Octavia Con Amore :pink_moon_and_stars: Succubard's Library

A queer little succubus bard using her voice to enchant and soothe people~ :hug_love:

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:espeon_love: Pronouns: She/Her
:ms_earth_world_map: Languages: JP/EN (both native)
:sip_tea: Age: my violin career could legally drink
:zerotwo_learn: Extra notes: :heart_trans: :infinity_heart: :heart_bisexual:
:ms_eighteen_plus: Please do not interact with my nsfw posts if you're a minor

:frog_blush: Oh, and don't be afraid to DM if you'd like to ask questions or just chat~

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mastodon.lol → tech.lgbt → vulpine.club → cutie.city

If you'd like to help me have food to eat:
Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/octaviaconamore
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/c/octaviaconamore

Every bit helps me survive to play another day :vulpix_sparkle:

Readings (Peertube): Octavia Con Amore (npub1ndq…hz5h)
Readings (Youtube): https://www.youtube.com/@SuccubardsLibrary
Gaming: https://www.youtube.com/@SuccubardsGameRoom
Live Streams: https://www.twitch.tv/octaviaconamore
Gifts (Throne): https://throne.com/octaviaconamore
My Toots Without Boosts: Octavia Con Amore :pink_moon_and_stars: Succubard's Library (npub14cv…nfc9)">https://justmytoots.com/Octavia Con Amore :pink_moon_and_stars: Succubard's Library (npub14cv…nfc9)

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2026-04-02 04:00:25 UTC

Since yesterday was international trans day of visibility, let's talk about visibility :zerotwo_learn:
Being visibly trans (and more broadly, queer) is dangerous. I don't mean "you'll get nasty messages", I mean you risk getting doxxed, or mobbed and cut off from communities which are our very lifeline (in every sense of the word), or having random fuckos fantasizing about bashing your head in with a baseball bat, shooting you up with an ak-47, or sending credible threats of violence (all examples I've personally seen from "pillars" of certain communities of marginalised people here in fedi :cat_facepalm: )
Part of this is the insideous, incessant idea that having a 2D profile pic (pfp) means you're a bigot or even a Nazi.
Being able to use a real face as a pfp (and, relatedly, real names) on an account is a privilege. There is the potential harm from others mentioned earlier, but there is also the fact that we trans people often are unable to even look in a mirror without severe distress, and having our faces on a pfp can be even worse :not_like_this:
Judging people who have a 2D avatar (almost always called an "anime" avatar by these types even though most 2D pfps aren't from anime) as a bigot without ever knowing them is a direct form of anti-trans discrimination (and anti-queer discrimination). This vomes up fairly often on fedi, and if you'd like to do an allyship, you can not only dismantle this idea in your ownind, but also speak up for us when ignorant people trot this idea out for the umpteenth time that year :hug_love:
#Trans #Queer #SocialJustice
p.s. Oh, I forgot to mention this tangent: trans-fems get the most visibility out of trans people generally, which doesn't mean we get more power; it means we have the brightest targets on our back, that we have one less layer of defense (see the defense onion), that we get the most scrutiny. Visibility isn't a boon, it's a curse for us. Trans-fems you see that are highly visible on purpose are doing so despite the risks and detriments that come eith it in the hope that it might help those who have yet to hatch, but demanding use of that visibility from us is demanding we take more risks :frog_sus:

2026-03-28 12:53:40 UTC

https://social.treehouse.systems/@Elizafox/116306595995059718

2026-03-12 11:35:18 UTC

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oops, sorry 'bout that :emolga_sweat: gonna go properly read the rest of the thread now before nodding off :cat_lurk:

2026-03-12 11:26:58 UTC

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aside from the whole "maybe your product sucks if you have to force the employees that make it possible to use it" thing, company town behaviour is also maybe not the best sign of a healthy company or economy :ditto_yikes:

2026-02-27 03:00:39 UTC

:boosts_ok: In light of the continued enshittification of Youtube, I've finally scrounged together the energy to get files shrunk down and uploaded to a peertube account :frog_blush:
@npub1ndq…hz5h
It won't include any full streams since there's a 20GB total data limit, but I've uploaded every stand-alone book reading I've recorded :bugcat_nod: Most of them are still waiting to be transcoded server-side, but the whole YT library will be up in a few hours~ :hug_love: oh, and despite the potato video quality (only 1500 kb/s), the audio quality is a full 320 kb/s :shiba_love:
add. if you follow the peertube account from your Fedi account and turn on notifications, you can get a notification every time a new video is uploaded~ :furret_excited:
#ElderScrolls #Vtuber #Reading #Bookstodon #Books

2026-02-20 00:58:19 UTC

https://social.coop/@cwebber/116099888954080904
just in case I have cis readers who don't have the context to get the full picture, not having trans healthcare leads to literal, actual deaths of trans people I've way or another, and that's why the cw is trans *genocide* :cat_frown:
even something basic like using a trans person's correct pronouns at home cuts child suicide rates in half it memory serves :bear_shrug: and no, even as adults, we can't get out of the country since we're disproportionately poor and disabled (which countries don't like, it turns out)

2026-02-13 23:55:34 UTC

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I'm going to go out on a limb here and say nobody likes a spicy pillow anywhere at 30k feet (or really, anywhere above about 15 :bear_shrug: )

2026-02-01 15:55:25 UTC

Anybody have any recommendations for microwaveable freezer meals that have half-decent nutrition and aren't a piddly 200~300 calories? :shiba_confused:
(add. would prefer both vegetables and meats included)

2026-01-26 20:41:27 UTC

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honestly, I'm kind of amazed at this point :birb_peek:

2026-01-09 04:44:30 UTC

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Gonna add to this:
Shoving horror and gore at people degrades their resources. Assuming you're an antifascist, most people seeing your post will also be antifascist. Therefore, posts that deal with the horrors of current events that don't have CWs actively grind down the resources of antifascists as a whole while not doing much to fascist :bear_shrug: (or worse, cull our numbers :frog_sus: )

2026-01-08 05:33:45 UTC

remember, we have filters on fedi that can collapse or outright remove posts from your timeline :frog_blush: please use them for the sake of your mental health, and engage with things when you have the energy and time to :hug_love:

