「黃家駒 Wong Ka Kui」(old account, migrated to Piefed)

https://sh.itjust.works/u/DeathByBigSad

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Permanently migrating to Piefed because sh.itjust.works has too much federation issues… (apparantly: sh.itjust.works = sh.it doesn’t really.work 😕)

Current Main Account: 「黃家駒 Wong Ka Kui」 (npub15ge…qwtw)

Other Alt: 「黃家駒 Wong Ka Kui」 (npub1wys…hhp7)

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deathbybigsad_at_sh.itjust.works@momostr.pink

Profile Code

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2026-04-20 00:55:00 UTC

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I mean, let's say the person said something like: "It wasn't me, they [framed me / they got the wrong person / etc...]"
I mean people do get wrongfully convicted... but who do you believe? The courts, or this person claiming innocence who might actually be telling the truth (but you can't really verify it)? That's the crux of this problem.

2026-04-20 00:42:53 UTC

Hypothetically speaking
(anyone can answer, but I'm more interested in those with skepticism towards authorities)

2026-04-13 04:15:08 UTC

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>flying
IN THIS ECONOMY?
![](https://sh.itjust.works/pictrs/image/bb762d99-3097-47fd-8362-deb93b05607d.png)
Roadtrip it is!
![](https://sh.itjust.works/pictrs/image/3ae0b95d-cc31-4fc1-bbbc-cb35ac2562e7.png)
![](https://sh.itjust.works/pictrs/image/9ec49926-4057-4fb9-8f6b-876219d7b9a9.png)
(Or they can be very frugal and walk there in 3 days... but that's after April 15 and then the Taxman is big mad...
Biking maybe? xD)

2026-04-13 03:20:07 UTC

USA btw... 👀
(Okay this is not seriously seeking advice, its in a shitpost community after all, just have fun in the comments xD)
https://sh.itjust.works/pictrs/image/930703d4-1da0-4643-8a3a-cea4301214e8.png

2026-04-10 14:24:08 UTC

Sorry I'm weird... :P

2026-04-08 21:01:22 UTC

2026-03-25 21:30:36 UTC

When I was 8, I remember being bored and curious and touching a lot of parents stuff... phones... wallets... legal documents...
Most parents don't put their stuff in safes...
Like... THE WALLET IS RIGHT THERE... I COULD JUST GRAB IT!
If they had age verification stuff back then... I could've just... quickly snap a pic of their ID and just YOLO it...

2026-03-25 04:13:19 UTC

I remember often sleeping on my parents bed during my middle school years... I remember doing that since I was like 8...
Idk if this is why I have separation anxiety issues as a young adult...

2026-03-22 20:11:43 UTC

Wow, great job, you save him from suicide... by killing him... 🤦‍♂️
>Hall was born Chen Zhi Bo (Chinese: 陈志波) on October 31, 2001, in Shanghai, China. Shortly after his first birthday, he was adopted by Gareth J. Hall and Fe Hall, who are of African and Latino and Filipino descent respectively. He had his name officially changed to Christian Joseph Hall. As a child, he was diagnosed with reactive attachment disorder and later depression.
>On December 30, 2020, Hall was dropped off at his workplace at a convenience store by his mother. He walked to an overpass of Pennsylvania Route 33 above Interstate 80 near mile marker 302A, and at 1:30 p.m., Hall called emergency services to report a "suicider", resulting in the arrival of police. Footage of the scene showed him pacing around and clutching what appears to be a gun. Initial reports said Hall placed it on the ground after being ordered to do so, and began negotiating with the officers, but soon picked it up again. Around 1:38 p.m., Hall was shot seven times by the troopers.
>He was taken to the Lehigh Valley Hospital-Pocono in East Stroudsburg, where he later died from his injuries.
>Initial reports from authorities stated that when the officers told Hall to put the gun on the ground, he complied, but at one point during negotiations, he picked up the gun and pointed it in the direction of the police, causing them to shoot him. A video of the incident with evidence contradicting the claims surfaced in February 2021. The video shows Hall raising his hands before he is shot and falls.
>According to his family, Hall reported that he had been experiencing a mental health problem. Fe Hall told WNEP-TV, "He needed help. He was looking for help, but instead of getting help, he was killed in cold blood by those who were supposed to help him." Civil rights attorney Benjamin Crump also stated that Hall was in need of help and seemed to be contemplating suicide.
Also, I think my mom would've read this story and be like: "Is this what you want your future to be?"
Like... the fuck? You think I chose depression? Jesus christ...
Also: I wanna comment on the adoption thing...
Dude must've have an identity crisis lol... I mean I as an ethnic Chinese still have my Bio-parents and I already sort of have an identity crisis for being so young when I arrived in the US...
Him having different ethnicity parents must be extremely confusing coupled with the adoption thing, and being in a white majority country and facing perpetual foreigner stereotype and racism while simultaneously having zero connections to your ancestral culture...

