:: Asta ::

https://fire.asta.lgbt/@aud

Gaaaaaaay transfemme STEM kid; scientist by training, burned out?/former? PhD candidate in chemistry. Molecular dynamics, Photography, supercomputing, you tell me. Anti-capitalist.

Fuck AI, fuck corporations, fuck the empire

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#photography #supercomputing

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GitHub: can get wrecked
Drag Name One: Sir Anthony Slopkins
Drag Name Two: Duke Swellington

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2026-04-24 18:17:20 UTC

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I don't know how to feel about being a person who owns a label maker.

2026-03-22 07:30:32 UTC

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I hope he has a heart attack and dies.

2026-03-18 22:28:28 UTC

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on the other hand, never a better time to greenfield the entire field of computing
just fucking NIH the whole damn stack
/s sorta

2026-03-18 22:27:05 UTC

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I haven't had the time or mental fortitude to construct a diplomatic reply that might encourage them to consider the ethical side that isn't just me ranting but if anyone wants to politely and gently nudge them towards considering the ethical drawbacks and license implications...

2026-03-18 22:24:41 UTC

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I did get a response on whether Helix has a policy re: LLM usage or not
https://github.com/helix-editor/helix/discussions/15408
I wouldn't call it encouraging because I don't agree that it's useful (nevermind ethical) but I wouldn't call it _discouraging_, either, because they're clearly aware that it can produce a lot of unhelpful, time wasting crap.

2026-03-18 22:18:43 UTC

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fuck it man, gonna make my own vim out of vendored copies of readline and ncurses

2026-03-18 22:14:08 UTC

oil capital can't help but pollute open source, huh. Gotta get those oily fingers into every fucking open source project, twould seem.

2026-03-18 00:23:25 UTC

fuck the US for what we're doing to Cuba

2026-03-13 18:40:50 UTC

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but seriously: companies should be forced to unlock hardware after they drop support. Stop making guaranteed e-waste. At _least_ let people clean up your junk and re-use it.

2026-03-13 18:38:49 UTC

the only Apple related news I wanna hear is (I'm not _mad_ to hear about a new entry level macbook, admittedly):
1. "Liquid Glass is gone, forever"
2. "We are allowing alternate app stores and so-called sideloading regardless of jurisdiction!"
3. "We're unlocking bootloaders for older iOS/iPadOS devices"
4. "PC-style mobo/CPU combinations are available for Apple Silicon"
these would be great

2026-03-12 03:11:14 UTC

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what you _need_ is an exorcist, I think

2026-03-06 00:55:04 UTC

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ah, and I took the time to block the "Claude" user, and lo and behold, contributions
of course, that's _also_ in the main pyright fork. jesus christ.

2026-03-06 00:52:13 UTC

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wow, they're really committed to not removing a totally made up deprecation warning. Even when someone points out that the solution they suggest (disabling typing deprecations) disables ACTUAL TRUE deprecation warnings, they're like, we don't care, go install ruff
what in the fuck is even _happening_ in software anymore. What the hell. You're just making it up and it's your opinion, which, whatever, but... I'm just not gonna use this shit.

2026-03-06 00:48:38 UTC

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I do not run a language server so that I can have your fucking opinion on what the language is

2026-03-06 00:48:19 UTC

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I don't like pyright anyway but come on, if it isn't deprecated, don't fucking mark it as deprecated!

2026-03-06 00:47:42 UTC

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oh for fuck's sake
https://github.com/DetachHead/basedpyright/issues/734#issuecomment-2389760221
> the decision to mark these as deprecated came from pyright
fine
> and while the word "deprecated" isn't used in the docs, they do recommend using the new syntax over the old syntax so i believe they should be treated as deprecated.
ARGH

2026-03-06 00:46:02 UTC

"basedPyright" as a name isn't giving me positive vibes, and the fact that it is claiming `Optional` is _deprecated_ in Python3.10 when I can find nothing claiming the sort is giving even worse vibes.