2026-01-04 18:26:38 UTC

Hey Fedi, I know there are a good lot of you want actionable ways to fight fascism. You know how one of the strategies that fascists use is to overwhelm people and make them freeze up, unable to fight back? :shiba_confused:
I know many of you might not be used to this because it doesn't really exist on major social media platforms, but we have a thing here called a content warning (CW) that collapsed a post with little custom tags on it. Think of it as consent. Instead of forcibly pouring Scottish breakfast tea down a stranger's throat, you can ask them if they want it and warm them it's a smidge hot to chug :frog_blush:
This is especially appreciated by those of us that are marginalised because we have to deal with trauma, horrid news, and the like on a nearly daily basis as it is, and CWs allow us to decide whether we have enough energy and emotional capacity at that moment to deal with more of it which can literally save some of our days. (To use myself as an example, I'm mostly bedridden and spare emotional energy can decide whether I'm able to physically take care of myself that day or not.)
It's a small thing, and it may feel awkward or uncomfortable at first, but I promise once you get used to them, other social media sites will feel like needless barrages on your sanity and you'll feel oddly naked trying to make posts then realising they don't have that feature :leafeon_giggle:
#Antifascim #SocialJustice #Fedi #Mastodon
p.s. if you need ideas for terms to put as part of the cw, I'm happy to help share some common ones I see~ :shiba_excited:

2025-12-24 02:05:09 UTC

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as a musician, please support working artists by giving them money, and please also pirate media :hug_love: (giving a musician $5 would give them more than they would ever get from you streaming their music)

2025-12-20 06:42:46 UTC

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tried, came back as "<my username> is not in the sudoers file" :cat_dead:

2025-12-20 06:39:18 UTC

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is that "sudo passwd"?

2025-12-20 06:20:39 UTC

Alright, I've got a Bazzite install on the disc able to be booted into and a user able to be logged into with a password, but...
a lot of things require a root password and I don't remember setting that anywhere :bear_shrug:
so far, I've tried entering a blank and entering "bazzite" (which is supposed to be the default root pass?), and neither work :cat_dead:
#Linux #Bazzite

2025-12-17 09:17:30 UTC

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I appreciate the explanation but I think I'm completely out of my depth :emolga_sweat: mostly, I know that I use Discord and Vesktop as clients on my desktop to keep 2 accounts up at the same time, and I use Vencord on my phone and tablet :bear_shrug:

2025-12-17 08:33:20 UTC

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I'm pretty sure Vencord and Vesktop are the same thing with the only difference being the former is for mobile and the latter is for desktop :shiba_confused:

2025-12-17 08:15:58 UTC

Linux checklist (singlular work + play daily use computer)
:cat_think: = we're checking
:cat_relaxed: = good to go
:bear_shrug: = not working on it
Distro
・Ubuntu :cat_think:
・Ubuntu Game Pack :cat_think:
・Drauger OS (anyone know if the Drauger devs are bigots or anything like that?) :cat_think:
・?
Software compatability
・Vbridger :cat_think:
・VTube Studio :cat_relaxed:
・OBS :cat_relaxed:
・ReaperDAW :cat_relaxed:
・DaVinci Resolve :cat_relaxed:
・LibreOffice :cat_think:
・whatevertheheck browser :bear_shrug:
・Steam games :cat_relaxed:
・Discord + Vencord :cat_think:
・8Bitdo modification software :cat_think: (use Steam input?)
・audio interface drivers :cat_think:
・?
Hardware compatability
・HDR + display port support + adaptive sync (Ubuntu Game Pack) :cat_think:
・small SSD for use as an OS drive :bear_shrug:
・thumb drive to test distros :bear_shrug:
・?

2025-11-30 23:42:44 UTC

help, my notifications :cat_sob: (but entirely my own fault and very appreciated, of course)
https://cutie.city/@OctaviaConAmore/115639465827987547

2025-11-30 15:56:56 UTC

I've been on the decline physically due to long covid for a couple years now, but I've recently gotten to a point where I need to fundamentally rethink how I get my nutrients due to being mostly bedridden. I'm hoping people here might be able to help me build a list of foods and meals I can acquire, prep, and eat in my current condition :frog_blush:
:zerotwo_learn: Goals
・easy, warm, nutritious, filling meal at least once a day, ideally twice
・ideally 1 pan or pot to cook, 1 bowl to eat from
・ideally ADHD-friendly
・cost-conscious
・most inhredients available from Amazon
・dense snacks that are room-temp stable for a day or three
:frog_sus: Physical Limitations
・minimal ability to stand (1~3m at a time, maybe 10~15 minutes a day, half of which I can't spend on food)
・30~40m of sitting capacity per day (including eating time) (I use a chair in the kitchen mostly)
・able to do maaybe 2~3m of cutting board stuff per day
・cilantro = soap gene
#Disability #Food #Cooking

2025-08-27 23:28:36 UTC

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huzzaaah! :shiba_excited: that's one of my favourite features :shiba_love:

2025-08-14 00:12:31 UTC

https://monads.online/@diogenes/115023650745063004

2025-08-11 23:28:26 UTC

:boosts_ok: boosts help me survive :hug_love:
Come listen to another cozy Elder Scrolls reading~ :shiba_excited:
I'm kinda pissed that this is the only dragon break that we have any real details about, honestly :blob_grumpy: There are one or two more known ones, and they're super interesting phenomena, but there's hardly any writings on the matter :bear_shrug:
What Happens When Reality And Time Twist ~ [The Warp In The West]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W0KViOMDcOU
For those who aren't familiar with the lore, this book essentially details the events at the end of The Elder Scrolls II: Daggerfall from the perspective of various Blades agents who were in the area and experienced it. While magic exists in the world of The Elder Scrolls, events like The Warp In The West take incomprehensible amounts of it and are a truly rare sort of phenomenon :frog_blush:
These accounts of the event were only accessible to very few, and only because of the existence of The Blades, a security and information organisation that answers to the emperor. Meanwhile, most people were either not privy to the details of the event or simply call it an act of the divines.
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A big thank you to my ko-fi and patreon members for helping me make sure my cats and I can continue to have food and other essentials. If you'd like to support me as well as get access to audio-only versions, please consider becoming a member~
https://ko-fi.com/octaviaconamore
https://www.patreon.com/c/octaviaconamore
I also do live readings a few times a week over on Twitch (alongside Youtube) if that's more your thing :shiba_excited:
https://www.twitch.tv/octaviaconamore
#Vtuber #Games #Gaming #Trans #Reading #Bookstodon #Books #AudioBooks #ElderScrolls #Daggerfall #Skyrim #Oblivion :cat_interact:
https://link.storjshare.io/raw/jwcl3biyuellbunqouyj7g4htdna/cutiecity/media_attachments/files/115/012/724/500/523/910/original/0baa5433aa5d2d10.jpg

