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2026-01-29 12:40:18 UTC

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honestly though it's still setting up integrations. maybe they use some shared web storage api but streamplace is still making an api call that marks the account as live that the frontend then reads, it's only really different if you don't think a layer below the abstraction surface

2025-12-27 01:35:00 UTC

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yes but im on gnome

2025-12-26 23:15:06 UTC

i've been experimenting with discord's global push-to-talk on linux and i've made a discovery. discord's push-to-talk detection only works on xwayland applications, so if i run discord under wayland proper, push-to-talk stops working when discord is focused. every time i want to talk i have to tab into xeyes, then press the push-to-talk button so discord can detect it, and then tab back into discord

2025-12-21 04:40:08 UTC

bitcoin doesn't fix a broken heart

2025-12-06 22:11:11 UTC

watching invincible season 2 and i really don't understand why it's seen as so important for mark grayson to go to college. sure, college prepares you for the workforce and gives you a network to find a job through, but that seems totally irrelevant for the strongest superhero on the planet. petulant schoolchildren often pretend they have better things to do than learn about color symbolism in 18th century literature, but invincible actually does. every second he spends studying topics he'll never use could be much better spent at least helping rebuild chicago. it's not like schools are a pivotal part of a child's development in and of themselves, they're just the places we've built for children to develop in. he could totally live a fulfilled childhood without wasting a bunch of time preparing for a career that he's never going to see

2025-11-22 08:40:20 UTC

the user experience for truly secure end-to-end encryption will never be good enough because it must always get in the way of the user. there is no secure e2ee scheme that solves this and there never will be. this is for a similar reason that the user experience for having a lock on your front door will never be good enough. the user will have to carry around an annoying key everywhere, and will have to learn what a key is and how to use it and where to put it. it will always get between the user and the room they are trying to access. the only way to make the user experience good enough is to replace the keyed lock with something the user can unlock without authenticating, and that will never provide true security besides making the user feel comfortable in their insecurity. i've rotated keys in matrix plenty of times due to broken crypto and nobody has ever verified it was still me
https://nostrudel.ninja/articles/naddr1qvzqqqr4gupzpdlddzcx9hntfgfw28749pwpu8sw6rj39rx6jw43rdq4pd276vhuqys8wumn8ghj7mn0wd68ytn9d9h82mny0fmkzmn6d9njuumsv93k2tcppemhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mp0qqgrvvpjxvunvdtyvvmrgvpkxanxz2xvneg

2025-11-08 21:01:18 UTC

i have never heard a fire alarm actually correspond to a dangerous fire. it's always some bullshit like a drill (i know how to follow exit signs i don't need a pop quiz) or burnt food (which shouldn't trigger a full building alarm). at some point we have to realize that alarm fatigue is the strongest force in fire safety today and people just aren't going to evacuate on an alarm if they happen constantly. also my ears hurt, they don't need to be so damn loud for me to know to leave an area

2025-11-05 22:25:21 UTC

i would like to have a strongly worded conversation with the github engineer that decided that the workflow page needed to override alt + left to move around the workflow graph instead of doing the browser behavior (for firefox, going back a page)

2025-10-18 18:36:36 UTC

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2025-08-12 06:12:52 UTC

my hope is that people will one day celebrate their likenesses more than they mourn their differences

2025-07-23 10:22:32 UTC

tbh calling twitter x is a red flag

2025-06-09 08:46:10 UTC

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the manosphere on nostr is incredibly toxic

2025-06-05 04:20:29 UTC

yes, the most powerful people in the world want me detained and deported, but don't make assumptions about my safety or the country i live in, especially if your political opinions are only common online. that all being said, imagine a world where you can improve somewhat and follow that path. i think it's specifically important to focus on ways you can improve you own life here. while mutual aid is good for the world, you gotta make your own life better. clean your apartment, eat reasonably healthy foods, get regular checkups and buy bitcoin. you can't help the world if you aren't first helping yourself. i know i certainly felt a lot better about the world after i cleaned my own bathroom

2025-06-04 05:05:09 UTC

hey tech bro stop pretending that bitcoin invented proof of work. your thoughts on nostr are clearly secondhand. you are not obligated to give your opinion, especially if you got it from someone else. hashcash used proof of work for spam prevention in 1997, 11 years before the bitcoin whitepaper. it's not like the concept of hashing a string is somehow fully owned by cryptocurrency

2025-05-28 05:08:25 UTC

the other day i was talking to my mom about her new car and she was talking about how annoying she found all the new features. when i got in i looked at the dashboard and it had a login prompt with a username and password

2025-05-24 03:59:06 UTC

if you're writing a component for inputting math equations and you make it so that, when you switch tabs, the cursor resets to the end of the input, i think they should put you in some sort of metal cube and weld it shut for all eternity and then maybe blow it up with nuclear warheads

