Just CW it and don't post actual baby rape videos to my website.
As an aside, if you click on a CW and are upset by random text you saw behind it. Congratulations, now you know why it was content warning'd. Close it and move on. If you think it's breaks our rules, report it, then close it and move on.

2026-03-16 03:10:58 UTC

Actually hot take: you are genuinely larping as a biastophile if you are into CNC but not actual rape. It's like calling yourself a murderer because you "killed" someone in your school play.
An extension of this, CNC is not and never will be, by definition, rape.

2026-03-13 04:19:11 UTC

*not related to pedi at all*
I'm finally upgrading my home server, I was using an old HDD with literally 8 years of uptime as I got it second-hand from an enterprise. On one hand, I'm so ready for SSD IO speeds, on the other, holy shit my wallet hurts. Tell me why I had to buy this shit for double the market rate from a year ago, or don't because I already know and I'm just mad about it.

2026-03-12 05:40:18 UTC

Hm. Wonder where grumpy is nowadays. We never spoke but he was a notable figure years ago for me for whatever reason.
Same with that probably fed account Rags

2026-03-11 06:32:07 UTC

Seeing Twitter loli posters put "no report just block" in their bio as if that will work any better than showing a "are you over 18" attestation to a 14 year old

2026-03-06 11:52:13 UTC

To the people of ATF that come here expecting the lolicon experience.
A very large portion of us actually wanna fuck kids and not in the self hating greyzone way

2026-03-02 23:51:38 UTC

Turns out, sleeping for two hours a tiny bit earlier than normal is *not* a stand in replacement for a full night's rest. Uh, live laugh love I'm tired goodbye

2026-02-23 22:58:36 UTC

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I'd be an awful freelance dev. Does he just want a script that concatenates a whole bunch of specific text files in a specific order

2026-02-23 22:41:59 UTC

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Big text file in specific format that you can put into a compiler program that builds an instance based on the content of the text file

2026-02-23 22:39:48 UTC

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Okay so like you want two things?
1. Is the "instance configurer" where it basically just creates a file with different booleans/feature flags
2. Is a compiler that reads the output of 1. And builds a new instance from those booleans
I'm missing the "llm style" and raw text but I genuinely don't know where you were going with that

2026-02-23 22:36:00 UTC

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Ima need this in Crayola to even vaguely understand what you're trying to get at here

2026-02-23 03:40:50 UTC

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hadn't thought about that but yea. Probably just rapes your power bill though no?

2026-02-23 03:25:53 UTC

I can feel my English getting so significantly better. Like it was already pretty good, I had basically native by the time I was a teen because of my presence online and oversees family. But once I started actually sitting down and grinding my accent and taking college classes in pure English, it genuinely rocketed my domain specific vocab

2026-02-23 02:14:03 UTC

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its seperately hosted. They could take over my account and completely destroy the face of my instance overnight, but unless they have physical access to my server or personal computer, and are able to interrogate my ssh-key password out of me, it is effectively hardcoded.

2026-02-23 02:08:14 UTC

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As a reminder, my gpg key can be found at tos.gimmeloli.cc
just a public note restating a server announcement.

2026-02-23 02:06:57 UTC

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Hash: SHA512
A notice to Gimme and wider pediverse users.
It was brought to my and multiple other admins attention that an individual named Ryowolf (formerly leafus) claims to have been raided by law enforcement. Of which, two main services are affected directly in paws_onl and boykissers_com as they were hosted directly on their infrastructure.
Caught in the crossfire was cubsex and derivatives. However it is important to note that while cubsex is being taken down, it is for the personal safety of the administrator. To this point, no user data or information has been compromised on cubsex domains.
If you are in contact with leafus/ryowolf/pawinput, perform as much digital hygiene as you can. Any accounts or information given by those accounts is not to be trusted.
As of right now, the very claim that he is under investigation is in question, however we are informing the public due to the severity of the event itself. I would say that paw_onl and boykissers_com are compromised at the hardware level until proven otherwise. Cubsex and kin have been taken down by their admin for overarching safety, but is not compromised to the extent of the primary.
A note on software. Gimme and some other instances run on pawkey, an software priorly maintained by leafus. He has since moved on to pawkey-next. While I use this software, I do not have any connections to his git repository, and have actively scanned and maintained this software myself for multiple months. While it is still branded as such, this is effectively my fork of this software and is not, to my investigatory knowledge, connected to leafus.
If you have not already, I recommend learning how to verify signitures via gpg. This allows you and others that have procured my signing key a long time ago to verify that this message is signed with the key I have generated and maintained.
Signed 23.02.2026
- -Pawzy
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2026-02-22 22:06:43 UTC

I will likely *not* be opening chat.gimme for refugees. I set it up a while back and use it myself, but do not trust myself to maintain it properly for an influx of users.

