Varlus :al_green::bl_green::alef_white: on Nostr: I'm somewhat more available now (not home but no longer out), but still trying to ...

I'm somewhat more available now (not home but no longer out), but still trying to piece together exactly what's going on. I was largely the messenger of things, I wasn't directly involved in any of what was going on. Outside of being asked for helped. Without knowing everything though, I can say I let my emotions run a little too much of the show, I was angry wanting to help others, and my existing poor opinion on Rae fed into that. While talking to others, their own poor opinions and others having a similar story to the one I was hear made it sound like an issue that went beyond the people immediately involved and potentially was happening to several others. I believed it was something effecting a much larger portion of the community, not just those directly involved. I was hesitant to ask too many people for opinions or guidance, because I didn't want to accidentally get others talking about the situation prematurely, I didn't know who to ask what to. I'm not the only one who got a half story, the other admin I was speaking to was also not given the full story. So we each ended up psyching each other up wanting to defend the other admin. I'm not assuming anything was done maliciously, at least not at this moment, but this development does mean I need to look over the situation again, ask more questions, and come to new conclusions.

I appreciate others having mercy on me during this, I have never gotten myself into a situation like this before. I am willing to talk to others more about the situation, but again, I was primarily a messenger under the assumption I was helping others speak up about abuse that was wider spread. I myself have no direct ties to what's happened or what's being accused.