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2026-02-21 02:38:55 UTC

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@nprofile…66l7
No worries, i think light understands. We passed some time between us, i think the trust is there to tell light that i am not trying to be mean.
@nprofile…z57y

2026-02-21 02:14:26 UTC

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@nprofile…z57y To be clear: this was mocking, silly, but generally positive.

2026-02-21 02:13:46 UTC

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@nprofile…z57y As i am doomed to harm others, as a part of existing in this world/society, i welcome this mocking. Mock me a bit more and i might get to be a junit test!

2026-02-21 00:26:15 UTC

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@nprofile…z57y Who? Are you talking about me?

2026-02-21 00:21:21 UTC

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@nprofile…z57y But do you endorse being mocked, dipshit? And will you extend the same honor to me?

2026-02-14 04:14:33 UTC

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@nprofile…7q0n At least you can work through random answers on work time?
Let me boost this, the few weirdos still following me might provide you with some entertainment. Or not, i tried alienating people best i could.

2026-02-14 03:22:22 UTC

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@nprofile…7q0n Nah, you just gotta sleep off your drug trip and answers will be there. More than you wanted.

2026-02-07 02:16:50 UTC

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@nprofile…66l7 I thought about boosting, but that would put you in the spotlight without consent, so no. What i mean to say is "i wish i had more beer, since i like this person and i want to not take things seriously, which this person helps me to do"
next friday, gmt+1 20:00 weird thoughts, enough fuel, private channel?

2026-02-07 02:03:56 UTC

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@nprofile…66l7 I think it's structural, and not a new thing. Things just hit the fan, and we see more clearly that they are shit. Before, we had to smell, now it hits us in the face :-)
Rich people, parasite destroyers of humanity. Not new, but no longer hidden.
https://media.social.qoto.org/media_attachments/files/116/026/888/565/694/713/original/52523c447b021fd9.png

2026-02-07 01:35:11 UTC

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@nprofile…66l7 But how to get them few nazis out of the influential positions? Or the non-nazis to actually say no, for once?

2026-02-07 01:19:51 UTC

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@nprofile…66l7 Du, das klingt für Deutsche die keine Nazis sind nicht schön. Wenn man hier was mag: besser sagen, was genau. Allgemein klingt zu sehr nach nationalstolz, das ist nicht gut.

2026-02-07 01:14:28 UTC

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@nprofile…66l7 Ich hoffe du findest deutsche, die es das wert machen :-)

2026-02-07 00:07:34 UTC

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@nprofile…66l7 Ah, just as i am. I never use it either, just exercise being tired or thinking that i don't want to think that much.
If we could just be drunk all the time and still be healthy, we would only have to beat the richards to death and could claim paradise.

2026-02-06 23:58:55 UTC

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@nprofile…66l7 Surprising, you never seemed drunk to me. Always very put together, i thought.

2026-01-24 04:46:50 UTC

@nprofile…u0ky btw, the distressing thing i said a week or two ago was a song text.
Sorry for not making that clear, i liked the band for being aggressively sarcastic.
Ha, nearly forgot to clear that up. I am not perfect and there is no other way but embracing that. If "only dead women are beautiful" was my honest opinion i could never be part of any community :-)

2026-01-23 22:38:05 UTC

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@nprofile…66l7 Thx! I did a good run, on to the next one!

2026-01-17 01:44:36 UTC

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@nprofile…z57y @nprofile…66l7 Hi new person, welcome!

2026-01-03 04:26:03 UTC

@nprofile…u0ky i am reviewing music and i see "only dead women are are beautiful". Tell me is this too sarcastic or is reality too realistic?

2025-10-24 20:05:18 UTC

"Hungry for apples?", my fascitalism phone asks.
No thank you, i will instead listen to some human music.

2025-10-21 10:02:17 UTC

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@nprofile…gh0t Man kann einen großen Teil der Zeit nur kopfschüttelnd daneben stehen.
Wie auch immer es geht, was dagegen zu tun ist toll, aber die meißte Zeit bin ich froh, dass die sich die Tasche vollstopfenden alten Männer und Pimmel auf Koffer malenden großen Kinder nicht hier bei mir sind. Muss mich ja damit beschäftigen den Dreck in der Küche zurückzudrängen, um auch lecker was kochen zu können, ohne das sterb ich ja noch früher als durch den Faschismus.

2025-10-21 09:47:15 UTC

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@nprofile…gh0t Persilscheine sind so praktisch, deswegen hat man nie aufgehört sie auszustellen. Nur die genaue Formulierung musste nach und nach etwas angepasst werden.