2026-02-20 23:44:30 UTC

We should be teaching rapists not to rape smh. Would fix all problems. If they only knew if was bad then there would be no rape.
(/s)
G'night

2026-02-19 07:03:35 UTC

God don't ask me to explain my mess of a server setup at fuckass early in the morning
Shit was only barely coherent

2026-02-16 14:24:48 UTC

Ever think to yourself, "man, pedi would be so much betterer if I could only see posts I agreed with and be spoonfed an even stronger echo chamber..."
Well we did too! Now introducing Gimme My Feed™ where you are pushed content that is tailored just for you! Now instead of having to see those stinky life vent posts, you can just goon your mind away to our patented Gimme My Feed™ algorithm. Available now for 4.99 XMR for a limited time only.
(/j)

2026-02-11 06:08:30 UTC

Joins federated instance that literally has the instance description "catered toward MAPs/pedophiles"
Reports the most milktoast hornypost that doesn't feature a child in any way
Only comment is an argument starter that tries to say saying CP isn't evil is evil. (Paraphrased)
Begone.

2026-02-10 05:00:52 UTC

<small>In order to view this sensitive media, you must first verify your age and identity with the instance administration. Please contact @Pawzy and send a photographic copy of your, 1. Government issued ID, 2. Unobscured selfie, and 3. Exact longitude and latitude of your most common location. Your data will *not* be deleted and may be given to law enforcement or gay furry hackers upon request. </small>

2026-01-17 16:27:17 UTC

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I'm like 99.9% sure it's Japanese but vagueness for safety. Am I right

2026-01-17 16:18:05 UTC

@HimeJinx welcome in :gyate_youmu_smug:
Doesn't Hime mean princess in some language or do you just like the name Hime

2026-01-16 16:45:06 UTC

Alright. Saw a tiktok that I didn't really 'get' but am open to checking on.
Would you consider genital preference to be transphobic?

2026-01-12 02:43:41 UTC

Born to work on instance. Forced to work on arch

2026-01-10 02:37:29 UTC

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this is def a project I'd love to see in action, I've been curious about Gotosocial as a backend so may pick your brain at somepoint on the setup and backend structure

2026-01-09 22:25:00 UTC

Out of curiousity, if I were to take a comission for a website icon, similar to the current in usage and proportion, what might the standard rate be? I'm entirely out of touch with art comissions so if this isn't the right way to ask or its too variable to condense into one small-ish range lemme know.
Pretty much a branding replacement for below since I just ripped this off of Google a year ago while setting gimme up.
https://gimmeloli.cc/files/194a6a9c-69f2-4ec7-bfa8-0aa397dd87d9.png

2026-01-09 21:50:00 UTC

Timeline post reminded me about my thing. I have a barebones matrix server setup for gimmeloli, but at the moment it is not open to registration. I want to play with it some more before actually hosting this service because synapse is gross and I'm still playing with settings and other options.

2026-01-09 14:25:50 UTC

Me and my superior 2-3 notifs per day :vajra_smug:

2026-01-07 13:18:15 UTC

I'll just become boobot
https://gimmeloli.cc/files/b945a14e-eb63-4cf3-9393-9ee056eff7d8.gif

2026-01-07 07:15:18 UTC

Gimmeloli recently passed 100.000 notes, congrats. I imagine baise has about 2 million by now?

2026-01-07 06:15:16 UTC

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I still strongly hold to being unable to derive an 'ought' from an 'is'. You can say one viewpoint is more pragmatically viable, but that doesn't really prescribe a moral weight, at least not in a transcendental way. I think we stand on opposite sides of humes guillotine.
Sure things may "work better" but that not does say I 'ought' to care unless optimal efficiency is some cosmic requirement.

