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https://nbh.ax/havu for complete bio if it's randomly cut off [don't worry, follow{ers,ing} hidden]
pronouns: singular neutrum, plural neutrum, or third perspective, whichever fits best [the author's semi-well-known languages as of the time of writing are english, swedish, german, and finnish]
if the reader's main language requires binarily gendered nouns and other nonsense, it is no excuse to fall back to a less worse option for me just because "it's impossible to change the language". acab includes prescriptivism, internalized or not.
see profile fields for more information
this is kind of a bit of a private account, most posts here will be followers-only
if i follow from this account, it's also most likely an invitation for an actual mutual following instead of just a courtesy followback, but i am not a cop so what do i know
:infinity_heart: :celeste_hearts_t4t: :heart_split_quoi_ace: :celeste_hearts_enbian: :queerplatonic_inner_heart:
polyaffectionate moonbian panflexible queerplatonic cuddly arospectral faggot ace of spades dyke and relationship anarchist. polycule graph? more like space-time continuum flowchart :heart_polyamory:
romantically saturated but with tons of affection to share ^_^
i do not like labrys lesbians, and hammer && sickle symbology makes me feel conflicted
still want to follow? reevaluate the history of such symbolism && think what sort of message it sends
also.
i would prefer not to receive follow requests from users that do not know where the react/favourite buttons are. /genuine
i like having just a bit of an ongoing indicator about What kind of reaction my nonsenseposting actually causes
and like. go doomscroll somewhere else, alright?
this also means that i am unlikely to want to be followed by users whose follower/followee counts are measured in the hundreds or [gasp,] thousands, as opposed to a few dozen.
do feel free to send me a direct message beforehand though if, even after reading all of that, a followship symbiosis is desired!
~
large language models are the leaded gasoline of the 2020s
this time there'll be no shadow crew working behind the scenes to ensure no y2k collapse happens though, since we've all left the industry by the time the bubble implodes
but what do i know, im just a silly li'l mouse meow meow meow
:fediPact: this instance does not federate with threads dot net :fediPact:
might block bridges at some point too. who knows. wafrn is kinda cool and i dont mind bluesky in spirit, and blacksky sounds cool as heck, but bluesky dot social is even worse than mastodon dot social and misskey dot io combined, so [shrugs]
if atproto ever starts properly supporting content warnings and other such things we take for granted over here, maybe i'll reconsider
absolutely fucking fundamentally misaligned with generative "AI" and as much as we tend to enjoy ideological discussion, we're just so exhausted with the bubble just not finally bursting yet that we would prefer not even having to hear anything about it.
in fact we'd prefer everyone to add content warnings for anything related to large language models and the dystopian landscape of the technology industry of to{day,morrow}, really. but to each their own, who am i to judge what others like to post about
communication cards:
:cards_chat_yes: yes! we'd love to talk! even if we don't always know how to initiate conversation!
:cards_chat_ask: usually means yes; we may ignore responses if we don't really know the other end yet, or leave it for later, but do not hesitate to reach out anyway
:cards_chat_no: in most cases don't reply, i'm just in vent mode. i use fedi as a semipublic diary. if we've ever talked in private before, that avenue would be preferred ^_^
virtual touching always welcome, these ones in my case are mostly intended for offline life:
:cards_hugs_ask: :cards_touch_ask:
not going to post a lot of imagery, but will mostly try to overdescribe instead of oversimplification whenever doing so.
may even see alternative descriptions as a form of art.
won't necessarily require alt-text most of the time, but especially averse to bright [as in unnatural blinding white; natural light is quite alright] lighting conditions such as screenshots taken off a light-mode computing device, so the effort of everybeing that does do their due diligence in that regard is quite appreciated.
will probably just mute anyone who regularly posts media with no alternative descriptions at all
users commonly referred to as "minors" are welcome here, and i will generally contentwarn topics commonly associated with being "an adult", such as drugs, kink, and taxation [one of these would classify as A Joke], but i will not pretend to agree with prevention of access behind agegatery being a solution to pretty much anything, really. whatever the reader takes away from that is up to their own interpretation, grains of salt and all, so i will merely add:
> “AS IS” WITHOUT WARRANTY OF ANY KIND, EITHER EXPRESSED OR IMPLIED
also, just a rereminder: do **not** sexualize my kinks /genuine
this profile includes selfreferential slurs.
reminder: ACAB includes the tonepolice
immigrant in germany. believe it or not, said country is more progressive [on the inside] than finland [on the outside]
ask me more about my disabilities instead of assuming a default neurodivergent mode of operation [whatever that is]
i have quite a few wordmutes / filters defined, and i mute users fairly liberally so if i don't react to a specific reply in any way, it may mean i've ignored it entirely on purpose or will come back to it Later
don't make me channel my inner greta thunberg.
vegan for environmental reasons first and foremost.
ideologically opposed to generative "AI" before it was cool >:3
"be gay, do crimes? but that's illegal"
:neorat_taiwan: :neorat_ukraine: :neorat_palestine:
:flagCatalonia:
:flagGreenAnarchism: :flagAnarchaQueer: :flagAnarchoPacifism:
no bot-related rejection identifiers here since programmatic access to others' profiles should be opt-in
pronouns: they/them
noobnouns:
https://pronouns.nbh.axgive up microsoft github:
https://giveupgithub.comuse a Free git forge instead:
https://codeberg.org/banaanihilloprofile picture information: by [@nelson@starlightnet.work](
https://shrimp.starlightnet.work/@nelson ) - a genderfucky meowstic in space, with faer eyes closed, in a meditative pose with faer hands pointing inwards at faer chest. fae has distinctive features from both formes of the original pokémon - rounded ears but with stripe patterns, one in blue and one in pink; swirly but spiky purple hair; a similarly spiky-swirly tuft of neck hair in a blue-pink gradient; solid-colored pointy twin tails in white and pink; li'l pink toetips, and waist patterns that almost make it feel like fae's wearing a dress. the colorscape is mostly shades of light pink, purplish and bluish, with some tealish turquoise up top and darker reds at the bottom. asymmetrical patterns of nebulae line the background, with stars of various shapes and sizes coloring the edges.
instance wallpaper source:
https://blahaj.zone/notes/9v4v5m79x1tw01glbanner: train station at sunset, platform directly ahead and the background split into two, one side with a couple standing trains and the other a busier part of the city being illuminated by traffic lights and whatnot. deep orange horizon, cloudless bright blue sky. shot with a fairphone 3 by [points at self], CC0 public domain
location [digital]:
https://www.haecksen.org/en/haeckse-werdenlocation [physical]: freie hansestadt rhein/ruhr [what]
Accept-Language: en_DK;q=1,sv_AX;q=0.6,de;q=0.2,en_CA;q=0.9,fi_AX;q=1
names [nonexhaustive && unsorted]: havu, mox, rubi, mäusi, alba, nebby&, xenia,
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2026-07-04T03:51:27ZEvent JSON
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