What I would need is unattainable, here, a small cabin on a patch of land, without any direct neighbors or with only considerate ones. An impossibility. The only thing that helps me sleep are pills, benzos, ibus, paracetamol, that in turn also take a toll on my health.
I see no way out. My assisted suicide is basically decided. For now i wait for my frail, demented mother to die, because i don't want to burden her with that. But once she is gone, i will apply for it.
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2026-01-03 20:51:26 UTC
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