Human Ghostwriter on Nostr: I have worked so hard this year. I have hated my life, resented my family, worked ...
I have worked so hard this year. I have hated my life, resented my family, worked sick, bent over backward to accommodate my coworkers. And it wasn't worth it. It wasn't worth it. I am so disappointed. I am completely disappointing. I am furious at myself. I'm upset with my work.
I can't quit because I can't do anything else well. But I refuse to try this hard again for the same results. Total fucking bullshit.
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