Mishell Baker gladly on Nostr: If I weren't going to chemo every other week during all this, maybe I could handle ...

If I weren't going to chemo every other week during all this, maybe I could handle the stress better, balance everything better.

But something has to go, and this is currently my largest source of stress and smallest source of satisfaction.

The one obstacle remaining is how much I can't stand the IDEA of dropping out of college a third time. I start crying every time I even contemplate it. It seems like such a final judgment of me as a human.