2026-03-05 03:41:10 UTC

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There's gonna be some "fuck the orphans" bill where it turns out the federal government funded an orphanage and they're gonna defund it to send bombs to Iran, just you fucking watch
Wherever that money is coming from, it won't be from shitty oligarchs or the brownshirts

2026-03-05 03:39:56 UTC

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"oh but we might need to fund the military to defend the nation" YEAH WELL MAYBE YOU SHOULD PULL SOME MONEY FROM ICE TO SEND TO UKRAINE IF THAT'S THE PROBLEM
OR PULL SOME MONEY FROM ICE FOR DISASTER RELIEF
YOU QUISLING FUCKS
ACTIONS HAVE CONSEQUENCES. JUST SHUT THE FUCKING WAR DOWN WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU

2026-03-05 03:38:59 UTC

right, so, currently our taxes pay for... let's see: ethnic cleansing HERE, ethnic cleansing THERE...
You know Schumer is gonna give Trump all the money he wants to help bomb Iran for Israel
What the FUCK is the point of us paying taxes? We don't get healthcare, we don't get disaster relief, we just get spied on, harassed, killed, tear gassed, beaten up
all so a bunch of fucking two bit criminals can ride around on luxury jets and kill every single type of brown person that fucking exists?!
fuck this whole place. I'm so sick of paying for the death of innocents. Fuck anyone, ANYONE, who continues this fucking war in Iran for even a single second longer than necessary.

2026-02-20 22:36:28 UTC

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I can feel em flaring up white hot with rage
graaaaah
the same people that hated me as a kid and controlled the stupid fucking state of utah are now the same types of assholes who control the fucking federal government. I hate this country, I hate LLMs, I hate all these fucking pedophiles in charge and their tech tools.

2026-02-20 22:33:23 UTC

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the current speaker of the house keeps tab on how often his son fucking _masturbates_
fuck off with "purity culture" to refer to people who are trying to keep culture alive... while many of the same people are also castigated by the actual purity culture fuckers for "sexual deviancy".

2026-02-20 22:32:03 UTC

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also: imagine, if you will, using the term "purity culture" to refer to people (including many LGBTQ people) taking a stand against one of the major tools of christofascists
ffs

2026-02-20 22:30:13 UTC

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it would be really nice if highly visible people quit it with the, "you know, you gotta hand it to the nazis on this one..."

2026-02-20 22:25:39 UTC

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guessing I missed something Doctorow said... and it sounds like I'm glad I did, because I like that my eyes have not currently rage melted out of my skull.

2026-02-17 20:06:59 UTC

Kept wondering what was up with my mood, and I realized that I think hearing news about Western Digital having all their supply for the next year bought up has kicked me off into the despair stage of grieving... which made me realize I am grieving something. And that today I am feeling an infinite, unyielding disgust for "the tech industry" that keeps threatening to become anger.
I am grieving, at least in part, that they are attempting to take the tools of independent labor away from us. That they are burning the books and buying out all the shelves, all the wood to build shelves, all the paper, all the pens...

2026-02-11 22:25:49 UTC

"corrupted artifact" in folklore: cool, daemonic, involves souls in a classic 'falling from grace' story, great and terrible power
"corrupted artifact in tech: just some lousy busted zip file

2026-02-09 20:32:44 UTC

Anyone have any recommendations for a queer/trans friendly kendo or fencing club in Portland, OR? I'm interested in doing either (or, with infinite time, _both_) and now that I have more mobility, I can probably actually even get to one! Recommendations appreciated!
#kendo #fencing #portland #portlandKendo #portlandFencing

2026-02-05 21:34:49 UTC

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rather fitting with their authoritarian worldview that they thought all they had to do to be seen as "right" is to "win", frankly...

