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2026-05-23 03:53:20 UTC

Im sure thats taylor swifts networth now
https://www.instagram.com/p/DYpcGfxDOh3/?igsh=cnpkZ2t3cW9odzM4

2026-05-10 13:51:05 UTC

What a fkn drama show!
Cancer placements are like poison

2026-05-10 13:33:33 UTC

I think and as always i might be wrong. There might have been real hunger games going on on the Epstein sociopathic dream island.

2026-05-10 13:14:12 UTC

Apparently something thinks somethings full of brown rn.
My opinion is that they hide it in blankets through shipping.
I doubt its brown i think its white.

2026-05-10 13:11:09 UTC

🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡
What kind of toddler is this guy?

2026-05-10 12:29:27 UTC

Or what age this consciousness is.

2026-05-10 12:28:50 UTC

Different topic..
The experience of this reality is..
If you dont like something or if you complain on any topic something essential for your survival gets taken away or something that has meaning to you gets destroyed… its been like this for 6 years now.
Idk who the dominant is.. i dont him/her/it.

2026-05-10 12:25:14 UTC

I guess i forgot what liquor can help with in healthy doses..
I truly think tequila has magic qualities.
Ive loved it since I was 15 it’s still delicious.

2026-05-09 01:34:04 UTC

Im still the comb.

2026-05-03 07:18:56 UTC

https://www.instagram.com/p/DX23clwDd6N/?igsh=MXJ3dmRkcWpkMjB6Zg==

2026-05-03 01:04:50 UTC

https://www.instagram.com/p/DX2FfWsDLOk/?igsh=MWFzY2VsdHhwZmc1cA==

2026-05-02 13:56:32 UTC

Dude they weren’t even dating when i was interested in him.. she might hot even have met him yet. 🤡

2026-05-02 13:55:38 UTC

Ahh the typical cheaters fke explaination of the itch they hd to scratch 🤣🤣🤣

2026-05-02 13:07:51 UTC

How pathetic are you wanting to tell a stranger what they’re allowed to cry about..

2026-05-02 12:47:38 UTC

I can hear the strain of my lungs and heart when i exhale its like someone almost half dead its from 4 years ago not this year anymore.
Please accept the fact that im
not interested in you since you are in a relationship with someone else…
Im trying to move on for years now can you finally accept it?!

2026-05-02 12:41:18 UTC

I guess its a fat guy again trying to
be either thin or a woman or thinks that their weight doesn’t hurt someone with a 100 kilo less than them.
Your fucking sick!!!

2026-05-02 12:18:16 UTC

Someones got ringworm again..
Never had it before meaning hes cursed with literal illness.
Maybe his gf got ringworm
In her brain.

2026-05-02 12:05:00 UTC

Moooochhhhiiiii not mozzarella!!

2026-04-28 02:08:31 UTC

Whos demon is that? Sounds like alot of energy.

2026-04-27 05:55:20 UTC

https://www.instagram.com/p/DXlKq2rjQd8/?igsh=MWpxcWE0em9lOGgxbw==
I think this is the only way to go!

2026-04-26 12:40:23 UTC

I doubt you’ll ever get how poor i think you are…
🤡

2026-04-26 06:21:51 UTC

https://www.instagram.com/p/DXezfoLjflC/?igsh=MWh3enA3eTgyZzNucw==
🤣🤮🤢🥹🔜 💀

2026-04-26 06:19:44 UTC

🥹 when will she finally leave me alone?!
Seriously shes worst than a cockblock by now…
Im not interested in women.. how many fucking times is this gonna happen
Are you mentally deranged?

2026-04-24 19:48:49 UTC

Virgos are like a brain disease..
No one want stay alive with one..

2026-04-24 19:48:08 UTC

What level of psycho does a person have to reach so that their victim lives their broke bitch life karma?
I really want to know how she did this.. that I have to live her shit of a broke ass life..
I still think its a mirroring spell..

2026-04-24 09:08:26 UTC

🤣🤣🤣

2026-04-24 09:08:13 UTC

Maybe they’ll come out as a gay couple in 10-20 years and then its still a nightmare bc she thinks shes one of those 2.
What a drama having to be a gay guy bc she thought someone was standing in the way of her relationship as a hetero couple even though no one gives a shit.

2026-04-23 13:56:59 UTC

https://www.instagram.com/p/DXdlZ62Cc7b/?igsh=MTVoMzAxdWZvZmdkYQ==
Thats a tragic date.
But 6 years ago.

