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2026-06-14 21:34:37 UTC

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@nprofile…72y8 some random gainer blog on tumblr

2026-06-14 21:31:52 UTC

til trans femme people are into extreme fatness more than anyone else somehow

2026-05-26 13:38:26 UTC

trump docetism

2026-05-19 00:35:27 UTC

surely if we kill enough billionaires we can accelerte the arrival of the kingdom of heaven by destroying the archon's human puppets

2026-04-09 20:16:53 UTC

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@nprofile…xsvf oh so that's why they made the Jewish people live in Outrement

2026-04-09 20:09:29 UTC

conservatives say they want a gender binary but they actually have at least a gender pentanity: man, woman, faggot, dyke, slut. children don't have a gender/sex really until they reach puberty at which point they eventually have one of the genders assigned to them or pick it out themself. depending on how obsessed with properly maintaining this they are trans people are either strictly verboten (bc they interfere with a sacred biological assignment) or an acceptable alternative to being a failing man or woman.

2026-04-04 14:48:06 UTC

cro-magnon chuds whining about how neanderthals are stealing their woman and how sapiens has fallen before committing yet another annihilation of a fellow human species, setting the tone for their descendants

2026-04-02 17:37:00 UTC

the "Christ" your average klanmerikkkan worships
https://social.xenofem.me/media/1e960731-c08f-423f-a54e-d042c9fffe46/mcchrist.webp

2026-04-02 17:24:22 UTC

gonna be honest: telling prospective dolls transition is easy and entirely good without bringing up the stigma and the necessity of being insanely filled with determination, grit, cunning, and at times the willingness to use explosives is wrong. you choose the doll life you get the doll strife, let's not kid ourselves

2026-04-02 17:22:08 UTC

libstagram propaganda timeline of mtf transition: normal but unhappy guy who's oblivious -> HRT -> blooming young bombshell
timeline of transition of pretty much everyone I know: trauma, autism, moderate to I-have-to-castrate-self-now dysphoria, adhd, chaos, getting called a fag alot -> HRT (sometimes after years of struggle) -> trauma, autism, moderate to I-have-to-castrate-self-now-but-maybe-i-can-get-surgery-in-a-million-years dysphoria, chaos and struggle for a million years, considering making pacts with demons instead of FFS

2026-03-28 00:04:44 UTC

i fuckin hate this arthritis not because of the pain (which is hot) but because I can't fucking shoot with my fucked up fingers. how am I supposed to vent my rage during the boogaloo now?!!!! and don't say something like indirect fire or drones. that's sitting in the cuck chair of combat. sure you drop bigger loads and kill more people but you don't get to run into enemy trenches and dome them until they submit, seeing the fear in their eyes and watching the light go out of them, taking skulls for your collection or as an offering to Ares

2026-03-27 12:18:47 UTC

shitposting: or the drastic dhyana of the doo-doo discourse

2026-03-27 01:22:49 UTC

Americans and Canadians need to calm the fuck down about who is better and realise that we're both awful and that total Land Back is the only sane, just choice. Especially if the Mexica movement is leading it

2026-03-26 23:03:27 UTC

https://social.xenofem.me/media/75c46e9c-1f00-48d7-8e05-9d50b88a81de/linkedinshit.webp

2026-03-26 22:37:47 UTC

https://social.xenofem.me/media/0211388e-365a-41ff-9fea-93f9c0cca267/kalithisisfinedog.webp

2026-03-26 21:34:34 UTC

anyway my personal headcanon is that Chicago is a fully owned and operated subsidiary of Hell and that if you are born there and die there you go to Hell so is the imperative of every native born Chicagoan to move elsewhere so Satan doesn't feast on their souls (sent to him earlier than expected via the cursed culinary catastrophes the city invents on a daily basis)

2026-03-26 15:06:59 UTC

day fifteen of migraine. my migraine and I have merged. mymigraine is me and I am my migraine. we are a syzygy of love, pain, hatred, and joy. come and join us on the migraine plain...

2026-03-25 01:14:41 UTC

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@nprofile…47q8 we already have a little of it but if the tories ever get back in power they're notwithstanding clausing everyone they don't like straight to hell

2026-03-25 01:11:15 UTC

good God klanmerikkka has vitiated its constitution from the beginning but klanada fucking had a fascism enable button in it from the beginning for the express purpose of allowing the fascist population to fuck over anyone they didn't like rights and courts be damned

2026-03-25 01:09:13 UTC

virgin traveling to every country to pretend to love it like a native vs chad living in every country to hate it like a native

2026-03-23 03:03:40 UTC

can you basically believe in Kashmiri Shaivism but still be Anglican? discuss

2026-03-21 01:14:48 UTC

"eh" is just canadian for "innit"

2026-03-20 13:17:29 UTC

https://social.xenofem.me/media/a3303b86-1756-4378-b182-b9151433a472/knowmegoth.webp

2026-03-19 13:58:59 UTC

life in Canada is great until you remember the big red Fascism Enable button they put in the constitution called the Notwithstanding clause

2026-03-18 13:10:42 UTC

I was gonna ask "why isn't there an occvlt insvne vsylvm instance on fedi" but then realised I'm on it

2026-03-17 20:55:26 UTC

I served at a french low mass in an anglican church w/ rose vestments for St. Patrick's day, what did everyone else get to do?

