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2024-11-08 14:19:37 UTC

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I'm weirded out that columbo is suddenly showing up everywhere I look. I tried to figure out the most obscure pieces of american media that I knew about, and I decided it had to be columbo. I didn't even know what it was, I'd just heard it mentioned. Now I'm seeing it in anime parodies, fucking fedi memes, 4chan posts it goes on and on. I went like 15 years never seeing columbo anywhere except a late night advertisement for some retro programming block on one of those "bonus" HD over the air local channels. Now I see it everywhere.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EL-ihLLz3R0

2024-11-06 05:38:49 UTC

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lol yeah I don't know much about you honestly I just followed because I wanted to see what was going on in that thread (it turned out it was nothing lol)

2024-11-06 05:36:38 UTC

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yeah they took my entire CP (cat pictures) archive for themselves and told me I wasn't allowed on the internet anymore

2024-11-06 05:34:30 UTC

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oh, that yeah some people just don't know a cool prank when they see it

2024-11-06 05:31:59 UTC

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instances can't follow individual users, what are you saying?

2024-11-06 02:23:11 UTC

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THE GOVERNMENT PUT ME ON SLEEPY PILLS
https://s3.clubcyberia.co/pleroma/1997c320e89580d7776287ab83670ce677da5b03557488141073576ec4f4c83c.png

2024-11-06 02:21:39 UTC

the government put me on sleepy pills

2024-11-04 03:02:01 UTC

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I can't vote for some reason I vote for 14/15

2024-11-02 03:19:48 UTC

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I recognize that sequence of guanine and adenine

2024-11-02 00:17:30 UTC

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add orchestal hits on every measure and a guy beatboxing and moaning "uhh" "ahh" "yeeeah" "ungh" etc in the background

2024-10-30 11:15:17 UTC

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halloween is an irish thing, australia was colonized by brits

2024-10-30 11:13:45 UTC

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pretty cool opinion there champ

2024-10-25 14:36:53 UTC

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well, at least monarchism has a better chance of infusing that kind of stability until humans are selected again for responsibility and intelligence than authoritarianism, which seems like just a stupid way of throwing away EVERYTHING we've learned.
the conditions of later medieval and early reniassance europe were horrible and involved lots and lots of suffering and death. The effect was to kill off the peasants (not all at once mind you) and prevent them from reproducing while forcing the children (and illegitimate children) of the middle and upper class to move down into these lower social strata. A horrible time to be alive, for sure, but it paved the way for the industrial revolution.

2024-10-25 14:26:20 UTC

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you say it like it's some kind of tragic, irrecoverable failure and not just how human history swings back and forth in its attempt to slowly work itself free of the muck of unconsciousness.

2024-10-25 02:09:09 UTC

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Anyway this is getting a little ways away from what I'm interested in so to avoid being drawn into an argument I don't actually care that much about I'm gonna dip out. I think I've said my piece and made my arguments. Good night.

2024-10-25 02:08:14 UTC

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neither does authoritarianism. The soviet union collapsed.

2024-10-25 02:03:02 UTC

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Actually yeah. I would actually prefer monarchism to authoritarianism. Authoritarianism selects for the most ruthless. Monarchism hardly selects at all.

2024-10-25 01:20:23 UTC

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I can understand not liking him-- he has a lot of weird baggage he brings with him that's kinda hard to take seriously. Like the fact he cries sometimes in interviews-- I don't think it's performative, it's just, I think he's kind of "drunk on symbols," as Dawkins said in their debate recently. He's like, spacey, living in another world all the time. Oh also that time he said he thinks some symbol (it might have been jacob's ladder "has something to do with the structure of DNA). It's not that I think it's going too far to notice that as a weird resonance, like maybe us seeing that indicates something about us, but you can't tell people you believe it might have something to do with god's plan for the universe (which, probably hilariously to you, I think this kind of thing might just be real, but I have more sense than to say that in a context where I can't explain it enough to make it not sound stupid lol).

