Boubaenus

Moderate voice of reason & teasin’

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2026-07-14 09:54:47 UTC

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My take is that God chose the name of the tribal god YHWH - the great I AM - source of all being because that is the truth. Christianity is not against the idea of an evolving truth, evolving beings.
Speaking of which - have you read any of Vox Day’s work on Triveritas philosophy and his complete tear down of neo Darwinism / the modern synthesis? It’s good stuff. Pity the podcast with you went so spergy - I would love to hear you do another some day on slightly more agreeable terms

2026-07-14 09:49:57 UTC

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A new career in particle physics, perhaps….
The phoenix rises!

2026-06-26 12:38:34 UTC

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P.p.s. Sorry to hear about the DNET in the temporal lobe.
Have you tried LDN? (Low dose naltrexone)
It has a paradoxical effect on the glial cells, by regulating certain aspects of the inflammatory cascades (TLR4). Start super low & you may find a useful dose. Assuming your microglia need calming & not vice versa!
If this works, consider nitrous oxide as a potential way to increase blood flow to any damaged areas. With extreme caution! Psychoses are very strong. Don’t know if you need vasodilation or whatever.
If you sort the microglia with LDN & then get the blood going with Nitrous, could help somewhat.
Sleep is the best medicine though, obviously. LDN can help with that - one of the few known side effect is strange and vivid dreams!
Caffeine and nicotine also neuroprotective but mess with sleep & you have tried those to exhaustion so maybe a switcheroo could be good.
Meditation and prayer - sounds like you need to find a church that can accommodate your neuro-whatnot. Thinking something other than the Lambeth Conference types. Catholic or more likely Greek / Russian Orthodox.
8h of the Jesus Prayer in Russian on YouTube will help calm you for sleep. Or Gregorian chants or similar.
Other than that, digital detox apart from the signs of life (which are appreciated!). The world will keep on without you, surely.
We are all praying for ya bro!

2026-06-26 12:22:23 UTC

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How are your bloods? B12? N acetyl cysteine is good for most things.

2026-06-26 12:21:08 UTC

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P.s. please, please don’t use the term ADD!
You may have a lot going on related to burnout dopamine addiction, or whatever, but you have paid attention to things that others should be paying serious attention to.
By rights, it should have been pitchforks time, a long time ago. But that was not Gods will & it is good - revolutionary terror never achieves its goals & usually serves the forces it seeks to disrupt.
Suffering is real. Suffering is life, if you choose it to be.
Stay well

2026-06-26 12:02:31 UTC

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Great work. We are all tired - so tired… even Prof Jordy P. (Especially him - demons apparently…)
It’s the is / ought conundrum. You had to shift gear when it seemed obvious that people aren’t going to “wake up” and that mass consciousness movements aren’t a thing. There’s a gradual and continual shift though which is encouraging
Stay real though - you are the grit in the oyster.
All it takes is one person, sometimes, to say the emperor has no clothes.

2026-05-31 17:04:56 UTC

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Not sure what you mean - you will write about about how Gnosticism can fit within a orthodox framework, or an orthodox view of gnostic heresy? Or both?
Certainly seems like there’s a resurgence & that old gnostic heresies will be part of the one world religion being proposed.
Gnowledge is power - that much is for sure. And God wants us to know him.
I’m just so tired of the whole “I’m exposing the fannyfestation secrets the Vatican has been using to keep sheeple down in TikTok - pls send me an ice cream sticker!” type slop

2026-05-21 06:35:50 UTC

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That would be blatant cultural appropriation. Use a potato, ffs.

2026-05-21 06:28:25 UTC

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Hey, hope you are enjoying getting old.
Have you thought about joining LinkedIn? They are slow to ban, up on there & it would be another notch for your list of banned sites. It would be, essentially, banning you from seeking decent, paid, corporate employment.
You could say you have reformed & want to work for the corporations now.
Main reason being - it is turning into a social meeja site for all the high tier normies, who self promote on there by posting important / worthy shite. Which, in turn, becomes very formulaic.
They have policies against harassment, and you probably can’t talk about Jews directly, or say nigger, but women cannot show their tits, either, so it’s a fairly level playing field compared to the other sites.
Like I say - lots of worthy posts talking about news about the bad orange man, Gaza, Iran, etc. your pithy analysis would be good.
A slightly new dimension / challenge for ya!

2026-04-19 22:03:25 UTC

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Everything and nothing is funny anymore. You probably documented the post parody era better than anybody though, so don’t know why I’m telling you this

2026-04-17 09:21:25 UTC

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Is the group chat Sesame Street rules? I.e. Are we allowed to say words that begin with the letters “N”, “F”, “J”, “K” and “P”?

2026-04-17 09:17:12 UTC

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Woah - looks like you got infinity followers already. Finally the reach you deserve. Either that or it’s a horizontal 8 - dunno…