2026-04-23 13:54:31 UTC

I wonder with how many ‘normal’ not famous men theyve done this before..
So that they saved them from the evil famous life that they didnt choose. 🥹

2026-04-23 13:52:38 UTC

I kept forgetting about which dmous model they were with in their dreamlifes.. it was so nice.. ignorance is bliss..
Its so private life and not famous life that I choose.
I still dont see a reason why i should be the one needing to understand ppl who aren’t private ppl..

2026-04-23 13:48:53 UTC

What a mismatch..
🤮

2026-04-23 04:40:53 UTC

You dont know I moved last year?

2026-04-22 12:02:59 UTC

Leak it gives me the lolz.

2026-04-22 12:02:33 UTC

Who is this person whos so into blonde men? So i finally know who i supposedly am.

2026-04-22 11:58:59 UTC

Wow its that confused…
🤷🏻‍♀️

2026-04-22 11:57:16 UTC

Drop dead 🤣🤣🤣🤣
Is that supposed to be crystal?

2026-04-22 06:05:04 UTC

https://www.instagram.com/p/DXZeomrCNCa/?igsh=NWV0YnNtOTZoM2hm

2026-04-18 21:23:32 UTC

🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮

2026-04-18 20:12:10 UTC

A pisces what a fkn surprise.
You know this shit about seeing yourself as gender fluid?
Idk how many born women I have to tell that im not interested in this shit bc im not in women or women who think their male & female energetically 🥹🥹
Girl! Im not into vaginas!!!!

2026-04-18 20:04:29 UTC

Its the typical
But wait how good it feels addict shit..
—
Yet its not consentual!
——
I hate that whore! My honest opinion who hasnt she been

2026-04-18 20:01:47 UTC

In regards to dominance
They rape your energetic field until its gotten used to what they want from you and then your psyche and energetic bodies thinks its normal that they also express themselves through you or are ‘part of’ a in their sick minds perceived symbiosis even though the actual person has told them verbally that they’re not interested in their shit.
Most of them alcoholics.

2026-04-18 19:45:47 UTC

If this russian chick dies tomorrow id probably celebrate.
🤮🤮🤮🤢🤢🤢🤢

2026-04-15 04:38:20 UTC

Ohh the broke sick girl wasnt fabulous enough for his other life the gay vibrant life.
Woowwwhh..

2026-04-15 04:36:09 UTC

As I said your nothing spoiled sad sack of shit!

2026-04-15 04:34:29 UTC

Awww what you dont day?
That couldn’t have been him the broke girl??
Awwwww poor rich boy..

2026-04-15 00:34:51 UTC

Did she finally murder it?
Hast du es jetzt verstanden du hast dominiert und gewonnen ein mensch will wegen dir lieber tot sein als leben zu müssen!
Verstehst du es endlich?!

2026-04-12 08:44:54 UTC

May you all burn in hell.

2026-04-12 04:06:25 UTC

Ive thought alot about flat ass archetype
…
I think its a witch thing or a male bargain spell where some of ‘their’ women have to give up their ‘assets’ for their sidepieces.
Bc their younger or some shit or bc they get them..

2026-04-12 03:56:03 UTC

Still private therapy topics from 2010ish most likely.
🤷🏻‍♀️

2026-04-12 03:54:04 UTC

https://music.apple.com/at/album/sexistential/1852752613?i=1852752953&l=en-GB
Awwww now hes hurt :/

2026-04-12 02:06:02 UTC

Woah that milk joke took way too long to arrive .
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 fresh milk.

2026-04-12 00:46:52 UTC

I met a person once who was in a coma as an adult for a few years.
Afterwards his marriage ended and from what he told me even a decade later he still hadn’t recovered fully from it on a physical and mental level.
I guessed at the time that the ‘lost time and the lost experiences’ were the hardest to cope with but I didnt spend too much time on it mentally bc he wasnt a person I was close to.
I have a hunch that the advice of a teacher that i once had got taken too literally.. that we can only meet another as deeply as we’ve met ourselves.. i doubt that’s really true though.
To me that only applies to the bullies that don’t understand others suffering bc they are tuned into a sadistic life experience… any ‘normal’ person has the mentally capability to understand the ramifications of trauma.. no ‘other’ needs to experience the victims trauma on a visceral level. That would ask the person more than compassion it would ask a pound of flesh from the ‘other’ that mentally understands. Its too much too ask and is built on a romanticised notion that love and deep connection can only be built when you suffer together and if you’re willing to go through their fire.. but thats not their story..
this notion asks too much from the person willing to understand because it brings them on the same level but what if that was never their path to begin with.
I think its a very simple reductive creation most likely by a heartbroken child.
Where everyone has to be the same.
It might be the illness of communism.

