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2026-10-01 20:59:16 UTC

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ironically you find the most nuanced takes on the nature of god in judaism which supposedly is more attached to the 'old testament'
antisemitism strikes again

2026-10-01 20:54:44 UTC

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god is petty and often wrong in the bible but imo thats part of what makes it work
on the other hand other theists spend all their time pretending its not true so not a universal success in interpretation

2026-10-01 20:51:11 UTC

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me too sometimes
i try to remember we're all made in god's image as a counterbalance but that only works bc i believe in an abrahamic religion

2026-10-01 20:47:26 UTC

i do believe in misandry even if its far less institutionalized

2026-09-10 10:35:12 UTC

its amazing how quickly you can come to dislike certain entities

2026-09-06 21:35:33 UTC

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as for me, i dont like it, but thats a personal thing and i dont think its as bad as some make it out to be
just a mildly off-putting slightly dangerous (imo) group of beings who want to for whatever reason align with him
ultimately its a voluntary association so is less bad by far than most cults, no severe retention or stalking efforts

2026-09-06 21:31:57 UTC

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i believe youjo federates to your instance, so you can look at chizu's stuff, she hates him
denpa agency also has anti-aco elements
for the other end revpara and doll.salon will be very in favor of him
the only 2 sources i can tag without starting a war who would tell you things are @npub18u3…5k6y and well, @npub198j…s6xm himself

2026-09-06 21:26:31 UTC

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well the latter you can learn about from all sorts of sources on pedi though they all disagree with eachother
it was fine
the former was a more classic one, leader can do no wrong, lets torture rape and mind-control the children, sort of vibes

2026-09-06 21:20:35 UTC

ive been in 2 cults
one regular irl one as a child
and then aco's dolls for a stint
the latter was far less torture-rapey

2026-08-26 21:49:56 UTC

not to be over-critical but from the rulepage of revpara - "This space centers true-paras. This means groups which do not yet or may never have significant mainstream acceptance. Other marginalized groups and assimilated-paras such as gay, transgender, disabled beings etc. are welcome and recognized, but have many, many spaces all over the internet where they can feel safe."
this flat-out isnt true disabled beings do not have "many, many" spaces to feel safe, i would know, i cant even exist in a space ostensibly for disabled people without some ableist wojak meme image assaulting me and ive tried
i understand the distinction in concept though

2026-03-28 23:01:53 UTC

why is art theft being encouraged on tl

2026-03-28 22:42:24 UTC

spag looks exactly like catherine of aragon

2026-03-28 22:24:04 UTC

there are too many and not enough things to do

2026-03-28 11:43:04 UTC

i dont really understand mint being the beginner distro its just ubuntu but snap is force-disabled and the de is a windowsified gnome with no performance gains and no ability for the official support you can theoretically get for ubuntu

2026-03-26 15:19:59 UTC

spag looks you in the eyes "i can't believe how beautiful you are, y/n, marry me." you blink, astounded, joyful for the opportunity. fae embraces you and continues "to be clear, y/n, there will be ritual foot amputation after the ceremony." your eyes widen in horror as you realize fae has drawn a blade to your neck. this was never a choice. this entire relationship was an amputation scheme.

2026-03-26 11:02:51 UTC

what happened to discussions about the often poor mental health of pedophiles due to social ostracization
the only mental health stuff i see discussed now is how not being able to have sex with children is painful
has this become an incel forum
not invalid but this isnt the main problem it really isnt

2026-03-25 14:54:23 UTC

truth nuke
https://lolison.top/media/4b/b2/c0/4bb2c060392ceedbe0b4bcbf27e2a8905357f6445803c4aa6311471361c189ca.webp

2026-03-23 21:18:31 UTC

alarming news on tl

2026-03-23 10:35:48 UTC

pedi is like
15-year-old - *writes an academic overview of gender politics and its intersection with pedophilia*
25-year-old - "hi frens ily im kinda sad today ;-;"

2026-03-23 10:24:21 UTC

why is it that on 'normie' social media trans women can literally just post "boobs!" and its cute and endearing but if a cis man did that itd be gross and horny
bc the women im seeing arent talking about their own and many dont have them
and some cis men do have them
so many inconsistiencies

