This is so difficult. I promised myself I would finish out this semester before deciding if I was going to stop working on this degree program. I am still going to finish out this semester, no matter what.
But part of me hoped that actually doing my best this semester would show me it was in fact possible to keep going. It hasn't.
It still seems like a lot of stress and frustration that isn't giving me much back. I could get this knowledge by less stressful means.
Mishell Baker gladly
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