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2026-08-20 12:02:26 UTC

How quickly before you noticed any effects from taking estrogen/hrt?
Survey for the trans women / trans femme people who've done estrogen HRT. I'm asking about the _first_ effect you noticed. Physical _or_ mental/psychological effect. (e.g. I felt amazing as soon as I started HRT, so I'll put “within a week”)
Non-trans femme or non-HRT people pls don't answer.
:boost_ok: #trans #transfemme #hrt #estrogen

2026-07-22 16:48:00 UTC

Ok, I think my estrogen injection... makes me horny the next day... 🤔😅🤭😅🫣🫣
#hrt #trans #transjoy

2026-07-21 16:48:00 UTC

I told a trans woman that bottom surgery for trans women (née “Sex Change Operation”) ca 25 years ago used to not include a clitoris. As in, the surgeons used to not give us a clitoris.
(After all, the point of a vagina is for your husband to fuck, and he doesn't need a clit, right? Plus, it's not even like women can orgasm anyway! /s 🙄
I thought lots of people knew 😆
#trans #srs #gcs #surgery #transsurgery

2026-07-01 12:19:58 UTC

I am thinking of buying some foldable rear side baskets (pannier) for my bicycle.
I've only found these. Are they any good? Is this style of basket good?
https://www.basil.com/en/p/8715019110559/basil-catania-bicycle-basket-rear-black/
#bike #bicycle
https://cdn.masto.host/moytura/media_attachments/files/116/844/677/456/228/042/original/2c4f604e76143bf1.png

2026-06-19 13:16:45 UTC

Anyone know a good #android app to transcode #videos to reduce their resolution and hence file size?
Preferably open source etc.
I wanna be frugal with data!
#video

2026-06-16 12:32:23 UTC

woo-hoo. I had my first checkup with a gynaecologist post-bottom surgery (yes, trans women with vaginas need to go to a gynaecologist regularly).
She said my lavuvu looks good! That they did good work!
She did say it looks dry, so 🤷‍♀️
though I was only the 2nd trans patient she had. and she had some questions.
Breast cancer scan scheduled for September.
#trans #srs #grc #surgery #transsurgery

2026-05-07 11:12:01 UTC

Isn't it amazing? There are modern day witches who will sell you a potion that turns you into a girl? 🥰🥰🤩
#trans #hrt #estrogen #diyhrt #witchcraft

2026-05-05 11:12:01 UTC

The wrong people have imposter syndrome

2026-05-05 10:26:40 UTC

Wie viele andere trans Frauen, will ich oft mein großes Loch zeigen
#trans #gaop #witz
https://cdn.masto.host/moytura/media_attachments/files/116/521/487/555/112/790/original/2e0ebb82e533b5d9.jpg

2026-04-30 10:07:06 UTC

Vor Paar Monaten hatten ich GaOP, und ich bin größtensteils geheilt.
Vorher war ich an eine Art gewöhnt, mit meinem Körper unzugehen, und ihn zu denken (= ein Art von Sexualität).
Es ist jetzt, als ob mein Körper & Gehirn neue Gedanken und Gefühle freigesetzt hätten! Wie schön!
Aber es *ist* eine Veränderung. Andere sind an bestimmte Dinge gewöhnt, aber ich wünsche mir jetzt andere Dinge Hmm, was soll ich nur tun?
Hatten andere trans Frauen ähnliche Erfahrungen?

2026-04-30 09:59:07 UTC

I had bottom surgery a few months ago, and I think I'm mostly healed. Before, I was used to a certain way of dealing with, thinking about, my body. (= a type of sexuality).
That's now changed (in the good way!) It's like my body & brain has unlocked thoughts & feelings. Yay! Fun!
But this *is* a change. Others might be used to certain things, now I want different things... Hmm what to do...
Have any other trans women had this?

2026-04-30 07:27:42 UTC

OK, Scheiß drauf. Ich setz mich auf Platz 1. Es ist scheiß egal, ob Leute schlecte Meinungen über mein Körper haben. Ich muss das vergessen, und einfach abhauen, und so lebel, wie ich bin. Ich muss nicht litten, um anderen zu helfen.

2026-04-30 07:23:54 UTC

Ok. Gotta put myself first. It doesn't matter if people have negative opinions about my body. I need to forget about that, and just walk away and love myself and my body and not suffer just so others can feel ok.