2025-08-07 15:53:48 UTC

welp, I finally broke down and wrote one myself :cat_giggle: this one's a bit closer to the heart for me, and I really hope you like it :hug_love:
tags: [good little puppy] [Dom speaker] [Mistress] [speaker has 'cock'] [oral] [scent]
(script in the alt text)
if you have ideas about types of situations you want me to make audios of, don't be afraid to tell me~ :shiba_excited: and if you have scripts written that you want to show me, I'd be more than happy to take a look at them and maybe even fill them :bugcat_nod:
:boosts_ok: #AudioPorn #Lewd #Audio #Kink #PuppyPlay
https://link.storjshare.io/raw/jwcl3biyuellbunqouyj7g4htdna/cutiecity/media_attachments/files/114/988/287/334/389/696/original/70d65108166dba81.mp3

2025-08-03 20:33:51 UTC

:boosts_ok: Why do we have more than the usual number of voices in our head? Why is the atmosphere made of saffron? Why doesn't the giant worm like us? :derp:
Find out the answers to those questions and more on this episode of [Succubard Part-Times As A Mech Pilot]
[Twitch] https://www.twitch.tv/octaviaconamore
#Vtuber #Stream #Streaming #Games #Trans #ArmoredCore

2025-08-02 07:58:40 UTC

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ooo, what spout2 stuff are you working on? :furret_excited:

2025-07-22 10:17:59 UTC

After the stream today, we raided into JasminHayami's stream! She's a Hollow Knight speed runner, musician, and all-around cozy sweety, so go and check her stream out~ :shiba_love:
https://www.twitch.tv/jasminehayami
#Vtuber #Streaming #Trans #HollowNight #SpeedRunner

2025-07-22 09:13:14 UTC

I'm really glad I eventually thought to have body-doubling streams because it gives me a fall-back plan for when I'm not able to record as often as I want to :bugcat_nod: it really takes the mental pressure off of recording in a lot of important ways :shiba_love:
#Trans #Vtuber #Streaming #ADHD

2025-07-17 04:49:22 UTC

:boosts_ok: Come let this succubard read you to sleep with Elder Scrolls books~❤
[Twitch] https://www.twitch.tv/octaviaconamore (better audio quality)
[Youtube] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uTard4kKgPQ
#Vtuber #Stream #Streaming #Games #Trans #Reading #Bookstodon #Books #ElderScrolls #Morrowind #Oblivion #OblivionRemastered #Skyrim :cat_interact:
https://media.cutie.city/media_attachments/files/114/866/766/380/289/945/original/f03971f828ee6c1c.jpg

2025-07-03 21:04:00 UTC

:boosts_ok: boosts help me survive~ :bear_love:
Come listen to another cozy Elder Scrolls reading~ :hug_love:
This story is about the mystery of the two assassin brotherhoods, the Dark Brotherhood and the Morag Tong, their religious foundations, and changes over their evolution which led to a bloody yet shadowy war between them.
Succubard Gently Reads [Fire and Darkness]
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQLmilbcfOk)
I think everyone is familiar with the Dark Brotherhood, but the Morag Tong may be a bit less known, especially to those who haven't played Morrowind. Though this isn't a whole book dedicated to that, it is one of a few readings I've done that touch on the topic, and hopefully, over time, people can get a more complete picture of this oft-looked-over group of assassins that has left its mark on Tamrielic history :bugcat_nod:
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If you'd like to help me survive and keep doing what I do, ko-fi and patreon are most of my income and members help my cats and me eat. I also have audio files in standard and voice-only available for monthly supporters as a bonus :frog_blush:
[Ko-fi] https://ko-fi.com/octaviaconamore
[Patreon] https://www.patreon.com/c/octaviaconamore
I also do live readings a few times a week over on Twitch (alongside Youtube) if that's more your thing :shiba_excited:
[Twitch] https://www.twitch.tv/octaviaconamore
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #Bard #Games #Gaming #LGBTQ #Queer #Trans #TransFem #VoiceOver #Fantasy #Reading #Bookstodon #Books #ElderScrolls #Skyrim #Oblivion #OblivionRemastered :cat_interact:
https://link.storjshare.io/raw/jwcl3biyuellbunqouyj7g4htdna/cutiecity/media_attachments/files/114/791/412/448/464/855/original/5b38a0c99920f9c4.jpg

2025-06-27 23:49:47 UTC

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that's a looot of pie :cat_wow:

2025-06-24 00:19:30 UTC

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yeah, the puritanical bullshit is becoming more and more eggregious every year :not_like_this:

2025-06-24 00:18:15 UTC

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amateur wrestling in shambles :cat_giggle:

2025-06-20 03:50:25 UTC

:boosts_ok: Hey everyone :mew_wave: I've uploaded a new Elder Scrolls book reading audio to the members archives, this time for the book [Fire and Darkness]. I've included a sample of the voice-only audio in this post~
The story details the disagreements between two groups of assassins in Tamriel, meandering through the history of the groups and why they came to blows :frog_blush:
The video for this will go up on Youtube in the coming week, but if you'd like access sooner, consider becoming a monthly supporter :hug_love: (all tiers get access to the files).
https://ko-fi.com/octaviaconamore
https://www.patreon.com/c/octaviaconamore
Nini, and sweet dreams~❤
#Vtuber #ElderScrolls #Morrowind #Oblivion #OblivionRemastered #Skyrim #Bookstodon #Reading
https://media.cutie.city/media_attachments/files/114/713/651/827/217/982/original/6e95630e79035015.mp3

2025-06-14 16:45:02 UTC

fedi, do you know of a way to sequester my computer in a different dimension so it can get the cooling it needs without making sound? :shiba_confused:

2025-06-02 14:24:37 UTC

help, how do I properly take care of a brain frog? :frog_think:
#LongCovid #MECFS
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2025-05-27 05:11:48 UTC

"To the people who gave me one-star reviews because the first book 'had lesbians.' I doubled the lesbians in this one, just for you."
~Rebecca Thorne, [A Pirate's Life For Tea]
#Books #Bookstodon

2025-05-27 02:43:49 UTC

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:panda_devil:

2025-05-27 02:37:29 UTC

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ideally one of the little pyramidal pieces :bunny_evil:

2025-05-27 02:21:43 UTC

I know the low-hanging fruit, but I'm curious what else pops into people's minds :cat_lurk:
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2025-05-27 02:14:51 UTC

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gah, I'm sorry to hear that :cat_frown:

2025-05-22 06:21:14 UTC

Well, I guess this isn't surprising considering what I am...
the first paper book I read in recent memory is [Can't Spell Treason Without Tea], the first book in the Tomes & Tea series by Rebecca Thorne, a book about lesbians wanting to make a books store and cafe, and I devoured it in 10~12 hours over a 24-hour period :cat_giggle:
bonus points for having magic *and* mystery :cat_wow:
#Books #Bookstodon
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2025-05-19 19:32:55 UTC

oh holy fuck, I think we crossed 2k followers :axolotl_shock: :zerotwo_hype:

2025-05-18 22:07:20 UTC

Let's talk Elder Scrolls lore for a while before the stream with @Buhneanie :cozy:
edit: now with https://www.twitch.tv/buhneanie on her Oblivion Remastered run~ :panda_yay:
[Twitch] https://www.twitch.tv/octaviaconamore
[Youtube] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61rz4C30IW4
#ElderScrolls #Oblivion #OblivionRemastered #Vtuber #Streaming
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2025-05-18 01:12:40 UTC

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for those wanting a quick peak at what they sound like, here's the first two minutes:
https://cutie.city/@OctaviaConAmore/114522859650857330

2025-05-18 01:12:02 UTC

:boosts_ok: Come listen to another cozy Elder Scrolls reading~ :shiba_excited:
This time, we have a series of interviews with the head of the Emperor's guards, recounting experiences from her storied life.
Succubard Gently Reads [Words and Philosphy]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pXljjO9NH70
This is another book that feels like it has much more story than lore, though for those of you with a keen ear and mind, you will probably be able to spot some key lines that have in them more lore than it may first appear. It's odd to think that, out of the relatively few stories in which a Bosmer features as a main character, I've done two back to back :cat_giggle:
Speaking of Bosmer, I envisaged Lady Allena Benoch as a mature, experienced woman and tried to express that in her voice. Hopefully, you like how she came out :hug_love:
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A big thank you to my ko-fi and patreon members for helping me make sure my cats and I can continue to have food and other essentials. If you'd like to help as well as get access to audio-only versions, please consider becoming a member~
[Ko-fi] https://ko-fi.com/octaviaconamore
[Patreon] https://www.patreon.com/c/octaviaconamore
I also do live readings a few times a week over on Twitch (alongside Youtube) if that's more your thing :shiba_excited:
https://www.twitch.tv/octaviaconamore
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #Bard #Games #Gaming #LGBTQ #Queer #Trans #TransFem #VoiceOver #Fantasy #Reading #Bookstodon #Books #AudioBooks #ElderScrolls #Skyrim #Oblivion #OblivionRemastered :cat_interact:
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2025-05-15 23:55:47 UTC

What did chat say to make me make this expression? :drgn_laugh_sweat:
#Vtuber #ElderScrolls
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2025-05-15 08:43:08 UTC

quick reminder/psa that if you hear a trans-fem with a nice voice, estrogen had exactly 0% to do with it and that they worked their asses off for it :bugcat_nod:
#Trans #Transgender

2025-05-15 02:55:09 UTC

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it's kind of like reaching out to friends during depresso episodes, isn't it? "this works great if I could ever remember/manage to do it :zerotwo_dead: "

2025-05-13 22:13:12 UTC

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Tushy Tuesday, Hump Day, Thumpy Thursday, F...? Get Sat On Saturday? :drgn_confused:
someone else might be able to come up with something a bit more elegant :giggle:

2025-05-10 03:40:32 UTC

:boosts_ok: Come listen to another cozy Elder Scrolls reading~ :hug_love:
This story is of the lonely vigil of a soldier tasked with holding a keep by himself.
Succubard Gently Reads [The Rear Guard]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y10rOGO1jIE
Compared to my usual lore-heavy books, this one is very much a story first and a source of lore second. It's also one of the first few stories I read on stream, back when I was still contemplating whether people would even like listening to me read, and it's since become a regular during streams :shiba_love:
I hope you all find it just as charming as I do~
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If you'd like to help me survive and keep doing what I do, ko-fi and patreon are most of my income and members help my cats and me eat. I also have audio files in standard and voice-only available for monthly supporters as a bonus :frog_blush:
[Ko-fi] https://ko-fi.com/octaviaconamore
[Patreon] https://www.patreon.com/c/octaviaconamore
I also do live readings a few times a week over on Twitch (alongside Youtube) if that's more your thing :shiba_excited:
https://www.twitch.tv/octaviaconamore
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #Bard #Games #Gaming #LGBTQ #Queer #Trans #TransFem #VoiceOver #Fantasy #Reading #Bookstodon #Books #ElderScrolls #Skyrim #Oblivion #OblivionRemastered :cat_interact:
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2025-05-09 21:08:42 UTC

why is getting out of bed so haaard :sad_panda:

2025-05-01 09:08:03 UTC

Reading tonight, I realised that, bit by bit, the books that I've read on stream have been interconnecting, mentioning concepts that we've read about, including whole books dedicated to something like the Amulet of Kings :frog_blush:
More and more, I'm able to interject little morsals of lore that is missing from the current book but that would be helpful to listeners in understanding the contents of the book better, and it's so satisfying to observe :shiba_love:
#Vtuber #ElderScrolls #Oblivion #OblivionRemastered

2025-04-28 22:14:56 UTC

:boosts_ok: boost to help me survive~ :bear_love:
Come listen to another cozy story reading! This is another lore primer, just like The Amulet of Kings, but this time for any Elder Scrolls games :bugcat_nod:
Succubard Gently Reads [An Accounting of the Elder Scrolls]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lzZ9BvOOqsQ
I say primer because it's nice to have an idea of what they are, but it really won't help you in the gameplay, and the gameplay itself hardly gives many answers, either. Uuunfortunately, while giving us some idea of the power of the elder scrolls, the story really gets us no closer to properly understanding why or how they do what they do. It's implied that reading them costs you your vision, but beyond that, it's one of those stories where you come out of it with as many questions as scrolls :not_like_this:
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If you like it and/or want to help me survive and keep doing what I do, ko-fi monthlies help me buy food for me and my cats and I appreciate every one a ton :frog_blush:
[ko-fi] https://ko-fi.com/octaviaconamore
I also do live readings a few times a week over on Twitch (alongside Youtube) if that's more your thing :shiba_excited:
https://www.twitch.tv/octaviaconamore
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #Bard #Games #Gaming #Trans #TransFem #VoiceOver #Fantasy #Reading #Bookstodon #Books #ElderScrolls #Skyrim #Oblivion #OblivionRemastered :cat_interact:
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2025-04-27 23:52:09 UTC

hey, hey, go check out @npub1scv…s99t as she blitzes her way through Hollow Knight for her affiliate-versary :cat_wow:
https://www.twitch.tv/novaotari
#Streaming #Vtuber #ENVtuber

2025-04-27 08:34:16 UTC

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you could also edit in a disclaimer into the first post :bear_shrug:

2025-04-27 08:22:05 UTC

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I'd recommend just removing the video link from the first post if you now know he's <adjectives not to be said in polite company> :bugcat_nod:

