The worst part of this all is having the knowledge I wouldn’t be tired on this bed if I smoked a cigarette (common yet unsustainable ADHD patch because…cancer) and yet accept I won’t ever light one in the rest of my life because it cost me too much to quit.
All my hopes are on the meds. Until then, just suffering.
Maikel 🇪🇺 🇪🇸
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2025-05-09 18:25:21 UTC
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