2025-10-21 07:31:26 UTC

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@nprofile…gh0t Oh ja, die Art Gespenst gibt es hier auch, mindestens zwei, zusammengezählt auch gleich viele Beine :-D

2025-10-21 07:25:15 UTC

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@nprofile…gh0t Huch, ein geisterhaftes Wesen, welches Essen verschwinden lässt?

2025-10-20 21:35:23 UTC

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@nprofile…rls3 Sounds great, is the length actually important to you?

2025-10-20 21:26:45 UTC

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@nprofile…rls3 I just realized "assigned curly at birth" might be dangerous to abbreviate in some company. Hope you can do something you like with the curls :-)

2025-10-19 13:19:14 UTC

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@nprofile…slkt Sounds interesting, do you have a link to a news story about this fleeing a lynch mob thing? Or is this referring to the pence or capitol thing?

2025-10-17 23:06:40 UTC

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@nprofile…gsfw People might get iffy if you tell them...

2025-10-17 22:41:51 UTC

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@nprofile…lu04 Theft is lame, grand theft though... enticing!

2025-10-17 21:58:02 UTC

Life is pain, life does not happen if i don't do anything. I conclude that the only ethical path to take is not doing anything.
Thank you all for being passive, i'll not do the dishes now. Signs of the time.

2025-10-17 21:55:21 UTC

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@nprofile…6xqc Ok, personal perspective:
Why would i interact with something that "makes it hard"? What would be my incentive to do that?

2025-10-17 21:32:08 UTC

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@nprofile…p729 I just wonder why - as far as i heard, bluesky is owned by one person, while fedi is many idiots mostly working together.
I'd take chaos over order any day, what would you hope to accomplish by embracing order, in the "one person gets to say" kind?

2025-10-17 21:26:09 UTC

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@nprofile…p729 Why? Do you not have enough trolls right here, in the open trolling fedi verse?

2025-10-17 20:34:54 UTC

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@nprofile…lkry You existed yesterday? And remember that you did?

2025-10-17 20:21:59 UTC

Hmm, getting drunk from drinking alcohol. Does anyone else feel this or is it just me?

2025-10-17 17:20:09 UTC

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@nprofile…rls3 Are you in some kind of US-special situation where reality does not count and if you don't do impossibly much before clocking out it will count against you? Or is this just "wtf, how do those work orders clump together so much?"?

2025-10-17 14:40:40 UTC

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@nprofile…zgdc Well, i do hope that my bitterly cynical optimism has at least been a bit of a distraction, of the nice kind. Didn't mean to say something stupid with it, like "cheer up" or such.

2025-10-17 14:08:49 UTC

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@nprofile…zgdc I'd say the bottom is where humanity (or the people in one country, if you want to look per country) die. That's pretty final.
But until that happens, every step has potential to worsen things or it kills us.
Luckily, our lifespans are finite. So we either get spared from further suffering (if we all die), we get spared the worst of it (if we die before humanity does) or we see things improve. Logically, there's an upside to every possibility :-)

2025-10-17 13:39:50 UTC

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@nprofile…zgdc Capitalism paved the way by taking ever more, fascism puts an axe into the smoking ruins... is "it cannot get worse" reached?
I'm not religious, but i always liked this saying:
God spoke: be happy and smile, for it could be worse.
And they were happy and smiled.
And it got worse.

2025-10-16 22:20:44 UTC

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@nprofile…zgdc Just saw someone i thought had a rather well payed job crack a joke about making an onlyfans for the dental work. From the outside, it is always surprising that it can get even worse over there.

2025-10-16 22:07:24 UTC

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@nprofile…zgdc I feel a bit conflicted about laughing because of the topic, but "retina people" from HG Wells is a banger!
Wish you best of luck that you get a lot more milage out of those eyes!

2025-10-13 08:19:58 UTC

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@nprofile…q9zx Sorry to hear that, anything specific going on? Or more same old, nobody to talk to out where you are?

2025-10-10 21:23:30 UTC

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@nprofile…q9zx My supporting framework are a few very cynical people and a chemical compound that causes dizzyness and vomiting.
Did this go through your filter?

2025-10-06 20:26:32 UTC

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@nprofile…t2up Hmm, like one of those "safe space" in front, but misplaced revenge on anyone who sounds even a little bit like someone who abused them is fine things?

2025-10-06 19:35:43 UTC

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@nprofile…t2up Is this about blocking masto instances or jumping off of servers as an art?

2025-10-05 20:22:46 UTC

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@nprofile…772x Fighting back against people that want to do harm is important. Everything you allow is a new standard set, a basis for more drastic action.
Nazis didn't put jewish people into concentration camps first, the first step was marking them. I expect similar here.

