aqua • ♥️ on Nostr: something like that !! it needs to be abusive , i need to be hurt, i wish i didn’t ...

something like that !! it needs to be abusive , i need to be hurt, i wish i didn’t even have to incite it or talk to weird people i just wish they’d come to me more !!! i wish it wasn’t partially my fault … though admittedly it isn’t usually , im just the one who doesn’t leave and things get worse..