2026-02-05 02:02:14 UTC

uggghhhhhhh can anyone help me identify some random ass song? I thought it was maybe from a _Star Ocean_ game (a series I hadn't played) but I really can't remember and I don't think it's that.
The intro to the song has a sequence with bells, and the entire thing has a very... darkness of ancient space about it, with synths. I think it was from a game from the late 90s or early 00s, likely PS2 or Dreamcast. Pretty sure it was an RPG? Someone gave me an MP3 of it ages ago.
Anyway, here's me singing a little snippet of the tune. If that sounds at all familiar... I feel like maybe the song had the word "gate" in it, or maybe the game did? I really don't know.
boosting appreciated!
#nameThatTune #videoGameMusic #ps2 #dreamCast
https://sharkey-data.sjc1.vultrobjects.com/3b892db5-5ca7-483e-99bd-f158387c9fc4.mp3

2026-01-30 18:50:53 UTC

With all the recently unemployed people in tech nowadays (3+ years of rolling layoffs), I wonder if there's enough available skill and drive to form local co-ops dedicated to getting their city/state/county off of Microsoft/Google/AWS tech stacks and onto something open and non-corporate?
It'd almost certainly be cheaper than what the city/state/county are paying now and would _actually_ boost local employment.

2026-01-23 21:10:11 UTC

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If you know someone working at Palantir, shame them. Disinvite them from stuff. Don't deliver their groceries, don't let them into your book club, refuse them service, don't wish them happy birthday. Boycott them from everything.

2026-01-23 21:07:33 UTC

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People hiding in their homes or those dying in ICE custody can't wait until mid-terms for action... and that action can't be "oh, we'll train them more"
They're being trained to do exactly what the federal government wants them to do. Anyone selling "more training" needs to be forced out of government.

2026-01-23 21:05:21 UTC

doing what I can to strike here from Portland, today. Fucking solidarity for everyone else doing the same, particularly in Minnesota. Everything I'm seeing is inspiring as hell.
We need to abolish ICE, now. We need to forcibly reform the DNC into a goddamn opposition party. We need a general strike and if it's gonna happen, today is surely the first step.
Any politician who doesn't swear on something sacred to them that they'll work hard to abolish ICE, eliminate the oligarchy, denazify the US and deconstruct the carceral state can get _fucked_.

2026-01-17 06:55:39 UTC

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I want a Software Engineering Guild and the first thing we do (after making all the Big Tech firms pay everyone a decent wage, stop doing the fucking fascist warmongering shit, and stopping this fire to hire pipeline shit) is make it an _actual bloody engineering_ discipline.
Like I don't need you to have gone to college but you are _sure as fuck_ going to conform to ethics and responsibility over your code. In return, you have the power of labor and collective bargaining _regardless_ of what company you work for.

2026-01-14 03:33:35 UTC

Mark Warner can shove his "highlighting training issues" up his ass.

2026-01-11 08:12:28 UTC

xAI/Grok had a bunch of illegal generators in Atlanta... plus, now it means it's a facility that generates CSAM. Is the city of Atlanta one that might be persuaded to _shut it down_ with enough pressure? I can't imagine there aren't local laws against the polluting CSAM factory ffs.
Given that Atlanta is where cop city is, it doesn't fill me with a lot of hope, but...

2026-01-09 03:12:09 UTC

I just, like, how much more fucking cartoonishly villainous can you be? "The nazi salute giving half-trillionaire who cut aid programs for the poor runs a child porn site that is powered by poisoning a Black neighborhood"

2025-12-28 02:44:27 UTC

Why did I walk into the kitchen?

2025-10-30 15:54:07 UTC

AI boosters, AKA the sloparazzi,

2025-10-24 21:45:19 UTC

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"at least they paid you for your time" yes, but did they pay me for the _insult_

2025-10-24 21:44:51 UTC

looking at the epstein ballroom that Microsoft "donated" money to and thinking back on how they used to get salty at me, a lone engineer, when I took too long to do my annual "compliance" training which involved watching a video and taking a quiz about how it's wrong and against company policy to bribe public officials for preferential treatment in business.

