Twenty Twenty Sixhorns on Nostr: Instead: I get to sit and have my flexibility and confidence eroded while the seas of ...

Instead: I get to sit and have my flexibility and confidence eroded while the seas of 'you're only ever an afterthought and while everyone will /say/ things nobody will ever follow through on them' that is basically my whole life for over a year now does laser-targeted damage to my ability to ignore hopelessness and maintain connections.

It's insidious when a problem innately disables your mechanisms for mitigating it.