I feel very broken, useless, pathetic, inadequate.
I feel like a burden, undeserving of help.
I feel... the others are doing ok, why do I struggle so much? Why would I feel my struggles are "more important" than Joe NT Smoe being exhausted after work?
I'm so brilliant, I have a high IQ - but can't do basic shit?! wtf!
Just... a lot of negative headspace around what I'm struggling so much with.
😭
Miakoda /
npub1gs…spsrs
2024-06-21 20:34:37
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npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrsPublished at
2024-06-21 20:34:37Event JSON
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