Came to rant a bit, almost 2 months after my dad left us.
I'm reminded of the day that my dad passed. This one aunt asked me, who will take over my parents room. With my dad's body right in front of us. I was speechless but then i thoughtlessly answered, maybe me.
Cleaning the house, especially my parents' room has been taking a toll on me, mentally and physically. It is true that i've done so little. Every nook and crook have their own memories and moments. I go down on a trip of tearful memory train everytime i try to clean 🥹 Its only been two months but they already spreaded the news that i am a lazy bum.
Wondering if they could really do it that fast if they were in my shoes? They know nothing, they havent lost anyone in these last 10 years, while i lost both of my parents in the span of 1.5 years.
Its funny because i see their projections but i'm no superhuman, hence i am very sad. Not an ounce of disappointment tho because it is nothing new to me.
Ahmay 🌻
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