2025-05-10 08:25:10 UTC

if you're making a slider in a video game and you make it 1-10 when there is no technical reason for it not to be 1-100 i will break into your house and demonstrate slamming a sledgehamer into your head at 1% up to 100% sensitivity
you have to reverse engineer the borderlands 2 settings format in order to make your sensitivity a reasonable value for some reason and i don't really care to hear the explanation from some designer on why they chose to only have 10 values i only want to hear their screams

2025-04-09 07:55:57 UTC

trans immigrants are safer without cops. bastards are acting as deportation agents—and i say this from experience. my fears are not unfounded. why do these fucking idiots get to decide what happens to me?
tip: you can always become more courageous
consider the outcomes:
you don't get punished -> hell yeah :3
you get punished -> hell yeah :3
icarus was right

2025-03-25 09:07:31 UTC

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holy shit it's almost viable now

2025-03-23 17:29:46 UTC

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$ cat /dev/null > ego

2025-03-23 09:00:18 UTC

i am begging everyone to take a moment and think about de-escalation in online environments. do you need to tell that person to fuck off? do you need to make that comparison? is that comment really necessary? or could you simply assume good faith? could you just ignore that post? please, save yourself the trouble and don't intentionally piss people off

2025-03-18 14:01:26 UTC

nostr is really close to being a viable protocol. i swear it's a good platform to be on if you ignore apps with security vulnerabilities and bots and disinformation and fearmongering and homophobia and idiot billionaires and impostors and misogynist incels and neo-nazi threats and olavo de carvalho's fanboys and racism and religious fanatics and right-wing authoritarianism and transphobia and...
okay sure. all the world's problems are because of the "gender ideology," of the money printer go brrr meme and of the "woke" left
alright thanks. at least i can watch vtubers on my phone with the new on-train wifi

2025-03-17 06:57:18 UTC

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nice edit

2025-03-09 08:31:36 UTC

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by disk usage it's about 0.8%^ of an os. by codebase it's much less given that linux isn't included, along with all the linux drivers and firmware blobs

2025-03-08 12:10:18 UTC

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but containers only ship with a stripped-down userland

2025-03-08 04:40:34 UTC

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the userland can be a part of an operating system, but it's not an operating system if it doesn't have any of the other components. chrome isn't an operating system just because it's used as a component of chromeos, just like gnu coreutils isn't an operating system just because it's used as a component of debian
#nevent1q…y86q

2025-03-07 03:51:47 UTC

working on a script that measures obs websocket performance. forgot to include the line that closes the connection after im done with a test. in other news i have discovered that obs crashes if you open about 7000 concurrent websocket connections fast enough

2025-02-28 04:20:35 UTC

seeing a lot of people surprised today that firefox uses the data you enter into the browser to display websites. this latest firefox panic is just about as meaningful as the last fifty. please shut up
yes, i read the privacy notice. yes, i read the terms of use. yes, i read the acceptable use policy. no, none of this matters, calm down please i beg of you. the last 50 controversies were meaningless so im not going to take a "just trust me bro" that these screenshots of people being mad about heavily cropped snippets are valid. im sorry, i am consistently not ready to hop on hate bandwagons without checking first

2025-02-24 04:18:38 UTC

today i spent a few hours trying to track down the correct bios image for the first generation intel compute stick
you might think "just check ark" but the link has been removed. you might think "just get the link from wayback machine" but the download site has been decommissioned. you might think "just open the link in wayback machine" but the image you get off wayback after ~2020 (iirc) is corrupted and will brick your stick
you have to find the correct link and the correct date that the link isn't corrupted
thank you intel

2025-02-14 08:45:42 UTC

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btw im an immigrant. i don't vote

2025-02-13 07:28:19 UTC

the world was its best when i was a child who was unaware of how bad the world was. this is my entire political philosophy

2025-01-30 08:48:37 UTC

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anyways chat back to shitposting

2025-01-30 08:46:47 UTC

it's odd seeing people say that bluesky is "decentralized" or "has no algorithm." everything goes through the bluesky servers and you have an algorithmic feed on your home page. just admit that centralization has benefits

2024-11-06 15:16:10 UTC

oh well, trump has won the 2024 presidential election. that means that i will have to fight many of the battles of 2017-2021 all over again. as an undocumented immigrant trans woman living in the us, i have enough struggles as is... it breaks my heart to see many people seeking help at the borders but not getting it. trump is a fascist. period. end of discussion. so we should resist—again. força sempre!