2025-04-25 17:58:36 UTC

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awwww, thank youuuu :hug_love:
here's one of the kitties in question :giggle:
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2025-04-25 01:52:08 UTC

:boosts_ok: boost to help me survive~ :hug_love:
Come listen to another cozy story reading~ :shiba_excited:
This time, it's a short lore primer for anyone playing or planning to play Oblivion that's vital to understanding the who, what, and why of the central story
Succubard Gently Reads [The Amulet of Kings]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8GNBwFbYRtI
:zerotwo_learn: It's an unfortunately short video this time, but I hope this helps anyone confused about what's going on. The Elder Scrolls has a lot of lore that affects the stories that play out in the games, but it can be hard to track it down in an easy-to-understand form. The books tend to be all over the place, picked up out of order, or, as is the case for a lot of us, just something we don't really engage with while we're playing :bugcat_nod:
(oh, and tell me what you think of the thumbnail text)
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If you like it and/or want to help me survive and keep doing what I do, ko-fi monthlies help me buy food for me and my cats and I appreciate every one a ton :frog_blush:
[ko-fi] https://ko-fi.com/octaviaconamore
I also do live readings a few times a week over on Twitch (alongside Youtube) if that's more your thing :shiba_excited:
https://www.twitch.tv/octaviaconamore
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #Bard #Games #Gaming #LGBTQ #Queer #Trans #TransFem #VoiceOver #Fantasy #Reading #Bookstodon #Books #ElderScrolls #Skyrim #Oblivion :cat_interact:
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2025-04-23 05:58:10 UTC

Holy hells, the reading channel crested 100 subscribers :furret_excited: The violin channel was a little over 800 subs when I had to put down the violin in February, but at this rate, we might catch up sooner than I thought possible :cat_wow:
If you haven't already, check out the various Elder Scrolls readings I've done over on the channel (both in video and livestream form):
https://www.youtube.com/@SuccubardsLibrary
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #ElderScrolls #Skyrim #Oblivion #Morrowind #Reading #VoiceOver

2025-04-22 16:55:02 UTC

does anyone know whether filters catch words within alt-text or not? (I think they catch body text and cw text, though I'd live a correction if I'm off on that :hug_love: )
#Fedi #Mastodon #FediTips

2025-04-19 00:59:23 UTC

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if you know what pronouns they use, it would be better to use them :blob_nod:
often, transphobes use the cover of "it's gender-neutral language" to de-gender a trans person they don't like while having plausible deniability to people who can't see what's going on, unfortunately :zerotwo_shrug:

2025-04-18 23:39:49 UTC

:boosts_ok: boost to help me survive :espeon_love:
This time, we're headed off the topic of Oblivion and onto...oh, the effects of one of the Daedric princes of Oblivion on Tamrielic goings-on? :axolotl_shock: :drgn_laugh_sweat:
Succubard Gently Reads: [The Brothers of Darkness]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Ta3DgLgY4A
Yup, it's the dark brotherhood, a group that stems from an earlier group who was born of a worship for Mephala :cat_giggle: The Dark Brotherhood quest-line is, as I hear it, a lot of people's favourites when it comes to The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion, from the way it's introduced to how it plays out, and it's often used as a barometer to measure other quest-lines up against, both in Oblivion and in other TES games.
Hopefully, you enjoy getting a bit of a look into the history of the organisation~ :frog_blush:
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If you like it and/or want to help me survive, ko-fi monthlies help me buy food for me and my cats and I appreciate every one a ton :frog_blush:
[ko-fi] https://ko-fi.com/octaviaconamore
[paypal] https://paypal.me/octaviaconamore
I also do live readings a few times a week over on Twitch if that's more your thing :shiba_excited:
https://www.twitch.tv/octaviaconamore
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #Bard #Games #Gaming #LGBTQ #Queer #Trans #TransFem #VoiceActing #Fantasy #Reading #Bookstodon #Books #ElderScrolls #Skyrim #Oblivion :cat_interact:
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2025-04-17 00:24:21 UTC

We hit 400 follows on Twitch! Huzzaaaaah~ :zerotwo_hype:
Thank you to everyone who has come to streams, and I hope I can continue improving my voice, skills, and tech to make better experiences for you all :hug_love:
(and those of you who consistently boost my posts, too! I see you and appreciate you a ton :shiba_love: )

2025-04-16 04:22:38 UTC

:boosts_ok: boost to help me survive :miku_love:
Oblivion remake!? :cat_wow: Oblivion remaaaake :zerotwo_hype:
Which means more oblivion storiiies :blob_nod:
Succubard Gently Reads [The Doors of Oblivion]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EX7kwmYddiI
This book is about the same mage as the the one who wrote the book On Oblivion (which I've also read, if you're curious). They're both wonderful primers for understanding the daedric realms :bugcat_nod: (and a handful of their various princes)
If you like it and/or want to help me survive, ko-fi monthlies help me buy food for me and my cats and I appreciate every one a ton :frog_blush:
[ko-fi] https://ko-fi.com/octaviaconamore
[paypal] https://paypal.me/octaviaconamore
I also do live readings over on Twitch if that's more your thing :shiba_excited:
https://www.twitch.tv/octaviaconamore
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #Bard #Games #Gaming #LGBTQ #Queer #Trans #TransFem #VoiceActing #Fantasy #Reading #Bookstodon #Books #ElderScrolls #Skyrim #Oblivion :cat_interact:
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2025-04-15 16:05:03 UTC

You don't realise just how horrid a 500 character limit feels until you experience the freedom of multiple thousand :cat_lurk: (8k, in our case)

2025-04-14 04:39:54 UTC

:boosts_ok: boost to help me survive :hug_love:
It's tiiiiime! This is the longest book reading video to date, and it's finally done :panda_yay: Listen to it to scratch the Elder Scrolls autism itch or just to fall asleep to~
[The Great War]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ijUhbKvbLog
If you like it and/or want to help me survive, ko-fi monthlies help me buy food for me and my cats and I appreciate every one a ton :frog_blush:
[ko-fi] https://ko-fi.com/octaviaconamore
[paypal] https://paypal.me/octaviaconamore
This recording was honestly frustrating as hell to get recorded because of environmental factors leading to somewhere between 30+ discarded takes, but it was worth it, and I can't wait until tomorrow comes so I can work on the next one :shiba_love: Thank you all for supporting me so far, and I hope you like the reading~ :bear_love:
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #Bard #Games #Gaming #LGBTQ #Queer #Trans #TransFem #VoiceActing #Fantasy #Reading #Bookstodon #Books #ElderScrolls #Skyrim #Oblivion :cat_interact:

