Hank Heathenry God of Hatemaxxing on Nostr: The quirks I developed are hardcore isolation where I'll hideout in the room for the ...

The quirks I developed are hardcore isolation where I'll hideout in the room for the most part of im living with someone, I was doing that at the mission where I would hardly associate with anyone and just lay in my bunk. I don't go out and socialize with anyone although I deliver a great conversation with someone if I'm in an interview or one on one conversation. In groups where I'm not comfortable with people I don't know I just basically sit there observing unless someone asks me something. If someone starts yelling at me I used to shut down when I was a kid, now I see red and blow up on them much bigger than they were which makes me look like the asshole, but being around people, unless I'm really comfortable and really like them, they either annoy me or give me extreme anxiety. I only ever feel calm and somewhat content when I'm isolating. People say that isn't healthy and shouldn't do that, well it's either that or I drink, they can't just have it both ways and expect me to snap into a completely new personality that suits them. I'm grumpy jaded and anxious. Quirks like everyone else has due to living life as a human