2024-11-04 06:07:40 UTC

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aww, you're so cute :333

2024-11-02 09:24:16 UTC

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don't trust, verify. unfortunately, the voter was able to cast a ballot for the candidate of their choice, i.e., donald hitler

2024-10-31 05:30:24 UTC

im sorry but this article is required reading for everyone. ny mag presented freedom of sex—the moral case for letting trans kids change their bodies, by andrea long chu, a pulitzer prize-winning critic. so come on, people, open your minds. the mainstream media's fearmongering about trans kids is nothing but clickbait. don't believe the hype! it's necessary that we don't go for the latest wave of gender deniers who use any opportunity to miscast things like it's a well-thought out analysis :/
chu explained, "three main tendencies compose the anti-trans bloc in america today. the first, and most obvious, is the religious right, a principally christian movement that holds that trans people are an abomination and that 'gender ideology' is part of a broader leftist conspiracy to corrupt the youth. the second tendency is also obvious, if smaller: gender-critical feminists, better known as terfs. this group has its roots in the lesbian feminism of the '70s; today, the polemical acronym, which originally stood for 'trans-exclusionary radical feminist,' is used to describe any feminist who justifies her anti-trans views by citing women's rights. these views include the idea that gender must be smashed rather than affirmed; that women constitute a 'sex class' on the basis of their shared biology; and that the trans-rights framework exposes natal women to sexual violence at the hands of trans women, who are imagined as predatory males. but the most insidious source of the anti-trans movement in this country is, quite simply, liberals. butler, in their survey of the political landscape, misses the liberal faction altogether. i suspect this is because the anti-trans liberal sees himself as a concerned citizen, not an ideologue. he is neither radical nor a feminist; he is not so much trans-exclusionary as he is broadly skeptical of all social-justice movements. he is a trans-agnostic reactionary liberal—a tarl. the tarl's primary concern, to hear him tell it, lies in protecting free speech and civil society from the illiberal forces of the woke left," which is not true—obviously. ah, by the way, susan neiman's left is not woke is a wonderful little book ;)
remember, leftism and liberalism are two mightily different things, i.e., "leftist" and "liberal" are not interchangeable terms. boa noite, brazilian tarls. smoke a joint before bed xo
and read the full article in nymag <3
https://nymag.com/intelligencer/article/trans-rights-biological-sex-gender-judith-butler.html
#gender #politics #transrights

2024-10-24 01:24:53 UTC

elena is one of the most beautiful brazilian documentaries i have ever seen in my life. the director petra costa explores the life of her sister, elena, who moved from brazil to new york and later committed suicide—any other resemblance to my life is purely coincidental. ah, the film is also available free on youtube (in portuguese only). search "elena 2012 filme completo" and you will find it!
elena wasn't alone. but she felt that way—like me
https://image.nostr.build/6eb75f25b695c00a02b8fdb95f6546e03ceabc3b17d339167957daf42b70496e.jpg
https://en.elenafilme.com
#film #mentalhealth

2024-10-19 20:09:08 UTC

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you're not alone <3

2024-10-18 18:47:14 UTC

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man it's so sad to see that ouroboros.gay is shutting down :(

2024-10-18 08:32:00 UTC

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right-wing populists. bukele, a fascist

2024-10-16 22:05:37 UTC

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thanks pardal

2024-10-16 06:11:37 UTC

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oh that's too bad <3

2024-10-16 00:44:46 UTC

now is the time for action. stop arming israhell! fuck harris, fuck trump. bombing children is not self-defense
good evening nostr
https://video.nostr.build/e7ee43d2422ea6c5c0cd3ac6b12fa6247e7a3ccaddb9e67b406f88064342a806.mp4
#freepalestine

2024-10-15 08:54:19 UTC

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political incomprehensibility as a form of indirect action

2024-10-15 00:49:02 UTC

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im sorry to tell you that this isn't real

2024-10-14 01:39:25 UTC

hey, racist and xenophobic trump supporters, listen to the song and read the lyrics in the video below
good evening
https://video.nostr.build/2318f299753be129bd371d176fed6969a5d95ba030040dd9e5525c31c5cb05f5.mp4
#song

2024-10-13 18:37:28 UTC

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it's so sad to see, so much of the internet runs on it :(

2024-10-13 04:37:19 UTC

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he doesn't tag me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

2024-10-12 22:51:54 UTC

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commit message "refactor"

2024-10-12 03:20:43 UTC

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do you want to know a secret nami? no nations, no borders, no problems! "bibi" feels supremely confident because he has the firm backing of us imperialism. right and "left," republican and democrat... by contrast, when it comes to ukraine, e.g., they armed her to the teeth to fight russia on their behalf. but when it comes to the palestinians, suddenly this "right to defend itself" vanishes totally. predictably...