2024-10-25 01:09:42 UTC

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You can't really go into Jung's system too much without freaking a lot of people out though.

2024-10-25 01:00:48 UTC

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Like I'd probably watch this even if I didn't like the people he was analyzing.

2024-10-25 01:00:32 UTC

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Yeah I like the psych stuff I like imagining how other people must think and what it's like to be them yeah, I just find it interesting.

2024-10-25 00:55:43 UTC

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Oh god that. I watched it. It was really cringe. JBP is an ok guy and I like some of his stuff but he's just not very cool.

2024-10-24 02:48:11 UTC

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Yeah the weird thing is the actors weren't even kids they were little pudgy black adult dudes in wigs but through the camera they looked real it was weird man

2024-10-24 02:46:31 UTC

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lol yeah they offered me a deal, they sent me on a mission to infiltrate a CP ring in barbados and I busted the whole operation wide open. They let me go with a commendation

2024-10-24 02:44:28 UTC

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rofl really? does she let him lick her ass?

2024-10-24 02:43:06 UTC

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why did it shut down?

2024-10-24 01:07:54 UTC

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It's the fact that they even imply that there's any remote hint of romance or sexual tension between characters who visually look like an adult and child (at the same time I don't mean if they grow up together) is enough to make it disgusting.
The age thing has an unsettling power dynamic.

2024-10-24 01:05:04 UTC

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the point is it's disgusting. that's literally it. it's disgusting. I'm sorry I can't make the explanation more autism-friendly than that.

2024-10-19 14:51:49 UTC

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lol GC has been a problem for gamedevs for YEARS. I had to abandon using C# when I was in high school because in my openGL based rendering engine, the GC FORCED about a 50ms pause every second. It would have been manageable if I could control how often the GC ran, but they offereed absolutely no way to do that in the client code. They said it was automatic, based on number of allocations and frees, but I could not control how often it ran even when, as far as I could tell, my frees and allocations should be almost zero. I had the same problem with Python which should have been obvious thinking back but back then it was widely promulgated as a PERFECT language for beginning game devs. I finally gave up when I played rogue legacy, an at least RELATIVELY competently made game I knew was written in C#, made with Microsoft's recommended game dev tools, and noticed it had the same GC stuttering every second or so that my engine did.

2024-09-16 19:24:42 UTC

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godspeed and good luck in the afterlife

2024-09-14 14:54:31 UTC

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and following my every move. The funniest thing to me is you know who I am, I'm the guy who was on the sonicmancast and that's actually some kind of significant thing in your life you can call to mind intantly. I have ABSOLUTELY no idea who any of you are except pernia, you just appeared on my feed a few months ago when I was fucking around with cum.salon, before I found out you guys are literal chomos who stream CP to each other.
You think you're bullying me or something but this is just pathetic.

2024-09-14 14:51:56 UTC

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thank you for paying attention to me

2024-09-10 19:50:01 UTC

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there is literally no value to your life

2024-09-10 19:48:48 UTC

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he's projecting

2024-09-10 19:35:53 UTC

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that guy has a disease

2024-09-09 15:47:53 UTC

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I'm talking about regression to the mean with the elite

2024-09-09 15:34:37 UTC

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if you're not talking young earth creationism, there are two different phenomena you could be talking about-- mutations that build up over time and the fact that exceptional individuals have exceptionally rare combinations of genes, which may or may not breed true in their offspring, this is called regression to the mean. I wouldn't call this "genetic drift" because it's not the gene pool that's changing

2024-09-09 15:32:15 UTC

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oh is this a young earth creationism thing?

2024-09-09 13:59:02 UTC

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he has to dress up in the big bird costume

2024-09-09 13:27:48 UTC

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regression to the mean specifically but the question is whether it's the regression of one prominent inbred family like the rothschilds who history didn't preserve because they were completely secret

2024-09-09 03:45:33 UTC

what if the reason empires fall isn't a natural human cycle, but the result of powerful families' descendants getting dumber and dumber over the generations, and it takes about 300 years for them to get so dumb they can't hold it all together anymore?