2026-04-29 17:38:49 UTC

Fühle ich mich schlecht wegen Hormonen, oder weil jemand mir etwas gemacht/gesagt hat? Oder beides?
Warum kann ich nicht die einfacheste schlechte Laune? zB „ich sah Titanic, und am Ende geweint“
Ich bin alt. Ich habe Jahre von Trauma und Traurigkeit. Mein Gehirn kann das nutzen...

2026-04-29 17:34:12 UTC

Am I feeling down because of hormones, or because of some things people close to me said/did that upset me?
Or both?
Why can't I have the easy sadness, like “I watched Titanic, and cried at the end.”!!!
I'm old. I've years of trauma and pain for my psyche to dip into.

2026-04-29 16:27:32 UTC

Mehr #östrogen bedeutet mehr gute Laune, und manchmal gibt's schlechte Laune.
Jetzt auf der Achterbahn! 😂😭
#trans #hrt #het #transfemmine

2026-04-29 16:25:04 UTC

Increased #estrogen does mean more great moods, but sometimes there are sad moods.
Time to ride the rollercoaster! 😂😭
#trans #hrt #transfemme

2026-04-29 15:20:38 UTC

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how about `Option::map_or` / `Option::map_or_else` ?
https://doc.rust-lang.org/std/option/enum.Option.html#method.map_or_else

2026-04-29 14:00:55 UTC

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... no? I had been emailing her already (due to wound dehiscence). I've been emailing photos for past few months.
I'm not sure if it's OK that there's no follow up now. I just needed to check.

2026-04-29 11:13:01 UTC

Meine Chirurgin will keinen Termin nach meiner 2. GaOP. Sie sagt „(also ja, Leben geniessen :-))“
Andere Frauen hatten so einen Termin (dachte ich). 🤷🏻‍♀️
#SchwesternVonRotenSteg #GaOP

2026-04-29 11:12:01 UTC

Looks like my surgeon doesn't see the need for a follow up appointment after my 2nd bottom surgery, writing "yes, just enjoy life :-)"
I had heard of others having a appointment. 🤷🏻‍♀️
#SchwesternVonRotenSteg

2026-04-28 16:49:02 UTC

Oh wow! I came out as bi almost 20 years before my bottom surgery! (Bottom Surgery was 19 yr, 6 months, 1 week, 1 day after my coming out post)
At the time, I was repressing my gender, my desire to be a woman, even from myself,though still readin lots of trans erotica. I knew I wasn't a hetero man.

2026-04-28 16:48:02 UTC

Wow! Ich habe mich als Bi geoutet fast 20 Jahre bevor meine GaOP! (Ich wunderte mich, ob es genau war. GaOP war 19 J, 6 Monaten, 1 Woche und 1 Tag nach mein Outing).

2026-04-28 16:48:02 UTC

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In dieser Zeit habe ich mich und meine Geschlecht unterdrückt, auch von mir selbst. Ich habe einfach viele Trans erotische Geschichten (IFYKYK) gelesen, um meine Dysphorie zu lösen. Ich wusste trotzdem dass ich kein hetero Mann war.

2026-04-28 15:36:05 UTC

Ich ziehe bald in eine größere Wohnung um. Das heißt, ich und mein süßes Erdbeerchen müssen mehere Möbel kaufen! Wir haben ein neues Sofa bestellt und haben es für uns anpassen lassen.
Es ist rosa! 😄

2026-04-28 15:32:51 UTC

I'll be moving soon, to a larger flat. Which means me and my strawberry need to buy more furniture!
We've ordered a sofa, customised for our needs.
It's pink. 😄

2026-04-28 11:13:01 UTC

Bluesky will mir viele Muscle Marys zeigen im Fitnessstudio, wo sie zeigen ihren Muskelns.
err.... nein! 🤣 🤣 🤣

2026-04-28 11:12:01 UTC

So Bluesky has decided to try to show me muscle marys working out in the gym, showing off their muscles.
err.... nope! 🤣 🤣 🤣

2026-04-27 18:44:08 UTC

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Judgement: akzeptier das.

2026-04-27 18:44:08 UTC

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Ganz ehrlich, nichts schlimm hat mir passiert. Ich habe jetzt mehr ÖSTROGEN und fühle mich gut. Und ich komm immer weiter von OP 🥰

2026-04-27 18:44:08 UTC

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Sonne: juhu! Alles gut!