2025-10-21 03:00:32 UTC

Bit of a cold take here, but if a journal can afford to pay for “AI generated summaries” of papers (papers that literally have a painstakingly crafted abstract) then that journal charges too fucking much*
* they all do. parasites.

2025-10-20 20:18:45 UTC

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i wonder if that means we’re going to see out of state national guard, or just Oregon?

2025-10-10 00:18:37 UTC

parallelize your code _THE EASY WAY_!
Mutexes, the GIL, semaphores? What's THAT mean? Who knows! Who cares! You got 12 cores? MAKE EM SPIN BABY
_just fork your process_
_just fork your process 12 times!_
you will not regret simply forking your process 12 times
BAM, look at that hardware go!

2025-10-09 20:23:09 UTC

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"oh no, they got the punctuation all wrong again... here."
"We take your privacy? Seriously!"

2025-10-09 08:36:45 UTC

ICE raids are not "increased immigration enforcement actions" or whatever. Stop using that term. No habeas corpus? No warrants? Extradition to prisons (at best) in extremely authoritarian countries? Kidnapping children? Separating families? ICE agents pumping lead into people they don't like? Pointing guns in the face of anyone filming them?
That's a goddamn authoritarian crackdown. That's oppression. That's how an ethnic cleansing gets started. And they're not even fucking hiding it.

2025-09-30 16:24:17 UTC

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ahhhhh, yeah. I'm not surprised to hear that; I mean, when you look at the cell phone situation... the support matrix for postmarketos is really great when you consider that basically it all had to be done by hand because there's just so many driver related shenanigans there. Not surprised to hear it's the same story on a lot of these small form factor ARM offerings...

2025-09-30 16:02:33 UTC

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ah, hm. Is that a common issue with the Radxa offerings?
EDIT: oh, or did you just mean the space _in general_? That there's a lot of 'offerings', I mean.

2025-09-30 15:51:44 UTC

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Yeah; I was actually only going to use the full fat raspi 4 because... well, I had it. I did want _some_ compute capability, potentially.
I like a lot of the Radxa offerings I saw and my head immediately was like, OH THE THINGS I COULD DO. I can't believe how this field has just... exploded, basically. There are so many freaking choices nowadays!

2025-09-29 07:30:33 UTC

I guess that raspberry pi 4B really did kick the bucket. No sign of life.
welp
Any recommendations for a tiny device w/ USB and Linux installable that isn't made by the cop lickers at raspi?

2025-09-28 05:27:01 UTC

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has there been any photograph or video potentially showing any identifying information re: what military or armed force it might belong to?

2025-09-26 21:24:50 UTC

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and of course, neither of those guys has faced actual consequences for their bullshit. They are both still employed by... whatever it is they do.
Meanwhile, anyone who was BIPOC or LGBTQ and of a somewhat higher profile that even vaguely gestured towards charlie kirk's death without publicly sobbing and wailing in grief was fired.

2025-09-25 02:44:34 UTC

look I try not to indulge in conspiratorial thinking, because that's a never ending rabbit hole
but Kesh Patel is a really fucking bad FBI director, in that the other FBI directors were better at lying when it suited them. And like, so: someone is sniping at an ICE facility, allegedly because they are "anti-ICE", and yet somehow they only hit and kill... the detainees? like. they had the element of surprise and enough time to kill two people and injure a third and yet somehow... no guard was harmed? What happened there, exactly? The people the administration illegally kidnapped and held without trial jumped in front of the bullets to save the fucking J6 and Proudboys who ripped them out of their fucking cars? Aren't the ICE people in some sort of uniform? Isn't there, you know. A TELL?
I just think Kesh Patel is full of shit, and given his track record on blaming "the left" for shootings, well.

