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2024-09-17 13:43:00

A bit unwell (now i know why i'm so sensitive)
Baru balik jumpa doktor, tengok doktor macam lagi sakit dari aku yg sakit ni.

2024-09-17 09:54:57

Came to rant a bit, almost 2 months after my dad left us.
I'm reminded of the day that my dad passed. This one aunt asked me, who will take over my parents room. With my dad's body right in front of us. I was speechless but then i thoughtlessly answered, maybe me.
Cleaning the house, especially my parents' room has been taking a toll on me, mentally and physically. It is true that i've done so little. Every nook and crook have their own memories and moments. I go down on a trip of tearful memory train everytime i try to clean 🥹 Its only been two months but they already spreaded the news that i am a lazy bum.
Wondering if they could really do it that fast if they were in my shoes? They know nothing, they havent lost anyone in these last 10 years, while i lost both of my parents in the span of 1.5 years.
Its funny because i see their projections but i'm no superhuman, hence i am very sad. Not an ounce of disappointment tho because it is nothing new to me.

2024-09-17 09:11:02

Missed the timing to reactivate X and i think maybe its time. No X for now.

2023-12-06 12:50:53

Tengah hari tadi jumpa video ajar bahasa isyarat huruf hijaiyah. Tengok sekali lalu, pastu tengah baring ni teringat, cubalah eja bismillahirramanirrahim. Lepas weh? Haha
Huruf ع غ ص ض ط د ظ و ذ tak ingat hihihi

2023-12-03 02:30:58

Tolong carikan rumah sewa utk abang sambil tengok potential utk senji.
Cun dah ni.

2023-12-03 02:29:42

https://nostrcheck.me/media/public/nostrcheck.me_2915099886656945781701570537.webp
Rainy season

2023-12-01 09:42:35

Gencatan dah tamat kan. Dengan winternya lagi 😭

2023-12-01 09:14:22

Takde feature delete lagi eh, takpela. Terus rasa tak selamat bai.

2023-12-01 08:45:49

Wah, i feel so safe here 😅🤣🤣

2023-12-01 08:45:34

A language that conveys and expresses the unspoken words.
I've only learned ABC, numbers and basic words back when i was a kid. Recently relearned everything and now i want to be able to communicate with it.
Somehow, i figured along the way, i'm also learning to expressing my own feelings, that i havent been able to do for a long long long time. So uwuu lol.

2023-12-01 08:36:56

The more i learn about it, the more i uwuuu.

2023-12-01 08:35:44

Sign language is such a beautiful language. Oh wait no, tbh beautiful is an understatement. It is more than that uwu.

2023-11-30 14:20:38

Social media detox ❌
X detox ✅

2023-11-30 14:03:18

First "send" ever. I was nervous, but all was good.
https://nostrcheck.me/media/public/nostrcheck.me_9943319153120696911701352950.webp

2023-08-21 13:17:45

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Boleh baca tak komen kat bawah tu? Ada yg reply cara dia. I have noo idea around here. Tak reti nak quote repost sini 🤣

2023-08-21 12:56:18