I understand you completely. There are days like this. And yes, we have learned to serve and we have learned that most of the time we are not (good) enough. From the very young age, when we don't sleep through the night as babies and our parents get upset, when we spill a glass of water or are late for school or forget to do our homework... All of this is so burned into our cellular memory. Not being good enough...that even small things, like criticism in everyday life, trigger these traumas. It doesn't make life easy...
Deep in our hearts we know that this is just an ego game... and you are just perfect the way you are and you don't have to please everyone.
It helps me to shake off the day by dancing for myself, shaking myself and taking deep breaths and hugging myself.
I send you a loving hug and know that you are exactly right 💜🫂
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