2026-01-07 05:59:24 UTC

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yea sure. I'm not saying you can't take a stance, be that based on your own inner judgement or empathy or whatever. I'm just saying that there is no objective, unmoving standard that makes your stance true or false.

2026-01-07 05:52:26 UTC

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I'm still very much centered on nihilism. Morality itself is purely artifical as I see it. I generally play nice and socially acceptable (within this place at least) because I get a sense of self achivement and satisfaction from this social dynamic. But many things that some would consider terrible or immoral like genuine IRL rape, I have no declaration of good or bad to give. I simply don't think that label matters on any high level than "ew rape" morally. Society I can see the logical reasoning behind banning it, but not a moral one.

2026-01-07 05:37:38 UTC

Just to pull up some shit that I used to talk about in the past but haven't talked to new users about is my general stance on things.
I am a terrible, sadistic piece of human garbage by most moral frameworks and am NOT the image of someone the pedophile community would ever think of siding with to gain real acceptance. Given the logistic/ pragmatic capability, I would not only advocate for pedophilia, but also zoophilia, biastophilia, coprophilia, etc etc etc. Raping babies to death IRL is totally fine in my ideological framework, but I don't advocate for it because it wouldn't be a realistic thing to advocate for in the real world.
I am fully aware that most people (even myself) hold to a moral framework internally even if they don't believe they have one because it is intrinsically part of being human that you follow your own set of moral guidelines, however I think it is just that, your own INTERNALLY defined morality that you follow. Everything else is sanctioned not on moral grounds, but on societally advantageous grounds. Society collectively abhors rape because of the group propagated ideal and possible consequences of widespread action of that "abberant" behavior.
When it comes to morality, I refuse to abide by "might makes right" type ideologies where others collectively agree that the commonly shared moral value is the correct one and that all should follow it.
Therefore I follow a moral framework that is entirely self aggrandizing, and self satisfactory. In a world where I could get away with it, I would love to do everything in my power to satisfy my own whims. That is why I called myself a piece of shit at the beginning of this. I'm here because Im selfish and enjoy this place generally. It meets my social needs fairly well. But I'm not here to champion or further a cause any more than what serves my own interest.
To that degree, I understand if you don't like that position and I realise that you may think in your own interest to distance yourself from the selfish dirtbag that wants to snuff babies. I respect your decision to interact however you see fit and have no desire to push my ideology onto you.

2026-01-07 05:23:55 UTC

Pedophiles? Sounds like more of a biastozoo instance to me yknow
#note1cl5…79wc

2026-01-07 05:11:26 UTC

Ethics discussion? On my timeline? The horror

2026-01-07 05:07:58 UTC

Moin. One thing I hate about myself is I watch a play through of a story game, then even if I don't finished it or see all the endings, I will convince myself that I've seen enough of it that it's not worth buying anymore.
I've done this with slay the princess most recently. The game looks incredibly good/deep/well designed but I don't know how many of the ending I haven't actually seen.

2026-01-04 23:07:57 UTC

The concept of relapsing back into pedophilia is just annoying. Like anything along the lines of "I had post nut clarity and wiped my accounts, can you give me another one? I'm relapsing!" immediately makes me fed-up with your shit

2026-01-04 23:05:28 UTC

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I... Also forgot that happened? Where was that? LN, manga, anime?

2026-01-04 22:50:03 UTC

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Y'know that's fair, fair. For some reason she never occupied that space in my head but I can definitely see how she would fit that archetype. Just a different presentation that the generic version

2026-01-04 17:16:45 UTC

Wait maybe I'm just blind but would albedo be categorized as a yandere
#note1fe0…xnsh

2025-12-28 22:38:29 UTC

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unless someone has published a premade bot that you can just configure (which is fairly likely, I just haven't found one), I'd just have to build one. Then I can send it to you to host or I could.