2025-09-11 03:50:24 UTC

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yeah… I feel like “Democrats lining up to condemn the killing of a man who repeatedly called for democrats, immigrants, and LGBTQ people to be killed” is really such a perfect encapsulation of what’s wrong with the democratic ‘leadership’ right now.
The guy’s entire career was political violence. He made money off of political violence. Cripes.

2025-08-26 17:11:05 UTC

You cannot separate Newsom from his embrace of anti-trans politics. You cannot trust Newsom to "fight against Trump" and pretend that it's a totally separate thing that he's courting nazis and bigots on his podcast.
He's not "fighting against Trump", he's fighting for _himself_. He's attempting to suck all the oxygen out of the room and build himself a little rah rah base. He's made it clear he doesn't think people with houses or trans people are worthy of respect and defense; _why_ do you think that his saber rattling against Trump is going to end well for you?
This is the, "I judge a dating partner by how well they treat the waitstaff" litmus test. Just because he's making a big show of going against Trump does not mean he's here for you; he is embracing fascist talking points. He might end up "being better" in that maybe he harms fewer people but WE CAN DO BETTER.
Newsom's anti-trans shit isn't something you can set aside; it's a marker of who he is and what his strategy is. It's a ploy for power.
A lot of people who voted for Trump came up with reasons like "oh he supports the farm bill" "oh he'll lower my taxes" and just ignored all the racism and fascism and _look how well that turned out_. You set it aside at your own peril.

2025-08-21 17:25:40 UTC

looks like the hastily applied paint job on the technology that literally does not work like that is starting to fall off, so a quick reminder: if/when employers come hiring again, _unionize_
they've already played their hand that they'll replace you with the _idea_ of competence. Just because they're forced to come back and hire again doesn't mean you should trust them. Organize, if you can. They lied to you once, they'll lie to you again.

2025-07-31 19:56:03 UTC

us politics right now are like
republicans: building concentration camps, dismantling any remnants of the state that might be used for the public good, re-codifying a deeply bigoted hierarchy, cementing a dictatorship in place, destroying access to information and the world outside of the US in general
democrats: "so here's why I agree with republicans on why a single trans woman tying for fifth place in a swimming contest is something we all need to talk about"
fuuuuuuck you

2025-07-21 17:01:33 UTC

I hope the Next Big Thing in technology is naps, so that we just start shoving naps into everything, absolutely everything.

2025-07-12 21:39:02 UTC

One Nifty Tip To Save Water This Summer: _destroy all data centers_
just smash the shit out of them
fuck em up good

2025-06-27 19:29:08 UTC

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but like, for real, ignoring the weird sexual undertones of this (which, to be clear, as a society we absolutely should _not_ be ignoring the weird sexual undertones of a rapist leader's official communication channels and staff embracing calling him "daddy"), the whole "father of the country" is some pretty typical authoritarian patriarchy garbage, isn't it?
so wow, no, typical authoritarianism not weird enough, they have to add that extra sexual element, fucking christ.

2025-06-27 19:27:17 UTC

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that actually surprised me! I don't know why or how at this point but

2025-06-27 19:27:00 UTC

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what the ever fuckening fuck

2025-06-27 00:00:17 UTC

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I was thinking about this the other day, in the context of Turtlehead's comments to "get over it" re: people losing health care, and...
you know, I personally want Mitch McConnell to lose his healthcare, choke on a pretzel, then die because the lyft he had to take to get to the hospital couldn't keep him alive and he was unable to take an ambulance, because, you know, no healthcare
but I don't think we should build a system where my intense hatred of that asshole is a fundamental part of the system. I don't think we should just allow people to be denied healthcare because they're "wrong" or "bad" or "not valuable enough". When I say healthcare for all, I really mean it. No matter how much I wish that rotten slab of ham would fuck off and die in an extremely appropriate fashion, I still think _people deserve healthcare_
But also, critically, my reason for wanting him to just fucking die already is because he is responsible for killing _a lot_ of people already and REALLY needs to just fuck off already. Whereas he just thinks I should die because I'm gay.