2024-10-09 04:17:16 UTC

"right of israel to defend itself?" no, an imperialist hypocrisy! the us and the western bloc continue their military support for israel's onslaught on gaza. conveniently, they have remained silent for decades in the face of israeli brutality
https://image.nostr.build/20ea877bd493c3e8dfe9084527b7ddb456a2453aa0488800d51a98636013ab6d.jpg
#freegaza

2024-10-05 05:41:00 UTC

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any problem can be fixed by having a little snack and a short nap

2024-10-05 04:07:22 UTC

oh definitely. hell yeah
https://image.nostr.build/5283dbed5e7c7668b6699ce1edeec743ca0cc23dbcbf5ad18d9a7da8ebab3615.jpg
#acab

2024-10-03 07:09:05 UTC

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the problem is the lack of education. ups and downs are inevitable. respect for each other is the bedrock of any community

2024-10-02 02:22:16 UTC

lol
https://image.nostr.build/a0870284647535f121cd462abba412da45186cb37dc7c846b933d42f64470e53.jpg
#biodiversity

2024-09-30 18:47:18 UTC

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she's happy here. no more questions

2024-09-30 17:21:20 UTC

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i may have a nervous system disorder but im not that worried about it

2024-09-29 23:28:08 UTC

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i ask myself this question every day

2024-09-29 19:33:08 UTC

i definitely feel like my mental health is getting worse not better since i've started lithium

2024-09-28 19:44:58 UTC

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nah

2024-09-28 18:11:53 UTC

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alternatively, it's a machine that turns any mention of disco elysium into "oh i need to get to that one"

2024-09-28 06:00:15 UTC

refugees are victims of extremist groups and brutal governments. support refugees!
https://image.nostr.build/b488df85c34e55c99cccf960bc4dc98d97570080136b13897b704986bbc9bb9a.jpg
#refugeeswelcome

2024-09-28 04:23:44 UTC

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my brain is a machine that turns any mention of skyrim into "oh i should play that again"

2024-09-27 15:29:10 UTC

i started to see hostile architecture everywhere. holy fuck. it's inhuman. try and debate me
https://image.nostr.build/5a16e5f2c90a31640d1272d2f435e6276c36b7c707481532fc069691e76ad40d.png
#resist

2024-09-26 22:33:27 UTC

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this sounds like my story. did you know that i still use the name leandro? but i prefer to be called lea
#transisbeautiful

2024-09-25 15:17:46 UTC

no bosses
https://image.nostr.build/cc11b7b9667695c134f3cff496040178f270c58df273606dcc96b6a8e474a69b.jpg
#resist

2024-09-25 00:46:29 UTC

destroy patriarchy, burn down gender roles
https://image.nostr.build/743e3dfa1413c98553ac2b81989365ac7d40ff381559097ced68280a7f9c5c78.jpg
#feminism

2024-09-24 02:30:29 UTC

it's much more comfortable to reject how the world works and instead try to sabotage each other's understanding at every turn
there's nothing you can do about anything except yell and scream at anyone who is sympathetic enough to you to listen. you'll make so much progress if you just alienate yourself a little further from reality
https://image.nostr.build/7dce00362bdfc595e6fc3082d667cb609b2645f0ef04229a0e4972f1385eda1f.jpg
#freepalestine

2024-09-23 18:15:08 UTC

"as queer people, as people who have been placed outside the margins of what's considered acceptable in the system, we have perhaps more of an intuitive and intimate understanding of the fact that just because something is defined as a crime doesn't mean that it's wrong, morally speaking"
—florence ashley
https://xtramagazine.com/culture/be-gay-do-crime-explained-263699
#history

2024-09-22 23:43:57 UTC

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in a perfect world id be pretty happy about that

2024-09-22 18:30:21 UTC

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she/her without prior authorization

2024-09-21 22:39:22 UTC

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oh hell yeah

2024-09-19 21:37:11 UTC

https://image.nostr.build/95d0d0e773a9a85cbc67265de22e5fb116fdb79bcf2dd42662117608d916b0b8.jpg
#resist

2024-09-19 17:00:12 UTC

lol
https://image.nostr.build/37ad04cfc13e9fbee605abb6910fd3f0d7eafc7463cdae0083580c2682de791f.jpg
#ftp

2024-09-19 14:23:29 UTC

sick of therapists that treat me like some little flower. need a therapist that treats me like a metal box in a deus ex game

2024-09-19 04:19:03 UTC

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they found meee :333

2024-09-17 23:00:45 UTC

resist your past
https://image.nostr.build/dbac0a7a2b9a0d96ffae9c7211508eab4c5b3358d2bb3730a82addcf3a2c506c.jpg
#resist

2024-09-16 03:21:41 UTC

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if you can change your password via email, then magic links are not a security downgrade. that being said, they are a pain in the ass and fundamentally go against how email is supposed to work, and i hate them

2024-09-15 21:52:00 UTC

https://image.nostr.build/91af4385b612e5b0aced95b11dc998acada1fedae220311477fbb79fdd59d80f.png