2025-10-03 22:29:37 UTC

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@nprofile…q9zx I would value your opinion.

2025-10-03 22:19:12 UTC

Am i not all that annoying to the people i collected, or does that tempering work generally? Did i progress, or did i narrow the scope?

2025-09-11 09:46:45 UTC

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@nprofile…q9zx I guess being able to let multiple things exist in your head at the same time is a useful ability for many things.
Can you imagine that a good day might exist, but not erase the regret of the past - merely push it to the side of your attention?

2025-08-25 19:27:34 UTC

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@nprofile…q9zx I must say i can do without lugging around CRTs and their flickering. Flat panel displays are great, provided they are only displays and nothing more.

2025-08-23 01:55:13 UTC

@nprofile…t2up we talked a bit about microwave bread, i saw some philosophical posts from you.
What do you think, what could be done about helping those around us, without condescention, more like good neighbors, but well, we are not actually neighbors, how do we help? What can we do?

2025-08-22 23:05:21 UTC

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@nprofile…344t "no thanks" to "you are nice"?
Anyways, the answer is Kölsch. You take a smaller glass and now there is less to be swallowed...
I think we should find a way to shrink the harmful elements. Maybe we could teach each other to ignore what is bad (as in who is doing harm), as a variation of everyone being told to ignore what is bad (as in going along with whatever is bad)?
Where do you stand on telling someone evil "you don't matter", as opposed to "you are doing bad stuff"?

2025-08-22 22:49:36 UTC

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@nprofile…344t I would make your evening just as enjoyable, but the question i meant to ask is "why do all we nice and not dumb people find no way to stop hateful people from doing harm".
So, did you also wreck your brain on this or would that be new to you?
In any case, thx for being nice, that is always a good thing.

2025-08-22 22:32:59 UTC

So, is everyone as slow and dumb as i am, or am i special?

2025-08-20 03:38:02 UTC

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@nprofile…q9zx Well, "useless" is not actually applicable to humans anyway if we want stuff like human rights. To not even one, including you, or the whole thing collapses.
If it is important to be good at felling trees depends a lot on if you and the people around you need trees felled and if enough others are good at it. If it is, i'd guess training would be more useful than self-flaggelation?

2025-08-20 02:19:21 UTC

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@nprofile…q9zx It's just because you are human, don't misinterpret it as something personal. We all are, reasons lost in a complicated and violent history.
Let's just take one step forward at a time, don't pay too much attention to powerful people taking a billion steps backward in all our names when your mental health is concerned.

2025-08-19 22:49:47 UTC

Hot take: stuff behind capchas is not part of the internet.

2025-08-16 00:29:33 UTC

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@nprofile…q9zx Is this about this meme with the macbook with the sign "Do not close, this is a server"?
@nprofile…cq9g

2025-08-15 14:14:07 UTC

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@nprofile…q9zx Do you know that old video (i think from mad tv?) about apples iRack? Don't put any more things in there, it's unstable!

2025-08-14 16:09:37 UTC

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@nprofile…q9zx Having ideas and trying is more than many do. I'm included in that ^^

2025-08-14 16:06:52 UTC

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@nprofile…q9zx About the amount that human society pushes us to, the way it's designed, or more?

2025-08-07 16:31:19 UTC

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@nprofile…772x I think the article is misleading because it completely disregards women's agency.
The way to fewer abortion is scientifically correct sex ed and availability of contraceptives.
What is written there implies a woman was treated as an object.
The right to sever connections would spring from the impossibility to know if someone would be fit to be a parent, regardless of sex. As long as that cannot be determined with 100% accuracy (so never), forcing people would lead to harm to children.
Clicked a few other articles, seems this wiki is meaning to be misleading and i didn't find any source links at all, so it is patently an opinion, not anything else.
Btw i think the term "MRA" is very widely regarded as meaning "wanting rights for men, but no rights for women", so if you use that term you might get feedback based on something you, as i know you, do not support.

2025-08-05 12:52:41 UTC

Sometimes i discuss stuff with people, and if they are generally cooperative (engaging with the topic), but of a different opinion, i get a strange feeling.
As i am watching myself refine my explanations to get ideas synced, i think to myself: "Hey, if we're in a simulation, maybe we are the 'LLM' being trained. Maybe i am making a mistake by becoming ready for practical use.".

2025-07-31 03:11:53 UTC

@nprofile…q9zx Kinda dumb question maybe, but did you watch elfen lied?