2025-06-17 23:54:11 UTC

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does he think "non-profit" means people aren't paid? because it seems like he thinks developers aren't paid in non-profits. is this part of his "better insight" than the president of the company?

2025-06-16 18:23:27 UTC

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Ah, sounds like a rack enclosure is the ideal way to do it then? The particular stuff to the gills server isn't in a rack, but so long as there's a SAS hookup I can plug in, there's plenty of headroom and I don't mind having a rack connected to a tower.
I wonder if that's why I haven't found any decent options anywhere: I've been looking for non-rack enclosures...

2025-06-16 17:54:22 UTC

Any recommendations for decent used external SAS units? I have literally filled my tower with drives and need _moar_ space. Something used I can get on the cheap is great, something new that isn't awful is also fine. I need to ideally reclaim some space in the unit, for that matter... I can get creative, but in doing so I'll be in "these aren't spots where hard drives were meant to go" territory.
4 to 8 is ideal, I'll never complain about larger.
#SASDrives #RAID #ZFS #NAS #techPosting #techRecommendations

2025-06-12 18:15:26 UTC

object oriented programming: there are 50 classes. they all have some overlap in their venn diagram. some of the overlap is in a third or fourth dimension that cannot be graphed with human brains. your eyes register nothing but a hideous, writhing mass when you try.

2025-06-04 23:04:52 UTC

welcome to pytest, where "XFAIL" means "eXpected to FAIL" and "XPASS" means "uneXpectedly PASSing"
great
thanks
love it

2025-06-04 17:35:51 UTC

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chiming in because I am interested in both A, the answer, and B, whether I am remembering correctly that the Trump admin demanded NOAA people stop talking with groups in other countries (and hoping someone can confirm or correct)

2025-05-21 06:51:36 UTC

ah yes, the female and hemale of the species

2025-05-13 00:51:18 UTC

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you feel your skin crawling when you see Newsom? That's because your skin instinctively knows he'd harvest it right off your bones for a rich stew.

2025-05-13 00:44:15 UTC

recall newsom into the void from whence he slithered
(with apologies to the void)

2025-05-07 22:20:49 UTC

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(future note for journalists: cribbing dystopian ideals from writers who meant them as a warning isn't a "vision", it's "not worth talking about").

2025-05-07 22:19:00 UTC

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in true Zuckerberg fashion, didn't he just blatantly steal this "vision" from Sam Altman, who came up with the idea after thinking, "how do I encyst myself in society in such a way as to get ALL the money?" for five seconds?

2025-05-02 08:02:15 UTC

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SAME. In my case I was just trying to make it so my phone could airplay, but...
Recent fun with the ghost of pulseaudio (pretty sure it's PA's fault since the network code is loading up the pulseaudio stuff, I think): I noticed that everytime I change the volume on a _different_ audio device, the network audio... blips and skips. Almost as if it's somehow querying those network devices or something... despite not needing to.
blehhhhhh

2025-05-02 07:42:13 UTC

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I can't tell if I like pipewire because my experience with it is good or if it's just good compared to fucking pulseaudio
goddddd pulseaudio

2025-05-01 00:36:07 UTC

me, writing code comments:
# NOTE:astatide: Dearest,
# here is where must perform an assertion, as it is expected that a value is here by this point. However, should this not be the case, trust that the error and fault lie solely with me, not you.
# Society demands I ensure an exception is raised here; and though I am aware of the impropriety of all, I am nonetheless bound to its dictums. Worry not; as sure as the error will be raised, I will dispatch myself, and with great haste, resolve my mistake. Know that I am thinking of you, always pyright: ignore

2025-04-25 21:21:52 UTC

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NO KINGS BUT DRAG KINGS

2025-04-25 00:29:41 UTC

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I’m pretty sure the lesson people were supposed to take from the whole King Solomon baby thing is to _not_ “compromise” by cutting the baby in half, but, uh, it seems some people came away with a… somewhat different view.