2025-04-11 20:57:27 UTC

We've switched to playing some Hades II! Come join us for more disaster-bi time with the greek gods and goddesses :eevee_joy: :shiba_love:
https://cutie.city/@OctaviaConAmore/114319954148577842

2025-04-10 16:37:27 UTC

:boosts_ok: Boost to help me survive :espeon_love:
Come listen to another gentle reading in the succubard's libary~ :eevee_joy:
[The Oblivion Crisis]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s3uRKofYNzA
Today, we're reading about the Oblivion Crisis, which were the events that took place during The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion. This is a perfect book to read after yesterday's On Oblivion for reasons you'll figure out once you listen to it :bugcat_nod:
This book is available in TESV: Skyrim, which makes sense. It was written between Oblivion and Skyrim, with details that would be known to the Hero of Kvatch, but not to a historian trying to put the events together afterwards without access to them :zerotwo_learn:
Oh, and I also adjusted some things and I'm more expressive than ever :shiba_love:
As always, tell me what you liked, what you didn't like, and maybe even what you want me to read next :hug_love:
If you'd like to help keep these going, support me over on:
[ko-fi] https://ko-fi.com/octaviaconamore (it handles monthly pledges :charmander_yay: )
[Paypal] https://paypal.me/octaviaconamore
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #Bard #Games #Gaming #LGBTQ #Queer #Trans #TransFem #Fantasy #Lore #Reading #Bookstodon #Books #ElderScrolls #Oblivion #Skyrim :cat_interact:
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2025-04-09 13:42:41 UTC

:boosts_ok: Bedtime reading is back with a proper recording of On Oblivion from The Elder Scrolls :charmander_yay: This book in particular has existed from as far back as The Elder Scrolls II: Daggerfall, which is a game I almost never hear mentioned outside of people like Josh Strife Hayes :frog_think:
The previous recording I had of this was using the old png model, and was cut from the stream as opposed to a dedicated recording. I'm really happy this recording turned out so much better.
For those who haven't read or listened to it before, it's a wonderful little primer on the world and lore of the Elder Scrolls world and I highly recommend you take a quick listen :eevee_joy:
Succubard Gently Reads [On Oblivion (and the Daedric Princes)]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TtnQtg6GjsQ
If you'd like to help me continue these readings, consider pledging monthly over on my ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/octaviaconamore
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #Bard #Games #Gaming #LGBTQ #Queer #Trans #TransFem #Fantasy #FantasyLore #Reading #Bookstodon #Books #ElderScrolls #Daggerfall #Morrowind #Oblivion #Skyrim :cat_interact:
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2025-04-08 10:08:59 UTC

What I thought I would be doing tonight:
・recording or video editing :zerotwo_learn:
What actually happened today:
・asked a friend about live2D rigging
・said friend told me (with some trepidation and apology) that my model was AI-generated
・looked through the affordable models from reputable artists and studios that she sent me
・a full rework of all of my settings including movement parameters :blob_sweat:
The cool thing, I suppose, is that I learned that Vtube Studio has a lighting effect that'll allow me to simulate the light from the background fireplace :cat_wow: :zerotwo_hype:

2025-04-08 03:44:43 UTC

Hey everyone, I'm really bad at asking for money, but here's an attempt :blob_sweat:
If you appreciate any of the things I do, whether that's the music, the bedtime reading, the random educational posts, or anything else, please consider sharing some of your resources with me so I can worry less about food :hug_love: Monthly donations even as low as $5 or $10 help a ton in helping stabilise my life :bugcat_nod:
https://ko-fi.com/octaviaconamore (monthly, though you need to manually change it from one-time to monthly)
https://paypal.me/OctaviaConAmore (one-time only?)
If I can get from the $85/month that's pledged at the moment and get it to $200 or even $300, that would do wonders for my ability to eat.

2025-04-01 02:51:17 UTC

Hey everyone, you can already see me in my intro post (rtx-on model) and videos/streams (mostly rtx-off model), so I figured I'd do something a little different :frog_think:
I want to cover two things: why it matters, and what non-trans people can do to help :bugcat_nod:
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:zerotwo_learn: Queer folks are, for the most part, not raised within the community. We're most often born in non-queer families and often go through a large chunk of our lives not even knowing queer folks exist, that anything outside of the cis-het structure even exists.
Racial representation gives us role-models, shows us that it's ok to be, in my case, mixed-race, that our struggles are seen. Queer representation, on the other hand, shows us that queer folks exist, that that is something even *possible* to be. I went 3 decades without realising that the feelings I was feeling were gender dysphoria, without realising there was something I could do about it, without realising that doing those things about it would finally make me feel like I was me, not just a husk of a meat-mech I was piloting around waiting for some unknown thing to happen :frog_blush:
However, trans visibility can be deadly to trans folks :cat_frown: Being visible in our current society isn't just a physical danger to us, it can often be a danger to our social lives and financial stability. Trans people are homeless at a staggering rate, both due to families often shunning them as well as jobs firing and not hiring them.
In fact, even here on fedi, where some of the space is decently protective of trans people (though major servers tend not to be), every few months, there is a wave of posts talking about how "2D 'anime' (read: anything including picrews) profile pics (pfps) mean bigots and nazis", which, if you've read the last 3 paragraphs, you can see why a first-name-last-name-real-face account might be existentially dangerous to trans folks.
Being able to be out, to even show our faces, on trans day of visibility is a risk to every person who does it. It's a risk taken with the hope that it will help make the world survivable for all other trans folks, both currently existing and every one who will exist in the future :hug_love:
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Now, what can you do about it if you're non-trans? Stop falling for transphobic talking points. Stop letting a person use another marginalisation as justification for being transphobic. Stop supporting organisations that support (or Lyssa fuckin' forbid, are *run by*) people who espouse transphobic rhetoric.
But more than that, if you have some money to spare, help trans people not starve. I'm not saying "send one $500 a month" (I will not object if you do, as a note), I'm saying maybe find a few trans people that need it and contribute $10 or $20, something within your means. Super bonus points for setting aside a little every month.
I know ko-fi and patreon allow for it in an automated way to make it easier, too, though on ko-fi, you usually have to click from single-time to monthly :blob_nod:
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If you've read this far, thank you. I hope this has been interesting to read, and hopefully, given you tangible ways to help :espeon_love:
#Queer #Trans #SocialJustice #TransDayOfVisibility

