subul
subul

🇵🇰 🇵🇸
so-bull
ucla ‘20

Public Key

npub1jmaw90k3ge35tu9ddmq0qc7emml3fgje8ts9lmhtrfkz4t4ysk0s8dhr96

Profile Code

nprofile1qqsfd7hzhmg5vc697zkkas8sv0vaalc55fvn4czlam435mp246jgt8cpz3mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuerpd46hxtnfduqs6amnwvaz7tmwdaejumr0ds2e93lv

Publishing to

relay.damus.io

nos.lol

Author Public Key

npub1jmaw90k3ge35tu9ddmq0qc7emml3fgje8ts9lmhtrfkz4t4ysk0s8dhr96

Show more details

Last Notes

2023-04-09 00:48:38

- reply

I never turn down dessert but I can’t seem to stomach it after a day of fasting :(

2023-04-09 00:08:58

- reply

I’m Muslim :)
The idea of surrender is simply about making an effort to the extent that you can, and leaving the rest to a higher power, whether that is God, the universe, angels, or whatever people believe in.
It’s about radical acceptance and releasing the need for certainty and control. Letting go of the “musts” and “shoulds” so you can leave room for a divine plan and serendipity.

2023-04-08 23:43:06

- reply

marketing tactics.

2023-04-08 23:31:00

Are your excuses any better than your senator’s?
https://open.spotify.com/track/5NAiPIEzxAexFE3ucV18Q8?si=UXm4a_84RIymAv-WJL4dSQ

2023-04-08 23:16:29

- reply

My approach to life is based almost entirely on the spiritual belief system I subscribe to.
I also feel most at peace when I’m not mindlessly chasing after something, whether it’s a professional goal, a person, or a feeling. It’s that concept of “surrender.”
In regards to my goals, both short and long term, following my intuition has paid off countless times, so I rely more on my inner compass than anything else. The rest is simply going with the flow because my plans have rarely worked out the way I imagined. Better, actually :)

2023-04-08 22:41:43

- reply

Absolutely. That’s the approach that brings the most peace. 🙂

2023-04-08 22:34:19

- reply

This is the way. Congratulations, you’ve demonstrated more maturity than most 🤙

2023-04-08 22:31:27

🎵 Why you so obsessed with me?
It’s clear that you’re upset with me
Finally found a girl that you couldn’t impress, last man on this earth still couldn’t hit this
You’re delusional, boy, you’re losing your mind 🎵
https://open.spotify.com/track/3IcIIZMMS7UArJJPtEHXG8?si=Z_XrSsOKQDGEmHRsrxbwIw

2023-04-06 02:42:09

- reply

Very much so, although I’d like to say “blessed” and not “lucky.”

2023-04-06 01:05:52

- reply

Same 😅

2023-04-06 00:26:13

“Time was passing like a hand waving from a train I wanted to be on. I hope you never have to think about anything as much as I think about you.”
- Jonathan Safran Foerk, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close

2023-04-06 00:21:40

I officially regret saying jack has good music taste 🥲

2023-04-02 17:44:28

- reply

Lightning

2023-04-02 17:25:47

Just made my first ever bitcoin purchase at a grocery store. Pretttyyy cool.

2023-04-01 12:35:58

- reply

pls I just woke up
lnbc50u1pjzsfgtpp5hkm7qmpvtz0vcrsp4uzjrsjktvahtfg3k5gmlh2karpwq4dn823sdqu2askcmr9wssx7e3q2dshgmmndp5scqzpgxqyz5vqsp5ddy227ejjqe0xcgchj7k9x3vsgv8j4lxmlvkkn9mghxhlhhxdsfs9qyyssq346cs247kzt5g5ctq3njyqhlvfrrp2j7mwt07caa53yw8qhvl494cfj078qvnrmtcr87m4n4t2lt3ckrnkuwh9y37nfyxcqj33qys0qq6qv2qv

2023-03-31 23:48:12

- reply

Life is a miracle. Sending love ❤️

2023-03-31 20:39:04

Unspoken words do not mean unfelt emotions.

2023-03-31 17:29:00

he thinkin’ he the one, I got like four of him 🎶

2023-03-31 16:17:08

- reply

I use DeepL every day with my students, works fantastically.

2023-03-31 00:55:03

I’m back. I bet you thought you’d seen the last of me.

2023-03-24 01:04:55

I seemed to have forgotten how boring days are when you’re fasting, since you can’t distract yourself from your raging grief by eating every 5 minutes.

2023-03-24 01:02:37

- reply

Compliment*

2023-03-24 01:02:21

- reply

I’ve been told my best feature is my feet. Granted, it was said by someone with a thing for feet, but a complement is a complement.

