I always anguish when I'm not being pathologically consistent with my presence, engagement, contributions, and "public output" (even when privately productive)
...in digital spaces like #Mastodon
...in my #art and #writing
...in everything...
In the past, I've forced consistency to points beyond #burnout.
What if it's okay to be inconsistent?
What if that doesn't mean anything about me other than I am not a machine?
#ActuallyAutistic #Actually#ADHD #WritersofMastodon #artists
Emily Moran Barwick [archived]
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