2025-04-21 22:42:59 UTC

god, google has gotten _so bad_ about if you're trying to find like, I dunno, something about a "product" that might exist
just fucking screaming links and garbage at you

2025-04-14 05:05:51 UTC

Oh good, nazi fucks have my instance. I'll fuck your face with a rusty pipe with nails jammed in it, dipshits.

2025-04-08 21:18:55 UTC

Kill the Google in your head

2025-04-05 08:41:21 UTC

In Cyberpunk 2077, you can 'hack' basically any monitor or TV by looking at it and using the 'distract enemies' hack where it glitches out for a bit
and I just really, really, really wish I could do that in real life because I would shut every single ad I ever have to see down immediately.

2025-03-28 22:47:32 UTC

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I actually ended up finding a list of their names! CBS news published it last week: https://www.cbsnews.com/amp/news/venezuelans-deported-el-salvador-names/
But yes, the whole thing was clearly racist, fascist garbage: “how many brown people can we imprison via extraordinary rendition and without habeas corpus and get away with it?”

2025-03-28 21:23:39 UTC

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do we know their names? Have you found or seen anything about the people… we did this to??

2025-03-28 04:37:05 UTC

Hi! If you have a link to an article about someone that has been kidnapped or otherwise imprisoned without trial, regardless of circumstances, would you mind dropping it here? I would like to start keeping track of who we know has been taken and when.
Thank you! Boosts VERY much appreciated. Even if you can only remember a name without a video or article about them, that’s appreciated!
EDIT: a hashtag would be super useful for this kind of stuff too, I think. Any ideas? #USDisappearance? #YouShouldHaveTheBody? Anything really 😅
EDIT: #NoDueProcess

2025-03-27 10:34:24 UTC

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wait, they _blocked_ you?

2025-03-19 17:26:57 UTC

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“Why would you want to do that, Audrey?” well, couple reasons that it might be interesting (but probably not worth it and complicated as fuck):
1. Reverse engineering of proprietary stacks? Not sure how possible or relevant/useful this would be
2. Shit like QEMU VirGL? If you could emulate a device to pass through, in theory you could install the normal compute and driver stack but handle it however you want on the host side?
3. Opening up usage of CUDA on non-CUDA devices?
4. Curiosity
No idea how realistic any of that is and whether it’s worth it, but it might be interesting to see if anything exists out there. And if it did allow more flexibility in running software with hardware options, that would be neat.

2025-03-19 17:20:42 UTC

video card emulators: are those a thing? I wonder if anyone has tried to emulate an NVIDIA card…

2025-03-13 02:12:55 UTC

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I made a zero context/explanation post about ChatGPT being fascist shit the other week and I stand by it.
I am sure I will eventually expand on that point in a more… verbose manner. But it is a propaganda tool that can be pressed into service as what they think a simulacrum should be, all without a human being. It does nothing efficiently or well, but when your purpose is simply “get rid of others”… well.

2025-02-16 11:14:28 UTC

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this is also a good time to mention that the people inside these companies pointed it out, too (often to the detriment of their careers).
I mention this so that when these companies eventually shift gears and pretend they didn’t know, well…

2025-02-12 22:58:20 UTC

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and like! Even if it wasn’t an international body of water! A company does not have to follow an EO, especially one about names, I would think? It’s literally not a law. I am not a lawyer, but I’m trying really hard to think of any scenario where a private entity can be ordered to change how they talk about something.
I feel like I see this “an EO said this so it has to happen” as a way to grant more power to the executive branch than it actually has (and bypass the other two bodies). I don’t know whether renaming a piece of geography normally requires a law written by congress (is that normally within the power of the executive branch?) but under no circumstances could forcing a citizen to call it by the new name be in line with the first amendment.
I think that I would really like a primer on what an EO can _actually_ do; I imagine it can be used to modify and order things under the purview or control of the executive branch and no more. Hell, even the EOs to withdraw funding doled out by departments under the executive branch are illegal, apparently, because he cannot decide whether or not to spend the money congress said he must spend.
I feel so weird trying to understand the specifics of constitutional law at the 11th hour here but for ffs, these fucking “they HAVE to follow it!” takes are… I have a hard time assuming they’re saying it in good faith.