2026-04-27 18:44:07 UTC

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10 Swerten: burn out, Kampf, Ende.
Aber wir sind noch nicht tot

2026-04-27 18:44:07 UTC

Ich fühle mich in letzter Zeit gut.
Zum Glück, stimmt mein Tarotkarten auch zu!
#tarot #tarotsky
https://cdn.masto.host/moytura/media_attachments/files/116/478/145/116/285/185/original/d4705745b6fbac3a.jpg

2026-04-27 17:06:11 UTC

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TBH nothing bad happened to me. I just got more ESTROGEN and I'm feeling good. And I'm continuing to recover from bottom surgery. 🥰

2026-04-27 17:06:11 UTC

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Sun: and yes! Here we are. Nice and warm in the sun. It's all good!

2026-04-27 17:06:10 UTC

I've been feeling good lately. Thankfully my tarot cards also agree!
#tarot #tarotsky
https://cdn.masto.host/moytura/media_attachments/files/116/477/759/935/337/819/original/246792e8f00eefef.jpg

2026-04-27 17:06:10 UTC

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Judgement: this is it. You have to realise it. Accept it.

2026-04-27 17:06:10 UTC

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10 of Swords: burn out and struggle and it's all too much.
But they're not dead yet!

2026-04-27 16:49:04 UTC

ich: „Ich lese nur Bücher, die von Trans Frauen geschreiben sind!“
meine Engel: „Tolle Idee! Es gibt heute so viele!”
„…“
„Du leißt ja eine neue Authorin, oder?!“
„…“
„Nicht nur noch einer von Alyson Greaves?!?“
„… kann sein 😅 “
[leider schreibt sie nur auf englisch]
#alysongreaves #transwomen #reading #books
https://cdn.masto.host/moytura/media_attachments/files/116/477/692/615/780/953/original/fe51766a8d397d63.png

2026-04-27 16:48:04 UTC

me: “I'll only read books by trans women!”
my better angel: “Great idea. There's so many to choose from now!”
“…“
“You are reading a new author aren't you?!”
“…”
“You're not just reading *ANOTHER* Alyson Greaves book are you?”
“… maybe”
#alysongreaves #transwomen #reading #books
https://cdn.masto.host/moytura/media_attachments/files/116/477/688/683/648/168/original/0e2831ee105e421f.png

2026-04-27 11:13:01 UTC

Ich denk jetzt an die Verwante, die mir mit voller Zuversicht gesagt hat, dass ich innerhalb von drei Wochen nach meiner geschlechtsangleichenden Operation geheilt sein würde. 🙄 🙄 🙄 🤣 🤣
Sie ist bekannt als Mobberin, und naturlich ist sie Krankenschwester. IYKYK 😉

2026-04-27 11:12:01 UTC

I'm reminded of the family member who confidently told me that I would be mostly healed from bottom surgery within 3 weeks. 🙄 🙄 🙄 🤣 🤣
She's well known as a bully, so of course she's a nurse. IYKYK 😉

2026-04-26 17:50:02 UTC

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some of them are

2026-04-26 16:49:00 UTC

Keine Überraschung, aber die r/ukpolitics subreddit ist ein kompleter Trash-Fire wegen trans Leute. Voll mit “Es gibt kein Beweis“ für Trans Sache. 🙄 🙄 🙄 🙄
#trans #ukpol #reddit

2026-04-26 16:48:01 UTC

Well the r/ukpolitics subreddit is absolute trashfire of “liberals concerned about lack of evidence“ when it comes to trans people. 🙄 🙄 🙄 🙄
#trans #ukpol #reddit

2026-04-26 11:06:47 UTC

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Haupt Problem: ich kann nur das UK Tastatur nutzen. Na toll, ich muss etwas von UK bestellen....

2026-04-26 11:06:47 UTC

Na toll. Ich muss ein neues Laptop kaufen. Mein ist 10 J alt, und Debian macht immer die WiFi nicht funktionierende, und Strom ladet nicht richtig.

2026-04-26 11:04:30 UTC

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The biggest PITA is that I have to have a UK Keyboard layout. So I have to buy from there..