2025-03-28 22:38:44 UTC

:boosts_ok: Come let this succubard read you to sleep~ :espeon_love:
I'll be reading some Elder Scrolls, alongside maybe some MLP fanfic and requests :bugcat_nod:
[Twitch] https://www.twitch.tv/octaviaconamore
[Youtube] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h7iKBOAcPH4
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #Stream #Streaming #Bard #VGM #Games #Gaming #LGBTQ #Queer #Trans #TransFem #VoiceActing #Reading #Bookstodon #Books :cat_interact:
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2025-03-27 17:59:23 UTC

:boosts_ok: Something special for reading today :frog_blush:
[The Celestia Code (Intro)] written by iisaw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BnEyZZEn_qE
This is a book intro that has stuck with me for the 10+ years I've known of it. It sets up the book perfectly, establishing one of the main character's key convictions *and* subverts it in one go, and sets up where the story will eventually get to part-way through the book in an opening scene that is both concise and also one of the most visceral, evocative scenes I've had the pleasure to read :shiba_love:
You can find the entire text here:
https://www.fimfiction.net/story/141549/1/the-celestia-code/1-the-treasure-room
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #Stream #Streaming #Bard #Trans #TransFem #VoiceActing #Reading #Bookstodon #Books #Fanfic #MLP :cat_interact:
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2025-03-26 01:06:01 UTC

:boosts_ok: Check out the reading playlist for falling asleep to~ :espeon_love:
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL2d7hrcggyd97GHjSuenQEWJBalgxclWC
All of my stand-alone story readings will continue to be added to this playlist with the newest on top, so you can even save the playlist and use it again in the future :eevee_joy:
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #Stream #Streaming #Bard #Games #Gaming #Trans #TransFem #VoiceActing #Reading #Booksky #Books
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2025-03-25 00:42:42 UTC

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I'd join that religion in a heartbeat :bugcat_nod:

2025-03-24 23:20:30 UTC

:boosts_ok: For recordings of my reading, what would you be willing to click on and listen to? :shiba_confused:

2025-03-20 03:29:56 UTC

(stream concluded)
Come let this succubard read you to sleep~ :eevee_joy: (including lore books from The Elder Scrolls series)
[Twitch] https://www.twitch.tv/octaviaconamore
[Youtube] https://www.youtube.com/live/nECUAR28OAg
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #Stream #Streaming #Bard #VGM #Games #Gaming #LGBTQ #Queer #Trans #TransFem #VoiceActing #Reading #Bookstodon #Books :cat_interact:
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2025-03-19 16:00:39 UTC

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aaah, that makes sense :bugcat_nod: I want to give it another chance, too, but it feels like it never quite worked for me despite my love for Reddit-like environments :bear_shrug:

2025-03-19 15:50:37 UTC

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is that related to kbin? :shiba_confused:

2025-03-14 21:46:26 UTC

:boosts_ok: (boost to help me survive)
Hey everyone :mew_wave: take a listen to another book reading from within the Elder Scrolls world, this time from Skyrim on the topic of the ever-elusive Nightingales :shiba_love:
Unlike the first two reading videos (which were clips taken from recent live streams), today, I decided to see how recording it from scratch would feel. I went through the text of the book itself to weed out various errors, recorded it in a way that minimised recording errors, and then further added a little treatment to clean up the audio :cat_wow:
[Nightingales: Fact or Fiction?]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7lWh6PMG6Gg
If you'd like to help keep food on my table, monthly donations on kofi are especially helpful :espeon_love:
https://ko-fi.com/octaviaconamore
I'd love to hear what you like or dislike about the book readings so far as well as any ideas you might have :bugcat_nod:
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #Bard #Games #Gaming #LGBTQ #Queer #Trans #TransFem #VoiceActing #Reading #ElderScrolls #Skyrim #Lore #Books #Bookstodon
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2025-03-11 08:47:15 UTC

:boosts_ok: (boost to help me survive)
Because of ongoing issues with long covid, I've been reading aloud on stream instead of playing the violin for most of my streams. I've finally managed to get 2 of those stories their own videos :zerotwo_hype: (both of which are books in The Elder Scrolls universe)
Whether you want me to lull you to sleep or whether you're curious about the various stories that take place in the world of The Elder Scrolls (Morrowind, Oblivion, Skyrim, etc), I hope these sate your appetite :espeon_love: and if not, well, there'll be plenty more to come :giggle:
Oh, and I'd love to hear what you think of them, whether it's something you like or something that could uses improvements and changes :bugcat_nod:
[Night Falls On Sentinel]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZnRnZPC_jBA
[On Oblivion]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CDMd5_aFZRE
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #Soothing #Bard #Games #Gaming #LGBTQ #Queer #Trans #TransFem #VoiceActing #Reading #TheElderScrolls #Skyrim #Morrowind #Oblivion #Bookstodon
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2025-03-08 03:32:32 UTC

:boosts_ok: Come join me for some soothing bedtime reading :hug_love:
[Twitch] https://www.twitch.tv/octaviaconamore
[Youtube] https://www.youtube.com/live/Mwxb5DYNO4Q
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #Stream #Streaming #Bard #Gaming #LGBTQ #Queer #Trans #TransFem #VoiceActing #Reading :cat_interact:
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2025-03-04 17:49:59 UTC

tldr: Intentionally mis-spelling words (including names) that involve politics actively harms the most vulnerable in our society. You can help by simply including and properly spelling important words and names. Bonus points for using CWs :eevee_joy:
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Let's establish a few things :zerotwo_learn:
・We're on fedi (including Mastodon), so there is no shady algorithm hiding your posts from people because you said a word it didn't like.
・Vulnerable minorities have limited spoons on account of *gestures broadly at the world*.
・Vulnerable minorities use word filters on fedi to make it so we don't have to see "you're currently being genocided, have fun~ :panda_yay: " 30 times a day.
・Mis-spelling words (especially the names of famous figures) or omitting them altogether allows your post to sneak past those filters.
With that all laid out, you can see why mis-spelling or omitting important words related to your post can actively aid fascists in their oppression of minorities by robbing us of what precious few spoons we have. Making sure to include relevant words and spell them correctly is an easy way to actively resist the fascists and help marginalised people in your every day life :espeon_love:
#SocialJustice #Fedi #Mastodon #FediTips
p.s. This goes *doubly* for anything you think people NEEEED to see, ok? :frog_sus:

2025-03-02 03:19:38 UTC

:boosts_ok: A little reading, a little gaming tonight♪
Bard voice-acts her way through Octopath Traveler with a soothing(?) voice :eevee_joy:
[Twitch] https://www.twitch.tv/octaviaconamore
[Youtube] https://www.youtube.com/live/epi0SFzg3Mg
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #Stream #Streaming #Bard #VGM #Games #Gaming #LGBTQ #Queer #Trans #TransFem :cat_interact:
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2025-03-01 00:19:07 UTC

