The 'I want to go home' refrain that plays in the back of my mind is only getting louder as I try to hang around in more places that have folks I want to be around.
I am not quite sure how to stop feeling like a barely-tolerated afterthought rather than a part of anything. Are there answers, beyond 'continue to have infinite fortitude in the face of there being no scope for anything to change'?
Aaa. @.@
Slow dissolution is no way to live.
Twenty Twenty Sixhorns
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