2025-01-28 23:04:20 UTC

I went for a stupid jog, started feeling better, then came back to this shit. Now I get to know that the suicide rate for trans kids is going to climb through the fucking roof
Do you know how goddamn miserable my childhood was and how much I've wanted no one to ever have to go through that shit again?
but now I also get to wonder how far this will go:
> agencies shall rescind or amend all policies that rely on WPATH guidance, including WPATH’s “Standards of Care Version 8”; and
will that impact us all? When's the EO for non passing people like myself coming, banning hormones? Aren't private insurers just a fucking markup on medicare in terms of setting their pricings anyway? they don't give a fuck about us either.
I fucking yelled "FUCK YOU" and started crying and I don't even know what the fuck to do
what will I be, next monday?

2025-01-28 04:51:12 UTC

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hm, now I'm wondering if any AP server supports a terminal client frontend. or even just lynx.

2025-01-27 20:54:42 UTC

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I want to scream. All the damage done, all the damage still to come, and all the fallout that will hit the people that can bear it the least. All this was _called_. They knew! The whole time. They knew it was all garbage that didn't work, that didn't do it very well, that didn't need all this. They fired everyone who told them!
And when the layoffs come, they won't hit the C suites that pushed this garbage. And if any 'value' is lost, it's the public that will pay to make them whole again. And it makes me sick. All the human suffering that went into those stupid fucking models and all the misery that will accompany the 'layoffs' and the 'downsizing' and the e-waste, wasted water, wasted carbon...

2025-01-21 02:56:21 UTC

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They prosecuted the brownshirts and didn't even try and touch the fucking corruption in the senate and house that made this shit possible. Yeah, real goddamn progress, knocking a scale off a hydra's head, good job assholes.

2025-01-20 20:38:56 UTC

On this note: are you interested in #tech, #selfHosting, #science, #computationalScience, #HPC, #liberatoryTech, or just #POSIX in general but otherwise lack the resources, financial or otherwise? Get in touch with me and we can have a chat about maybe getting you some time. I can't promise when things will be ready or how much I can offer, but.
No generative AI training, please. 'Classic' ML that doesn't generate trash, contribute to surveillance, or rely on stolen data is fine though.
EDIT: please feel free to boost! DMs for initial contact are fine; while I run my server, I do _not_ run yours so just a hello and a general area of interest are all I ask that you put in there. If you feel a project or interest is sensitive we can arrange another chat medium from there. I just wanna get a sense of who you are since I'll be, you know, letting you access the computer sitting in my office lmao.
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2025-01-20 19:52:09 UTC

ALSO I am getting closer and closer to my goal of getting some educational compute going. I wouldn't say I _know_ freeipa or care but I did at least get an NFS w/ automatically mounted home directories going last night, despite my brain's immense desire to just fuck off while doing it.
Ultimately even if it's not strictly HPC or science, I'd like to offer people the chance to play with some technologies that they'd otherwise have to utilize corporate services to experiment with. I dunno; it's something I can do, and I think the more we turn 'the cloud' into something owned and run by individuals (call it 'the fog'? since it's at person height? 😅) the better.

2025-01-20 19:20:57 UTC

Wanna switch things up a little; anyone have any #kPop or #ChinesePop or even just #music recommendations from the non-US/Anglo world? I know a lot of people are hanging out on #RedNote soooo if there's something new/cool you heard there, please share!
And screw it, why limit it to that? Any music by a minority group in the US, it's a good day to celebrate and promote it too, yeah?