yeah I basically feel like I have to game doctors to get what I think makes most sense for me 😅
It's not like "here I have a problem please fix me" instead it's "well I have this problem and I've done a lot of research but I have to tiptoe around you a little so you don't feel like your toes have been trodden on, so here's all the symptoms you need me to tell you about so that you come to the conclusion I've already come to and give me what I already think I need"