2024-08-29 00:00:42 UTC

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Wait how big are we talking? I was thinking it was some kind of ridiculous thing like the costco chicken bake

2024-08-28 23:51:12 UTC

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I think there's some kind of coordinated effort to dispossess the poor and middle class-- with the increasing price of food (especially fast food, which the lower classes consume disproportionately) and companies driving the price of housing up.

2024-08-21 02:32:08 UTC

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The golden age of netflix was always kind of a lie. They were able to, because they were a small distribution platform exclusive to the relatively few people who had fast internet at that time, they were willing to sign more lucrative (for netflix) deals letting them get premium content for cheap. When everyone was on it, the content producer's margins started to thin out a bit. That's why it got worse and worse over time.
I never stopped torrenting. I don't know why more people didn't. We would be so much better off if ALL the media companies died. I'm serious about that, we don't need like 10 blockbuster movies every summer.

2024-08-11 21:14:35 UTC

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Al op jonge leeftijd volgde Paay piano en balletlessen en in 1965 debuteerde ze als zangeres in een nachtclub in het jazz orkest van haar vader met de naam The Evergreens. Samen met Anita Meyer en haar zus Yvonne Keeley vormde ze haar eigen backinggroep.
Na haar televisiedebuut in 1966 bij de Tros met Patricia zingt, een programma van 20 minuten, bracht ze eind jaren zestig Nederlandstalige nummers uit, waarvan de single Je bent niet hip een hit werd. Detail: Op het plaatje tikt Pierre Kartner alias Vader Abraham met een lepeltje tegen een colaflesje. Twee andere Nederlandstalige singles bereikten eveneens de Top 40. In 1969 deed ze met het liedje Jij mee aan het Nationaal Songfestival, maar verloor van Lenny Kuhr. Later uitgebrachte Engelstalige nummers (later ook de single "Hey Girls/Prove It to Me" (1968, label Delta-DS 1286, onder het pseudoniem Honey Bee) werden geen succes. In 1970 zong Patricia de hoge vrouwenstem op Back Home een Nr. 1 hit van de Golden Earring.In 1971 maakte ze nog een single onder het pseudoniem Ivy Christie ("One Way Ticket / Surprise, Surprise", label Lowland 180 119).
In 1971 richtte Paay haar eigen groep Himalaya op, die in 1973 overging in de groep Heart en weer later (toen Patricia alweer vertrokken was) in Limousine.
In 1972 maakte ze als duo met haar zus Yvonne Keeley een single onder de artiestennaam Honey Pie.
Paay werd pas echt populair vanaf 1974, toen ze opnieuw aan een solocarrière begon. Haar eerste solo elpee Beam Of Light was nog niet echt succesvol, maar de in 1976 verschenen discosingles Someday My Prince Will Come (een Disney klassieker) en Now (Is The Moment), een Dave Berry cover, werden hits. Paay deed ook veel studiowerk zoals achtergrondzang. Zo was zij (net als de latere Luv zangeres José) duidelijk te horen op de hit Standing On The Inside van Full House uit 1976. In januari 1977 scoorde Paay haar grootste hit: Who's That Lady With My Man, een nummer dat Jaap Eggermont had gehoord op de Franse radio en in samenwerking met de jongens van Catapult bewerkte voor Patricia. Ook de opvolger Livin' Without You deed het goed in de hitparades. Beide zijn Jaap Eggermont producties.
Na deze successen nam ze eind jaren zeventig enkele albums op: de succesvolle lp The Lady Is A Champ en Malibu Touch. De single Malibu werd een hit. Verder neemt ze nog een duet op met Jacques Kloes: You Make It Allright en met haar zus The Best Friend I Know. In de jaren tachtig volgden wat successen met onder andere Saturday Nights en Who Let The Heartache In in 1981 van het album Playmate en toen kwam Tomorrow (Dit nummer uit de musical Annie,aangereikt door haar toenmalige manager John van Katwijk en geproduceerd door Jaap Eggermont bereikte de derde plaats in de top veertig)en daarna nog Solitaire (een Neil Sedaka song) van het album Dream World.
In 1983 trad ze voor de grap samen met haar moeder en haar zus Yvonne op als het trio The Star Sisters. Zij zongen liedjes van de Andrews Sisters. Producer Jaap Eggermont van Stars on 45 zag hier brood in en nam ze onder contract. De plaats van de moeder werd daarbij ingenomen door Sylvana van Veen. Hun Andrews Sisters-medley Proudly presents The Star Sisters bereikte de eerste plaats in de Top 40 en de Nationale Hitparade,het werd bovendien een nummer één hit in Frankrijk. De speaker op de plaat is Adam Curry haar latere echtgenoot. Met de bijbehorende clip werd geschiedenis geschreven in de Nederlandse clip historie. De follow up Hooray for Hollywood werd in 1984 ook een hit. In datzelfde jaar was Paay naaktmodel in de Nederlandse editie van het mannenblad Playboy.
In 1986 kwam de single Are You Ready For My Love uit, waarop dj Adam Curry de rap verzorgde. In 1987 verscheen nog de single Bad Girls, een medley van sexy liedjes. Daarna werd het stil rond The Star Sisters. Sylvana van Veen is dan al vervangen door Ingrid Ferdinandusse. In datzelfde jaar vertrok Patricia Paay met partner Adam Curry naar New York. Hierna verscheen de single Stop Me in de Tipparade en in 1992 nam Paay een duet op met Rob de Nijs: De Wereld. In 1996 was Paay voor de tweede keer te zien in de Playboy.
Begin 1999 keerden Paay en Curry terug naar Nederland. Vanaf 2003 was ze samen met Curry te zien in de realitysoep Adam's Family. In 2004 verhuisde het gezin naar Engeland.
In 2006 en 2007 deed Paay mee aan het dansprogramma Dancing with the Stars. In 2008, 2009 en 2010 was ze te zien als jurylid in de SBS 6 programma's Holland's Got Talent en Popstars.
Eind 2009 stond voor de derde keer een fotoreportage van haar in het blad Playboy. Hiermee was Paay met haar 60 jaar het oudste model ter wereld met een blootreportage in Playboy.
In 2010 Bracht Patricia Paay samen met Remco Bastiaansen de dans-DVD Forever Fit uit.
Vanaf 1 september 2011 zit Patricia Paay samen met Patty Brard en Tatjana Simic in het programma Diva's draaien door.