2026-03-03 23:32:07 UTC

I still remember... an apartment I lived in till the age of 8... like I could draw a map of the interior...
I still kinda remember some of the places of my relatives that I've been to frequently, although those memories are a little bit more blurry.
I remember some of the schools I've been to... like the general vibe of it, idk if I could actually draw a map... more of a notebook doodle maybe
I used to draw maps of my neighborhood when I was in brooklyn... yeah so... I wasn't allowed much computer time and didn't have a phone... and my brain kinda turned my attention to the surroundings and I just get so bored and draw a map of the neighborhood lol.

2026-02-16 14:25:13 UTC

I'm just surprised this hasn't already happened already...

2026-02-11 01:19:55 UTC

Like do adults just throw away food that taste bad? I mean like say you are at a restaurant and want to try something new... and end up hating it like two bites in...
Or perhaps a new receipe for at home...

2026-01-27 01:35:34 UTC

2026-01-20 00:33:56 UTC

What I mean is: You can type an entire novel on a computer, and oopsie a random cosmic bitflip and system crashes and now its all gone. Or you do a lot of filming and the digital file can get corrupted. Where as stuff like, a typewriter, it's less likely to just be all gone due to some malfunctions. Same with film, a cosmic bitflip can't delete all your footage.
Know what I'm sayin'?

2026-01-19 00:57:36 UTC

2025-12-08 23:39:07 UTC

Sorry I don't mean to sounds like I have main character syndrome, that's not my intent.

2025-12-05 20:53:03 UTC

Just me?

2025-11-29 13:55:15 UTC

2025-11-27 01:14:30 UTC

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Lmao, I just realized I haven't touched my steam deck for months. My "energy bar" is at 0.

2025-11-27 00:27:48 UTC

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I've tried tickle-the-cat therapy. Its effects are merely temporary

2025-11-26 23:43:19 UTC

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>your friends
![](https://sh.itjust.works/pictrs/image/d937c405-a799-4076-a1f8-a7611cdd29a9.jpeg)

2025-11-26 22:37:08 UTC

sorry not trying to be doom and gloom, need to vent
https://sh.itjust.works/pictrs/image/05f4d6cd-8008-4818-9c0d-cb5501c84ef4.jpeg

2025-11-20 05:33:28 UTC

2025-11-18 19:58:11 UTC

I mean like: How long does it take before you brain goes: *oh shit, I exist... I remember, I am a living thing, human, my name is [■■■ ■■■] and my current location is [■■■] and oh shit I'm late for [work/school/event] (or if its weekend, its like: oh... nothing's happening, life is boring)*
Like you know what I'm saying, like the Terminator HUD thing after it reboots and it takes a few seconds before it can identify a target and then recognize its mission... that type of thing.
Or do you wake up and within 1 nanosecond realize the state of your existence?

2025-11-18 00:05:11 UTC

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Bro, Russia, under the banner of USSR, tried to coerce China into joining USSR and effectively becoming a puppet state, losing sovereignty. They brought up the topic of WW2 "aid" they provided during the war of resistance against Japanese Imperialism, and demanded repayment because of the worsening relationships (aka: "Sino-Soviet Split"), there were talks (rumors?) of imminent invasion, so PRC had to do nuclear tests to scare them off. A lot of resources like apples, for example, were sent over the border I guess as sort of "repaying debts"(?) in the meantime as diplomacy continued.
This was an account of events told by my father who was living in China at the time; while the West and USSR had a Cold War, there was another cold war between the Soviets and China.
If China didn't finish developing the nuke, I'm pretty sure Soviets would've invaded.
Like... imperialism isn't just a East vs West, Capitalist vs Communist thing, they even do that to their own (former) allies.
As much I dislike CCP, I'm kinda glad they managed to finish developing the nuke to deter Soviet aggression, more balance in the world and that Asia didn't get entirely gobbled up by Soviets.
(Although I do wonder, what would a Soviet-Occupied China look like? Probably even worse suffering than current timeline? Idk...)

2025-11-10 16:53:36 UTC

2025-11-10 02:22:26 UTC

👀

2025-11-09 03:07:37 UTC

Anyone Else? Can't just me me, right?
https://sh.itjust.works/pictrs/image/9d8d6e5c-8e86-43f4-8d55-16d2e02a011a.jpeg

2025-11-02 00:24:03 UTC

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Xi Jingping, Putin, and Trump are all having a feast with each other, meanwhile their respective countries' citizens starve. We have more in common with the average people across borders than with our own leaders.

2025-10-27 02:57:43 UTC

I kinda didn't get much love during childhood, so I kinda get obsessed about it. I recently watched Spy x Family and holy hell, I get so jealous of the wholesomeness of their family dynamic, I cried. I need more of that.

2025-10-26 10:58:33 UTC

https://sh.itjust.works/pictrs/image/f7986ede-db6b-4d18-8a26-5cf18acab2ff.jpeg

2025-10-13 05:12:56 UTC

Like, I don't think passports exist, right? Could a person travel to another Empire/Kingdom?

2025-10-02 23:54:57 UTC

Like she said "just come with us and the "[喜氣](https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/%E5%96%9C%E6%B0%A3)" is gonna get rid of your depression"
Holy shit wtf?
Last time I went 2 hours to some stupid holiday family gathering dinner thing, it was MISERABLE, and my aunt's kids be drooling over the fucking food and it was nasty as fuck, I think I got food poisoning last time.
Like I don't even know this random cousin lol, we don't even live in the same city, why the fuck did they even invite us to be a guest in their stupid wedding ceromony, like, I ain't your friend lol. I don't wanna go and have a panic attack wtf.
Fine, you believe your shit, I'm Jesus's second son then, and I'm gonna [lead people to create God's kingdom](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Taiping_Rebellion) (/obvious sarcasm)
What the fuck. Is there mass hysteria right now? How do these people exist? Wtf.
Honestly, this probably explains people supporting conservatism.
Like do I go to this stupid thing so I can prove my mother wrong? I'm gonns get more anxiety after this stupid event.
Like I don't even like the cuisine, last time I went to a cousin's "Sweet 16" when I was a kid, I HATED IT, the food SUCKED.
I don't know how your "soul clensing" spiritualism is even supposed to work when the reality is, I will have a panic attack.
Sorry for the rant, I'm just so... bewildered at this stupid belief of "soul clensing" what the fuck?!?

2025-09-29 16:50:44 UTC

I respect people's right to use apple products, but please stop asserting "privacy", big corps doesn't give a shit.
https://sh.itjust.works/pictrs/image/dcce4ef8-4e69-45f4-9151-6942c5cdbfdd.jpeg

2025-09-09 22:25:09 UTC

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*glances at white house*
might wana start with that... 👀

2025-09-04 15:31:30 UTC

Hypothetically, if governments wordwide just suddenly became authoritarian and deleted all records of history, you and some survivors escape to a remote area outside of government control, they all can't remember much from history (either didn't pay attwntion in class, or suffers memory loss from the governemtn attacks) and so you are designated as this community's official historian. How much can you remember? What's gonna be the official narrative of your little rebel community?

2025-08-15 21:25:52 UTC

My mother is literally worse than my father, but of course movies and tv shows love their cliches and never show reality for what it is.
Also wtf is the "Abused child forgive abusive parent and reunite happily ever after" trope, fuck that shit. Abusers do not deserve forgiveness.
I hate writer jesus christ ffs.
Edit: typo

2025-07-23 23:10:45 UTC

I seen too many internet forums saying that if you don't boycott X, Y, and Z, then you're a "terrible person". What do you think about that?

2025-07-14 04:59:34 UTC

Planes were used in the world wars, then we have 9/11. This is the post 9/11 era where air travel sucks so much.
Similarly:
Drones are now being used in the Russo-Ukrainian war. Eventually, there will be a "9/11" with multiple coordinated drone attacks and then the way drones are treated will be forever changed. Civillian ownership of drones will likely be heavily restricted or entirely banned.
History rhymes.

2025-06-25 04:00:17 UTC

I want to watch a movie that will make me cry.
(Because I need those endorphins to help me with depression. I feel better after a good session of crying. Sorry if this is weird...)