2026-03-09 14:11:02 UTC

they're forcing flies to experience the age of em
https://theinnermostloop.substack.com/p/the-first-multi-behavior-brain-upload

2026-03-03 00:10:51 UTC

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@nprofile…z9f3 reads like one or two papers i had to grade

2026-03-02 20:50:54 UTC

Well, at least he knows what he wants
https://social.xenofem.me/media/310fd6b9-9cc5-4a70-8e2e-08c074fbf987/lookinintherightplace.webp

2026-03-02 19:49:04 UTC

speaking of HRT and neurology does anyone else deal with migraines that are made worse by HRT? mine are more or less entirely dictated by the weather but I was wondering if any similarly afflicted lady has had any luck treating them. migraine drugs/NSAIDs often don't treat them effectively

2026-03-02 01:22:55 UTC

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@nprofile…xsvf @nprofile…s84t already heard about this, not surprised. WarGames predicted this back in '83

2026-02-17 15:31:52 UTC

given the tendency of the universe to run towards complete isotropy, a complete brown neutral mass where the only movement around is the undirected goalless quantum perturbation of random particles popping into and out of existence solely because the laws don't disallow it how certain are we that Mainlaender's vision of reality as God's dying body is senseless? The empirical data suggest such a hypothesis is in fact correct; there is a tendency in nature of a will to nihilation folowing the will to power (tho' even the will to nothingness is in the end only a negative phase of the will to power)

2026-01-31 13:19:55 UTC

you know who are the unsung heroes of the gay and pervert rights movements? furries. whose had communities of practice and connection for uninterrupted decades? furries. who pioneered online relationships with other freaks separated by distance but bridged by electronic text? furries. who created tonnes of spoogy art inspiring millions of people to draw their own wild fantasies? furries. who built up an astounding amount of internet infrastructure allowing people to call them problematic? furries

2026-01-30 18:38:13 UTC

does anyone have a good summary/collection of papers on COVID's effects on the body, long covid etc? There's someone whose protective posture is dreadfully deficient and I think they'll respond to scientific argument

2026-01-24 00:42:15 UTC

why am I reading old woman yuri where one of them has dementia

2026-01-10 00:52:07 UTC

fucking cuck country taking away guns just when we should be arming everyone

2025-12-30 19:21:45 UTC

lovecraft was just evola for pulp fiction enjoyers

2025-12-29 22:03:00 UTC

cyberpunk is to contemporary scifi stuff as pulp stuff was to Asimov, Dick, Ellison et al

2025-12-27 04:01:00 UTC

https://social.xenofem.me/media/8b389419-e1c8-4bf5-8124-08843f7a3365/proisraellittles.jpg

2025-12-26 01:23:40 UTC

anyone have unhinged yuri recs? something like gunjou but more insane would do the trick

2025-12-24 14:59:05 UTC

giant bong used for executions. the bowl can pack 69 kg or weed and charcoal with a springloaded hatch at the top. up to ten people can get hotboxed to death at once

2025-12-20 00:31:07 UTC

each the demiurge of his own digital hell/seeking out the proper feeds to maintain his infernal spell/never needing nor wanting to leave his diabolic cell/couchlocked with digital indica can you imagine the smell

2025-12-19 00:09:40 UTC

how is everyone here with unbirthing

2025-12-15 19:22:34 UTC

cursed thought: hitler was with the dao which explains why someone who was as lazy, stupid, and flat-out AuDHD as he could become the leader of Germany but unfortunately he was too yin (which makes sense as Wilhelm II was too yang) and was ultimately the agent of the destructive mode of the Dao
a similar thing is going on with trump (yin) and putin (yang)

2025-12-15 17:16:54 UTC

the grimdark future where millions of men across amerikkka get their balls cut off for a 90% discount on their health insurance. parents inspect their teenage sons' packages and once they're functional enough they jerk off to get their sperm stored and go to claire's to get their balls cut off. unless they're transgender then they still have to go through the whole gatekeeping process

2025-12-11 13:38:01 UTC

thousand sisters chaos space marines led by Daemoness Primarch Nyx Land

2025-12-10 01:47:08 UTC

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@nprofile…k8kd okay this would slap thought #8 would be reversed

2025-12-10 01:32:37 UTC

current klanadian politics has me wanting to make a grindcore album

2025-12-10 01:29:06 UTC

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@nprofile…k8kd Book of Common Prayer

2025-12-10 01:10:27 UTC

given how things are going I would not object to the rise of the Quebecaliphate just to spite all these cunts making dumbass discriminatory laws

2025-12-08 14:49:41 UTC

the roman empire isn't criticized enough

2025-12-02 03:19:39 UTC

soon in amerikkka people will be having marburg parties to ensure their children are completely infected amid the great viral hemorrhagic outbreak of 2027

2025-12-01 03:21:03 UTC

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@nprofile…k8kd @nprofile…tnx9 knowing our luck it's gonna be one of the strains no one was even thinking about making a vaccine for and there'll be no funding for mRNA work until the death count globally is in the 8 or 9 digit range

2025-11-26 04:09:53 UTC

my fwb sucked on my tits last friday and now i'm making milk. again.

