Mariá of Luna / is on Nostr

Very AUTISTIC Catgirl daughter of Winter and Sparrows.

My RAADS-R test only required 64 points to be diagnosed. I scored 223.

My autism is level 2. The only thing stopping me from being level 3 is that I never shut up.

Pronouns: she/they/it

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2024-09-20 00:59:18

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How do you like yours?
I usually rinse mine to help with the texture.
Then good quality soy sauce, some Wasabi, and green onions, and fresh cucumber... all served on rice. Maybe add an egg yolk if I feel like it.

2024-09-20 00:59:18

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2024-09-19 04:47:44

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Silly stringcheese in a trenchcoat.

2024-09-19 04:27:56

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Kimchi. Yakult. Skyr. Yogurt. Kefir. Kombucha. Raw Honey. Nattou. Raw Cheese.

2024-09-18 05:13:32

The therapy warm line told me I should list my accomplishments without modesty or downplaying it and seek feedback from others to cope with the looming threat of my relatives confronting me in person. Now that they found me.
So here goes.
I survived 30 years of physical, psychological, emotional, and sexual abuse at the hands of my relatives.
I escaped from them with money I got from sex work.
I couch surfed with people I barely knew, lived with gangsters, and in 2 trap houses.
I survived the streets in Tricities Washington as a homeless disabled transwoman, a world of chaos and violence.
I survived 3 encounters with cougars, 3 bouts of life threatening dehydration, 4 covid infections, pneumonia, sepsis, and a knee injury.
I survived 6 fights with meth-heads and intimdated 2 outlaw bikers into leaving me alone.
I got clean off of 2 addictions and am now celebrating my 6 months of sobriety with my Sponsor and NA fam.
I lived in and was kicked out of 2 oxford houses.
I was psychiatrically hospitalized involuntarily after surviving a serious suicide attempt where I hung myself. I woke up in the ER in a neck brace.
I got an official autism diagnosis to replace the defunct one from my childhood.
I got myself off the street and into a short-term rental.
I got myself the help I needed.
I owned and learned from my mistakes and grew as a person. I forgave people who didn't deserve it, but I also set boundaries, which I will enforce at the risk of my life and limb.
I stopped letting people take me for a ride. I stand up for myself and my sacred honor. Don't call me any slurs, or try to fight me, or I will beat your ass in a goddamn second. I don't hesitate. I have lived in a do or die world, and your health is your problem. I will defend myself.
I'm more g than my living relatives. I wish a mfer would. I'm a totally different person than they knew. If they try to come up here to mess with the life I built from nothing, they will find out. Fuck around and find out.

2024-08-28 19:40:15

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Welcome to my home. I'd tell you to take your shoes off, but I don't want you to step on any broken glass. No matter how inviting, do not go for a swim. The water is radioactive and contains flesh eating bacteria. Please excuse my neighbors. They have been giving the geese meth. Which candidate will give me a safe place to live?
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2024-08-28 15:07:54

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The social saftey net is completely dead for everyone who isn't old. And the boomers and gen x fucked everything up. In very broad terms with exceptions: They don't care about us. So why should we care about them?
I likewise feel for your situation. But it won't get better without a drastic shift in the way things are run. There are always going to be people not getting what they need if we don't have something big happen. But I want everyone to have enough. And that's impossible with the current status quo.
I don't have any hope for my future or the future of the next generations to come without a very major change in this country. Voting 3rd party is working towards it. But a revolution is probably going to happen soon. Its a long standing historical pattern where wealth inequality and desperation spark conflict.

2024-08-28 14:43:54

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I have SSI. Disabled from birth. It's not enough for rent much less food. And homeless Disabled only get $400-600. I can make as much panhandling.

2024-08-28 14:15:53

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There are no jobs available to me. So what does the variety matter?
Products? Again, this doesn't affect me. I don't have money to buy anything.
Knowledge circulates in public libraries just fine.
I'm still waiting to hear about something that matters to poor people.

2024-08-28 13:56:18

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None of those things you are saying are good have an effect on me or anyone I know. Trade agreements, military alliances, roads, and student debt don't effect us. We couldn't afford stocks, cars, or college. We don't care what happens in far away places because we don't have time for that. We are busy surviving.
And I am already living in a violent, miserable country. There would be no measurable difference in my life. But there would be hope that we could build a better world from the rubble of the old one. But as things stand, there is no hope for the poor in this country. We will just have to seize the means of survival unless something happens soon to measurably positively impact our lives.

2024-08-28 03:57:29

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Niether party is going to fix jack shit. Our problems are made by them to keep their power.
I'm down for a revolution. It's the only thing that has any hope for changing things for the better.

2024-08-28 01:23:23

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LOL NO.
I'm voting 3rd party BECAUSE I am marginalized.