#Cyberpunk
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naddr1qqâŚ8gy7How the hell did this happen to me?
Box stared down at his legsâchrome and myomer ground into so much glittering scrap. Component rings, microlines, feedback relays: heâd never realised how many tiny pieces made a man walk again. Rider, his only street doc and a drinking buddy from way back, had sold him the implants for next to nothing. Still, three months of synth-soy and sleep-rotted nights to afford the surgery.
He lay on his side in the alley garbage, breathing spoiled burrito, leaking actuator fluid, and the sharper note of his own piss.
The punks whoâd jacked him were already at the mouth of the alley, howling with laughter. Then they caught a look at someone, flinched, and took off. A second later a wheelchair squeaked into the dark.
Rider looked down at him. âYou look better than the legs, Box. Almost.â
Box only grunted. His hand found the pistol he never had time to draw.
Getting him into the chair was ugly. Bits of shin-strut snagged in a wheel and ground out a noise like feedback shriek. As Rider pushed onto the sidewalk, Box cradled the gun in his lap and went inside himself.
âNull-shit stains,â he muttered. âNot even good enough for fertiliser. They donât get happy. They donât get forgiven. They donât get to breathe.â
âBox.â Riderâs voice was low. âYou never saw their faces before tonight. Donât let their ghosts own you.â
âDonât give me that. Those little bastards shattered my limbs and lifted my credstick. I hate them. Hate my life. Hate this rotting city.â
âYouâve crawled out of worse.â
âNo. Iâm done. First thing at home, barrel in the mouth. I mean it.â
Rider said nothing. Then he spun the chair.
Box was facing the two attackers, now huddled around a girl with nervous ticsâa thin, twitchy thing whose shoulders jumped in a rhythm nobody could control. The kid whoâd done most of the kicking pressed the stolen credstick into her palm. They hadnât noticed the wheelchair at the alleyâs edge.
âLi, go. Doc will patch you up.â The kidâs voice came out soft.
Boxâs mouth moved but no words came.
âWhere⌠whereâd you get that?â he finally rasped.
âSolid tip, old man. Just luck. Please, Liâget fixed.â
Tears spilled down her face. She stared at the chip like it was a window onto some clean, quiet future. A job maybe. A place off the booster-gang grid. She hugged it and smiled.
Boxâs hand lifted. The gunshot slapped the alley. The round took Li in the temple; she was dead before the blood mist settled. The attacker blinked at her, uncomprehending, and then looked toward Boxâeyes wide, mouth already forming something that would never get said. The second shot took him in the throat.
The other kid ran, bullets chewing brickwork around him.
Box rolled forward, or maybe Rider pushed himâhe never remembered. He leaned down to pull the credstick from the dead womanâs fingers. The attackerâs face stayed with him, that look of something curdled, almost offended. Like the kid had been so sure.
âThat expression,â Box said. âYou see it?â
Rider tugged the chair away. âNo idea. Come on. Iâll get you new legs. Heavy discount.â
The credstick felt warm, stupidly light. Box couldnât stop seeing the kidâs face. Couldnât stop wondering what answer it had owed him that now heâd never get.