2025-11-21 22:18:18 UTC

why does Vancouver and the entire lower mainland feel cursed?

2025-11-12 20:24:13 UTC

gamers confirmed saturn worshippers

2025-11-08 01:34:02 UTC

man I don't need a LLM to craft a world-annihilating virus just give me several depressed postdocs who have to work food delivery to make ends meet and a decent lab and a supply of test subjects and I'll make a virus the survivors will be able to see in their DNA 40k years from now

2025-11-07 15:44:34 UTC

it's time for the netbook to be reborn harder

2025-10-30 17:01:33 UTC

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@nprofile…k8kd actuarial hell

2025-10-30 14:58:39 UTC

why the fuck do people want civ to continue anyway? like holy shit civilization is literally a pyramid (building) scheme that inevitably causes its own death through positive feedback loops of negative consequences its death spiral built right into its early explosion

2025-10-20 23:38:14 UTC

do you think lucy elfen lied and the postal dude would be friends or nah?

2025-10-19 23:59:26 UTC

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@nprofile…k8kd this is exactly what the average amerikkkan wants from a president at the end of the day -- a raging tribal chieftan who puts on airs of being a king dropping literal shit on those who oppose him. it's not death or suffering they want for their enemies, but humiliation

2025-10-17 21:44:56 UTC

how the fuck do you go vegan if you're consitutively executive function deprived

2025-10-16 14:20:14 UTC

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@nprofile…k8kd maybe I'm too pessimistic but I kinda see that as inevitable if not a fait accompli at this point

2025-10-16 12:57:50 UTC

i'm legitimately becoming racist against klanmerikkkans and it kinda worries me. just because they're all greedy, genocidal, ignorant, trend obsessed, conformist yet hyperindividualist doesn't mean the civilized world should genocide them outright. a few of them can be reformed the rest can work the soybean mines until death

2025-10-15 01:33:53 UTC

I'm not doing well at this whole being a normal Nicene Christian thing am I?

2025-10-13 19:09:58 UTC

why does everyone think xnfm users are so scary? I'm literally just an ugly sad hag whose special interests are school shootings, Jesus, evil occultism, depressing philosophy, living every day as a limit experience, cute stationery supplies, and applied eschatology

2025-10-10 22:56:25 UTC

does anyone else fondly think of how fun it would be to be one of the few survivors of a plague or something and stroll through the denuded streets, basking in the glory of a world now bereft of billions of people going on an endless journey until finally you step on a rusty nail and die of tetanus?

2025-10-10 20:52:02 UTC

tech is inherently fash; this should be blazingly obvious but in case it's not all you have to do is look at the pedigree of many jet design features or how IBM helped round up people during the Holocaust, as well as the works of the Futurists up to the development of SAGE etc. granted there was cybersyn etc but that doesn't change tech's tendency to perfectly fit, enhance, and extend inherently authoritarian agendas and ways of living

2025-10-10 19:35:26 UTC

Virtue ethics is the only kind of ethics that focuses on the right patient: the doer, not the act

2025-10-10 01:31:24 UTC

man. crazy to see the dominionists actually implementing their comically evil plan

2025-10-04 11:55:05 UTC

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@nprofile…uclz what would go on in a Space Jihad? sounds interesting tbh

2025-09-06 01:27:54 UTC

https://social.xenofem.me/media/b6dd66f8-2995-4493-a54d-ab05ebf5828c/cantradeburg.jpg

2025-08-15 12:31:42 UTC

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@nprofile…ynjf don't worry, they're working on fixing that. soon you will have to make sure your shirt is compatible with LG's detergent standards, or buy only GE authorized softener cartridges and can only use your machine via a cloud interface

2025-07-28 13:03:38 UTC

https://social.xenofem.me/media/4a514b08-9dc5-41a9-9589-834c3622e54e/northamericanmilk.webp

2025-07-25 12:47:41 UTC

the psychos are advancing in their assaults on us in their neurotype rahowa:
https://scitechdaily.com/groundbreaking-study-identifies-four-biologically-distinct-autism-subtypes/

2025-07-17 01:37:45 UTC

HERE WE BELIEVE
* NUCLEAR ARMS GIVE THE BEST HUGS
* DONALD TRUMP STRANGLED EPSTEIN HIMSELF
*SATAN INVENTED THE CORONAVIRUS AND ARCHANGEL RAPHAEL INSPIRED THE VACCINE
* GEORGE DUBYA BUSH AND OSAMA BIN LADEN ARE HEROES FOR COLLAPSING THE AMERIKKKLAN EMPIRE
* GOD HATES FLAGS. HE LOVES CIGARETTES AND HOMOSEXUAL MEN

2025-03-02 01:34:26 UTC

I'm a xenofeminist, which means I support the Alien Queen's right to turn all biomass in the galaxy into more adorable little xenomorphs <3

2025-02-10 01:49:07 UTC

not my autistic ass enjoying the beauty of the anglo-KKKatholic liturgy