2026-04-26 11:04:30 UTC

Oh great. Looks like I need to buy a new laptop. This one is 10 yr old and Debian keeps disabling the WiFi. And it's not charging properly. Blah blah

2026-04-26 09:21:42 UTC

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I still have that Zelda Links Awakening game cartridge, so like legally it's all ok. 😊

2026-04-26 09:21:41 UTC

I'd like to play some old Game Boy games on my Android phone?
How do I get an emulator and ROMs?
I have a hankering to play Link's Awakening from that Game Boy again.
#gameboy #zelda #linksawakening

2026-04-26 09:21:41 UTC

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I was a kid and me and my Dad played Zelda Links Awakening, and that was probably before his drinking & alcoholism got worse and now I'm crying

2026-04-25 17:04:11 UTC

Philosophy Tubes (englischsprachigen) Video über Trans Conversion "Therapy" in Großbritannien und die britische Gesundheitssystem, ist FANTASTISCH!
https://youtube.com/watch?v=_S5w18sjYLk
#trans

2026-04-25 17:01:19 UTC

Philosophy Tubes video about (trans) conversion "therapy" and the horrendous state of trans health care in the UK & NHS is FANTASTIC!
Its a must watch. She's so brilliant at describing the moral issues (and shaky science)
https://youtube.com/watch?v=_S5w18sjYLk
#trans #PhilosophyTube #TransRights

2026-04-25 08:04:15 UTC

Dus heutige Wanderung ist abgesagt.
Meine Zurücktrittt ins Fitness und Sport muss warten.

2026-04-25 08:02:20 UTC

My plan to get back into activity and sport and to go on the hike today.
But it got cancelled. Oh well.

2026-04-24 20:27:23 UTC

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oh shut ae you suppose to water this thing?

2026-04-24 20:26:12 UTC

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I mean, from the TV show, loads of people seem like assholes.

2026-04-24 20:08:46 UTC

Getting into the modern young person #trans scene by finally watching #Euphoria.

2026-04-24 20:08:46 UTC

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I was never this cool and never went to all this cool person teenage parties full of sex and drugs

2026-04-24 15:24:49 UTC

Why are you trans? (Wrong answers only)
The Irish school system has an optional year called "Transition Year".
I always was good at school, so I transitioned.
#trans #WhyAreYouTrans

2026-04-24 14:12:31 UTC

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all girls are also winners obv

2026-04-24 14:11:51 UTC

RE: https://moytura.org/@ebel/116442910435499959
💜💜💜 us purple girls are winner 💜💜💜
#note1jff…n287

2026-04-24 13:20:23 UTC

juhu! Ich habe eine gute Note dafür bekommen, ein Mädel zu sein. Estrodiol von 219 pg/ml, ist ganz in Ordnung AIUI (oder?)
... oder soll ich höher probieren? 🌸
#trans #hrt #transfemme #estrogen

2026-04-24 13:18:12 UTC

woo-hoo! I got a good grade in being a girl. Estrodiol of 219 pg/ml at trough is a perfectly fine level AIUI (right?).
.... or should I aim HIGHER? 🌸
#trans #hrt #transfemme #estrogen

2026-04-24 11:13:01 UTC

Ich versuche, transition Timeline build zu schaffen, aber ich kann die richtige, passende Bilder für heutzutage finden.
Weiß du was das bedeutet? Klar nehme ich nicht _genug_ Selfies!

2026-04-24 11:12:01 UTC

I'm trying to make a transition timeline, and I just can't find the right photo for present day.
You know what this means? Clearly I'm not taking _enough_ selfies!!

2026-04-24 08:45:36 UTC

2 different weddings... Almost 2 years apart.
#trans #transtiontimeline #timeline #transisbeutiful #glowup #transwoman
https://cdn.masto.host/moytura/media_attachments/files/116/458/804/739/554/552/original/ba59e3676724ecf1.jpg

2026-04-23 16:49:01 UTC

nehm das östrogen

2026-04-23 16:48:01 UTC

take the estrogen

2026-04-23 16:33:38 UTC

Ich habe meine Östrogen gemessen lassen, da ich eine Brave Mädel bin.
Hoffentlich bekomm ich eine gute Note! 😁😁
#trans #hrt

2026-04-23 16:32:06 UTC

I got my Estrogen measured, like a good girl.
I'm curious to see if I get a good mark! 😁😁
#trans #hrt #transfemme

2026-04-23 15:53:55 UTC

Dank an Tiktok. Ich habe gelernt, die englische Sprichwort “flicking the bean” als „die Bohne schnipsen“ übersetzen.
😅😅😆🫦 🫛👈🏻
#nsfw #sex #deutsch

2026-04-23 15:53:55 UTC

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Theoretisch habe ich schon die Bohne geschnipselt... 😅🤔

2026-04-23 15:53:55 UTC

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wichtig ist, diese ist anders als „die Bohne schnipseln“. 😅😅😱😱

2026-04-23 15:48:19 UTC

Thanks to Tiktok, I've learned that you can translate “flicking the bean” into German (as „die Bohne schnipsen”) 😅😅😆🫦 🫛👈🏻
#deutsch #german

2026-04-23 11:13:01 UTC

Mir wurde gesagt, ich müsse mehr deutschsprachige queere Liebesromane lesen.