2026-03-22 22:10:08 UTC

captions are just so immersion-breaking for me tbh its like someone bringing a book to sex unprompted

2026-03-21 22:02:02 UTC

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never seen an eso fan just on the internet outside of their specific groups
new experience

2026-03-21 14:52:19 UTC

dearest spag is having the worst linux experience possible i dont understand

2026-03-18 13:14:06 UTC

fucking aspiring slavers

2026-03-17 18:18:22 UTC

reborn as lawful good

2026-03-16 18:27:29 UTC

https://lolison.top/media/fd/77/e7/fd77e78ff7fa20b6bb735b4b20c8ecaeb237e8bda6c996d322e8d3e6701682e8.webp

2026-03-15 10:47:24 UTC

musícas bregas são bom

2026-03-14 21:20:26 UTC

the brazilian police are trash they are not good because america is bad istg reddit
"its normal to point a gun at a civilian"
and this is good?
calaaaa
'not america' does not equal 'good'
anyway someone shut down shitamericanssay pls

2026-03-14 20:53:06 UTC

você nunca vai ser emo real

2026-03-14 10:56:44 UTC

vou ser extremamente gay
cê deveria tem muito medo

2026-03-14 10:44:57 UTC

had a dream spag just said 'what no im not attracted to you'
so blunt
could be delivered with more kindness yk

2026-03-14 10:32:50 UTC

pabllo vittar is internationally famous and all so why isnt spag fae is a non-binary brazilian too right

2026-03-12 10:09:30 UTC

writing feels like the hardest part of a second language

2026-03-11 11:24:58 UTC

preciso buscar instances brasileiros mas eles são muito chato
computadores computadores computadores compu- eu não se importaaaa, diga literalmente qualquer outra coisa

2026-03-11 09:31:10 UTC

imagine being from portugal

2026-03-10 21:52:32 UTC

médica que me matar

2026-03-10 08:27:33 UTC

flávio pollsonaro

2026-03-08 16:41:28 UTC

order

2026-03-06 12:56:49 UTC

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i have no idea who this is and cannot ask for clarification, one day ill know

2026-03-06 11:04:56 UTC

are they trying to create misogynists i wonder
i resist but others wouldnt and i wouldnt be surprised or think it was a choice even

2026-03-03 10:06:27 UTC

why is everyone a vengeful demon including most beings here
why cant forgiveness and redemption actually be a thing smh
forever relevant meme attached
https://lolison.top/media/62/bf/c4/62bfc4b1c4a6913d17e4c160779aed509a25701ff00e0a02a87c9052e8a4a1ca.webp

2026-02-21 22:59:09 UTC

no-one is worse at defending mushoku tensei than its author
https://lolison.top/media/89/fc/c1/89fcc1f62789f9253e8065ae51de390656e20bedaacf2a587b5bbb8d8fdb7649.webp

2026-02-14 16:19:10 UTC

Important Notice!!
Did you know 80% of pedi accounts are run by the exact same people? 10% are feds and 10% are actual minors and pedos. Honestly, I am tired of running so many accounts so I think it is time to stop doing that, and to prove this is real I will now post this message from every one of my sock accounts.

2026-02-12 10:20:08 UTC

'women can be abusers too, often the betrayal and emotional manipulation they use on children to enable men is more traumatic than the direct abuse bla bla bla'
this isnt progressive do women really have to be subservient to men even in villainy smh

2026-02-12 10:10:33 UTC

https://lolison.top/media/56/ae/92/56ae92d1e8816e18635f225f361df24b9c2b762f3d9d0dde18a509f698b4d120.webp

