When I asked the Universe for answers...oh, boy, did it provide them.
On the plus side, I've just figured out the relatively simple explanation behind the darkest period of my life...and how the poison of that time persisted throughout decades of my life unnecessarily.
I forgive myself...for not knowing what I was dealing with, or knowing what I know now, and acting the way I did then.
I know who I am now. I don't need anyone's approval. I am enough.
PhoneBoy of The Lotus 🪷
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