2026-04-23 11:12:01 UTC

I've been told I need to read more german language queer romance stories.

2026-04-22 16:49:01 UTC

Vergiss nicht: Deine Unsicherheiten wurden von einem Vorstand voller alter weißer Männer geschaffen

2026-04-22 16:48:01 UTC

Remember, your insecurities were created by a boardroom full of old white men.

2026-04-22 11:13:15 UTC

Meine erste Lesbische Sichtbar Woche mit eine Vagina! 🥰 🥰🥰 🍓 🍓
#LesbianVisibilityWeek

2026-04-22 11:12:01 UTC

My first #LesbianVisibilityWeek with a vagina! 🥰 🥰🥰 🍓 🍓

2026-04-21 16:49:01 UTC

Also Leute, _The Pitt_ ist eine tolle TV Serie. S2 ist gerade zum Ende gekommen. Es ist „Kompetentz Porn“, und ein medicisches Drama. Schau es an!
Wir lieben dich, Dr Robby!
#ThePitt #TV

2026-04-21 16:48:01 UTC

OK, people _The Pitt_ is a cool TV show. S2 has just finished. It's “competence porn”, and medical drama. Watch it!
We love you Dr. Robby!
#ThePitt #TV

2026-04-21 13:23:28 UTC

are you a ...

2026-04-20 11:34:38 UTC

Ich will mehr aktiv und wieder sportlich werden, deswegen Zeit für Wandern!
Ich habe schon für die merhtäglige Alpinwanderung angemeldet, deswegen muss ich in der Trainingswanderung mitmachen!
#wandern #wanderung #trans #TransInSport

2026-04-20 11:30:40 UTC

In my attempt to get back into fitness after bottom surgery, I'm gonna go back hiking!
I've already signed up to the multi day alpine hike in summer, so time to join the training hikes!
#hike #hiking #trans #TransInSport

2026-04-20 09:13:38 UTC

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lots of brexit campaining in the UK was about “sovereignty”

2026-04-18 16:58:33 UTC

Bewegen bewegen bewegen.
Ich muss mich wieder bewegen, und wieder ins Sport gehen.
Deswegen habe ich für das nächste Yoga Kurz von meinem qieeren Sportverein angemeldet!
#yoga #sport

2026-04-18 16:55:40 UTC

Gotta get up, gotta get active!
In an attempt to get back to my physical activity, I've signed up for the next yoga course at my queer sports club!
#yoga #sport #sporty

2026-04-18 12:29:11 UTC

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erk. O hope you find a solution

2026-04-18 07:32:05 UTC

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hehe. Dunno if I'm quite at the stage of anti chaffing balm. 😅😅

2026-04-17 17:27:37 UTC

Sommer kommt! Das heißt, es wird zu warm für Strumpfhose. Juhu!
Wo kauf ich gute Shorts für unter meine Röcke oder Kleider? Etwas gegen „chubrub“?

2026-04-17 17:24:42 UTC

Summer is coming, so it'll be too warm for tights! Yay!
Now where do I get good underskirt/underdress shorts to prevent chubrub?
Any tips?

2026-04-17 15:02:15 UTC

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gotta boost my engagement

2026-04-17 09:11:18 UTC

Ich glaube,ich muss mehr Selfies Posten. Ich will mehr gewohnt werden! Komm Amanda, sei stolz!

2026-04-17 09:10:19 UTC

I feel like I need to post more selfies. I need to get better into the habit. Come on, Amanda, take pride in yourself!

2026-04-17 07:33:59 UTC

Oh wow, http://transsexual.org/ has gone offline.
The COGIATI test is complete nonsense.
But this is a part of internet & trans history.
#trans #cogiati #transsexual #history

2026-04-16 17:00:54 UTC

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this is all such a lovely and beautiful and powerful way to talk about transition!!! 😁😁😁

2026-04-16 16:59:44 UTC

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Happy Rebirthday