2026-02-11 16:57:50 UTC

spag is a lot hotter than me
and smarter
lots of things are not close

2026-02-11 16:54:18 UTC

when spag is being very arrogant fae is always right no exceptions so far

2026-02-10 12:21:09 UTC

@npub18u3…5k6y who puts faer hands around your neck and squeezes, depriving you of air like you often do as a kink
then you hit your tolerance and give the signal that always means stop
but fae doesnt stop
at first you assume fae didnt notice and do it again; fae still 'doesnt notice', so you do it another time expecting a response
nothing happens
again and again and again desperately, but nothing changes, and you start to have the terrifying realization that it wont stop, and your consent doesnt matter anymore
your body keeps struggling but mentally you start to give up, and eventually you cant even think enough to give up or not give up
you realize you're going to die
you feel yourself fading, your body struggling as much as its capable of, which is less and less, until you stop moving, lying lifeless, your body now a soulless piece of meat begging to be ruined
end scene

2026-02-08 20:17:28 UTC

i think spag is alive
it would be regrettable if not

2026-02-08 18:28:37 UTC

im a little girl
again
detransition was a fun experience tho

2026-02-06 23:06:56 UTC

i dont want a near-death experience during sex i want to literally die so that its exciting and theres no ptsd at all

2026-02-05 22:09:20 UTC

am i dysphoric or just tired

2026-02-05 18:27:48 UTC

wait little girl-ocracy where the little girl elite has an island where they sexually abuse adults and get exposed in emails

2026-02-05 16:51:55 UTC

i want to be in a movie theater with nude children on the screen the whole time it sounds therapeutic

2026-01-31 21:15:07 UTC

the two-adult rule for child safety is unreliable, the only real solution is no amount of adults less than the world population should ever be alone with a child
perk - if we do this we get to watch humanity choose between child rape and basic morality

2026-01-31 21:04:05 UTC

It [REDACTED] kneeled down to her level and slid [REDACTED] exposed panties, [REDACTED] a small yelp [REDACTED] two fingers [REDACTED] lips of [REDACTED] not to enter yet, that was [REDACTED]. [REDACTED] continued to [REDACTED] her [REDACTED], while bringing his mouth to [REDACTED], exploring the [REDACTED]. [REDACTED] tight, he [REDACTED] around his tongue, [REDACTED] stop. She couldn’t speak, but [REDACTED].
70 xmr to receive unredacted version in dm

2026-01-09 20:51:53 UTC

having sex with wizards in space

2026-01-06 21:24:15 UTC

dont use your feelings or 'natural' moral compass as an ethical system youll be insufferable

2026-01-06 14:37:16 UTC

disconnection

2026-01-05 08:19:58 UTC

astarion > fenris

2026-01-03 20:49:54 UTC

read 'keep ageism out of paraphilia' as 'keep egoism outside of paraphilia' and was very confused by the philosophical debate being invoked

2026-01-02 19:46:07 UTC

are you being fr

2026-01-02 17:27:03 UTC

i will bomb your servers

2026-01-01 16:57:06 UTC

one other-pity though - what possesses someone to share rape with their friends as their main bonding activity, its profoundly sad, do you have nothing else going for you? therapy required

2026-01-01 16:54:37 UTC

how many of my thoughts and fears boil down to "dont rape me pls" i wonder
whatever enough self-pity for now

2026-01-01 16:52:23 UTC

they mention hypersexuality in csa but you know what also happens
hyperreligiosity
when adult society fails miserably (or succeeds evily idk) to rescue the victim they turn to passionate devotion to faith very unusually early because at least god can be there for them when everyone else is destroying their life

2026-01-01 16:48:00 UTC

there is no such thing as an enabler because everyone defends rapists ime
no one cares enough to save random children for example there are like a tiny number who will report in a tiny number of circumstances but no it will not happen proactively in most cases of rape unless police or teachers notice *maybe*

2026-01-01 16:21:41 UTC

rapist talking about why life is hard for children? hm maybe you are the one to talk about it

2025-12-31 14:55:39 UTC

bent

2025-12-31 13:02:18 UTC

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it would be the other way around

2025-12-31 12:11:50 UTC

i was born in 1894, engels had me while publishing capital, unfortunately he didn`t want me and sent me to become an immortal robot before erasing me from history

2025-12-31 09:33:48 UTC

what if i murdered dramatically

2025-12-30 12:01:55 UTC

normalize corrective consensual sex
it doesnt work is socially destructive and homophobic but hey it isnt rape