2025-07-31 00:15:42 UTC

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@nprofile…tzaa
Are you purposefully omitting that you would be paying?
Studio ghibly would say that you are giving up your name, right?
@nprofile…qz4x

2025-07-30 23:40:08 UTC

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@nprofile…q9zx Is this about perception or are people in alaska a bit more relaxed on the topic of dying, thus driving more risky?

2025-07-25 04:03:14 UTC

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@nprofile…q9zx You do realize that cohabitation will always involve conflicts, and that deferring will not solve those in a manner that benefits everyone?
In other words, it is hard to decide when to say "yeah sure" and when to say "no, not good", and this is kinda mandatory to get right if the other part is not an adult?
I fear your mental picture might be unrealistic. I want ice cream, NOW!

2025-07-25 03:51:56 UTC

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@nprofile…q9zx What interests me is what you think that actually means.
Lots of shit went down between parents and their children, invoking the words does not invoke feelings of love, people did mistreat who they forced to live.
What exactly do you think this connection you seek means, how do you think it can be forged?

2025-07-25 03:37:34 UTC

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@nprofile…q9zx What kind of not alone do you wish for, exactly? Melding of minds, caring for each other with a resonable conflict resolution, or someone deferring to you?

2025-07-25 01:52:44 UTC

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@nprofile…sqxk Hm, on https://genius.com/Mr-mister-broken-wings-lyrics i don't find "foe", did i listen to the wrong song?

2025-07-25 01:50:40 UTC

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@nprofile…sqxk I found it on invidious, youtube is broken anyways.
I'm a bit conflicted here. "Make it right", does that mean actually talk about problems, or wanting stuff to be ok without effort? I can't get a read on what is meant.

2025-07-25 01:41:25 UTC

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@nprofile…sqxk Why would i want to take broken wings? Is this part of this game, like passing them around?

2025-07-25 01:18:14 UTC

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@nprofile…q9zx Hm maybe my ublock origin? Youtube just craps out after 10-20 seconds for me. Invidious only.

2025-07-25 01:13:38 UTC

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@nprofile…q9zx Youtube works for you? Are you throwing chicken bones like crazy or using chrome?

2025-07-24 01:57:52 UTC

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@nprofile…87h8 I think you're supposed to post to antisocial media, so the bad people can fix their act.

2025-07-23 11:46:01 UTC

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@nprofile…q9zx The first part would include a lot of randomness, but the second is loaded.
While humans are individuals, because humanity would be nothing special compared to other animals without mindful cooperation, sharply distinguishing would leave out something important.
So what kind of purpose is it you are asking about, the "what do i want to do with my options" kind, or rather some more directly integrated with the whole view? In other words, do you have at least a partial focus on your own happiness or are you asking more what any contribution you could make may lead to?

2025-07-23 11:37:40 UTC

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@nprofile…q9zx This toot harmonizes well with my fantasy of switching from real life to minecraft when i don't want to deal with it. Even if i would not call myself an introvert.
(Please ignore the ugly fact that minecraft was bought by microsoft for a moment, thanks)

2025-07-18 22:57:22 UTC

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@nprofile…gzjw I am thinking we should break it down to the most basic bit. Maybe i am wrong? Anyways, i do not want to talk about details, but about basic rights.

2025-07-18 22:46:46 UTC

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@nprofile…gzjw I mean the crisis is capitalism, not sure how llm bullshit changes anything here.
I was wondering if you uncharacteristically endorsed capitalist "values", if i misunderstood, or if there is any special angle i missed?

2025-07-18 22:38:59 UTC

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@nprofile…gzjw Not sure treating this like a matter to be regulated will do any good?

2025-07-11 22:27:02 UTC

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@nprofile…28h5 Hmm, in flames is pretty nice. What i lack is not good music, it is a working system for human subsistence.

2025-07-11 21:38:39 UTC

@nprofile…28h5 Btw, you probably also like Udo dirk schneider, and mourned the decline. I was there, and witnessed a live preformance of some band that was able to pick up the slack:
Sister Sin.
https://media.social.qoto.org/media_attachments/files/114/836/755/325/911/261/original/25615be7596ce336.mp3

2025-07-11 21:30:36 UTC

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@nprofile…28h5 I envy you. And i am happy for you, a very useful skill.

2025-07-11 21:22:37 UTC

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@nprofile…28h5 I feel pain when i hear rap, but that is not the salient point.
The son that listens to overkill? I have no doubt that he respects others.
Someone that listens to house, i have no idea about, he might be nice, or mean, i have no way to say anything. Does he respect the boundaries of others?
And on overkill: please do give them credit on what they hate. It's a pretty nicely curated list.

