I know that, I’m referring to something else I detected in your post.
>(to the greatest extent I am able)
It is not about “the extent to which your are able,” it is about being willing to enforce morality up to the point where you will [redacted for legal reasons].
Here are the choices:
A. Be a wife/mom
B. Be a monastic (if approved)
C. Die of fentanyl on the side of the road
D. Try something else and [redacted for legal reasons]
If I smell weakness, she will as well.