RationizedInsanity🏳️‍🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸

This profile is a short form writing project by someone odd, and a place to post my creative endeavors.

I suffer from - Tourettes, ADHD, OCD and PTSD and my life is as strange as they get.

I run a YouTube, and Scoopz channel with shorts and photography being posted regularly, all named JARRENoMgWtF.

I accept donations, but I do all this for fun in the end.

You can find my social links in my about if you are curious!

-Jarren

My YouTube Channel!!! :):):): https://youtube.com/@jarrenomgwtf?si=FfZtmx2c1VaZxwmM
My Scoopz Profile!!! :) :D: https://scoopzapp.com/@316795894?s=a7&pd=0LRF5CpA&hl=en_US&send_time=1741452734&actBtn=null
My Ko-Fi Page 💜❤️: https://ko-fi.com/jarren
My CashApp for Donations O.o: https://cash.app/$JarrenStears

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2025-09-30 21:38:35 UTC

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I could use a hug.
I was crying writing that thinking that even my own father did that to me.
He couldn't handle how my words cut through like a knife.
So he hurt me until I went insane and then made it all look like it was my fault, and called me violent when he's hit me more than I've ever hit anyone combined.

2025-08-29 01:56:37 UTC

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I don't even like numbers.
Just if I am forced to be in proximity to them, and maybe even must use them, I prefer the odd ones.
My math skills are on par with the average 9th grader probably.

2025-08-29 01:43:12 UTC

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I also don't like even numbers so maybe 5. Ideally 3 because my favorite time signature to play piano in is 3/4. Sometimes 6/4 which is the only acceptable use of even numbers in my life.

2025-08-14 02:31:29 UTC

It's gotta be rough being a teenager ATM.
80% of your peers can barely pay attention long enough to read an entire page, and every single system in the #usa from #education to #housing has turned into a scam, while you look forward to getting a degree in order to make enough money to maybe rent a 1 bedroom apartment, buy a new car, and raise a dog all at once.
Forget owning a house or having kids, as both you and your partner will work 50 hours a week forever.
#writing #society #life #humor

2025-05-18 18:00:17 UTC

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Also on that note - Gen alpha is completely screwed.
Most kids are completely addicted to technology, to the point teachers are quitting left and right as kids are INCAPABLE of paying attention for more than 39 seconds since their boredom threshold is so low, and just blankly stare at them, not absorbing any info.
The average 6th grader is now reading at a 1st grade level.
Turns out if your parenting consists of shoving a phone in your kid's face to shut them up, they're really dumb.

2025-05-10 16:34:52 UTC

Weird #tourettes moment of the day part FOUR-
One #symptom I have is my speech center NEVER STOPS. Even alone. I'll have whole-ass conversations with myself, you don't even really need to be here.
It also likes to try to throw ALL OF THE WORDS OUT AT ONCE, I have a bit of a stutter, and will try to say a thousand words together.
Someone asked me how I was, I said - "I'm oh just and good just great living the dream, how's yooer... Fuck,".
"That just made my day, thanks xD,".
#humor #writing

2025-02-11 20:10:13 UTC

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I still don't know shit about #socialmedia and #tech because I actively avoided it for most of a decade and I am still learning.
My "dad" was a tech geek, and build engineer.
So social media and tech reminds me of him.
So I actually am instinctively avoidant of anything super tech related.
Huh.
This project just lead me to realize more parts of my #ptsd
#mentalhealth #selfreflection

2025-02-11 18:28:24 UTC

@npub16tm…3hl7 Damnit you're like one of my favorite people on here.
Why the hell isn't it letting me follow you?!?!?!
Unless it's a setting.
But hi :D