2025-07-11 21:13:43 UTC

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@nprofile…28h5 Is opposite meaning ... i don't want to speculate, for me the opposite of metal is quit distasteful, i would probably insult you two.
Anyways, overkill held what it promised live, not much but enough talk, and then thrashing and definitely not backing down from authority and such assaults.
Don't knock overkill. Overkill is necessary for our survival... Kill them good and then some. I know, what i am saying is punk, but overkill is punk too... as am i.

2025-07-11 20:59:54 UTC

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@nprofile…28h5 Well, your son is alright then, i guess :-P
Overkill peaked around 1989, listen to the first three songs from the years of decay. There's a lot in there about understanding how hard life is, the rage is not misdirected, and i think that's quite an achievement.

2025-07-11 20:50:38 UTC

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@nprofile…28h5 Hmm, trash... a good cue, i do need to add some overkill to my playlist. And i really mean "need", overkill is a must have.

2025-07-11 20:44:36 UTC

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@nprofile…28h5 TBH it is a band i liked some songs of and that grew on me after a personal event happened. They have great anti-fascist energy, but are not doing anything artful i enjoy. The no compromise on humanity part they have says they will never be bad, as long as they keep that.

2025-07-11 20:38:03 UTC

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@nprofile…28h5 I never pay too much attention to what is "old". Is "agent orange" in the range?

2025-07-11 20:36:35 UTC

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@nprofile…28h5 Well my maiden store is limited, judas priest i heard but never closely followed. I would listen to more of meshugga (which was recommended to me before and the one song i listened to was nice), but i was pissed and scrambling becaust the the others were withheld from me.
IT really is dying. Fucking shame, i want to do to powerful people what they did to the internet.

2025-07-11 20:33:41 UTC

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@nprofile…28h5 I took no offense, i was making banter. Nationalities can never be ridiculed enough.
You mentioned Sodom, a good hint. A great band i had forgotten for a while, but i think the evening is perfect for getting it out again.
"Meine Bratwurst ist mir lieber", misheared lyrics

2025-07-11 20:31:19 UTC

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@nprofile…28h5 interesting, i get errors for maiden, priest, but meshugga works.
Btw, what do you think of sepultura?

2025-07-11 20:25:51 UTC

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@nprofile…28h5 Damn, invidious only returns errors, and youtube is broken anyway. Just when i wanted to listen to something not on my hard disk.

2025-07-11 20:17:55 UTC

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@nprofile…28h5 Could i entice you to actually listen to this?
It's not like i chose to be german. Would not have elected to have "germ" in my nationality if i had been asked!
I mean it's a pretty good summary. There's stuff we hardly understand, and some get thrown under the bus. Take care of others, they're starborn and lost in the cold.
And lost, we obviously are.
https://media.social.qoto.org/media_attachments/files/114/836/427/155/693/214/original/f435e180e76ef04e.mp3

2025-07-11 20:07:13 UTC

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@nprofile…28h5 Tbh a lot of power metal is nice enough, but i just have one real love there: Iron savior. Take any song with "star" at the beginning, it is like a lamp to a moth to me.

2025-07-11 20:05:02 UTC

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@nprofile…28h5 Maybe Powermetal offers too much hope without a clear path to achieve the goal? Currently working myself on tossing false hope...
Nice to hear i didn't need to specify, but i always will, peer pressure friends are not friends.
Enjoy that lost paradise!

2025-07-11 19:41:05 UTC

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@nprofile…28h5 children of the damned is damn nice.

2025-07-11 19:40:06 UTC

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@nprofile…28h5 Yeah, i'm pretty much into power metal along with the kinds you like, didn't want to be buddy-buddy without making clear how tainted i am ;-)
I was generally trying to say hi, just about anything that is communication will do. An interest in what is happening to you was the intent of "what is time doing to you".
And don't feel pushed to drink because of me, i'm too old to do such antisocial shit. Who wants to shall, but noone will be judged for refusing.
Now for some iron maiden before it would be unkind to play it loud, half past 10pm here

2025-07-11 18:53:50 UTC

@nprofile…28h5 So what's time doing to you?
I'm listening to something you probably find distasteful and enjoying the rations i granted myself. (freedom call and beer are what i mean)

2025-07-10 11:35:04 UTC

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@nprofile…28h5 Ah, is the old one horrible or nonexistent?
Both pose problems i am familiar with... one is never safe, partly because SAFE ;-)

2025-07-09 11:13:53 UTC

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@nprofile…28h5 I'm probably too much of a stranger, but if you wanna talk about it, i'm there.