:boosts_ok: Come join us for a cozy evening of reading and games :espeon_love:
Bard voice-acts her way through Octopath Traveler with a soothing(?) voice :eevee_joy:
[Twitch] https://www.twitch.tv/octaviaconamore
[Youtube] https://www.youtube.com/live/YU5qfixW21U
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #Stream #Streaming #Bard #VGM #Games #Gaming #LGBTQ #Queer #Trans #TransFem :cat_interact:
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2025-02-28 02:02:07 UTC

:boosts_ok: Come join us for the first stream in a while :charmander_yay:
Bard voice-acts her way through Octopath Traveler with a soothing(?) voice :eevee_joy:
[Twitch] https://www.twitch.tv/octaviaconamore
[Youtube] https://www.youtube.com/live/_mR5C0jBMFk
#Vtuber #ENVtuber #Stream #Streaming #Bard #VGM #Games #Gaming #LGBTQ #Queer #Trans #TransFem :cat_interact:
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2025-02-26 17:08:46 UTC

5 years ago: 18 large eggs for $3, plenty of nutrients and protein, easy to use, and yummy :bugcat_nod:
Now: 12 small eggs for $10? :blobfox_confused: :not_like_this:

2025-02-24 22:41:26 UTC

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wait, the Child of Light soundtrack? or is it something else? :shiba_confused:

2025-02-11 11:56:49 UTC

just in case someone out there doesn't know, ahoge and ahegao are two, very distinct things :zerotwo_learn:
ahoge (アホ毛): a hair that sticks out of a hairstyle no matter what you do
v.s.
ahegao (アヘ顔): the face someone makes when they are cumming
I hope this saves someone embarassment at some point :hug_love:

2025-02-09 04:44:10 UTC

:boosts_ok: Time for an evening of soundtracks on the violin~ :shiba_excited: come by to enjoy the music, chat, and hang out :hug_love:
[Twitch] https://www.twitch.tv/octaviaconamore
[Youtube] https://www.youtube.com/live/qd_aHSv8j6A
#Music #LiveMusic #Stream #Streaming #Musician #Violin #Violinist #Bard #FediArt #FediMusic #MastoArt #MastoMusic #VGM #Games #Anime #Movies #Nintendo #StudioGhibli #FinalFantasy #Zelda #SuperMario #Soundtrack #OST #LGBTQ #Queer #Trans #TransFem :cat_interact:

2025-01-21 17:19:21 UTC

in this morning's news: blocked by a large account for telling him using CWs are an empathetic, progressive action :zerotwo_shrug:
I seem to remember another face-name cis dude that blocked me when I taught him about transmisogyny :cat_think:

2025-01-19 20:23:06 UTC

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isn't the cost of running a bluesky relay prohibitively expensive? :shiba_confused:

2025-01-19 01:07:01 UTC

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in totally unrelated news, I won't be able to stream violin today so it's probably another gaming stream~ :bugcat_nod:

2025-01-19 01:04:30 UTC

me: having fun with my pngtuber debut :eevee_joy:
my bra: busy working on cramping the muscles around my left scapula :bunny_evil:

2025-01-16 08:08:10 UTC

[#Introduction] :boosts_ok:
I finally got around around to re-writing my badly outdated intro after a full year :leafeon_giggle:
Hi Fediiiii :mew_wave: I'm Octavia, a trans-fem Japanese and USian bard, violinist, and streamer who uses her classical training to play all of the wonderful soundtracks that exist in the world :eevee_joy:
Games, anime, movies, visual novels, and any other sort of soundtrack I can get my hands on are in my repertoire :shiba_love: I stream on Youtube and Twitch and spend the time introducing people to soundtracks and taking soundtrack requests :charmander_yay:
Over the last 1.5 years, I've also dealt with long covid, which makes my stamina 20% of what it used to be, alongside making everything cost more and recover slower, which has been a frustrating journey, and I've become nearly unable to do in-person performances because even the travel is exhausting :not_like_this: I'm also AuDHD, and always have the specter of repetitive stress injuries looking over my shoulders :blob_sweat:
On Fedi, I tend to talk about games, manga, trans-fem stuff, and streaming, as well as heavier topics like transphobia, transmisogyny, and racism :zerotwo_learn: (my boosts tend to be slightly wider in topics, including appropriately CW'd lewd material and artists (and if you want just my posts, you can set the option to not see my boosts~))
Here are some links to check out if you'd like to :espeon_love:
[Twitch] https://www.twitch.tv/octaviaconamore
[Youtube] https://www.youtube.com/octaviaconamore
[Repertoire] https://www.streamersonglist.com/t/octaviaconamore/songs
Interest tags:
#Music #Musician #Bard #Violin #Violinist #Composer #Theatre #Games #Gaming #Soundtracks #GameDev #Cats #KajiuraYuki #YukiKajiura #Bach #Manga #Anime #Discworld #TerryPratchett #LolitaFashion #Trans #Transgender #TransFem #Bi #Queer #LGBTQ #Portland #PDX #ADHD #Japanese #Covid #LongCovid #Stream #Streaming #Streamer
p.s. please send any complaints of emoji spam to my admin, who is responsible for giving me 2591 emojis to choose from and being a wonderful example of the proficient wielding of emojis :bugcat_nod:
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2025-01-14 23:47:37 UTC

:boosts_ok: boost to help me survive :miku_love:
The first video in *checks notes* :drgn_shocked: oh...oh dear...2 months? :neofox_laugh_sweat:
Today's piece is the main theme from Lupin III, a beloved yet often underappreciated anime series that started back in the 1970s, going on to get classics like The Castle of Cagliostro directed by Miyazaki Hayao himself :cat_wow:
[Lupin III - Main Theme]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q8UadYM1SpI
Even in the last decade, the series has been alive and well, getting both full anime series and movies :panda_yay:
My favourites by far, though, are The Castle of Cagliostro, First Contact, and Lupin III vs Detective Conan (I'm really fond of the interactions between Fujiko and Conan :bugcat_nod: )
If you'd like to help me continue playing, consider supporting me on Ko-fi or Throne:
https://ko-fi.com/octaviaconamore
https://throne.com/octaviaconamore
#Music #Bard #Anime #Soundtrack #OST #Jazz #Violin #FediMusic #MastoMusic #LGBTQ #Queer #Trans #TransFem
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2025-01-14 00:37:36 UTC

past me: hmm... :frog_think: I really want to make more posts on fedi :bugcat_nod: (as in music-related posts)
"current" me: posts bigotry observations and explainers :zerotwo_learn:
:frog_sus: :zerotwo_dead: