James Ed Randson :opensuse: :fedora: :linux: :ubuntu:

https://fedinet.waltuh.cyou/users/jimedrand

Part-time Software developer, and package maintainer at OBS. Also an VTuber and independent journalist. I love computers and watching documentaries.

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My profile at openSUSE Wiki: https://en.opensuse.org/User:Jimed-rand
My personal blog at Waltuh's Writefreely: https://pen.waltuh.cyou/jimedrand
My personal blog at WordPress: https://jimedrand.wordpress.com
My personal blog at NoBlogs: https://jimedrand.noblogs.org
Ask me everything that you want to ask: https://revospring.net/jimedrand
My profile as VTuber: https://hololist.com/james-ed-randson

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2026-03-28 21:36:38 UTC

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I mean Termux, Termos is the joke naming for a Termux user who claims to be a hacker and just playing with those worthless Bash scripts.
And I also know it's not even recommended. I choose to run on SBCs or on my VMs.

2026-03-28 21:09:06 UTC

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How about running on smartphone with Termos (You know what I mean, not that Termos who're container for hot water, but other one).

2026-03-28 12:07:28 UTC

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Sounds like I need to go back to reputable offline store in my area (of course going to Bandung Electronic Center again) and add more bucks for 64 GB microSD card from reputable brand.

2026-03-28 12:02:59 UTC

You know what? I have been tricked again to get the counterfeit SD Card for second time. This second time I got tricked happen when I bought the Kollabex SD Card for 128 GB (which I got the codename `asdfg` as big red flag for their branding). I was made the request for refund and sent back to the seller (which I know they are syndicates that sell the low-quality counterfeit SD Card with weird generic look and Kollabex isn't the brand that really exists on Indonesia.
Also, they claim to have a more speed and their real speed when transmitting a big file is only 12.5 MB/s which require 3 hours for biggest file. Well, thanks for @npub1z87…hper for your content about these counterfeit SD card (Let me tag you for this one to make awareness about those cards).
[Go watch his content about those counterfeit SD card](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k0Qepl4_8Os) that I was experienced and I got to refund for these one.
So, dear my friend, what about your though about these counterfeit SD card that I recieved?

2026-03-28 05:48:39 UTC

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I even use one of my another Disroot accounts, and they appear to be nothing. I already know that their IP inside Pyongyang and their mail server still looks alike 2000s configs, which that's why I never recieve the email from them.

2026-03-28 05:42:25 UTC

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They never sent any email or even anything. Basically, they were just short-lived public services that were withdrawn when their agitation departement realise that they had nothing to show for their services to global internet.
Also, they just asking for email and nothing else. They promise me to show something that made me interesting, and now they dissapearing. Even I cannot access since they withdrawn and back to their habitat, Kwangmyong national intranet (their own network).

2026-03-28 05:32:01 UTC

A year ago, I was registering for the DPRK version of the Netflix platform, which now it seems to have been withdrawn from the public internet these days. I haven't even heard of them again.
https://media.fedinet.waltuh.cyou/media/9a3f90cd02a9db26664bc683b6ed7e1c19ce24ac96b54f49768e983d1882196d.png

2026-03-28 02:41:17 UTC

@yonle KORUPSI OH KORUPSI, JALUR UDARA JADI GERBANG EMAS YANG TERLALU MAHAL SEKARANG, CITA-CITA OE BUAT KE AUSTRALIA HARUS DITUNDA DULU SAMPE ADA JALUR LAUT ANTARA PANGANDARAN KE PERTH SAMA UDAH BERKELUARGA.
#note18rc…a8cr

2026-03-28 02:05:49 UTC

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Yay, I don't need to be worried about it :BocchiHappytears:

2026-03-28 02:04:16 UTC

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I rarely use it and sometimes only for Git comment only. So, it should be safe?

2026-03-28 02:00:33 UTC

> On April 24, we'll start using GitHub Copilot interaction data for AI model training unless you opt out.
My friends, if you still use #GitHub and you don't want your hard work to be used for training by AI on #GitHub Copilot, you need to opt out of your #GitHub settings for refraining them to prevent them from being used for training.

2026-03-27 17:55:55 UTC

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As high as f**k, but I don't expect that they got another distro besides Armbian there, as I ordered from somewhere in Kediri with good ratings. I want to put #openSUSE or #Fedora there once got the help from the community.

2026-03-27 17:52:42 UTC

The stuff that I ordered is still on the way.
https://media.fedinet.waltuh.cyou/media/a0b1a2b683a1eec99970cbabb47ee4ae5ee0f40d41f09236cf57de80fe56e083.png

2026-03-27 17:42:58 UTC

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I am just gaboot, even though you didn't ask for it.

2026-03-27 17:39:33 UTC

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That is the meaning of "baka" in Arabic (بكى), which means "cry"

2026-03-27 17:37:42 UTC

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(which means cry)بكى

2026-03-27 17:36:17 UTC

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Finally, I am not worried anymore about upgrading on my sister's laptop with Fedora. Thanks for answering!

2026-03-27 17:33:06 UTC

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BTW, isn't COSMIC already in the main repo, or is it still depending on someone's COPR?

2026-03-27 07:30:37 UTC

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Siape tuh? Dah lama gak nengok Fesnuk

2026-03-25 17:21:27 UTC

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#snac ? I never heard of that before.

2026-03-25 17:15:51 UTC

Also, these lessons made me bought that, even I know the specs isn't good.
https://media.fedinet.waltuh.cyou/media/a6592ab9dd30a13424d3a9e5d9dc400f458b84255a6d4d4633808e489da0239a.jpg
#note17w8…7uyl

2026-03-25 17:05:17 UTC

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How? Tunneling via #Cloudflare :>

2026-03-25 17:03:55 UTC

For future, once I've bought the domain soon, I'll re-purpose it for multi-role server (fedi via akkoma, smb server, and more).
#note17w8…7uyl

2026-03-25 17:02:25 UTC

I am finally spend $15 (or more) for buying the little home server with additional SD card. I choose pre-installed Armbian server (which I am gonna replace it with #openSUSE or #Fedora). Peak RAM 2GB LPDDR3, eMMC 8 GB for recovery or swap, and 128GB microSD card for main storage, with HG680-P STBs.
https://media.fedinet.waltuh.cyou/media/5db228a347ac3f71ce877676d0f59a4897450da062b278bfc6c1eeb205fc5c81.png

2026-03-25 15:39:50 UTC

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Tusky aren't vibe-coded btw

2026-03-25 10:43:58 UTC

Now #Claude not only for agentic development, but also for making food recipe. Even I made the request about homemade version of Mie Gacoan (the famous spicy noodles in Indonesia).
https://media.fedinet.waltuh.cyou/media/0710da99714d43a9e1aab6577ccb28ab00a7f3c3e24a40c8298b5f0a684c94af.png

2026-03-25 10:42:06 UTC

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Well, I though same, but since I have $26, it doesn't enough. At least you need $80 or $120 to buy it

2026-03-25 10:26:50 UTC

Today I have $26 bucks, suggest me the cheapest SBC (used ones like STB with Rockchip ARM or older x86 computer) that would fit $15 bucks. I need it as little home server for course "Server Administration" on my college.

2026-03-23 07:26:21 UTC

Oh, fuck. My brain is hurting again.

2026-03-23 04:14:44 UTC

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For some reason, Stripe is withdrawn from Indonesia and Wise is too much fee. Well, I guess if you want, you can set up the SWIFT transfer (if you have general bank account in those state-owned banks) or even QRIS for Indonesians to keep receiving the donation.

2026-03-21 21:18:38 UTC

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Well, nothing much for longer duration. Only for banking and some communication. Rarely access centralised social networks like most people do. I guess let my by.U number untouched and give more experiment with AXIS. Well, soon I'll try to buy the monthly package there.

2026-03-21 21:10:17 UTC

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For AXIS, I guess I agreed with you. But for my access in by.U, I shouldn't do that. Why ? Because the registered number has no expiration and is always active as you are still connected with Telkomsel's cell network wherever it is locally connected or during roaming for some folks who are currently in foreign countries.
Well, they offer 28 days of duration to buy, but it isn't bad at all.

2026-03-21 21:04:40 UTC

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After 48 hours of cooldown, I guess I would buy the Bronet packages in daily duration. 15 GB for 1 day only Rp.10,000? Seems like they stole the idea from their competitors, by.U from Telkomsel but add more 5 GB. But I guess it doesn't matter, just a different 5 GB doesn't bother me.

2026-03-21 20:58:43 UTC

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I did some download and upload job, especially for downloading some games and stuff from Internet Archive, and I want to test their FUP reach, is it same before merging with Sinarmas Telekomunikasi (Smartfren) or getting few limits. And yeah, after much grinding with download access, I thought it would be 100 GB like I was in 2 years ago before merge. But after evaluating, yeah I got FUP up to 60 GB for my cell network near my location.

2026-03-21 20:51:47 UTC

After I bought the 1 day Warnet package with price Rp. 6,599 (price for Bandung Regency and Bandung City) under XLSMART network, they immediately slowed down the connection for another 48 hours before I can buy again after reaching 57,49 GiB (or approximately 58 GB, with max averaging up to 60 GB in normal network). Their FUP is not 100 GB anymore after merging with Sinarmas Telekomunikasi (Smartfren). Also, after merging they also offer "unlimited" internet data, which I guess the FUP is more than what I get.
Well, I don't recommend buying the Warnet package anymore both instantly active (for 2 or 3 days) or with a buying limit. Their FUP now is limited to below 100 GB, depending on how much you access.
What do you think, dear AXIS users?
https://media.fedinet.waltuh.cyou/media/fdc6ca811b5a1e0b1522d7d667ae76f7cddee4ff68223e73ed729ac8622efb26.png
https://media.fedinet.waltuh.cyou/media/e657254dc8b101abe563493a989b8a25d89f1981cfaf1bb3b4653d2293d16622.png

2026-03-21 20:41:55 UTC

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I suggest to block it, I don't wanna see it either.

2026-03-21 20:38:28 UTC

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It looks like the dictators side of fediverse, which we don't agree with that.

2026-03-21 20:28:51 UTC

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What is he doing exactly? I don't get it.

2026-03-20 22:59:52 UTC

Perfect morning as usual
https://media.fedinet.waltuh.cyou/media/0ce21bad30276efea0f5bce1c93a4d41858bc346ffe9a89322d3926934a2c1a3.jpg

2026-03-20 11:05:51 UTC

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What does she say?

2026-03-18 10:45:56 UTC

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Simple nya mending biarkan Tuhan yang menentukan.

2026-03-18 10:43:23 UTC

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Aku juga kadang prefer yang fansub karena yang original bukannya sulit, tapi jarang mudah masuk.

2026-03-17 21:36:20 UTC

Am I look like Lain Iwakura?
https://media.fedinet.waltuh.cyou/media/a590e042ebc8f3622d08fed0ea2c8fb588860c1137c5c8e62f31738e34e171df.png

2026-03-17 20:22:06 UTC

And also, somehow some SMK (Vocational High School) are still teaching how to use #Microslop365 a.k.a #Microsoft365 that was really neat. Actually, they can't start to apply for teaching them to use @npub1tgg…qwzh because it was more helpful and raise the awareness to NOT much subscribing into something that you can get it for FREE with FREE(DOM).

2026-03-17 20:09:45 UTC

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Beda zona, sebagian ada yang siang dan pagi di tempat mereka. Mungkin malam bagi mereka baru beda.

2026-03-17 19:53:30 UTC

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Meanwhile, I am forcefully dual booting with Windows due to WSL2 requirements.

2026-03-17 10:47:27 UTC

It's been a while I didn't see @npub1q8h…y7ds on YouTube again.

2026-03-15 12:40:04 UTC

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Jarang-jarang ada yang jualan daging buatan.

2026-03-15 12:32:03 UTC

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Isn't that Indian curry?

2026-03-15 12:10:17 UTC

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That's why I said be careful, also their law prohibiting it.

2026-03-15 12:07:28 UTC

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I see, make sure to not buying gum there. Be careful there.

2026-03-15 12:02:44 UTC

@npub1h39…vevp What's your plan for goin' there?
#note1h2m…vk9c

2026-03-14 03:07:56 UTC

I want to ask simple question, do you care about #Endof10 campaigns?

2026-03-12 05:51:23 UTC

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I mean it's time to backup some data before migration.

2026-03-12 05:50:30 UTC

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Time to backup I guess

2026-03-11 11:59:10 UTC

Congrats, Brandon #brandonherrera! Finally, your political career starts and finish what you'd started it. [You won,bro!](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1-a20FSdm5U)

2026-03-11 11:21:01 UTC

AGE VERIFICATION IN EVERY OPERATING SYSTEMS ARE BASICALLY ANNOYING! WE DIDN'T AGREE WITH THEIR LAW THAT AFFECTS EVERYONE IN #CALIFORNIA, AND ALSO IT AFFECTS SOME OF THE #LINUX DISTROS THAT DISAGREE WITH THEIR RULE.

2026-03-11 05:21:01 UTC

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I decide to delete the old one and remix the SWF file (uploading soon).

2026-03-09 14:54:25 UTC

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Yang protes siapa bjir?

2026-03-09 14:54:07 UTC

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I guess limiting the server who dares to share the content like P**n or gore stuff is also effective. And by the way, limiting the flipboard.com could also be the solution to reduce the spam (since those who are connected are mass media and low interaction).

2026-03-07 09:52:18 UTC

@npub1h39…vevp What you can see on Misskey, Sharkey, Akkoma, and Pleroma would be confusing the user from outside, not just Mastodon.
#note1k7s…r3ct

2026-03-05 11:56:55 UTC

For anyone **WHO IS REALLY FROM GAZA**, make sure to keep your behavior like you're talking to your community and rather than begging, you can sell the services by freelancing or any business that **HALAL** and don't trying to scam people or haunt them by begging repeatedly.

2026-03-05 08:34:06 UTC

My program Kagami has fallen, I guess I need to start over from zero without AI intervention first. Sometimes Claude and Gemini looks drunk when users give them too much prompt.

2026-03-05 08:27:06 UTC

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![yamaaf](https://i.pinimg.com/1200x/6a/0b/51/6a0b51ee6113a3806fa4dc5ebe335059.jpg)

2026-03-05 08:22:54 UTC

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Aku ndak baca semuanya plus masih gak paham, makanya nanya

2026-03-05 08:20:43 UTC

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Tu instance nya ngapain njir? Ngespam atau apaan?

2026-03-04 17:26:21 UTC

Someone from Gaza following me again, what's their purposes?
https://media.fedinet.waltuh.cyou/media/3a8606a4bce6a70a3590e4cb1121009044c407bd55635415f6ae868800dd9407.png

2026-03-04 09:29:17 UTC

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Bayar pake kartu kah itu?

2026-03-04 04:51:54 UTC

One day I didn't post on Fedi, and it makes me calm. But in another side, one of my teeth is getting Pulpitis again after nearly 2 years I got the same pain. Basically, I have no idea for now except consume the Ibuprofen and Cefadroxil after fasting.

2026-03-02 06:33:50 UTC

From 2026, Microsoft Rewards is not eligible for Indonesian anymore both for new user or some existing users that have redeemed much. They barely tricking you to collect points for the gift card that you wanted and now they limiting the redeem abilities in Indonesia.
Well then, why don't you withdraw from Indonesia and close the programs for region Indonesia rather than limiting the abilities to redeem?

2026-03-02 05:54:35 UTC

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If you use Kraken as cryptocurrency management, to deposit you need to go into banks to do SWIFT or instant way using credit/debit card.

2026-03-02 05:53:21 UTC

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Aku sendiri pake kernel LTS di Arch btw

2026-02-28 04:40:47 UTC

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It is already my future goal though, but for now let's save it as "dream".

2026-02-28 04:35:52 UTC

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Yeah, in the word seems easy, but in reality, I am in poverty. So its not possible unless if I am moving away from the worst condition that I face.
_MANA 19 JUTA LOWONGAN PEKERJAAN YANG KAU JANJIKAN ITU??_

2026-02-28 04:30:56 UTC

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:hehe:

2026-02-28 04:30:39 UTC

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Maybe my tip is useful if you live in the contries where the Internet conncetion is better.

2026-02-28 04:29:21 UTC

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Yeah, I agreed with you. I am telling it in small ways. But for biggest way, I know it won't fit at all. Since we have the worst Internet experience, I guess for directly hosting with our own hardware is only effective in small sector, not on biggest sector.

2026-02-28 04:22:16 UTC

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Yeah, the electricity is the issue, unless you have the alternative energy such as gas-powered generator or manual generator. Also applies if you have more alternatives that might be couldn't afford due to some technical.
Well, renting doesn't bad if you trust the service that you'd choice. But for me who don't want to rent, I choose to use the older computer with low power consume with appropriate Internet services. About electrical, since they use DC so I don't mind.

2026-02-28 04:13:37 UTC

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Just invest for the hardware and annually Internet subscription if you want t o save some. Older computer with great CPU might be helpful.

2026-02-27 08:51:33 UTC

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Whah happened?

2026-02-26 05:26:03 UTC

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What's the title btw?

2026-02-25 19:46:52 UTC

@npub19dh…kcwe Nah, I am good with fediverse rather than LinkedIn.
#note1cjm…sxhn

2026-02-25 10:41:06 UTC

Tell me how to create the Docker images for running the app, I want to publish my apps on Docker images.

2026-02-22 09:18:53 UTC

https://revospring.net/@jimedrand
I created this because I am boring and I want some questions. Feel free to ask anything.

2026-02-21 10:41:12 UTC

GOTK4 is cooking my CPU and makes my laptop dies instantly (luckily still usable, only heat comes). I don't have an idea for GOTK3, but I hope it would be fine.

2026-02-21 07:23:31 UTC

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Hello, Jim here!

2026-02-21 05:34:49 UTC

This viral feed on Elon's Twitter made me anxious and nervous, especially after seeing the quote they made.
https://media.fedinet.waltuh.cyou/media/485c5b5030157e2adaf484dd1c6996d17ed2ef48a241da1732de2dd1cc9d2dcc.png

2026-02-19 09:20:00 UTC

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I see. Well, after knowing this, I have a choice. Close the account and delete the presences there or stay away from them and make it dormant like I did on Meta's platform? I still have Facebook and Instagram account, but not really using it.

2026-02-19 09:00:37 UTC

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So, What I was did is useless?

2026-02-19 08:37:10 UTC

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Well, I want to know how they interact in sociology perspective and psychological effect on them as "figures" and as "viewer". Especially in Indonesian community and Japanese community of #VTuber, I know it's same as you like watching streamer, but suddenly they have the difference, especially the popularity during 10 years ago and during COVID-19 pandemic. So, that's it.
That's why I made the research account. Because it's looking poisonous, especially the drama or viral stuff that not related with my interest, that's I think when it looks poisonous. That's why I have two choices between them.

2026-02-19 08:29:19 UTC

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No, I am researching their community and their social activities. I don't expect for them to use fedi

2026-02-19 08:20:30 UTC

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Let me answer it.
First of all, I made an account for research purposes that I use for researching stuff that didn't exist on fedi (especially in Indonesian stuff), and after a while after following #VTuber hashtag, it become poisonous, especially they're who not using fedi.
In my sight, I think in their eyes that I am the "Lain" of VTuber, since I really focusing outside their sight and since I don't have an purpose to entertain, suddenly it makes me nervous. Too deep in niche stuff that nobody knows and when I wakt to decide, it was really confusing. Should I stop my research and close the account both of them, or should I keep stay away from them?

2026-02-17 21:46:38 UTC

@npub1fvw…tyuj This is not an clear decision, I am still confused tbh
#note1gzd…qf5k

2026-02-17 21:43:35 UTC

@npub1cxq…6wtz What is that all about?
#note18wk…kfn7

2026-02-17 14:00:18 UTC

My research accounts on X is becoming poisonous right now. Should I really close the account or lock it? Or maybe stay away from them for a while?

2026-02-16 05:04:58 UTC

Suggest me an anime which safe to watch during Ramadhan (don't try to troll me an bad title)

2026-02-15 14:18:33 UTC

Well, right after my brain treatment is finished, I'll be back as #VTuber soon. For now, I am just a techy guy.

2026-02-15 13:44:51 UTC

Recently there's an drama outside fediverse that nobody talking about here. What's going on exactly?

2026-02-15 13:43:44 UTC

That's exactly what I am feeling. Facing the social problems that was really hard to face and as disabled person, I really fucked up.
While I am feeling the freedom for doing anything I want, in other side I also feel the loneliness that might leading me into the sickness that I was facing a few months ago, especially while I am facing high fever, my brain also fucked up. And even I can't do anything that time.
The social disconnection that I face is not an big issue for me, since I know those people aren't suit with me. But what bothers me are the people that I face, only few people who cares with my condition and some of them is trolling in front of me who can't take an joke (unless I face the joke that might funny for me but not for them).
The question where it was stuck in my mind, Am I disconnected from the world? Since my first internet usage at 18 years ago while I am still 3 years old, I can see the world and I feel happy that I can learn anything from there, but in early 2020s, I feel disconnected from some society that didn't accept my presence, until now. Maybe the answer is yes when I looking at the society that already rejected me without any clear reason, but otherwise says no when I faced the society that accept me and cares about my the conditon that I face.
Well, after the first time I know the fediverse, I feel great that finally I can speak anything from what've been stuck on inside my brain. But I also face the challenge when I look at the people on fediverse versus people on Elon's Twitter.
The loneliness that I face is really serious and it affects my health from diabetes to high blood pressure.

2026-02-14 12:28:01 UTC

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Kek nasi Padang kesukaan Suryami tuh