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2026-04-11 11:56:40 UTC

And the insults keep on coming
Pistachio jasmine matcha latte.. 🤷🏻‍♀️🤯
You’re so fkn rude its insane that you even have anyone that cares about your drinks! Let alone friends!!!!

2026-04-11 02:57:45 UTC

Look you dont now which infuencer couple read my answer to their question abt astrology/planet question in 2019.
Boiled peanuts
Ahhahahaha
I told yoooouuuu! You will never beat me. 🥹🤷🏻‍♀️

2026-04-10 07:10:06 UTC

https://music.apple.com/at/album/get-dat/1288331268?i=1288331629&l=en-GB
April 2019.

2026-04-10 07:01:54 UTC

https://music.apple.com/at/album/we-walk-the-line/1192267964?i=1192268192&l=en-GB
https://music.apple.com/at/album/drink-my-friend/1192267964?i=1192268196&l=en-GB
2017.

2026-04-09 12:22:12 UTC

Ohhh business scaling for lost in eating disorders… 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Dying!

2026-04-05 13:04:58 UTC

Yeah i still remember the fascia or stretch marks she had on her calfs.. and that was still a 40+ candaià german woman

2026-04-05 13:01:35 UTC

The rape portal.. is that what I should change my account to?
Advance your life through taking someone elses..
What a tagline.

2026-04-05 12:25:45 UTC

The words of what I wish would happen to you arent in invented..

2026-04-05 12:17:31 UTC

Hai!
Kuh!

2026-04-05 12:17:09 UTC

No i was never pregnant whzn I used to eat these things in one meal..

2026-04-05 12:16:06 UTC

Its funny to observe how some ppl play their predesigned roles.
I know which ones im oversaturated by.. its like yrs ago with teenage triangle dramas.
Thanks full of that.. now i want salty sour and not sweet.. but after i had my salt pickle ill have some cucumbers salad with vinegar and a few more bites of pasta.. butt oh wait theres cake.. back to sweet.
Chopped phallus’
Cucumber gherkins pickles.. same chopping techniques.

2026-04-05 12:09:22 UTC

I lost a bunch of notes they didn’t post.

2026-04-05 11:12:32 UTC

I saw his ugly face last night before falling asleep and it gave me the creeps.
He had a really deeply disturbing energy about.. i accidentally saw him yesterday when I wanted to take a walk..
He seems like an arrogant douchbag.. the vibe that he goes for with his clothing makes me get shivers from disgust.
I think hes some weird version of Pinocchio.. his body reminds me of wood..
I think he was into the psycho elisabeth but he thought my life was hers..
Maybe thats why she convinced herself that she lives in my apartment.. 🤣🤣🤣 so that shes financially poor.

2026-04-05 08:24:04 UTC

Stop judging me for getting myself iut of a mess that was someone else’s fault.
Im sick and tired of your elementary school bullshit behaviour.. of but why cant she be… bullshit bullshit insert more crap an adult doesnt not understand.
Stop letting your children speak for you! 🤡

2026-04-04 02:54:08 UTC

Do you know how many women heree have done their work and manifested for rich parents model boredom ppl.. uhh look that could be me.. lets see what life my parents money can buy me. 🥹

2026-04-04 02:43:49 UTC

So the real ones take the place aftzr the ugly ones are gone..
Who is this sick individual that ppl thinks is a creator?

2026-04-02 15:26:17 UTC

Idk how it is with stalking online and the legal matters but i think if it goes on w after 6 years then there should still be a cause to be able to get a lawyer right?

2026-04-02 15:06:28 UTC

Believe what you want.
6 years after I told her to fuck out of my life one of the ex colleagues insta business account checks my story of my just reactived work account.. where i blocked her years ago!!
You let that slimebag of shit into your life after i made such an effort get her away from me.
Congrats wooww well done! 🥹
Its like youre so self destructive that you invited deadly poison into your life and made offsprings with it turning it into the diseases that come out of pandoras box.
Do you finally get it that you had a child with aids?!

2026-03-30 08:40:47 UTC

I do think that blonde blued eyed people get activated to bring ‘recht &ordnung’
It can be noticed in some of their behaviour when a person doesnt react in the way they expect.. theres an underlying tone of ‘oh really?! Or underlying condescending..
Maybe its a manipulation of the mind through physical markers or a missing energetic response to.. ´are we on the same page here that this is how things ‘have to be’?

2026-03-30 02:35:40 UTC

Ohh noo i just realised ppl
Missed out on a viral possiblify of making covid homeoffice more fun.
Post your outfits of your homeoffice time.. but no pyjamas pics be more creative..
Like.. oh today im going as a duck or cucumber peeler or a sausage. Or ramen..