2025-12-30 11:55:16 UTC

brasil should invade venezuela so the us cant do it first it would be anti-imperialist

2025-12-30 11:43:35 UTC

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oh no the gold standard

2025-12-30 06:27:04 UTC

cannot do the things i can do

2025-12-29 19:39:13 UTC

make sense please
its all i ask
stop destroying yourself and others for no reason you dont need to and unless you have a frontal lobe disorder i dont believe you if you say its inevitable

2025-12-29 08:56:35 UTC

simplicity can be good, people make things complicated for the worse a lot

2025-12-29 05:58:42 UTC

i cant stand people anymore no positive behavior is worth the effort
but ill keep doing it anyway because im a slave to a `moral compass`

2025-12-28 18:08:54 UTC

the mundane lives of any scary supernatural creature ends up being scarier than the creature`s powers or w/e in much fiction

2025-12-27 20:49:41 UTC

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but for me, as irrational and black-and-white as it may seem to some, my mind halts on like the fourth word "is torture ok if-" no end of discussion

2025-12-27 20:47:24 UTC

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i am a cringe deontologist, i know people think kant is bad and simplistic nowadays but i'm more or less in agreement (minus his most extreme takes, like it being wrong to lie to a murderer who is about to kill your mother if you say her location lol)

2025-12-27 20:43:12 UTC

reading is hard

2025-12-27 20:41:05 UTC

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jeremy bentham

2025-12-27 20:40:31 UTC

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that may be true in general but this one was created by a utilitarian (an old one tbf)

2025-12-27 20:38:54 UTC

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oh yeah the institutions are evil i just dont think that means we have to be evil in reaction
anything close to arguing for civility gets you called a liberal class traitor but like, it's possible to not yell, and it's possible not to insult someone for their immutable features, and still actionably oppose the institution. ppl seem to think arguing against cruelty is gaslighting or smth

2025-12-27 20:34:56 UTC

utilitarian philosophers are evil tbh
they create nonsense scenarios (torture one person for a disarming code to save a thousand) that one, don't happen, two, dont make sense because how could you know youd get the code, and three how could you know for certain it would save them
and then they get people to agree and gradually whittle it down until it's just "torture is ok for the greater good yknow"

2025-12-27 20:30:10 UTC

btw mocking your opponent and making jokes during debates for charisma and internet clout is cringe and ethically incoherent

2025-12-27 20:28:03 UTC

have young leftists considered not being evil and trying to destroy the foundation of the little ethical integrity we have left
id like a revolution that doesnt kill itself and explode on day 1 of success because everyone thinks murder is fine and calls eachother ugly gay r*tarded class traitors

2025-12-27 00:20:13 UTC

'on' (group) is never a good work by a thinker

2025-12-26 22:25:40 UTC

my distro recommendation for beginners is manjaro
ddosing is kinda cool tbh
broken packages that are supposedly more stable are just bold
a pointless pacman fork is great especially because it removes the name which is the best part
10/10

2025-12-26 22:23:55 UTC

dear god the lag dont make me do it again

2025-12-26 22:16:27 UTC

if you dont abuse children youll get a vitamin a deficiency and go blind dont do it

2025-12-26 22:14:35 UTC

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on the other hand i rarely hear anti-childrens rights people say "but they taste good tho"

2025-12-26 21:18:26 UTC

entity

2025-12-26 12:53:44 UTC

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this is very true and maybe the main thing i agree with nietzche on
just wish he didnt say 'slave morality'

2025-12-26 07:17:31 UTC

final philosophy take
bertrand russel did not kill idealism you cannot delete half of philosophy from one man's argument

2025-12-26 07:06:26 UTC

marx didn't read hegel he skimmed the book gave up and pretended to understand
this is not an insult this is just how you read hegel

2025-12-26 06:02:30 UTC

im a pedophile if adults are children. some say they are

2025-12-26 05:59:19 UTC

there is a reason basically every phiilosopher from 1700-1900 wrote an antistoicism essay