2025-12-28 22:26:37 UTC

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probably, I'm not familiar with the original bot though so I'd need some config things

2025-12-28 21:58:45 UTC

Boobot got caught in the crossfire of maintenance and will not return unless revived. (I let the server hosting it expire and didn't save a local copy of the setup)
Rest in peace boobot

2025-12-28 21:24:22 UTC

Woopsie, configuration error. Uploads should work betterer now :akko_derp:

2025-10-19 17:59:41 UTC

Release the Epstein files. Not just flight logs, all of them, I want to see what they were really getting up to there... I'll sit through all of those sweed kiddie videos... For... For justice of course, yes justice

2025-08-11 02:46:59 UTC

"Wow I finally built a decent looking, fast loading website. I'll just push to github and that's that!"
"Ooh actually, I wonder how it looks on mobile..."
*the biggest pile of steaming ratshit I've ever laid my eyes upon flashes onto my screen*
Oh yeah. Mobile design features are kinda important.
$[blur as if I didn't learn my lesson from my current, unfixed, tos page mobile layout]

2025-07-29 06:08:53 UTC

I added feature so that if you type your password it auto censors. Watch "•••••••••••••••••••"
$[blur it only automatically censors it if you censor it yourself tho]

2025-07-29 06:05:39 UTC

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I have long since handed off the responsibility of emoji operations to another. One of these days I'll have some hyper productive fixation on instance management and organise them myself. Till that day... Suffer.

2025-07-26 18:57:12 UTC

It also intrigues me how two sides/groups can look at the exact same screenshots and be so opinionated or confident that their interpretation is correct that they are willing to bicker endlessly about, not just that they are correct, but also the side that doesn't view it like they do is wrong and are terrible people.
Maybe I'm just too milktoast to take a side, *despite my various prior statements that I would take a side more often*, but this drama is spawned on a couple discord messages and a long time feud of existing bad blood. I don't care to partake.

2025-06-27 08:03:56 UTC

ULith SHUT TF UP

2025-06-27 07:59:51 UTC

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no that ones real

2025-06-27 07:53:01 UTC

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shave off 6 years like damn

2025-06-27 07:51:10 UTC

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IM NOT THAT OLD

2025-06-27 07:49:46 UTC

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Im ashamed

2025-06-27 07:47:16 UTC

He brings up an interesting point here actually, though not specifically what he was getting at i think. One shitty part about being an admin/moderator is that blocking is a bit of a privalage you dont have access to without opening up huge blindspots. You dont get to curate your feed as much since seeing all of the posts that come through is kinda the point of being the line of defense of the instance.
#note1nla…lt83

2025-06-27 07:40:43 UTC

This is the most actively involved ive been with community interaction in months. I give it 2 days

2025-06-27 07:34:51 UTC

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experienced uliths rejection one too many times and decided to create a sharkey instance out of spite

2025-06-27 07:32:17 UTC

gimmeloli canonically built because my rape.pet account got rejected

2025-06-27 07:29:59 UTC

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They have decent porn. The words are superfluous

2025-06-27 07:16:56 UTC

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perfect opportunity to remind ulith of my marriage proposal

2025-06-27 07:15:59 UTC

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I even let it slide without comment, ulith is not so merciful

2025-06-27 07:09:53 UTC

my ethical system is the best because i value the foundations of my ethical system more than everyone elses. I can make a bunch of bullshit reasons to explain why so you should just believe me that im better than you cause i just feel right

2025-06-27 05:56:44 UTC

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could always set up a bot that retrieves accounts with the {approved: false} flag, if != 0 webhook to a notification service or something. itll like dm you on discord everytime you have someone in queue if you set it up like that

2025-06-27 03:45:36 UTC

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initial scare was TOS, second scare was a personalized fyuck you /lh

2025-06-27 03:40:25 UTC

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wouldnt you like to know weather boy

2025-02-19 05:50:43 UTC

And to bounce off of this, I still have no intention to ban non-nude from the timeline or anything. I have it restricted from local posts because I *personally* don't want to play the, "is this too much, is this okay" bullshit game and moderate it. You can jack off to whatever you want as long as I'm not implicated by having to give it a home. I'm not going to police what you see inside the house, but while you're here please don't shit on the furniture.
#note1pn3…yjak

2025-02-19 05:36:48 UTC

Non-nude for me is like that annoying cousin you see at family gatherings. I'm obligated to tolerate you but I'm not happy bout it.
$[blur its enjoyable to see when I want it, but everytime I see it on my clearnet instance I cringe. Plus it doesn't get me horny so its harder to ignore :aurashrug:]