2024-07-31 03:26:49 UTC

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farming, industry, economics, all that shit was invented by white people so they could keep all the shit to themselves

2024-07-31 03:22:01 UTC

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watermelon's good I don't get why it's an insult to be told to go eat it

2024-07-31 03:12:04 UTC

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but what if I kill all white racists then being a white racist doesn't serve you very well does it?

2024-07-31 03:09:54 UTC

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because they're racist and racism is bad

2024-07-31 03:02:20 UTC

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and it lost for being racist

2024-07-31 02:58:41 UTC

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yeah but their regime was destroyed for being too racist and white

2024-07-31 02:52:16 UTC

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what about the germans?

2024-04-22 23:34:05 UTC

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I'm serious dude you make my skin crawl. The way you casually mention your fetishes in conversation because you want people to know about them. You provide no value to society. Go shrivel up.

2024-04-22 23:31:48 UTC

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If I was you I'd jump in an industrial meat grinder

2024-04-22 23:30:16 UTC

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fucking subhuman you deserve to be set on fire

2024-04-22 23:29:41 UTC

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you make my fucking stomach turn. you make me throw up into my office wastebasket. why the fuck are you on this website?

2024-04-22 23:28:31 UTC

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god fucking damnit UNSUBSCRIBE ME FROM YOUR PEDOPHILE THREADS FAGGOT