2023-03-23 22:40:25

- reply

I’m fasting, therefore trying to show restraint, and didn’t want to ruin it because of this woman.

2023-03-23 22:39:08

Shoutout to Dr. Joanne Zhang at Hoag Irvine for being the most fucking clueless doctor I’ve ever been to.
You get bonus points for being rude, on top of your incompetence.

2023-03-23 19:09:54

- reply

Recklessly fave, mindfully play 🎵

2023-03-23 19:08:33

Whenever I’m alone with you, you make me feel like I’m whole again.
https://open.spotify.com/track/7K71priwuwcWwbgfHVQJdq?si=XjhzqmZxRNqNrdKBiyBang

2023-03-23 18:45:50

My favorite phrase is “With all due respect” because it doesn’t specify how much respect is actually due. Could be none.

2023-03-23 14:23:08

I couldn’t think of the word “cuisine” yesterday, so I said “genre of food” and my sister is still making fun of me for it

2023-03-23 12:46:39

Good morning ☀️ Been a while since I was up at dawn but it feels good.

2023-03-23 03:41:12

- reply

Sorry, I didn’t meant to confuse the elderly. Nothing but respect.

2023-03-23 03:34:26

- reply

Hey man, mid-twenty-somethings can be mature, why you gotta come at us like this?

2023-03-23 03:23:28

- reply

Uh, yeah, hi, konnichiwa, I’m Japanese

2023-03-23 01:32:53

- reply

Got that right.

2023-03-23 01:20:48

- reply

Gotcha. Don’t know why I assumed you were my age.

2023-03-23 01:18:39

- reply

Wait, are you in college or high school?

2023-03-23 01:13:37

- reply

👀
I can deadlift a cat. Two on my good days.

2023-03-23 01:02:27

- reply

Bro do u even lift

2023-03-22 21:40:25

- reply

There’s a place I used to go to in Karachi called Creek Club and I have fond memories of consuming moderate amounts of sand and dirt at the park there.

2023-03-22 21:36:52

10, 20, 30, 40
Tell me that you wanna hold me, tell me that you wanna whore me, tell me that you need to slowly, tell me that you’re burning for me
https://open.spotify.com/track/6px1KhTqAfxdcF6A1JGSpx?si=OLkXJn1SRyaCaUJA5BaZCw

2023-03-22 20:48:11

Some more pages from my current art journal:
https://nostr.build/i/nostr.build_731bc10d875f41647c755ade0c58081931cf4153fa03882b38b89f1c3c71ee4e.jpg
https://nostr.build/i/nostr.build_eae9222c927935cafc989678924927f30301879c132aa54e5730a2ea4ff25d5d.jpg
https://nostr.build/i/nostr.build_9e2899ffe4d32114a6c6c4ffcf1b3f350d17c31e1a14b7ef0b4d915788fd0e50.jpg

2023-03-22 16:49:13

- reply

I recall reading somewhere that bad handwriting is correlated with higher intelligence.

2023-03-22 15:16:43

If I had a dollar for each time someone assumed I had lip fillers, I’d have gathered enough money to actually go get some 🙄

2023-03-22 04:10:44

- reply

Well, you had me fooled.

2023-03-22 03:25:59

- reply

Campfires always make for awfully good conversation.

2023-03-22 03:23:09

- reply

Sometimes I feel like driving up to Big Bear and renting a cabin just for this.

2023-03-22 03:21:41

- reply

Fireplace + blanket + book

2023-03-22 02:42:59

- reply

*rewinds back to the day you were born*

2023-03-22 02:27:02

- reply

I’m dying.

2023-03-21 03:43:10

- reply

I’m sorry. I’ll see myself out.

2023-03-21 03:30:31

- reply

What if I post a selfie?

2023-03-21 03:12:48

- reply

Those who don’t accept pineapple as a pizza topping are narrow-minded and fail to appreciate the deeply diverse experiences pizza has to offer.

2023-03-21 03:08:20

- reply

You should’ve seen me half an hour ago with the Nutella cake for my sisters 15th birthday party.
I’m pretty sure I still have chocolate on my mouth.

2023-03-21 03:04:57

- reply

Also the outer me.

2023-03-21 02:54:00

- reply

Please. You don’t know who you’re dealing with. They don’t call me a chocolate whore for nothing, Shawn.

2023-03-21 02:36:26

- reply

🫂 🫂
Have two.

2023-03-21 02:35:24

- reply

I agree but can I still fight you?

2023-03-20 22:34:02

- reply

I’ve accidentally taken a sip of sparkling water a couple of times in my life and spit it out immediately.
So bad, it makes me want to cry.