2026-03-30 02:30:40 UTC

The place i havent been to in months for asshole private reasons changed their menu to my preferred dishes right after i wasnt there anymore..
now i gotta eat a whole menu before they change it again.
My goal for the coming month is to order menu in one go!

2026-03-30 02:20:04 UTC

Yes mercurial is a character trait..
Yet its a lazy one..
Bc it so close..
ive always aimed further/higher/bigger/better/stronger
🤷🏻‍♀️

2026-03-30 01:34:21 UTC

I already gave him his poorness pants last year.. hes too arrogant to get it though..
They’re size xs.
🤷🏻‍♀️
For the streetmums.

2026-03-30 01:24:00 UTC

This version of conciousness that i met in the last weeks who is apparently the silent retreat.. very lovely person but your stink is all over her..
It appears to me that these two brothers share the women that they’re with..
I can’t distinguish anymore and I also dont want to.
I would prefer if you both had never been born.

2026-03-30 01:21:31 UTC

4 years later on the day.. and a russian still owes me 50k euros.
No its not a vlad, its a J.

2026-03-29 14:33:37 UTC

Aww its still about synchronicities.. ppl meeting ppl with the same names etc at the same time. The denial of a mistake that constantly has to be turned into a coincidence which in turn has created a loop of avoidance and bypassing.. a spun story thats spinning.. in one place almost like a retrograde

2026-03-28 11:37:12 UTC

https://www.instagram.com/p/DWZ4gKUjZZ0/?igsh=MTI5eXp0MXJ4NmRo

2026-03-28 03:37:49 UTC

My heart isnt happy after 4 hours of sleep..
I think one of the ppl ive met mixed me up with this shorter heavier girl from the us again..
He stopped drinking so i hoped it would stop for good.

2026-03-28 03:34:50 UTC

Didf topic!
Ive been thinking about an absorption/ energetic vaccum..
That analyses the matter in the persons energetic field and can distinguish between waste matter or actual living matter..
Meaning ie. since the rumors about nothing really dying seems to get a bit too much I think if theres a device that can detect old waste matter that has attached to a person and absorb it and turn it into nothing that would be great..
Anti-matter haha i think its cool they transported it in a car for the first time.

2026-03-27 22:10:04 UTC

You owe me the money that i don’t have the energy to earn today after not sleeping!

2026-03-27 22:06:14 UTC

I saw by accident which one of her friends drove the red scoopy.
So i know who he got engaged to. 🤡
All information that ive never asked for. What to do? 🤷🏻‍♀️

2026-03-27 22:02:31 UTC

The lengths she went to in 2022 were pretty extreme in my life so that she could do a joke or something..

2026-03-27 21:26:14 UTC

25 min until my alarm goes off.
Wow the whore still speaks.. 🥹

2026-03-27 21:24:45 UTC

Ohhh no way its almost time to get up.. and ive slept zero hours!
Woowww what a win there huh!
Uhhh

2026-03-27 19:15:10 UTC

At what stage/ level of a abuse does a person bargain with their life…
Its 6 years past that stage.

2026-03-27 18:34:32 UTC

I am so sorry for you.. but you’re so gay its not even funny.
I hope you find the courage to live as a gay man.. and not as a fake woman.

2026-03-27 18:30:23 UTC

I still hope you kill yourself!

2026-03-25 17:46:19 UTC

If i would ever have to share a bed with a woman again i would take a real life shit on her pillow!
Do you get it now.
Even having to sit down with a woman standing next to one is an insult to me after how they treated me in the last 6 years.
From men i never expected any better so nothings really changed there.

2026-03-25 17:40:39 UTC

Its this guy that constantly doesn’t understand the word NO..
The capricorn and he doesn’t accept the fact that there will never be a threesome with 2 women..
Idk how long itll take him.. he should instantly be able to integrate it when a female says i dont want to have sex with another woman and a man at the same time!

2026-03-25 17:09:21 UTC

Im surprised he doesn’t call him ´my leash’ or something.
A puppy wouldnt have as bad..
Seriously! 🤡

2026-03-25 17:08:04 UTC

Ohhh its like a maze of it sounding like i mean famous ppl..
Ifs a pretty dumb canadian guy.. where if you look at him you ask yourself how he got out of bed and dreaded himself.. funnily enough also a capricorn. Def zane vibes.

2026-03-25 17:03:36 UTC

Ohh i keep forgetting that this canadian guy believes in god. 🤣
And god doesnt pay or something . 🤣🤣🤣🤣