the most holistic view of the earth is the whole system
the most holistic view of the body is the whole body on the whole earth
thats toes
thats how many kisses
thats what breakfast can be
that's an island full of trash in an ocean
that's denial meaning someone else is carrying both sides alone & its not light cos feelings are heavy sometimes & feelings are allowed to be heavy feelings are free
that's epigenetics
that's trauma stored in the body
that's reflections of advertisements that intrude w/o consent on billboards, as commercials, as spam email, reinforcing that fat people are fucking disgusting
that's past memories of fatphobic family & or friends & or ex's
it all has cost