2023-03-20 22:27:43

- reply

I thought I’d seen the end of it when I went to college but now my sister is in high school and I have to experience it vicariously through her

2023-03-20 22:12:41

But I crumble completely when you cry; it seems like once again you’ve had to greet me with ‘goodbye’
https://open.spotify.com/track/58ge6dfP91o9oXMzq3XkIS?si=BHeYqf1sRxamTTheYQVFWA

2023-03-20 20:42:04

My first ever meat pic. Happy Monday.
https://nostr.build/i/nostr.build_d1b7915e152120498dc96021a0cf056713e99dc963cd7846b1015f742c65163b.jpg

2023-03-20 03:32:03

- reply

I want one!

2023-03-20 02:09:50

- reply

You’re asking like you’re a girl who matched with him on a dating app and can’t figure out his height by looking at his pictures

2023-03-20 00:48:21

- reply

Lemme just fetch some crystals and sage, and perform a ritual for him 🪔

2023-03-20 00:03:12

What do you get when you mix an insomniac, a dyslexic, and an agnostic?
Someone who stays up all night wondering whether or not there is a dog.

2023-03-19 20:13:14

- reply

Exactly what I had in mind, except a little more chaotically.

2023-03-19 20:07:03

why fight your inner demons when you can ride them instead?

2023-03-19 18:37:09

- reply

It’s a good one.

2023-03-19 17:54:34

- reply

Didn’t even have breakfast yet bc still in bed

2023-03-19 15:07:26

- reply

Damn everything just comes back to this guy

2023-03-19 03:32:48

- reply

royaaaa I want to be there right now!

2023-03-19 03:12:32

- reply

Appreciated.
What happened to yours with the nephew?

2023-03-19 02:41:05

- reply

Definitely. It’s a hard pill to swallow.

2023-03-19 02:35:05

- reply

Glad to see it :) Sending love to the doggo!

2023-03-19 02:32:38

I’ve been working with a lot of Russian and Ukrainian kids and, my God, they’re brilliant, even with the language barrier.

2023-03-19 02:04:37

- reply

I disagree. My pseudoscience of choice is MBTI.

2023-03-19 02:01:11

- reply

Thank you! This was the best my hair has ever behaved.

2023-03-19 01:59:10

People who believe in astrology will literally attribute a dude’s history of violent murder to him being a Capricorn or something

2023-03-19 01:47:25

- reply

Touch the other eye so at least it’s even?

2023-03-17 17:55:31

My little sister texted me, saying “why is there a drawing of you in my science class?”
https://nostr.build/i/nostr.build_9d595b89649311b8b2dd9d412670538997f2e6759dc79ac551830b88b70f1cfa.jpg

2023-03-16 22:53:31

I may seem lame as fuck but I’m secretly cool and even more secretly I’m lame as fuck.

2023-03-14 01:18:46

Just appreciate yourself.
https://open.spotify.com/track/1Is8hGpkGMiePASAxBluxM?si=03iFpfQxSZqMJdefGtVVVg&app_destination=copy-link

2023-03-14 01:13:12

- reply

Beautiful. I can almost feel the mountain air on my skin.

2023-03-14 00:48:30

Today is the 3-year mark of the day the COVID-19 pandemic was announced in the US.
Regardless of your personal opinion on the lockdown, masking, the pandemic, or anything else, the fact remains that more than 1 million people died in this country alone from it.
Take a moment to express gratitude internally for surviving the past three years and not, well, dying. You could’ve. But you’re here, hopefully healthy and well.

2023-03-14 00:25:45

My start-of-the-week dessert did not disappoint 🍓
https://nostr.build/i/nostr.build_c0b53707875980de787a8e3b0b203474a16ed6b6a45453255b7d79fd7c176369.jpeg

2023-03-13 22:46:46

- reply

Triggered. No offense, but I have yet to see someone being killed by a cat on the news and yet every other day I’m hearing about some poor kid or innocent person being mauled to death by a dog.
If there’s a psychopath here, it’s the fucking dog.

2023-03-13 22:34:39

I couldn’t possible start a debate about whether cats are better than dogs, but as a neutral observer, I can say with confidence that cat owners are better than dog owners.

2023-03-08 19:48:54

- reply

Agree. Used to have anxiety attacks in high school, all of the above kept me sane.
Breath work is crucial. If nothing else, just breathe.

2023-02-28 01:31:15

- reply

thanks to #[3]

2023-02-28 01:00:42

officially on bluesky ☁️

2023-02-26 04:13:31

- reply

I’m amused. I’m sure he’ll like it. You missed the nose ring, if he still wears one; would’ve completed the look.

2023-02-13 19:57:00

- reply

Ha! I have neither the tits nor the moral deficiencies to go into sex work, but it’s a fun dream regardless

2023-02-13 19:45:32

Had a dream last night in which I was a stripper but instead of dollar bills, I got sats ⚡️
Maybe it’s time for a nostr break?